DragonTales

ninjaaaaToday at 3:36 AM
Hey Zen I would like to chat with you when you are back around and have some free time to chat.
ninjaaaaToday at 12:00 PM
Do you have time to chat
ZenToday at 12:41 PM
hello
yes, what about
ninjaaaaToday at 12:43 PM
I got banned.
And I don’t know how long
And I would like to be unbanned so I  can talk to the mod team
Or why I added Elle on another account
And how she was okay with it
And we talked and resolved things
ZenToday at 12:44 PM
I was actually talking to Elle
ninjaaaaToday at 12:44 PM
Okay.
ZenToday at 12:44 PM
she wasn't comfortable with your conversation
ninjaaaaToday at 12:44 PM
No.
ZenToday at 12:44 PM
and had asked you to stop
then she blocked you
ninjaaaaToday at 12:45 PM
Yes but I added her.
And asked her if we could talk.
ZenToday at 12:45 PM
after she blocked you
you made an alt
ninjaaaaToday at 12:45 PM
And I would just listen.
ZenToday at 12:45 PM
and messaged her
ninjaaaaToday at 12:45 PM
She explained to me what I did wrong
And I understood
And I apologized to her
And all the other mods.
Even before I got banned
Michael was being very hostile last night.
And I apologized to elle about that.
ZenToday at 12:45 PM
unfortunately sometimes apologies don't make up for the behavior
ninjaaaaToday at 12:46 PM
Because I don’t want Elle to be hurt
Because I love elle.
Please I don’t want to be banned
It was a bad situation. I was in the wrong last night.
I understand.
I understand why I was warned.
Please unban me.
ZenToday at 12:47 PM
this isn't the first time this has happened
or something similar
ninjaaaaToday at 12:47 PM
I understand I made a mistake.
I told elle I would make sure it didn’t happen in the future
And told her how I can handle the situation in a healthier manner in the future
ZenToday at 12:47 PM
I'm sorry, I don't think it's a good idea
you can always appeal a ban after a month
ninjaaaaToday at 12:48 PM
No please
I’m begging you.
I literally told her I would handle it better in the future
If I mess up again I’ll take the ban
Please give me another chance
I’ll even take the 24 hour ban cause I know that’s escalation after three warning.
I promise you I won’t do it again.
I really care about this community.
Zen please. I promise you this or anything like it won’t happen again.
ZenToday at 12:51 PM
I can't right now
But you can appeal after a month
too many things happened
that show you are not fully in control
ninjaaaaToday at 12:52 PM
Zen please I promise you.
This is Olivia talking to you right now
I promise you this won’t happen again.
ZenToday at 12:53 PM
hi olivia, i really can't given everything that has happened
ninjaaaaToday at 12:53 PM
After talking with Elle I now know
ZenToday at 12:53 PM
i think it would be good to take a break
ninjaaaaToday at 12:53 PM
What I did
That was deemed as hostile
And now I know that those things are seen that way
I can make sure those behaviors are avoided.
Because honestly I didn’t see them as hostile.
It was intentional
ZenToday at 12:53 PM
i would suggest working on them irl or somewhere else, and then trying again after a month
ninjaaaaToday at 12:53 PM
But now that I know they are hostile
I can make sure they don’t happen again.
Please give me one more chance.
I’m begging you.
If I do anything
ZenToday at 12:54 PM
the appeal is your one more chance hon
ninjaaaaToday at 12:54 PM
I’ll take the ban and never appeal
Noooooo zen please
It won’t happen again.
Please let me back
I won’t argue or be mean or hostile
I promise now that elle told me the things I said that bothered her
I know
I didn’t know before
ZenToday at 12:55 PM
you caused the mods at least 12 hours of trouble in the last day :confused:
i literally can't
ninjaaaaToday at 12:55 PM
Please Zen.
ZenToday at 12:55 PM
this isn't just a me decision
the mods came to it on their own
ninjaaaaToday at 12:55 PM
I will literally write a letter of apology
To the entire mod team
500 words apologizing to the mod team
ZenToday at 12:55 PM
i get it, and i think it's great that you've learned what you can do
ninjaaaaToday at 12:55 PM
Explaining what I did wrong
ZenToday at 12:55 PM
but now is the time to practice
ninjaaaaToday at 12:55 PM
Please zen
Unban me
Even if it’s just for a week
So I can prove to you guys
That I know what I did
And I can be a good person in the server
Please at least let me come back add me to a muted channel.
And I will write my apology to the mods
And then decide off of that
ZenToday at 12:57 PM
i can't uban you
unban*
ninjaaaaToday at 12:57 PM
Please
ZenToday at 12:57 PM
i don't think it's a good idea for anyone involved
including you
ninjaaaaToday at 12:58 PM
I want to apologize to them
ZenToday at 12:58 PM
i don't think that this has been doing you any favors lately
ninjaaaaToday at 12:58 PM
And have another chance
Now that I know what i did was seemed as hostile
ZenToday at 12:58 PM
you can write a message and i'll pass it on, but you have to wait to appeal
ninjaaaaToday at 12:58 PM
2 weeks then?
ZenToday at 12:58 PM
a month hon
ninjaaaaToday at 12:58 PM
Please
ZenToday at 12:58 PM
always a month
ninjaaaaToday at 12:58 PM
I didn’t even get the 24 hour ban
Can you at least drop it down to two weeks
ZenToday at 12:58 PM
no because you incurred so many warning-worthy things in that time that they skipped it
ninjaaaaToday at 12:59 PM
Please Zen
ZenToday at 12:59 PM
a month isn't a very long time
ninjaaaaToday at 12:59 PM
I’m literally bawling trying to write them this letter
It is a long time it really is
Please drop it to two weeks.
