Kreyalis6:29 PM
I've been asking all day to do my key and then you asked about pub and then just left
Lulu6:29 PM
it's so suffocating
Kreyalis6:30 PM
I just want to finally do something with you and when it seems like we might you bail
Lulu6:30 PM
i feel so suffocated LOL
i told you maybe
i never said yes
Kreyalis6:30 PM
like you're doing everything you can to avoid doing something with me every again
but you also said friday would be the day we could do something
Lulu6:30 PM
i feel like i can't get a moments rest around you
and it's really irritating
Kreyalis6:31 PM
You tell me one thing then bail every time anymore
Lulu6:32 PM
because you do shit that irritates me
like yesterday
lol
Kreyalis6:33 PM
yet you just asked to play pub and then bailed
Like all i ever get when I ask to do something is maybe which always is a no
You just tell me maybe later and it doesn't happen
and friday we can do stuff and yet nothing when i've asked
Lulu6:37 PM
because you keep doing shit that's pissing me off lol
and it deters me
from wanting to do anything
Kreyalis6:37 PM
you asked to play pub not me and then you bailed on it
I asked to do my key once you finished your other one
Lulu6:38 PM
i'm still pissed at you
i didn't even wanna join discord
lol
Kreyalis6:38 PM
then why did you even ask to play?
Lulu6:38 PM
thought it'd make me feel better
it didnt
lol
Kreyalis6:39 PM
all you did was ask and that was it
Lulu6:39 PM
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i thought against
it
lol
Kreyalis6:41 PM
and all it feels like is you say you want to do something when you don't ever want to
Lulu6:44 PM
because literally someth ing happens every day that makes me not want to
Kreyalis6:46 PM
because you never want to do anything no matter how much i ask
Lulu6:47 PM
because you always make it so i don't want to anymore
i want to but then something you do pisses me off
lol
Kreyalis6:48 PM
and half of it is because you always say we can do something and then we never do
Lulu7:00 PM
Most of it is because you are clinging to me and i want my space and i can't get it
because then i feel bad
Kreyalis7:00 PM
but then i try not to bother you and don't and then you tell me one day we can and then it still never happens
Lulu7:00 PM
bECAUSE YTOU DO SOMETHING THE DAY FUCKING BEFORE THAT PISSES  ME OFF
OR THAT DAY
IT'S ALWAYS I'M SORRY
IT'S ALWAYS I MISS YOU
IT'S ALWAYS SOMETHING AND I FEEL FUCKING BAD BECAUSE I KNOW I FUCKING HURT YOU AND I'M HURTING YOU AND I CAN'T GET FUCKING AWAY FROM IT FUCK
I WANT TO DO THINGS WITH YOU BUT I FEEL LIKE SHIT BECAUSE OF ONE THING OR ANOTHER
WHETHER IT BE SOMETHING YOU DID THAT DAY
AND THEN I DON'T WANT TO HANG BECAUSE IT'S JUST MISERABLE
Kreyalis7:01 PM
and you always ask me how i am and yell at me if i try to lie to you
and then you get mad when i do tell you
Lulu7:02 PM
maybe i should just stoip fucking asking
because i 'm going to fucking lose either waY
Kreyalis7:02 PM
don't go
Lulu7:03 PM
what's the fuckin g point likmfao
Kreyalis7:03 PM
because i still want you here
Lulu7:04 PM
time to be miserable
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
because i feel like shit anyway !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Kreyalis7:04 PM
i'll just go then
Lulu7:04 PM
shut the fuck up and stay
it's literally fucking shit like that
that makes me feel horrible
but i'm just going tol
to feel horrible anyway
Kreyalis7:04 PM
why? all i do is making you feel horrible
Lulu7:04 PM
i'm going to feel horrible regardless bc of whatever you say
lol
literally do esn't fucking matter
because eeven if i do go away now and then we try to hang out again something's probably going to piss me off
Kreyalis7:06 PM
I still want to watch a movie with you sometime too
Lulu7:06 PM
that's nice
idk if i want to do that any time soon
because i always feel guilt tripped about it
Kreyalis7:06 PM
I've been asking for like 2 months
Lulu7:08 PM
two months ago we were dating
ever since we broke up i still feel shitty about it
Literally the way that you say shit sounds like you're just trying to guilt trip me because you put it in a way that makes me look like the bad person