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- [SEAGULLS SQUAWKING]
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- [DOG BARKING]
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- [CRICKETS CHIRPING]
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- [LOUD CLANKING]
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- [RUMBLING]
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- [HORSE SNORTS]
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- [METAL CLINKS]
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- [DOG BARKING]
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- [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
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- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
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- [CAR DOOR OPENS]
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- [CAR DOOR CLOSES]
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- [DOOR BELL DINGS]
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- [DOOR CLOSES]
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- WOMAN: Wait here.
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- Lily!
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- MAN: I'll be right there.
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- [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
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- WOMAN: Lily!
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- [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
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- WOMAN: Lily!
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- [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
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- WOMAN: Lily!
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- [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
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- Hi, Lily.
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- Hi. Uh,
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- I'm sorry, you just...
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- Is this your sword?
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- Uh, no.
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- It's, uh,
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- it's my stepdad's.
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- You look different.
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- Yeah?
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- You look good.
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- Thanks.
- 36
- 00:05:25,299 --> 00:05:27,668
- So do you...
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- 00:05:31,071 --> 00:05:34,008
- Well, okay, should we, uh,
- get started?
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- 00:05:35,042 --> 00:05:38,677
- [PENDULUM CLOCK TICKING]
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- AMANDA: "Despite his lack
- of experience in the field,
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- Jared's contributions
- to the project
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- were spectral."
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- LILY: And does that make sense?
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- Is Jared a ghost?
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- 00:05:49,756 --> 00:05:51,189
- - LILY: No.
- - How do you know?
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- 00:05:51,191 --> 00:05:53,094
- It doesn't say
- he's not a ghost.
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- Um...
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- so the answer is B,
- 48
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- "significant".
- 49
- 00:05:59,266 --> 00:06:01,733
- - This test is intolerable.
- - You're doing great.
- 50
- 00:06:01,735 --> 00:06:04,302
- I'm better at applied skills.
- 51
- 00:06:04,304 --> 00:06:06,271
- - I have business savvy.
- - Totally.
- 52
- 00:06:06,273 --> 00:06:08,072
- AMANDA: I think my best option
- at this point
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- 00:06:08,074 --> 00:06:10,175
- would be to skip college
- and just to sort of
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- - Steve Jobs my way through life.
- - That's an idea.
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- AMANDA:
- You're good at this, though.
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- Better than my actual tutor.
- How much are you charging?
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- What are you talking about?
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- I'm not charging you.
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- We're hanging out.
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- Okay. So, uh,
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- moving on
- to passage comprehension.
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- Do you wanna read, or should I?
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- You start.
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- Okay.
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- "From Paul Revere
- to the Marlboro Man,
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- one image has maintained
- a firm hold
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- on the American imagination.
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- As closely tied to notions of
- liberty as any flag or eagle,
- 69
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- the horse..."
- 70
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- You know what, actually
- this is longer than we need.
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- Let's do a short one.
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- Do you have any food here?
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- [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]
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- LILY: So, yeah,
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- I'm lucky to be at a school
- that values
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- learning outside
- of the classroom.
- 77
- 00:07:08,901 --> 00:07:11,002
- And you just finished
- all your classwork early?
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- - LILY: Yup.
- - Was it hard?
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- No.
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- Trying to wrap my head
- around mutual funds
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- and credit swaps
- was the hard part.
- 82
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- Anyway...
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- Shall we?
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- Leave it.
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- I'm sorry
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- if I acted funny
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- about that passage.
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- AMANDA: It's only weird
- if you make it weird.
- 89
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- Well, I just figured
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- you might not wanna
- talk about it.
- 91
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- - Why?
- - LILY: Well,
- 92
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- I guess you're...
- 93
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- feeling a lot of...
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- feelings, uh, right now.
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- It's fresh.
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- Well, that's the funny thing,
- actually.
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- - I really don't.
- - Don't what?
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- Feel anything.
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- Like, you're numb?
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- Like you don't have
- any negative feelings...
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- Like I don't have
- any feelings, ever.
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- [SCOFFS]
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- - Sure, you do.
- - I mean...
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- sometimes I feel hungry
- or tired.
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- But, like, joy, guilt?
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- I really don't have
- any of those.
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- I don't understand.
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- Yeah, it's hard to explain.
- It's really only recently
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- that I've been able
- to admit it to myself.
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- Because I've gotten so good
- at watching
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- and imitating
- other people's emotions
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- that I sort of tricked myself
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- into believing I have them,
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- but I don't.
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- So that's a, um...
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- AMANDA: A what?
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- A disorder or something?
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- Oh. Well,
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- 00:09:00,380 --> 00:09:03,014
- the shrink would sure
- like it to be.
- 120
- 00:09:03,016 --> 00:09:06,083
- First it was borderline
- personality,
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- then severe depression,
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- yesterday, she said
- it was antisocial
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- with schizoid tendency.
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- She's basically just flipping
- to random pages of the DSM-5
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- and throwing medications at me.
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- 00:09:18,998 --> 00:09:21,134
- But I have a perfectly
- healthy brain.
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- It just doesn't
- contain feelings.
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- And that doesn't necessarily
- make me a bad person.
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- It just means I have to work
- a little harder
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- than everyone else to be good.
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- [PHONE ALARM RINGING]
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- Oh, uh...
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- [RINGING CONTINUES]
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- - Two hours?
- - Yeah.
- 135
- 00:09:44,089 --> 00:09:45,423
- Glad you set an alarm
- to make sure
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- we didn't hang out
- longer than intended.
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- 00:09:48,527 --> 00:09:51,229
- Oh, no... I mean, it...
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- I have this thing with my mom...
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- 00:09:52,464 --> 00:09:54,298
- You know, I have my mom's
- email password.
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- - Sorry?
- - AMANDA: It means I read
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- her inbox daily.
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- 00:09:56,569 --> 00:09:58,302
- I saw your thread with her.
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- How she had to bump up
- from a hundred
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- to two hundred an hour
- to get you to do this.
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- 00:10:07,179 --> 00:10:09,449
- Just next time,
- don't say you're not charging.
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- 00:10:13,987 --> 00:10:15,953
- She was desperate to set up
- a playdate, by the way.
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- 00:10:15,955 --> 00:10:17,187
- She's been trying for two weeks.
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- You could have gotten
- five hundred out of her
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- 00:10:19,059 --> 00:10:20,394
- if you'd stood pat.
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- 00:10:22,996 --> 00:10:26,100
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
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- 00:10:46,085 --> 00:10:47,453
- [MOUSE CLICKS]
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- 00:10:55,395 --> 00:10:57,097
- [COMPUTER CHIMES]
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- 00:11:08,507 --> 00:11:10,642
- LILY: "...but the America
- I found when I got off the plane
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- 00:11:10,644 --> 00:11:12,442
- was nothing like
- Mother's stories.
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- 00:11:12,444 --> 00:11:15,046
- Cars stood in lines
- along ill-maintained highways
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- 00:11:15,048 --> 00:11:16,547
- and gangs
- of slump-shouldered men
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- 00:11:16,549 --> 00:11:19,116
- tossed dice in alleyways.
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- 00:11:19,118 --> 00:11:21,219
- I didn't know whether to feel
- betrayed by my mother,
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- 00:11:21,221 --> 00:11:23,120
- or to feel grief that,
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- even as imperfect
- as this new land might be,
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- 00:11:25,425 --> 00:11:27,227
- she wasn't here to see it."
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- 00:11:28,527 --> 00:11:31,528
- Okay. So, how would you
- summarize that passage?
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- - Bad.
- - No.
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- 00:11:33,565 --> 00:11:35,633
- Uh, not evaluate,
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- 00:11:35,635 --> 00:11:37,434
- just summarize.
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- 00:11:37,436 --> 00:11:39,671
- You make the arrangement
- by phone this time?
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- 00:11:39,673 --> 00:11:42,072
- - What are you talking about?
- - AMANDA: No email
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- 00:11:42,074 --> 00:11:43,576
- with my mom about payment.
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- 00:11:45,311 --> 00:11:47,447
- I'm not getting paid this time.
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- 00:11:52,117 --> 00:11:54,619
- I don't want payment.
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- 00:11:54,621 --> 00:11:56,254
- What do you want?
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- 00:11:56,256 --> 00:11:59,657
- Nothing. I just
- wanted to see you.
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- 00:11:59,659 --> 00:12:01,091
- [DOOR CLOSES]
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- 00:12:01,093 --> 00:12:02,592
- MARK: Lily.
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- 00:12:02,594 --> 00:12:05,465
- I'm gonna go ride.
- You mind telling your mom...
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- 00:12:07,199 --> 00:12:10,134
- LILY: Um, Amanda, this is Mark.
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- 00:12:10,136 --> 00:12:11,505
- Mark, this is Amanda.
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- 00:12:12,671 --> 00:12:14,307
- Nice to meet you.
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- 00:12:15,574 --> 00:12:17,277
- Yeah.
- 180
- 00:12:18,410 --> 00:12:21,547
- Did you need something?
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- 00:12:24,483 --> 00:12:26,116
- No.
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- 00:12:26,118 --> 00:12:27,287
- LILY: Okay.
- 183
- 00:12:28,288 --> 00:12:30,291
- Okay.
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- 00:12:36,161 --> 00:12:38,328
- [DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES]
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- 00:12:38,330 --> 00:12:40,331
- Okay, so question nine,
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- 00:12:40,333 --> 00:12:42,533
- "The author's attitude
- towards her mother's jade box
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- can be primarily described as..."
- 188
- 00:12:44,536 --> 00:12:46,339
- Wow.
