nemoToday at 2:38 AM
so i wanna talk to you about some stuff
but im not really sure how i wanna approach it
why did you dodge ryan so much
NDWToday at 2:39 AM
like not replying back to messages that were being posted?
nemoToday at 2:39 AM
yeah
he called you out
NDWToday at 2:40 AM
I felt like nothing I could say would make a difference, so it wasn't worth the time or effort to try
nemoToday at 2:40 AM
that's the next thing i wanna ask
what's up with the persecution complex
NDWToday at 2:42 AM
I don't understand what that means exactly
nemoToday at 2:43 AM
so you mentioned something about being a banned player and ryan being a GM meaning you wont get anywhere in discussion
you know he still considers you a friend, right?
i know it's really easy to buy into the narrative that the ephinea staff are just ganging up on people but you know that's not actually true, right?
these guys know even less than you do
take as much time as you need to formulate an answer and if you need me to help you find the words, i can
but if you stay silent about it, i'll be worried
NDWToday at 3:02 AM
I didn't know he still considers me a friend
I figured CARNAGE, anime, and Ryan would all hate me
CARNAGE proved to me thought that we could still interact minus Ephinea PSO talk or whatever
nemoToday at 3:02 AM
yeah
that's pretty much my relationship to these guys as well
NDWToday at 3:02 AM
anime can't talk to me normally
nemoToday at 3:02 AM
anime can't talk normally
NDWToday at 3:03 AM
even when I ask a serious question as to whether or not he's going to room with CARNAGE and if he is will I be allowed to room with those two
nemoToday at 3:03 AM
he's kind of just always like that regardless of what the subject is and its probably his biggest flaw honestly
NDWToday at 3:04 AM
and then Ryan ignored 17 message that were unrelated to Ephinea (memes, Persona, etc.) for over 2 weeks from me
nemoToday at 3:04 AM
yeah because you made him look bad
i don't think that was your intention, but what you tweeted was basically attacking the character of the staff who don't really know what's going on
it's not like they handed down your ban, it was pretty much a sodaboy thing
NDWToday at 3:11 AM
I wonder why it's such an issue to present evidence or copies of the proof
nemoToday at 3:11 AM
me too
NDWToday at 3:14 AM
it may or may not have been said from any of the 3 GM's DMs, but I feel like if it was, it would have been very clearly stated that Sodaboy issued the ban
and that's not the impression I'm getting looking back trying to tap into my memory
because I feel like something like that being stated would be pretty significant and easy to remember
nemoToday at 3:15 AM
yeah but he aint gonna tell you cause he doesnt give a shit and he's done with you
but that's what happened
NDWToday at 3:17 AM
and if the GM's don't know why, then that would mean that Sodaboy didn't communicate that information / forward it to the rest of the staff
nemoToday at 3:20 AM
yep
that's pretty much what happened
from when i communicated with them
which is why what ma4b is doing really annoys me
there's a legit point of contention with what happened with the proof and stuff
but my main issue was that ryan tried to be frank with you about how you hurt him and you kinda just sidestepped him
and hit him with ma4b rhetoric lol
NDWToday at 3:27 AM
I'm trying to look to see where he communicated to me that I hurt him
nemoToday at 3:29 AM
he laid it out pretty clearly for you
and now you're kinda just stonewalling him
:pensive:
nevermind
maybe this isnt something i shouldn't have interfered with