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- I was sitting on my sofa. The blinds were half open and light filtered
- through - it didn't really want to but it had no choice. I often think
- about life and dying. About every minute wasted. About what my face would
- look like if I was old. About me being dead and people reading my words,
- seeing my art - and wondering about me and thinking about me as a
- caricature because we all try to think about things in the simplest ways
- and I will have already been far removed from this world. Dead somewhere.
- Too maudlin.
- Anyways I was sitting on my sofa, and the light was half-hearted. I had a
- 2 oz shot of whiskey filled to the brim so even surface tension made it
- bubble a bit and raise higher. Beautiful things are always so fragile. The
- door burst open and a man stumbled into the room tracking grass seeds all
- over the floor. Burdocks poured out of his billowing jackets folds. His
- beard rained tobacco flakes across the coffee table and over the whiskey.
- Surface tension broke and a little whiskey flowed away down the glass. I
- was saving the whiskey as motivation for when I finished writing a story I
- started. Once done I would shoot it, but now I felt a little embarassed by
- its presense. He leaned a rough acoustic guitar against the wall near the
- door he had burst through. Its long guitar strings curled wildly away from
- the tuners. His throat did a deep mumble and then he coughed and cleared
- it and began singing Pearl Jam and Creedence Clearwater Revival songs at
- the same time. Ahh it was a good song, familiar and real. Rich in its
- realness. Piles of 90s grunge rock albums fell from his jacket as he
- searched in it for cigarettes and a lighter. I saw the Temple of the Dogs'
- ridiculous album cover sitting at the top of one pile.
- Ridiculous shit... I screamed (why not?) and knocked over the shot glass
- as I quickly stood up... tobacco and whiskey mingled together over the
- coffee table top. The dark wood top made the whiskey look like oil. The
- bearded man crouched towards the coffee table and said a joke, laughed,
- and slurped up the whiskey. "Can't let it go to waste!", "A crime!",
- "Precious elixer!". He swaggered up from the coffee table and lit a smoke
- that arched great orange glowing lines as it moved from finger to lips.
- Smoke blows out and I feel it in my lungs too. How can this give us
- cancer? How can smoking be anything but a cure? Yellowed scaley fingers
- and hoarse throats with holes! He exhaled more smoke and it became clouds
- of evaporating denim. Blue faded denim. 90s denim, the denim the rednecks
- wore. Hand-me-downs dating back to dead cousins from the 70s. Canadian
- denim. Our streets deserve to be paved in denim. He puffed the smoke up
- and it evaporated away into the stucco ceiling. The bottle of whiskey
- moved from the kitchen counter to the sticky tobacco flaked coffee table
- and we pulled from it. Rich burning. It feels best behind the eyes. He now
- sang a few lines of a familiar old song. The Beatles maybe? Reaching for
- the bottle cigarettes poured out from his arm across the floor and over
- the table. "Heh, last cigarettes in the world" he said, and I realized he
- was right - these were surely the last smokes in the world.
- "We should save them!" I said, "I can freeze them, they keep forever that
- way" I went to the kitchen and dug in the drawers for a freezer bag. He
- laughed, "Its not worth it!".. "Oh." ..."its not worth it." I had found
- the freezer bag but my hands dropped and I left it in the drawer next to
- the two thirds burnt birthday candles and the broccoli rubber bands.
- I walked back to the sofa, stepping on the cigarettes and the occasional
- CD jewel case. I looked down and saw Silverchair's Frogstomp, its case
- cracked under my foot. Daniel Johns recorded that album when he was like
- 16. "Wait till tomorrow... fatboy... fatboy", I half-sang it and my voice
- trailed off and away into the stucco. The stucco ceilings absorb more of
- us than anything else. When we die they should cut away the stucco
- ceilings and burn them.
- We agreed that we were both hungry and we left my apartment and swam down
- the stairs. Guitar picks spilt out of his pockets as we moved and they
- left a dull coloured trail. The 7-11 was too brightly lit and its doors
- swung open too hard. The bright magazines stared at me, smiling faces and
- neoflourescent teeth. Celebrities smiled into the cameras and the cameras
- poured their smiles into the 7-11s. Smiling at me like that. A girl with a
- ponytail used the 7-11 ATM. The chip aisle burned with colour. "Jesus", I
- thought. I grabbed two bags of mixed nuts and had to pay on debit for
- them. The machine was running slow and a line of 20 truckers and meth
- addicts waited behind me. BEEP BEEP APROVED. Take your fucking nuts and
- die asshole. They were all there to buy cigarettes and the store clerk had
- to inform each one of them that cigarettes no longer existed. They all
- bought gum instead.
- I waited outside holding my two bags of mixed nuts and saw cars pull in
- and out. Furled faces of men and women drove machines and parked them
- neatly within the yellow lines. My bearded friend stepped out from the
- store, eating from an open bag of corn chips. "Lets go." The wind blew
- across the pavement and the litter of an empty bag of mixed nuts scraped
- across it. Its ugly purple and transparent plastic body blew up into the
- air and pierced itself on the buds of a tree branch above. "Thats not
- mine..." I told him, "I don't litter". He laughed and lit the last smoke
- in the world.
- Back at home we stepped around the leaning guitar and across the piles of
- CDs. My feet left impressions in the grass seed floor and burdocks stuck
- to my denim ankles. I pushed around my laptop and pulled up youtube and
- loaded up videos of songs. "Heh thats really something", he said. He
- pulled from the whiskey bottle and sank back into the sofa. I clicked on
- videos and we sat and watched them. He sank into the sofa. I played a
- video, "this is pretty popular right now" I said and he started to sink
- completley away into the sofa. With a sigh he was gone. Some scraps of his
- jacket and a guitar capo remained. I had lots of garbage bags so it was
- okay. I filled the bags with the denim smoke, the cracked CDs, and the wet
- tobacco and dragged it down the stairs to the back alley and lifted it
- into the green dumpster.
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