- 189
- 00:12:48,341 --> 00:12:50,207
- Wow, what?
- 190
- 00:12:50,209 --> 00:12:51,612
- You hate him.
- 191
- 00:12:53,612 --> 00:12:55,616
- [SCOFFS] Um...
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- 00:12:57,516 --> 00:13:00,485
- So it's "A, solemn.
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- 00:13:00,487 --> 00:13:01,719
- B, contemptuous..."
- 194
- 00:13:01,721 --> 00:13:03,256
- You despise him.
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- 00:13:04,656 --> 00:13:06,593
- No, we...
- 196
- 00:13:07,593 --> 00:13:09,326
- have our differences,
- 197
- 00:13:09,328 --> 00:13:11,428
- but I'm trying very hard
- 198
- 00:13:11,430 --> 00:13:13,230
- to have a pleasant
- 199
- 00:13:13,232 --> 00:13:15,633
- and mature relationship
- with him.
- 200
- 00:13:15,635 --> 00:13:17,668
- Hmm.
- 201
- 00:13:17,670 --> 00:13:19,736
- LILY: So, "C, sardonic.
- 202
- 00:13:19,738 --> 00:13:21,172
- D, ambivalent..."
- 203
- 00:13:21,174 --> 00:13:22,543
- Because he's rich?
- 204
- 00:13:24,376 --> 00:13:25,643
- - Excuse me?
- - Because he leaves you
- 205
- 00:13:25,645 --> 00:13:27,348
- envelopes of money?
- 206
- 00:13:29,348 --> 00:13:32,383
- Okay, that was for
- my broken laptop.
- 207
- 00:13:32,385 --> 00:13:34,251
- He doesn't just leave me
- envelopes of money...
- 208
- 00:13:34,253 --> 00:13:35,653
- Okay, but you and your mom
- must still know
- 209
- 00:13:35,655 --> 00:13:37,522
- that it's in your best interest
- to keep him happy.
- 210
- 00:13:37,524 --> 00:13:40,191
- Okay, I... actually,
- I think we're done here.
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- 00:13:40,193 --> 00:13:41,495
- AMANDA: What's wrong?
- 212
- 00:13:44,631 --> 00:13:46,464
- I don't know.
- 213
- 00:13:46,466 --> 00:13:49,167
- AMANDA: I just think you should
- be honest about your feelings.
- 214
- 00:13:49,169 --> 00:13:51,668
- Otherwise it starts coming out
- in passive-aggressive ways.
- 215
- 00:13:51,670 --> 00:13:53,604
- Like, for instance,
- you start inviting
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- 00:13:53,606 --> 00:13:55,472
- your creepy friend over
- to make him mad.
- 217
- 00:13:55,474 --> 00:13:57,508
- - That's not why you're here.
- - Of course it is.
- 218
- 00:13:57,510 --> 00:13:59,476
- Look, if that's how you feel,
- then why don't you go
- 219
- 00:13:59,478 --> 00:14:01,345
- ask your mom to buy you
- another friend?
- 220
- 00:14:01,347 --> 00:14:03,717
- I'm sure you're just rolling
- in options.
- 221
- 00:14:08,288 --> 00:14:09,419
- AMANDA: The answer is "D,
- 222
- 00:14:09,421 --> 00:14:10,656
- ambivalent."
- 223
- 00:14:14,526 --> 00:14:16,461
- That's right.
- 224
- 00:14:16,463 --> 00:14:18,229
- You know, my friend
- taught me this trick,
- 225
- 00:14:18,231 --> 00:14:20,630
- where whenever it says
- "ambivalent" on the SAT,
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- 00:14:20,632 --> 00:14:22,268
- that's the answer.
- 227
- 00:14:23,670 --> 00:14:27,304
- You're not hurt?
- 228
- 00:14:27,306 --> 00:14:28,706
- It's the first honest thing
- you've said to me
- 229
- 00:14:28,708 --> 00:14:30,410
- since sixth grade.
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- 00:14:34,546 --> 00:14:36,582
- [SIGHS]
- 231
- 00:14:38,383 --> 00:14:40,851
- You're incredibly off-putting
- and you freak me out.
- 232
- 00:14:40,853 --> 00:14:42,352
- There you go.
- 233
- 00:14:42,354 --> 00:14:44,754
- In kind of
- a fascinating way,
- 234
- 00:14:44,756 --> 00:14:48,525
- like a YouTube video
- of a giant zit being popped
- 235
- 00:14:48,527 --> 00:14:50,561
- or a baby born without a face.
- 236
- 00:14:50,563 --> 00:14:51,662
- Love those videos.
- 237
- 00:14:51,664 --> 00:14:54,365
- You actually smell
- kind of weird.
- 238
- 00:14:54,367 --> 00:14:55,732
- - Really?
- - Yeah.
- 239
- 00:14:55,734 --> 00:14:57,701
- - Have you showered?
- - Only every couple of days,
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- 00:14:57,703 --> 00:14:59,269
- lately.
- But no one said anything
- 241
- 00:14:59,271 --> 00:15:00,638
- so I thought
- I was getting away with it.
- 242
- 00:15:00,640 --> 00:15:01,809
- You're not.
- 243
- 00:15:03,343 --> 00:15:04,545
- Not sorry I tried.
- 244
- 00:15:08,448 --> 00:15:09,583
- How's that feel?
- 245
- 00:15:11,483 --> 00:15:12,817
- Really good.
- 246
- 00:15:12,819 --> 00:15:15,485
- Seems like it.
- 247
- 00:15:15,487 --> 00:15:17,822
- Well, we should actually
- 248
- 00:15:17,824 --> 00:15:19,660
- probably get back to work.
- 249
- 00:15:21,294 --> 00:15:23,297
- - Sorry.
- - No...
- 250
- 00:15:24,664 --> 00:15:27,565
- Sorry. That was just sudden.
- 251
- 00:15:27,567 --> 00:15:29,267
- It looked like an attack.
- 252
- 00:15:29,269 --> 00:15:31,405
- - No, I was trying...
- - Right...
- 253
- 00:15:51,657 --> 00:15:54,491
- [INHALES]
- 254
- 00:15:54,493 --> 00:15:57,564
- [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
- 255
- 00:16:07,540 --> 00:16:14,812
- [WATER RUNNING]
- 256
- 00:16:14,814 --> 00:16:16,581
- [WATER TURNS OFF]
- 257
- 00:16:16,583 --> 00:16:18,852
- [WATER DRIPPING]
- 258
- 00:16:54,453 --> 00:16:57,558
- [DRAMATIC MUSIC OVER TV]
- 259
- 00:16:59,692 --> 00:17:01,993
- Come here.
- 260
- 00:17:01,995 --> 00:17:03,760
- Why do you do this to me,
- Frank?
- 261
- 00:17:03,762 --> 00:17:06,364
- - AMANDA: Yikes.
- - LILY: What?
- 262
- 00:17:06,366 --> 00:17:08,566
- AMANDA: That's the worst
- fake crying I've ever seen.
- 263
- 00:17:08,568 --> 00:17:09,634
- Do you have to go?
- 264
- 00:17:09,636 --> 00:17:10,835
- I have to go, Paula. I know...
- 265
- 00:17:10,837 --> 00:17:12,470
- - LILY: She's...
- - All right, go...
- 266
- 00:17:12,472 --> 00:17:13,871
- - AMANDA: Trying.
- - Go anywhere you like.
- 267
- 00:17:13,873 --> 00:17:15,506
- You can go to blazes
- for all I care.
- 268
- 00:17:15,508 --> 00:17:16,874
- Paula.
- 269
- 00:17:16,876 --> 00:17:19,509
- Paula.
- 270
- 00:17:19,511 --> 00:17:22,512
- - AMANDA: Look, that's better.
- - Yes, I know I'm...
- 271
- 00:17:22,514 --> 00:17:23,948
- - I'm being foolish.
- - LILY: Actually,
- 272
- 00:17:23,950 --> 00:17:25,816
- that might not even be fake.
- 273
- 00:17:25,818 --> 00:17:27,817
- AMANDA: It is.
- 274
- 00:17:27,819 --> 00:17:30,520
- LILY: No, look,
- those are real tears.
- 275
- 00:17:30,522 --> 00:17:31,821
- She's just using The Technique.
- 276
- 00:17:31,823 --> 00:17:33,359
- The what?
- 277
- 00:17:35,028 --> 00:17:36,794
- FRANK [OVER TV]:
- Come on, fix your face.
- 278
- 00:17:36,796 --> 00:17:38,663
- We'll go down to Eddie's
- and have a drink.
- 279
- 00:17:38,665 --> 00:17:41,464
- I mean, maybe she actually
- fell in love with the actor.
- 280
- 00:17:41,466 --> 00:17:43,733
- And they're fucking
- between takes, and...
- 281
- 00:17:43,735 --> 00:17:44,902
- it's the last week of shooting,
- 282
- 00:17:44,904 --> 00:17:46,936
- so she knows
- she has to return home
- 283
- 00:17:46,938 --> 00:17:49,673
- to her loveless
- 1940s marriage, and...
- 284
- 00:17:49,675 --> 00:17:52,779
- [CRYING]
- 285
- 00:17:56,715 --> 00:17:58,782
- The Technique.
- 286
- 00:17:58,784 --> 00:18:00,050
- Holy shit.
- 287
- 00:18:00,052 --> 00:18:01,618
- AMANDA: Yeah.
- 288
- 00:18:01,620 --> 00:18:02,787
- You can just...
- 289
- 00:18:02,789 --> 00:18:04,488
- do that on cue?
- 290
- 00:18:04,490 --> 00:18:05,791
- Years of practice.
