[F4A] Too Stressed to Sleep?

Too Stressed to Sleep?
written by VampyreWisdom

Synopsis: You wake up to find your SO is too stressed to sleep and provide comfort, love and reassurance.
Tags: L-Bombs, GFE, Reassurance, Rambling, Massage, Whispering


[Ideally whispered or spoken in a low voice]

Baby?  Why are you still awake? Are you OK? [Pause]

Here, let me scoot into your arms...hmm...you feel so tense.  Your arms around me feel so stiff and the muscles in your back are all bunched up.   What's wrong?...nothing?...it feels like something...na-ah I don’t think it’s just from your earlier workout.   You’re thinking too much as usual...that amazing mind of yours just won’t quiet down, right?...Right.

Let me help you gorgeous…nope, I will not just go back to sleep.  How can I?...No, no, you’re not disturbing me, I just won’t be able to knowing you’re like this…oh baby, of course I worry about you…why wouldn’t I?...you’re mine and I love you.  [kisses]  Now let me help you.  You take care of me all the time…now let me take care of you.

Lie on your front...shh...trust me, this will help.  Just lie on your front.  That’s right.  I’m just going to sit astride your hips…like that…now…just listen to my voice and concentrate on the feel of my hands.  If you find your mind drifting, it’s ok, just come back to my voice.

Tense up every muscle in your body sweetie, hmmm, yes, just like that.  Clench up everything.  Just hold it...another moment more...now release all those muscles.  Just release it all.  Feel yourself just relaxing into the mattress.  I’ve got you baby...it’s just you and me...we’re alone here together and nothing else matters right now...I’ve got you.

Feel my fingers in your hair...only concentrate on the sensation of my fingers massaging your head.  You always have so much going on up here…but you don’t need all that right now...you only need me and I need you...mmm, you like that, right...shh, don’t try to explain it, just concentrate on the feeling…relax and enjoy it...you deserve it, you’re amazing.  I’m so lucky that I found you...I can’t imagine my life without you.  I know you’re always thinking and even worrying, but there’s nothing to worry about, really, we’re good...so very good.  There’s no problem or worry that is bigger than us, release it all baby, please, just release it.

Follow the movement of my hands down to your neck and shoulders...mmm, yeah...oh baby, you carry so much stress here...but you don’t need it...mmm let me work out those knots...you don’t need any of it, just let it all go... you’re beautiful you know, absolutely beautiful...I couldn’t ask for more...you’re perfect.  You could have anyone...anyone at all...shh...I know you don’t believe that, but that’s because you don’t see what I see, hear what I hear or feel what I feel.  The fact that somehow you chose me is a miracle I am thankful for every single minute that I am with you.  Somehow the stars aligned for us and I want to make you every bit as happy as you make me.

Let me take care of your back now...mmm...yeah…you have nothing to worry about baby...absolutely nothing.  I’m here with you and I’m never going anywhere.  Why would I?  I love you so much...I want every day to begin with you and every night to end with you.   You came into my life at a time when I doubted I would ever be happy again.  My smile that you love so much...I thought it had gone for good.  I wasn’t even looking for anyone, and yet somehow I was lucky enough to find you.  You brought me back, improved and better, and just like that I once again had hope.

I just have to mention that I want something and you make it happen…you spoil me in so many ways and I don’t even mean by the things that you do for me.  You make me feel so loved...and no-one has ever cared for me the way that you do.  You say such sweet things to me, that when I’m not blushing…everywhere…my tummy is filled with the types of butterflies and sensations I don’t even read about in those kissy vampire books you like to tease me about.

Yes, you tease me, but you make me laugh so much.  I love your silly sense of humour which in turn allows me to be silly in ways I’ve never been before.  Your quick wit can be so disarming as it comes out of nowhere and has me both impressed by the speed at which you came up with the comment and the way that you have me in stitches, just laughing and laughing.  My funny, sweet, gorgeous sexy love, let me lie down on your back now, so I can be close to you.

There are times when it feels like I can never be too close to you.  We can be wrapped around each other without a scrap of clothing between us, and I still want to be closer.  You turn me on like no-one else ever has or ever can.  We can make love and make love...and I just find myself wanting you even more.  You excite me and entice me to explore sexual dreams and fantasies that I did not even know existed anywhere, let alone burn so brightly inside me.  You showed me a whole different world.  There’s never any shame, reproach or criticism, just an openness, eagerness and honesty that makes me jump at the chance to go searching our bodies with you and to see what new magic we can create together.

You’re everything to me baby. Ab-so-lute-ly-every-thing...I love you and I’m never letting you go.