a while ago i was wondering why the traditional "heart" shape is used as a symbol of love, considering that our physical hearts are not shaped in this way. in the symbol, there are two big humps, as though hemispheres; and the pointed tail tapers it off -- and i've always thought there was an eroticism hidden in this shape. the humps look like breasts or buttocks, while the tail is phallic, so the symbol is a sexual union -- it's as though we took the actual shapes of our hearts and magnified these sensual features, these archetypal geometric shapes, to form the symbol.

freud said that the fetish object was a substitute for the sexual organ itself; so i feel the symbolism in the story regarding globes is rather obvious -- i mean the eye, the egg, the buttocks, breast, and testicle -- these ambiguous shapes which flirt with our imaginations, taking upon different costumes, and the considering of these shapes generally eludes the conscious mind -- perhaps they are not a substitute as much as an extension, the primal goo of the sexual organs -- the platonic geometric purity underlying the sexual organs -- the abstract forms in the context of which our physical objects are but arbitrary.

there is a delirium, a synesthesia of sorts, a blending where the sexual and nonsexual objects of the world merge together, and the nonsexual appears to be sexual and vise-versa -- this can be seen in the social-media feeds of today, with for instance these hypnotizing cooking tutorials, whose popularity i doubt is related to cooking -- all the ingredients getting chopped up, and the footage is sped-up so that it appears so clean and sterile, it beckons to us through its purity -- and then all these ingredients start swirling in a pot, creating a pinwheel effect which dazzles the eyes -- we stare at this, with eyes glazed over, salivating -- a dormant beast in us stirs.

man is a stage which idols play on, they are sexual organs and their extensions and raw geometric essence -- curved lines, straight lines -- blood, water, seminal fluid, urine -- guns, ejaculations, explosions -- and as perhaps embodied in "oddly satisfying" youtube videos, the dancing of raw geometric and mathematical forms before us, as spirits and apparitions, coaxing us, nature's fangs -- and at the pinnacle of sexual desire, we are at the mercy of these brutal forces and polarities.

we're pulled around by strings - the strings being our base impulses - which is the reptilian mind - we live, and we are food - for the supernal holy countenances.