- 291
- 00:18:08,027 --> 00:18:09,830
- Can you teach me?
- 292
- 00:18:16,435 --> 00:18:17,667
- So you basically
- have to learn
- 293
- 00:18:17,669 --> 00:18:19,970
- all the automatic,
- like, processes
- 294
- 00:18:19,972 --> 00:18:21,571
- that get triggered when you cry,
- 295
- 00:18:21,573 --> 00:18:24,808
- and then sort of manually
- generate each one.
- 296
- 00:18:24,810 --> 00:18:26,711
- It feeds back to the brain,
- and then the tears
- 297
- 00:18:26,713 --> 00:18:28,014
- just come naturally.
- 298
- 00:18:29,982 --> 00:18:31,715
- You finished boarding school
- by March.
- 299
- 00:18:31,717 --> 00:18:33,517
- Don't act like
- this is confusing.
- 300
- 00:18:33,519 --> 00:18:34,652
- Okay.
- 301
- 00:18:34,654 --> 00:18:35,885
- Where does it start?
- 302
- 00:18:35,887 --> 00:18:37,590
- AMANDA: Right here.
- 303
- 00:18:40,659 --> 00:18:42,559
- Tiny gulps of air.
- 304
- 00:18:42,561 --> 00:18:45,698
- [HEAVY BREATHING]
- 305
- 00:18:50,001 --> 00:18:53,069
- It's like
- you're choking yourself...
- 306
- 00:18:53,071 --> 00:18:54,571
- from the inside.
- 307
- 00:18:54,573 --> 00:18:57,710
- [HEAVY BREATHING]
- 308
- 00:19:01,614 --> 00:19:03,750
- - LILY: Is it working?
- - AMANDA: No.
- 309
- 00:19:04,916 --> 00:19:06,520
- MARK: [CLEARS THROAT]
- 310
- 00:19:12,625 --> 00:19:14,627
- - LILY: Hi, Mark.
- - AMANDA: Hi, Mark.
- 311
- 00:19:15,794 --> 00:19:17,027
- Where's your mother?
- 312
- 00:19:17,029 --> 00:19:18,095
- Some work-party thing.
- 313
- 00:19:18,097 --> 00:19:19,663
- What work-party thing?
- 314
- 00:19:19,665 --> 00:19:21,832
- I don't know.
- Some work-party thing.
- 315
- 00:19:21,834 --> 00:19:22,932
- I didn't know your mom worked.
- 316
- 00:19:22,934 --> 00:19:24,501
- Come talk to me upstairs,
- please.
- 317
- 00:19:24,503 --> 00:19:25,702
- Okay.
- 318
- 00:19:25,704 --> 00:19:27,837
- After the next commercial break.
- 319
- 00:19:27,839 --> 00:19:29,507
- - Now.
- - I don't wanna leave
- 320
- 00:19:29,509 --> 00:19:31,875
- - Amanda alone.
- - Amanda will be fine here alone.
- 321
- 00:19:31,877 --> 00:19:33,679
- I'm quite afraid of the dark.
- 322
- 00:19:36,915 --> 00:19:38,582
- How long are you here, Amanda?
- 323
- 00:19:38,584 --> 00:19:40,084
- My mom's gonna pick me up
- around midnight.
- 324
- 00:19:40,086 --> 00:19:41,986
- Hmm.
- 325
- 00:19:41,988 --> 00:19:43,857
- Midnight's late for us.
- 326
- 00:19:44,991 --> 00:19:46,824
- Lily can give you
- a ride home now.
- 327
- 00:19:46,826 --> 00:19:48,625
- Two teens in one car,
- at night?
- 328
- 00:19:48,627 --> 00:19:49,993
- That's an accident
- waiting to happen.
- 329
- 00:19:49,995 --> 00:19:51,996
- Yeah. I mean, we're always
- turning up the radio
- 330
- 00:19:51,998 --> 00:19:54,064
- - super loud...
- - Texting while driving.
- 331
- 00:19:54,066 --> 00:19:56,066
- I'll call your mom.
- 332
- 00:19:56,068 --> 00:19:57,567
- She can come pick you up now.
- 333
- 00:19:57,569 --> 00:19:58,769
- - She's busy.
- - Doing what?
- 334
- 00:19:58,771 --> 00:20:00,540
- Chemotherapy.
- 335
- 00:20:04,042 --> 00:20:05,544
- [SWALLOWS]
- 336
- 00:20:09,816 --> 00:20:11,050
- 'Night.
- 337
- 00:20:16,923 --> 00:20:18,525
- LILY: [SCOFFS]
- 338
- 00:20:20,626 --> 00:20:22,028
- [SIGHS]
- 339
- 00:20:25,665 --> 00:20:27,064
- You ever talk to your mom?
- 340
- 00:20:27,066 --> 00:20:29,866
- - About what?
- - Him.
- 341
- 00:20:29,868 --> 00:20:31,602
- What would I even say?
- 342
- 00:20:31,604 --> 00:20:33,069
- The way he makes you feel.
- 343
- 00:20:33,071 --> 00:20:35,573
- You'd think that
- would matter to her?
- 344
- 00:20:35,575 --> 00:20:37,611
- - You'd think...
- - [DOOR CLOSES]
- 345
- 00:20:41,079 --> 00:20:42,915
- Just grabbin' my juice.
- 346
- 00:20:47,619 --> 00:20:48,821
- His juice?
- 347
- 00:20:49,922 --> 00:20:52,025
- It's a cleanse.
- 348
- 00:20:53,893 --> 00:20:55,859
- Three weeks out of the month
- he pounds steak,
- 349
- 00:20:55,861 --> 00:20:58,095
- and the last week
- he juices exclusively.
- 350
- 00:20:58,097 --> 00:20:59,963
- - Is that healthy?
- - I think
- 351
- 00:20:59,965 --> 00:21:03,901
- you're only supposed to do it
- once a year.
- 352
- 00:21:03,903 --> 00:21:06,103
- Hopefully, one of these days
- he'll just...
- 353
- 00:21:06,105 --> 00:21:07,904
- juice himself to death.
- 354
- 00:21:07,906 --> 00:21:11,011
- [ERGOMETER STARTING]
- 355
- 00:21:12,778 --> 00:21:14,111
- What's that?
- 356
- 00:21:14,113 --> 00:21:15,246
- The ergometer.
- 357
- 00:21:15,248 --> 00:21:17,146
- The what?
- 358
- 00:21:17,148 --> 00:21:18,982
- The ergometer.
- 359
- 00:21:18,984 --> 00:21:20,984
- It's like a rowing machine.
- 360
- 00:21:20,986 --> 00:21:22,252
- [SIGHS]
- 361
- 00:21:22,254 --> 00:21:24,888
- He's on that thing at all hours.
- 362
- 00:21:24,890 --> 00:21:26,123
- I think
- it's a deliberate effort
- 363
- 00:21:26,125 --> 00:21:28,726
- to make me lose my fucking mind.
- 364
- 00:21:28,728 --> 00:21:30,193
- PAULA [OVER TV]:
- Tell me, Frank, what is it?
- 365
- 00:21:30,195 --> 00:21:31,961
- Give me a chance to fight back.
- Just give me a chance.
- 366
- 00:21:31,963 --> 00:21:33,730
- LILY: [SIGHS]
- 367
- 00:21:33,732 --> 00:21:35,199
- Come on.
- 368
- 00:21:35,201 --> 00:21:37,103
- Let's go steal
- some of his wine.
- 369
- 00:21:43,742 --> 00:21:45,811
- You ever think about
- just killing him?
- 370
- 00:21:54,986 --> 00:21:57,855
- I mean, no.
- 371
- 00:21:57,857 --> 00:22:00,758
- You could at least
- consider it.
- 372
- 00:22:00,760 --> 00:22:03,059
- - No.
- - Just weigh the pros and cons.
- 373
- 00:22:03,061 --> 00:22:04,694
- - LILY: No.
- - Why don't you consider
- 374
- 00:22:04,696 --> 00:22:06,096
- all options?
- 375
- 00:22:06,098 --> 00:22:08,097
- LILY: Yeah. Not,
- like, murder.
- 376
- 00:22:08,099 --> 00:22:09,266
- Yeah, sure it's outside the box,
- 377
- 00:22:09,268 --> 00:22:12,036
- but you can only get so far
- 378
- 00:22:12,038 --> 00:22:14,207
- thinking how
- everyone else thinks.
- 379
- 00:22:15,774 --> 00:22:17,307
- Look at Steve Jobs.
- 380
- 00:22:17,309 --> 00:22:19,076
- - LILY: What?
- - I'm just going off
- 381
- 00:22:19,078 --> 00:22:21,815
- what you're giving me.
- It's a cost-benefit analysis.
- 382
- 00:22:23,049 --> 00:22:25,048
- It seems like you could generate
- a lot of benefit
- 383
- 00:22:25,050 --> 00:22:26,817
- for a lot of people.
- 384
- 00:22:26,819 --> 00:22:29,686
- Except I'd spend the rest
- of my life in jail.
- 385
- 00:22:29,688 --> 00:22:31,724
- AMANDA: Why are you assuming
- you'd get caught?
- 386
- 00:22:38,097 --> 00:22:40,196
- I should not have
- to explain this.
- 387
- 00:22:40,198 --> 00:22:42,066
- AMANDA: Probably what
- people said to Columbus
- 388
- 00:22:42,068 --> 00:22:43,933
- when he was like,
- "I think the world is round,
- 389
- 00:22:43,935 --> 00:22:45,803
- instead of flat and
- surrounded by dragons."