ZenToday at 12:59 PM
I can't that's not fair to everyone else
ninjaaaaToday at 1:00 PM
This situation was different
It was literally all one situation.
ZenToday at 1:00 PM
everyone's situation is different
ninjaaaaToday at 1:00 PM
It was just drug out
Cause they left me muted to talk to you
But I didn’t need to talk to you.
ZenToday at 1:00 PM
i just got here
ninjaaaaToday at 1:00 PM
I know
ZenToday at 1:00 PM
they wanted me to make a final decision
ninjaaaaToday at 1:00 PM
They left me muted last night
To talk to you
But then I slept and realized that I deserved my warning
And I wasn’t going to appeal the warning with you.
Please Zen.
I’m begging you.
Let me talk to the mods
Please give me ten minutes
ZenToday at 1:01 PM
i know you are and i'm very sorry to have to have this conversation but i don't think it's wise for you to do that or for you to come back right now
ninjaaaaToday at 1:01 PM
I promise you. I will come back and I will learn from what happened cause now I know.
Please give me a chance to prove to you.
ZenToday at 1:02 PM
ok but you can learn from it irl and then come back and prove it
ninjaaaaToday at 1:02 PM
If not perma me and I’ll never appeal
I don’t need to tho I can prove it now
ZenToday at 1:02 PM
however, this is our system
it's not personal
ninjaaaaToday at 1:02 PM
Please Zen
Make an exception
You said every situation is different
ZenToday at 1:03 PM
i did and i have made accomodations for people but i think that this is the right course of action
ninjaaaaToday at 1:03 PM
No I promise you.
Please give me a week
Of probation
If I say or do anything slightly wrong
I’ll see myself out.
ZenToday at 1:03 PM
it would be better for you if you take your time, heal, and then come back better
ninjaaaaToday at 1:03 PM
Without knowing that what I was doing was seen as hostile I didn’t know it needed to stop.
ZenToday at 1:03 PM
right but that takes learning and i would hate to see you get perma banned for that
ninjaaaaToday at 1:04 PM
And now I know. So now I. Can make sure it won’t happen again
No it doesn’t
All it took was me being aware
That it was seen as hostile
For me to change
Aka why I dmed elle and has a good conversation with her on the other account
ZenToday at 1:04 PM
I'm sorry hon but I'm not going to change my mind
ninjaaaaToday at 1:04 PM
Because she said you’re being hostile
And I was like i see that
So then I knew what I said that was hostile
So I wouldn’t say it again
Or do it again
Can at least just be a week and you can reconsider in a week
ZenToday at 1:05 PM
it has to be a month, i'm sorry
ninjaaaaToday at 1:05 PM
Please Zen I’m begging you.
I will literally write the apology letters
ZenToday at 1:06 PM
well why don't you write them
ninjaaaaToday at 1:06 PM
Please Zen
ZenToday at 1:06 PM
i'll show them
ninjaaaaToday at 1:06 PM
I’m begging you.
I know that I messed up.
But I want one more chance now
Now that I realize what I said was hostile
If you don’t know what you’re doing is wrong you don’t know you need to stop.
I realized what I was doing and instantly stopped.
All it took was me being aware
I care too much about the server to just give up.
ZenToday at 1:07 PM
you don't have to give up, just work on this stuff for a while and appeal later
ninjaaaaToday at 1:07 PM
I’ve literally been standing in my friends shower bawling the entire time I’ve been messaging you.
It’s not something I need to work on
I just had to be aware of the issue
And then it stopped
Hence why I haven’t been hostile at all with you.
Because I learned
What I was saying was hostile and stopped
ZenToday at 1:08 PM
I get it but being hostile was not the only behavior that got you banned
i don't think you see the broader picture
so I actually need to go get some things done but
keep me on your friends list, appeal in a month
lean on your friends
ninjaaaaToday at 1:10 PM
I don’t have friends
Please let me talk to the mods
Please at least let me do that
If they decide I should stay banned I’ll wait the month
ZenToday at 1:11 PM
you can write to them and i will pass it along
ninjaaaaToday at 1:11 PM
That’s not sincere
I want to have a back and forth conversation with them
ZenToday at 1:11 PM
You don't get that option rn
ninjaaaaToday at 1:11 PM
And I’ll apologize in the conversation.
I did it with Elle
ZenToday at 1:12 PM
after you block evaded
ninjaaaaToday at 1:12 PM
She accepted my apology
Because Michael was being rude to her
ZenToday at 1:12 PM
I'm not going to put them through that
ninjaaaaToday at 1:12 PM
So she blocked me
ZenToday at 1:12 PM
you can write a letter or not tbh
ninjaaaaToday at 1:12 PM
And then Olivia talked to her (me)
And we worked through things
I just want to be unbanned
The community is literally all i have
It’s what I look forward to everyday
And the only friends I have are there
ZenToday at 1:13 PM
and they can stay in your friends list, and you can write a letter
ninjaaaaToday at 1:13 PM
Please can you just let me talk to them
ZenToday at 1:13 PM
no, that's not fair to them
i do have to go
so it's up to you if you write something
i will pass it on
ninjaaaaToday at 1:15 PM
Please Zen I’m begging you