- 390
- 00:22:45,805 --> 00:22:47,203
- They were like, "No, dumbass,
- 391
- 00:22:47,205 --> 00:22:49,138
- we shouldn't have
- to explain this."
- 392
- 00:22:49,140 --> 00:22:51,741
- It's probably what people said
- to Steve Jobs when he was like,
- 393
- 00:22:51,743 --> 00:22:53,109
- "This MP3 player
- is also a phone."
- 394
- 00:22:53,111 --> 00:22:55,112
- Okay, can we please
- stop talking about Steve Jobs?
- 395
- 00:22:55,114 --> 00:22:56,913
- Steve Jobs never fucking
- murdered someone.
- 396
- 00:22:56,915 --> 00:22:58,348
- I think most of this
- country's moral norms
- 397
- 00:22:58,350 --> 00:23:00,951
- comes from weird
- old Puritan bullshit.
- 398
- 00:23:00,953 --> 00:23:03,721
- A human life
- isn't some sacred thing.
- 399
- 00:23:03,723 --> 00:23:05,122
- There's nothing holy
- about a dick and a vaj
- 400
- 00:23:05,124 --> 00:23:08,224
- getting together and
- spitting out a little dude.
- 401
- 00:23:08,226 --> 00:23:10,259
- If that dude causes
- more bad than good,
- 402
- 00:23:10,261 --> 00:23:12,962
- then he's like a, you know...
- 403
- 00:23:12,964 --> 00:23:16,200
- a piece of malfunctioning
- machinery.
- 404
- 00:23:16,202 --> 00:23:18,368
- A lame horse.
- 405
- 00:23:18,370 --> 00:23:19,970
- Right.
- 406
- 00:23:19,972 --> 00:23:21,337
- Should be taken out back
- and put down.
- 407
- 00:23:21,339 --> 00:23:23,240
- - See? You get it.
- - You know what you sound like?
- 408
- 00:23:23,242 --> 00:23:24,942
- - What?
- - A Nazi.
- 409
- 00:23:24,944 --> 00:23:26,943
- I had to leave school
- before we did World War II
- 410
- 00:23:26,945 --> 00:23:29,982
- but I think it was about race,
- with them?
- 411
- 00:23:32,084 --> 00:23:33,887
- I think you should leave.
- 412
- 00:23:35,820 --> 00:23:37,855
- - Why?
- - I just...
- 413
- 00:23:37,857 --> 00:23:39,091
- think you should.
- 414
- 00:23:41,027 --> 00:23:42,996
- - I don't get it.
- - You don't have to.
- 415
- 00:23:50,136 --> 00:23:51,905
- You're sure?
- 416
- 00:24:10,021 --> 00:24:11,357
- Okay.
- 417
- 00:24:30,975 --> 00:24:33,109
- [INDISTINCT CHATTER OVER TV]
- 418
- 00:24:33,111 --> 00:24:35,412
- MAN [OVER TV]: Nice and slow.
- 419
- 00:24:35,414 --> 00:24:38,182
- That's the way
- I wanna see you go, Bigelow,
- 420
- 00:24:38,184 --> 00:24:40,319
- nice and slow.
- 421
- 00:24:41,252 --> 00:24:44,253
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
- 422
- 00:24:44,255 --> 00:24:46,392
- [ERGOMETER WHIRRING]
- 423
- 00:25:28,200 --> 00:25:31,304
- [KEYBOARD TYPING]
- 424
- 00:25:39,043 --> 00:25:42,147
- [DIALING]
- 425
- 00:25:46,952 --> 00:25:49,385
- [PHONE RINGING]
- 426
- 00:25:49,387 --> 00:25:51,421
- WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
- Anticline Capital Partners.
- 427
- 00:25:51,423 --> 00:25:54,024
- Hey, how's it going?
- 428
- 00:25:54,026 --> 00:25:55,526
- WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
- It's going fine, ma'am.
- 429
- 00:25:55,528 --> 00:25:57,894
- How can I help you?
- 430
- 00:25:57,896 --> 00:26:00,230
- Yeah, I'm just calling
- about your, um,
- 431
- 00:26:00,232 --> 00:26:02,035
- your internship program.
- 432
- 00:26:03,402 --> 00:26:05,402
- WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
- To my knowledge, we don't have
- 433
- 00:26:05,404 --> 00:26:06,940
- an internship program.
- 434
- 00:26:10,075 --> 00:26:11,344
- What about Lily?
- 435
- 00:26:13,111 --> 00:26:14,980
- WOMAN [OVER PHONE]:
- What about who?
- 436
- 00:26:19,484 --> 00:26:22,118
- [PHONE RINGING]
- 437
- 00:26:22,120 --> 00:26:23,220
- MAN [OVER PHONE]: Front desk.
- 438
- 00:26:23,222 --> 00:26:25,221
- Hi, this is Andover?
- 439
- 00:26:25,223 --> 00:26:27,057
- MAN [OVER PHONE]:
- Uh, yes, how can I help you?
- 440
- 00:26:27,059 --> 00:26:29,125
- AMANDA: This is Rhonda
- with Edible Arrangements.
- 441
- 00:26:29,127 --> 00:26:30,460
- We just had an issue
- with a delivery,
- 442
- 00:26:30,462 --> 00:26:34,030
- and wanted to confirm
- a student mailing address.
- 443
- 00:26:34,032 --> 00:26:35,432
- MAN [OVER PHONE]: All right.
- 444
- 00:26:35,434 --> 00:26:38,104
- You do have a "Lily Reynolds"
- at the school?
- 445
- 00:26:39,305 --> 00:26:41,508
- [TYPING OVER PHONE]
- 446
- 00:26:44,210 --> 00:26:46,279
- Would you like me
- to repeat the question?
- 447
- 00:26:48,213 --> 00:26:50,282
- MAN [OVER PHONE]:
- That student is actually...
- 448
- 00:26:52,084 --> 00:26:54,317
- Hold on one minute. I'm going
- to transfer your call.
- 449
- 00:26:54,319 --> 00:26:56,185
- Okay.
- 450
- 00:26:56,187 --> 00:26:58,424
- MAN [OVER PHONE]: Ma'am,
- what did you say your name was?
- 451
- 00:27:00,259 --> 00:27:01,426
- Ma'am?
- 452
- 00:27:06,565 --> 00:27:10,036
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
- 453
- 00:27:42,434 --> 00:27:45,538
- [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]
- 454
- 00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:50,108
- LILY: Mom?
- 455
- 00:28:12,063 --> 00:28:13,265
- MARK: Lily.
- 456
- 00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:30,116
- Don't yell...
- 457
- 00:28:30,549 --> 00:28:32,218
- in the house.
- 458
- 00:28:32,617 --> 00:28:34,684
- LILY: Sorry.
- 459
- 00:28:34,686 --> 00:28:36,188
- Where's Mom?
- 460
- 00:29:16,494 --> 00:29:17,560
- Oh, hi.
- 461
- 00:29:17,562 --> 00:29:19,395
- What is this?
- 462
- 00:29:19,397 --> 00:29:21,634
- Oh, Mark put it in on Wednesday.
- 463
- 00:29:22,634 --> 00:29:24,334
- LILY: I need your car keys.
- 464
- 00:29:24,336 --> 00:29:26,271
- Sure. They're in my jeans.
- 465
- 00:29:27,271 --> 00:29:29,605
- Which are somewhere.
- 466
- 00:29:29,607 --> 00:29:31,641
- Oh, by the way, I booked us
- a spa trip in two weeks.
- 467
- 00:29:31,643 --> 00:29:33,379
- I hope you'll join me.
- 468
- 00:29:35,481 --> 00:29:37,349
- How long have you been in here?
- 469
- 00:29:39,318 --> 00:29:41,253
- Um, not long.
- 470
- 00:29:43,187 --> 00:29:45,257
- Mark likes it
- when I have a little color.
- 471
- 00:29:48,626 --> 00:29:50,296
- LILY: I'm going out.
- 472
- 00:29:55,233 --> 00:29:58,370
- [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]
- 473
- 00:30:11,282 --> 00:30:12,782
- MAN: ...she turns out
- to be this crazy person
- 474
- 00:30:12,784 --> 00:30:14,384
- and it's just fucking like...
- 475
- 00:30:14,386 --> 00:30:15,786
- How could you do that?
- It's her own horse.
- 476
- 00:30:15,788 --> 00:30:18,654
- Are you fucking kidding me?
- That's crazy!
- 477
- 00:30:18,656 --> 00:30:20,656
- I mean, uh, it must be really
- crazy for you
- 478
- 00:30:20,658 --> 00:30:23,292
- because you guys were friends
- and everything, so it's like...
- 479
- 00:30:23,294 --> 00:30:26,563
- LILY: Uh, yeah, but like
- a million years ago, so...
- 480
- 00:30:26,565 --> 00:30:28,298
- If you need someone to,
- you know, talk to...
- 481
- 00:30:28,300 --> 00:30:29,298
- [SCOFFS]
- 482
- 00:30:29,300 --> 00:30:31,268
- You've seen the pictures, right?
- 483
- 00:30:31,270 --> 00:30:32,536
- - No.
- - Zach Friedrich's dad
- 484
- 00:30:32,538 --> 00:30:34,237
- is part-owner of the stable.
- 485
- 00:30:34,239 --> 00:30:36,205
- He found the, like, the photos.
- 486
- 00:30:36,207 --> 00:30:37,540
- His dad was sending them
- to their lawyer.
- 487
- 00:30:37,542 --> 00:30:39,276
- So, Zach sent them to Connor
- 488
- 00:30:39,278 --> 00:30:41,278
- and Connor obviously sent them
- to 10 other people.
- 489
- 00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:42,546
- MICHAEL: She's fucking 15, dude!
- 490
- 00:30:42,548 --> 00:30:44,548
- TIM: Yes, and that's plenty old
- enough to decide
- 491
- 00:30:44,550 --> 00:30:46,383
- who she wants to hang out with.
- 492
- 00:30:46,385 --> 00:30:48,285
- So, I'm sorry if your girlfriend
- would rather...
- 493
- 00:30:48,287 --> 00:30:50,186
- MICHAEL: She's not
- my girlfriend, all right?
- 494
- 00:30:50,188 --> 00:30:51,454
- She's my fucking sister!
- 495
- 00:30:51,456 --> 00:30:52,756
- TIM: All right,
- well, whatever she is.
- 496
- 00:30:52,758 --> 00:30:56,192
- She is an intelligent,
- like, being
- 497
- 00:30:56,194 --> 00:30:57,626
- who can make up her own mind
- about the people
- 498
- 00:30:57,628 --> 00:30:59,296
- she wants to hang out with.
- Am I wrong?
- 499
- 00:30:59,298 --> 00:31:00,696
- What the fuck
- is he even doing here?
- 500
- 00:31:00,698 --> 00:31:02,432
- Whoa. [IMITATES] "What the fuck
- am I even doing here"?
- 501
- 00:31:02,434 --> 00:31:05,201
- I am providing you all
- with early drug experiences
- 502
- 00:31:05,203 --> 00:31:06,670
- that you will forever cherish.
- That's what the fuck I'm doing.
- 503
- 00:31:06,672 --> 00:31:08,337
- - And who the fuck are you?
- - You went to school
- 504
- 00:31:08,339 --> 00:31:09,739
- - with my cousin.
- - Okay, great. What's his name?
- 505
- 00:31:09,741 --> 00:31:11,807
- This guy did fucking jail time.
- 506
- 00:31:11,809 --> 00:31:13,343
- Statutory rape.
- 507
- 00:31:13,345 --> 00:31:14,678
- He fucked someone our age
- when he was 25.
- 508
- 00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:16,512
- All right. All right.
- All right. All right.
- 509
- 00:31:16,514 --> 00:31:17,614
- I was 23.
- 510
- 00:31:17,616 --> 00:31:19,615
- You gorilla-faced dumbass!
- 511
- 00:31:19,617 --> 00:31:21,651
- Hey, put that fucking phone
- away!
- 512
- 00:31:21,653 --> 00:31:23,385
- You know what? I refuse.
- 513
- 00:31:23,387 --> 00:31:25,788
- I refuse...
- put the fucking phone away!
- 514
- 00:31:25,790 --> 00:31:28,825
- I refuse to stand trial in front
- of this kangaroo court... fuck.
- 515
- 00:31:28,827 --> 00:31:30,426
- Shit! Fuck!
- 516
- 00:31:30,428 --> 00:31:35,397
- - MICHAEL: Fuck you!
- - Fucking evil children.
- 517
- 00:31:35,399 --> 00:31:38,737
- Oh, shit, fucking children.
- Goddammit...
- 518
- 00:31:40,271 --> 00:31:43,376
- [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
- 519
- 00:31:56,621 --> 00:31:58,223
- LILY: [CLEARS THROAT]
- 520
- 00:32:00,626 --> 00:32:02,261
- Is this your car?
- 521
- 00:32:03,462 --> 00:32:04,830
- Let me get out of your way.
- 522
- 00:32:06,431 --> 00:32:08,397
- Unless, um,
- 523
- 00:32:08,399 --> 00:32:10,402
- - you want in on this?
- - No.
- 524
- 00:32:11,770 --> 00:32:14,270
- I see that glimmer.
- 525
- 00:32:14,272 --> 00:32:17,274
- - Don't be ashamed.
- - I'm good. Thanks.
- 526
- 00:32:17,276 --> 00:32:18,874
- - I'm Tim.
- - I'll...
- 527
- 00:32:18,876 --> 00:32:20,713
- I'll call the cops.
- 528
- 00:32:22,580 --> 00:32:23,815
- All right.
- 529
- 00:32:28,819 --> 00:32:30,653
- You know, I saw you
- 530
- 00:32:30,655 --> 00:32:33,390
- earlier in the night back there.
- 531
- 00:32:33,392 --> 00:32:34,760
- Keeping to yourself.
- 532
- 00:32:36,461 --> 00:32:39,499
- Something is weighing on you.
- 533
- 00:32:40,632 --> 00:32:42,531
- - Let's talk it out.
- - No.
- 534
- 00:32:42,533 --> 00:32:44,667
- Come on.
- I'm a really good listener.
- 535
- 00:32:44,669 --> 00:32:46,438
- I really have to go.
- 536
- 00:32:49,808 --> 00:32:51,410
- Where did you go to school?
- 537
- 00:32:53,377 --> 00:32:54,614
- I board.
- 538
- 00:32:55,847 --> 00:32:58,815
- And it makes you miserable.
- 539
- 00:32:58,817 --> 00:33:01,317
- It's like a glorified
- fuckin' prison.
- 540
- 00:33:01,319 --> 00:33:04,423
- [CAR BEEPING]
- 541
- 00:33:09,328 --> 00:33:11,627
- You ever think
- about dropping out?
- 542
- 00:33:11,629 --> 00:33:14,564
- - Why would I do that?
- - It's what I did.
- 543
- 00:33:14,566 --> 00:33:17,366
- Followed my, uh,
- 544
- 00:33:17,368 --> 00:33:19,635
- entrepreneurial instincts.
- 545
- 00:33:19,637 --> 00:33:22,404
- It's the best decision
- I ever made.
- 546
- 00:33:22,406 --> 00:33:23,608
- Clearly.
- 547
- 00:33:26,478 --> 00:33:28,811
- You know, the thing about
- this town is...
- 548
- 00:33:28,813 --> 00:33:31,448
- the sawdust smells fantastic,
- 549
- 00:33:31,450 --> 00:33:34,851
- but you are still
- in a hamster cage.
- 550
- 00:33:34,853 --> 00:33:36,885
- Meanwhile, out there,
- 551
- 00:33:36,887 --> 00:33:39,556
- there are more billionaires
- 552
- 00:33:39,558 --> 00:33:41,590
- under 30
- 553
- 00:33:41,592 --> 00:33:44,496
- than at any moment
- in human history.
- 554
- 00:33:49,867 --> 00:33:52,838
- [MUFFLED] It's our time,
- motherfucker.
- 555
- 00:33:57,943 --> 00:34:01,379
- [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
- 556
- 00:34:31,510 --> 00:34:32,642
- [GLASS CLINKS]
- 557
- 00:34:32,644 --> 00:34:35,747
- [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
- 558
- 00:34:43,789 --> 00:34:46,926
- [RUMBLING]
- 559
- 00:34:53,999 --> 00:34:56,801
- [RUMBLING GROWS LOUDER]
- 560
- 00:35:04,943 --> 00:35:06,745
- [ALL SOUNDS STOP]
- 561
- 00:35:10,481 --> 00:35:11,684
- [CAR DOOR CLOSES]
- 562
- 00:35:14,553 --> 00:35:16,422
- [BIRD SQUAWKING]
- 563
- 00:35:17,722 --> 00:35:19,891
- - Well, hello, you!
- - Hi.
- 564
- 00:35:21,892 --> 00:35:23,926
- Did she...
- 565
- 00:35:23,928 --> 00:35:25,631
- Did you come here to...
- 566
- 00:35:27,031 --> 00:35:30,466
- - Did she do something?
- - Uh, no.
- 567
- 00:35:30,468 --> 00:35:32,905
- No, I'm, I'm just here
- to say hi.
- 568
- 00:35:33,905 --> 00:35:35,441
- Oh.
- 569
- 00:35:36,941 --> 00:35:38,107
- What... come on in.
- 570
- 00:35:38,109 --> 00:35:40,542
- Come in.
- 571
- 00:35:40,544 --> 00:35:41,747
- She's out back.
- 572
- 00:35:52,691 --> 00:35:54,959
- What's she doing out there?
- 573
- 00:35:58,028 --> 00:35:59,962
- KAREN: I don't know.
- 574
- 00:35:59,964 --> 00:36:03,566
- MAN [OVER TV]: ...believe as
- much of that delicious stem,
- 575
- 00:36:03,568 --> 00:36:06,636
- which has the same flavor
- as the artichoke heart,
- 576
- 00:36:06,638 --> 00:36:09,538
- and also looks really cool.
- 577
- 00:36:09,540 --> 00:36:10,874
- Just hit him.
- 578
- 00:36:10,876 --> 00:36:12,841
- - What?
- - Just hit him.
- 579
- 00:36:12,843 --> 00:36:15,511
- MAN [OVER TV]:
- ...we cut straight across
- 580
- 00:36:15,513 --> 00:36:16,647
- into thin pieces.
- 581
- 00:36:16,649 --> 00:36:18,747
- Now at this point
- you can eat this raw.
- 582
- 00:36:18,749 --> 00:36:20,816
- And I often make a little salad
- 583
- 00:36:20,818 --> 00:36:22,718
- that we use
- with a little lemon juice
- 584
- 00:36:22,720 --> 00:36:24,787
- and a little extra virgin
- and olive oil
- 585
- 00:36:24,789 --> 00:36:26,723
- and eat them
- 586
- 00:36:26,725 --> 00:36:27,924
- with something called bresaola,
- 587
- 00:36:27,926 --> 00:36:29,495
- which is air-dried beef.
- 588
- 00:36:33,631 --> 00:36:34,696
- Twenty-five.
- 589
- 00:36:34,698 --> 00:36:35,964
- Bullshit. It was 30.
- 590
- 00:36:35,966 --> 00:36:38,002
- Fine. Thirty.
- 591
- 00:36:44,843 --> 00:36:47,946
- [PANTING]
- 592
- 00:37:03,727 --> 00:37:06,831
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
- 593
- 00:37:44,836 --> 00:37:47,939
- [COUGHING]
- 594
- 00:37:59,117 --> 00:38:01,086
- [CHAIR SQUEAKING]
- 595
- 00:38:05,656 --> 00:38:07,992
- Hey, um...
- 596
- 00:38:08,926 --> 00:38:10,095
- so...
- 597
- 00:38:11,963 --> 00:38:14,999
- that thing you said
- the other night.
- 598
- 00:38:17,868 --> 00:38:19,035
- Which thing?
- 599
- 00:38:19,037 --> 00:38:20,205
- About Mark.
- 600
- 00:38:21,872 --> 00:38:23,872
- Yeah?
- 601
- 00:38:23,874 --> 00:38:25,140
- Well,
- 602
- 00:38:25,142 --> 00:38:27,977
- you said something like,
- 603
- 00:38:27,979 --> 00:38:30,683
- "Why are you assuming
- you'd get caught?"
- 604
- 00:38:33,251 --> 00:38:34,919
- Uh-huh.
- 605
- 00:38:36,086 --> 00:38:38,154
- So, like...
- 606
- 00:38:38,156 --> 00:38:39,758
- hypothetically,
- 607
- 00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:44,930
- if you were going to do it,
- 608
- 00:38:49,767 --> 00:38:51,803
- how would you...
- 609
- 00:38:53,203 --> 00:38:54,807
- do it?
- 610
- 00:38:57,142 --> 00:38:59,042
- Well, I wouldn't...
- 611
- 00:38:59,044 --> 00:39:00,646
- do it.
- 612
- 00:39:04,182 --> 00:39:06,252
- That's what you want me to say.
- 613
- 00:39:08,218 --> 00:39:10,655
- I don't want you
- to say anything.
- 614
- 00:39:12,790 --> 00:39:14,093
- Just asking.
- 615
- 00:39:16,160 --> 00:39:19,264
- [TAPPING]
- 616
- 00:39:32,042 --> 00:39:34,343
- CYNTHIA: I do think that
- you could be...
- 617
- 00:39:34,345 --> 00:39:36,014
- more honest.
- 618
- 00:39:42,921 --> 00:39:44,988
- "The mounting pressure
- of my coursework,
- 619
- 00:39:44,990 --> 00:39:47,357
- combined with the emotional toll
- of losing my father..."
- 620
- 00:39:47,359 --> 00:39:48,991
- You don't have to read
- it out loud.
- 621
- 00:39:48,993 --> 00:39:50,926
- CYNTHIA: "...drove me
- to confuse the thin line
- 622
- 00:39:50,928 --> 00:39:53,698
- between research
- and plagiarism."
- 623
- 00:39:54,832 --> 00:39:55,897
- How about you just say:
- 624
- 00:39:55,899 --> 00:39:58,234
- "Drove me to go online
- and find...
- 625
- 00:39:58,236 --> 00:40:01,069
- Okay, I really don't
- need your line edits.
- 626
- 00:40:01,071 --> 00:40:03,238
- Then why are you asking me
- to read it?
- 627
- 00:40:03,240 --> 00:40:05,274
- Because I need
- a parent's signature
- 628
- 00:40:05,276 --> 00:40:06,776
- on my reapplication form.
- 629
- 00:40:06,778 --> 00:40:09,245
- Right, but...
- 630
- 00:40:09,247 --> 00:40:10,749
- LILY: What?
- 631
- 00:40:12,751 --> 00:40:14,082
- We've been having
- the conversation
- 632
- 00:40:14,084 --> 00:40:16,254
- about next year, and...
- 633
- 00:40:17,287 --> 00:40:19,756
- we feel really good
- 634
- 00:40:19,758 --> 00:40:21,926
- about Brookmore.
- 635
- 00:40:24,896 --> 00:40:26,129
- He has a friend
- who's on the board
- 636
- 00:40:26,131 --> 00:40:27,863
- and they're really
- very good at...
- 637
- 00:40:27,865 --> 00:40:31,133
- Brookmore
- is a place for girls
- 638
- 00:40:31,135 --> 00:40:33,035
- with very severe
- behavioral issues.
- 639
- 00:40:33,037 --> 00:40:34,870
- How is this even part
- of the conversation?
- 640
- 00:40:34,872 --> 00:40:36,839
- - That's not true.
- - LILY: If I'm not readmitted,
- 641
- 00:40:36,841 --> 00:40:38,743
- then I'm staying local.
- 642
- 00:40:41,312 --> 00:40:42,915
- We, um...
- 643
- 00:40:45,283 --> 00:40:46,848
- We think you'd do really well
- 644
- 00:40:46,850 --> 00:40:48,917
- in a supportive environment.
- 645
- 00:40:48,919 --> 00:40:50,021
- [EXHALES]
- 646
- 00:40:51,321 --> 00:40:53,189
- - He doesn't want me here.
- - CYNTHIA: No...
- 647
- 00:40:53,191 --> 00:40:55,991
- No, that's not it at all.
- 648
- 00:40:55,993 --> 00:40:58,127
- You know how much effort
- he puts in every day
- 649
- 00:40:58,129 --> 00:40:59,895
- getting closer to you.
- 650
- 00:40:59,897 --> 00:41:01,196
- I got admitted
- into Andover, I've...
- 651
- 00:41:01,198 --> 00:41:02,432
- MARK: You were admitted
- to Andover
- 652
- 00:41:02,434 --> 00:41:04,336
- because your dad
- wrote them a check.
- 653
- 00:41:10,175 --> 00:41:11,943
- This is a not a conversation.
- 654
- 00:41:13,444 --> 00:41:15,912
- We've already made
- the down payment.
- 655
- 00:41:15,914 --> 00:41:19,051
- [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]
- 656
- 00:41:41,872 --> 00:41:43,975
- [METAL SQUEAKING]
- 657
- 00:41:55,352 --> 00:41:58,823
- [GUNSHOTS OVER TV]
- 658
- 00:42:33,490 --> 00:42:36,928
- [BRUSHING TEETH]
- 659
- 00:42:48,006 --> 00:42:51,143
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
- 660
- 00:43:03,555 --> 00:43:05,357
- - [MUSIC STOPS]
- - [NOTIFICATION BEEPS]
- 661
- 00:43:09,359 --> 00:43:11,227
- [SPITS]
- 662
- 00:43:11,229 --> 00:43:12,428
- [WATER RUNNING]
- 663
- 00:43:12,430 --> 00:43:14,299
- - [WATER OFF]
- - [TOOTHBRUSH THUDS ON COUNTER]
- 664
- 00:43:25,475 --> 00:43:27,945
- [TYPING ON KEYBOARD]
- 665
- 00:43:30,314 --> 00:43:33,316
- [COMPUTER BEEPS]
- 666
- 00:43:33,318 --> 00:43:34,919
- [NOTIFICATION BEEPS]
- 667
- 00:43:37,455 --> 00:43:39,191
- [TYPING ON KEYBOARD]
- 668
- 00:43:41,158 --> 00:43:44,162
- - [COMPUTER BEEPS]
- - [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
- 669
- 00:43:53,437 --> 00:43:56,508
- [DRAMATIC MUSIC PLAYING]
- 670
- 00:44:01,546 --> 00:44:03,979
- - MARK: I'm fine.
- - CYNTHIA: Honey,
- 671
- 00:44:03,981 --> 00:44:05,214
- you can't go in
- looking like that.
- 672
- 00:44:05,216 --> 00:44:06,415
- - I'm fine.
- - Let me just fix it...
- 673
- 00:44:06,417 --> 00:44:07,582
- I'm fine. Ow.
- 674
- 00:44:07,584 --> 00:44:09,453
- Are you gonna make me
- repeat myself?
- 675
- 00:44:10,521 --> 00:44:12,220
- - Don't do that...
- - Are you gonna make me
- 676
- 00:44:12,222 --> 00:44:14,223
- repeat myself?
- I said I'm fucking fine!
- 677
- 00:44:14,225 --> 00:44:15,390
- I was just trying to help.
- 678
- 00:44:15,392 --> 00:44:17,125
- Do you speak English?
- 679
- 00:44:17,127 --> 00:44:18,394
- Or am I gonna have
- to stand here all day
- 680
- 00:44:18,396 --> 00:44:20,395
- like a fucking robot
- repeating myself.
- 681
- 00:44:20,397 --> 00:44:21,596
- "I'm fine. I'm fine.
- 682
- 00:44:21,598 --> 00:44:23,501
- I'm fine. I'm fine!"
- 683
- 00:44:26,104 --> 00:44:27,506
- Jesus Christ!
- 684
- 00:44:32,010 --> 00:44:34,477
- [DOOR OPENS, CLOSES]
- 685
- 00:44:34,479 --> 00:44:36,481
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC]
- 686
- 00:44:38,149 --> 00:44:40,385
- [BIRD CALLING]
- 687
- 00:44:49,193 --> 00:44:50,562
- I saw the photos.
- 688
- 00:44:58,269 --> 00:44:59,571
- Oh.
- 689
- 00:45:01,205 --> 00:45:02,607
- You're not gonna say anything?
- 690
- 00:45:03,640 --> 00:45:05,343
- What do you want me to say?
- 691
- 00:45:08,412 --> 00:45:10,245
- I guess I didn't realize
- you did it like that.
- 692
- 00:45:10,247 --> 00:45:11,513
- Well, that's not
- how I wanted it to go.
- 693
- 00:45:11,515 --> 00:45:13,281
- - Well, what did you to happen?
- - Obviously,
- 694
- 00:45:13,283 --> 00:45:15,417
- I wanted to get it done
- by a vet.
- 695
- 00:45:15,419 --> 00:45:17,419
- He was never gonna walk again.
- 696
- 00:45:17,421 --> 00:45:19,354
- But you know my mom.
- 697
- 00:45:19,356 --> 00:45:21,357
- She's the type of person
- that gets weepy
- 698
- 00:45:21,359 --> 00:45:23,325
- when she imagines her horse
- going to sleep
- 699
- 00:45:23,327 --> 00:45:25,461
- and never waking up.
- And when a...
- 700
- 00:45:25,463 --> 00:45:27,562
- weak moral character like that
- runs your household...
- 701
- 00:45:27,564 --> 00:45:29,198
- But still, you didn't have to...
- 702
- 00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:31,100
- Well, if the Midazolam
- Hydrochloride had worked
- 703
- 00:45:31,102 --> 00:45:32,567
- - like it was supposed to...
- - The what?
- 704
- 00:45:32,569 --> 00:45:34,069
- The Midazolam Hydrochloride.
- 705
- 00:45:34,071 --> 00:45:36,305
- If it had worked
- like it was supposed to,
- 706
- 00:45:36,307 --> 00:45:37,575
- then it just would have been...
- 707
- 00:45:41,245 --> 00:45:43,312
- Unfortunately,
- 708
- 00:45:43,314 --> 00:45:46,151
- quality control on black-market
- drugs is poor.
- 709
- 00:45:47,352 --> 00:45:50,118
- Honeymooner
- was going into convulsions.
- 710
- 00:45:50,120 --> 00:45:51,587
- He was bucking hard
- 711
- 00:45:51,589 --> 00:45:54,122
- and he broke the splint.
- 712
- 00:45:54,124 --> 00:45:55,357
- And then he...
- 713
- 00:45:55,359 --> 00:45:56,558
- broke the other leg, too.
- 714
- 00:45:56,560 --> 00:45:59,363
- But you don't wanna
- hear about this.
- 715
- 00:46:09,439 --> 00:46:11,307
- By that point,
- it just became a question
- 716
- 00:46:11,309 --> 00:46:13,609
- of ending it as quickly
- as possible.
- 717
- 00:46:13,611 --> 00:46:16,345
- And I Googled methods
- of execution.
- 718
- 00:46:16,347 --> 00:46:17,712
- I didn't have a gun,
- 719
- 00:46:17,714 --> 00:46:19,180
- so that was out.
- 720
- 00:46:19,182 --> 00:46:20,482
- But...
- 721
- 00:46:20,484 --> 00:46:21,716
- in Mexico,
- they use something
- 722
- 00:46:21,718 --> 00:46:23,618
- called a "puntilla."
- 723
- 00:46:23,620 --> 00:46:25,520
- LILY: A what?
- 724
- 00:46:25,522 --> 00:46:27,355
- AMANDA: A puntilla.
- 725
- 00:46:27,357 --> 00:46:28,524
- It's like a curved blade.
- 726
- 00:46:28,526 --> 00:46:29,758
- Like an ice pick.
- 727
- 00:46:29,760 --> 00:46:31,526
- You jam it behind
- the cervical vertebrae,
- 728
- 00:46:31,528 --> 00:46:34,129
- and they go limp.
- 729
- 00:46:34,131 --> 00:46:36,367
- LILY: And you had a puntilla?
- 730
- 00:46:38,202 --> 00:46:39,638
- Kinda.
- 731
- 00:46:42,140 --> 00:46:43,738
- It stopped
- the convulsions, but...
- 732
- 00:46:43,740 --> 00:46:45,640
- the problem with puntilla
- 733
- 00:46:45,642 --> 00:46:47,442
- execution is,
- it doesn't actually kill
- 734
- 00:46:47,444 --> 00:46:51,147
- the horse,
- it just paralyzes them.
- 735
- 00:46:51,149 --> 00:46:52,515
- And obviously I didn't want that
- 736
- 00:46:52,517 --> 00:46:54,517
- for Honeymooner.
- 737
- 00:46:54,519 --> 00:46:56,451
- So, I climbed on top of him,
- 738
- 00:46:56,453 --> 00:46:58,520
- he was on the ground
- at this point,
- 739
- 00:46:58,522 --> 00:47:01,256
- and I started cutting away
- the flesh of his neck.
- 740
- 00:47:01,258 --> 00:47:03,392
- The goal was to get to the spine
- as quickly as possible
- 741
- 00:47:03,394 --> 00:47:06,529
- and it took some time.
- 742
- 00:47:06,531 --> 00:47:08,229
- The muscle had a lot
- of gristle in it
- 743
- 00:47:08,231 --> 00:47:10,399
- and the knife got dull
- pretty quickly,
- 744
- 00:47:10,401 --> 00:47:11,700
- but...
- 745
- 00:47:11,702 --> 00:47:15,303
- but I got there...
- 746
- 00:47:15,305 --> 00:47:17,272
- And then I...
- 747
- 00:47:17,274 --> 00:47:19,542
- I just stood up and I...
- 748
- 00:47:19,544 --> 00:47:21,410
- got my foot...
- 749
- 00:47:21,412 --> 00:47:25,281
- into a position where I
- could kick downwards, and...
- 750
- 00:47:25,283 --> 00:47:27,152
- [SQUASH]
- 751
- 00:47:30,220 --> 00:47:31,389
- Sorry.
- 752
- 00:47:32,689 --> 00:47:34,658
- No, it's, um...
- 753
- 00:47:40,564 --> 00:47:43,698
- I think it felt right.
- That it was me who did it.
- 754
- 00:47:43,700 --> 00:47:46,570
- After all the years
- I'd spent with that horse.
- 755
- 00:47:48,272 --> 00:47:50,673
- I just put my head down, and...
- 756
- 00:47:50,675 --> 00:47:53,412
- looked at it
- as completing a task.
- 757
- 00:47:59,450 --> 00:48:00,585
- I think we should do it.
- 758
- 00:48:04,222 --> 00:48:05,357
- Really?
- 759
- 00:48:07,457 --> 00:48:08,593
- Really.
- 760
- 00:48:11,495 --> 00:48:13,796
- And you're looking at me.
- 761
- 00:48:13,798 --> 00:48:16,200
- Only because
- you're the only person here.
- 762
- 00:48:19,470 --> 00:48:21,703
- I do think you'd be good
- at it, though.
- 763
- 00:48:21,705 --> 00:48:24,575
- I mean, with the kind
- of composure you showed with...
- 764
- 00:48:26,243 --> 00:48:29,613
- Hey. Hey!
- 765
- 00:48:30,881 --> 00:48:32,615
- Amanda.
- 766
- 00:48:32,617 --> 00:48:34,549
- - Amanda, where are you going?
- - I don't know
- 767
- 00:48:34,551 --> 00:48:36,718
- why you're saying all this now.
- I think you might be saying it
- 768
- 00:48:36,720 --> 00:48:38,620
- - because you're emotional.
- - Why am I emotional?
- 769
- 00:48:38,622 --> 00:48:40,321
- I don't know. You just never
- really tell me
- 770
- 00:48:40,323 --> 00:48:41,689
- - anything about your life.
- - That's not true...
- 771
- 00:48:41,691 --> 00:48:43,392
- But that doesn't stop you
- from asking me to kill
- 772
- 00:48:43,394 --> 00:48:44,826
- - someone for you.
- - That's not what I'm asking!
- 773
- 00:48:44,828 --> 00:48:46,895
- You do realize that I'm the very
- worst person to do this.
- 774
- 00:48:46,897 --> 00:48:48,631
- I'm awaiting trial
- for animal cruelty.
- 775
- 00:48:48,633 --> 00:48:50,299
- If anything violent happens
- anywhere near me,
- 776
- 00:48:50,301 --> 00:48:51,667
- I'm the first person
- they will come after.
- 777
- 00:48:51,669 --> 00:48:53,468
- - Okay. I get that.
- - If we were going to do this,
- 778
- 00:48:53,470 --> 00:48:56,373
- we'd both need to be far away
- with airtight alibis.
- 779
- 00:49:00,410 --> 00:49:04,546
- SINGER: ♪ We get it
- almost every night ♪
- 780
- 00:49:04,548 --> 00:49:08,350
- ♪ When that moon
- is big and bright ♪
- 781
- 00:49:08,352 --> 00:49:09,551
- ♪ It's supernatural... ♪
- 782
- 00:49:09,553 --> 00:49:11,520
- LILY: Um...
- 783
- 00:49:11,522 --> 00:49:12,854
- we are here to visit
- 784
- 00:49:12,856 --> 00:49:15,359
- one of your guests.
- 785
- 00:49:17,461 --> 00:49:19,861
- Name, please.
- 786
- 00:49:19,863 --> 00:49:22,631
- - My name?
- - The resident's name.
- 787
- 00:49:22,633 --> 00:49:24,669
- Oh, um...
- 788
- 00:49:25,803 --> 00:49:26,935
- That...
- 789
- 00:49:26,937 --> 00:49:29,307
- - that would be, uh...
- - Ms. Jones.
- 790
- 00:49:32,577 --> 00:49:37,546
- SINGER: ♪ Everybody was dancing
- in the moonlight ♪
- 791
- 00:49:37,548 --> 00:49:39,415
- ♪ Dancing in the moonlight... ♪
- 792
- 00:49:39,417 --> 00:49:41,316
- - Thank you.
- - SINGER: ♪ Everybody's ♪
- 793
- 00:49:41,318 --> 00:49:43,484
- ♪ Feeling warm and bright ♪
- 794
- 00:49:43,486 --> 00:49:46,622
- ♪ It's such a fine
- and natural sight ♪
- 795
- 00:49:46,624 --> 00:49:50,558
- ♪ Everybody's dancing
- in the moonlight ♪
- 796
- 00:49:50,560 --> 00:49:51,894
- [DOOR OPENS]
- 797
- 00:49:51,896 --> 00:49:54,566
- [HEAVY MACHINERY WHIRRING]
- 798
- 00:50:02,807 --> 00:50:05,910
- [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING
- OVER RADIO]
- 799
- 00:50:24,729 --> 00:50:26,428
- How did you find me?
- 800
- 00:50:26,430 --> 00:50:28,430
- - Asked around.
- - TIM: Asked around...
- 801
- 00:50:28,432 --> 00:50:31,700
- [SNICKERS] That is
- so fucking unprofessional.
- 802
- 00:50:31,702 --> 00:50:33,935
- You know, I wouldn't...
- I wouldn't...
- 803
- 00:50:33,937 --> 00:50:35,537
- normally make a sale
- 804
- 00:50:35,539 --> 00:50:36,872
- under these circumstances.
- 805
- 00:50:36,874 --> 00:50:39,607
- AMANDA: Good thing you need
- the business.
- 806
- 00:50:39,609 --> 00:50:41,743
- I don't need the business.
- 807
- 00:50:41,745 --> 00:50:42,910
- Okay.
- 808
- 00:50:42,912 --> 00:50:44,580
- Th...
- 809
- 00:50:44,582 --> 00:50:46,649
- This is a temporary gig.
- 810
- 00:50:46,651 --> 00:50:47,886
- Fun.
- 811
- 00:50:49,452 --> 00:50:50,953
- I have had to hustle
- 812
- 00:50:50,955 --> 00:50:53,421
- for everything that I have.
- 813
- 00:50:53,423 --> 00:50:54,622
- You don't know
- 814
- 00:50:54,624 --> 00:50:55,991
- - where I come from.
- - Westchester.
- 815
- 00:50:55,993 --> 00:50:57,426
- - Amanda...
- - TIM: Fuck off.
- 816
- 00:50:57,428 --> 00:50:59,428
- You have no idea.
- 817
- 00:50:59,430 --> 00:51:01,529
- Give me five,
- 818
- 00:51:01,531 --> 00:51:04,399
- max ten years,
- 819
- 00:51:04,401 --> 00:51:07,803
- I will be running this game.
- 820
- 00:51:07,805 --> 00:51:09,004
- All up the coast,
- 821
- 00:51:09,006 --> 00:51:12,544
- I will be the guy.
- 822
- 00:51:22,720 --> 00:51:24,955
- - You got a creepy friend.
- - I know.
- 823
- 00:51:25,990 --> 00:51:27,926
- - We done here...
- - You got a gun?
- 824
- 00:51:33,664 --> 00:51:35,964
- Why do you care if I have a gun?
- 825
- 00:51:35,966 --> 00:51:37,665
- Just curious.
- 826
- 00:51:37,667 --> 00:51:39,535
- If you're planning to run
- the game in a few years
- 827
- 00:51:39,537 --> 00:51:40,935
- I imagine it might involve,
- 828
- 00:51:40,937 --> 00:51:43,571
- you know, violence.
- 829
- 00:51:43,573 --> 00:51:46,441
- Well, it's not gonna involve
- business lunches and golf.
- 830
- 00:51:46,443 --> 00:51:47,975
- So, you must have a gun.
- 831
- 00:51:47,977 --> 00:51:49,578
- None of your fucking business.
- 832
- 00:51:49,580 --> 00:51:50,946
- What, are you trying to get me
- in trouble?
- 833
- 00:51:50,948 --> 00:51:52,680
- - I bet he doesn't have one.
- - AMANDA: Yeah,
- 834
- 00:51:52,682 --> 00:51:53,948
- - I bet he's got like a...
- - A spork.
- 835
- 00:51:53,950 --> 00:51:55,783
- - AMANDA: You packin' a spork?
- - Fuck no,
- 836
- 00:51:55,785 --> 00:51:57,752
- I am not packing a spork.
- 837
- 00:51:57,754 --> 00:51:58,886
- What the fuck is wrong with you?
- 838
- 00:51:58,888 --> 00:51:59,955
- Yes,
- 839
- 00:51:59,957 --> 00:52:01,557
- I have a gun.
- 840
- 00:52:01,559 --> 00:52:02,991
- - Multiple guns?
- - Multiple gun...
- 841
- 00:52:02,993 --> 00:52:04,692
- No! One! One gun!
- 842
- 00:52:04,694 --> 00:52:05,894
- What, am I, fucking Rambo?
- 843
- 00:52:05,896 --> 00:52:07,562
- Do you have it on you?
- 844
- 00:52:07,564 --> 00:52:09,566
- - Why do you care?
- - He's lying.
- 845
- 00:52:11,801 --> 00:52:13,968
- I have a gun.
- 846
- 00:52:13,970 --> 00:52:15,506
- AMANDA: Good.
- 847
- 00:52:16,941 --> 00:52:18,841
- - Why "good?"
- - Because then Lily
- 848
- 00:52:18,843 --> 00:52:20,879
- has a business proposition
- for you.
- 849
- 00:52:26,015 --> 00:52:29,486
- [PIANO MUSIC PLAYING]
- 850
- 00:52:41,698 --> 00:52:44,802
- [WOMAN SINGS "AVE MARIA"]
- 851
- 00:54:13,089 --> 00:54:15,022
- - [SINGING STOPS ABRUPTLY]
- - AMANDA: Tim.
- 852
- 00:54:15,024 --> 00:54:16,959
- What?
- 853
- 00:54:16,961 --> 00:54:19,160
- AMANDA: So, you'll come in
- through here.
- 854
- 00:54:19,162 --> 00:54:22,631
- You'll break it.
- Use a brick or a heavy stone.
- 855
- 00:54:22,633 --> 00:54:24,198
- You're sure it'll break?
- 856
- 00:54:24,200 --> 00:54:26,602
- LILY: Yeah.
- A tree branch came through
- 857
- 00:54:26,604 --> 00:54:29,037
- the other one last summer.
- 858
- 00:54:29,039 --> 00:54:30,906
- TIM: All right.
- Well, that'll be loud.
- 859
- 00:54:30,908 --> 00:54:32,741
- Yeah. And that's the point.
- He'll wake up
- 860
- 00:54:32,743 --> 00:54:34,810
- and he'll likely come in
- through here.
- 861
- 00:54:34,812 --> 00:54:36,580
- And then you will...
- 862
- 00:54:40,149 --> 00:54:41,683
- TIM: Right?
- 863
- 00:54:41,685 --> 00:54:44,653
- - Am I missing something?
- - No, you got it.
- 864
- 00:54:44,655 --> 00:54:46,089
- I didn't think
- you'd bring it here.
- 865
- 00:54:49,827 --> 00:54:51,894
- You don't like it?
- 866
- 00:54:51,896 --> 00:54:53,694
- LILY: Please don't point
- that thing at me.
- 867
- 00:54:53,696 --> 00:54:54,865
- AMANDA: Is it loaded?
- 868
- 00:54:59,002 --> 00:55:00,736
- You wanna hold it?
- 869
- 00:55:00,738 --> 00:55:01,973
- No, thanks.
- 870
- 00:55:04,008 --> 00:55:05,143
- Come on.
- 871
- 00:55:12,649 --> 00:55:14,149
- Anyway, you'll shoot.
- 872
- 00:55:14,151 --> 00:55:16,183
- You'll grab some stuff,
- make it look like a robbery,
- 873
- 00:55:16,185 --> 00:55:17,886
- and then you'll run out
- the way you came.
- 874
- 00:55:17,888 --> 00:55:19,720
- - TIM: Then I'll go to my car.
- - AMANDA: Yeah.
- 875
- 00:55:19,722 --> 00:55:20,923
- TIM: Am I gonna trip an alarm?
- 876
- 00:55:20,925 --> 00:55:22,290
- AMANDA: There's no reason
- you'd set one.
- 877
- 00:55:22,292 --> 00:55:24,026
- TIM: The neighbors will call
- the cops.
- 878
- 00:55:24,028 --> 00:55:26,028
- AMANDA: I doubt it.
- There's no one especially close.
- 879
- 00:55:26,030 --> 00:55:27,962
- TIM: You ever heard a gunshot,
- sweetheart?
- 880
- 00:55:27,964 --> 00:55:29,964
- Plus sound carries
- over the water.
- 881
- 00:55:29,966 --> 00:55:31,667
- AMANDA: Then drive away quickly.
- 882
- 00:55:31,669 --> 00:55:34,069
- TIM: "Then drive away quickly."
- 883
- 00:55:34,071 --> 00:55:36,104
- Middle of the night in a quiet
- neighborhood like this.
- 884
- 00:55:36,106 --> 00:55:38,040
- What am I?
- Supposed to get lost in traffic?
- 885
- 00:55:38,042 --> 00:55:39,308
- Drive away at a moderate speed
- 886
- 00:55:39,310 --> 00:55:40,875
- without your headlights on.
- 887
- 00:55:40,877 --> 00:55:42,276
- No one will be able
- to ID your car.
- 888
- 00:55:42,278 --> 00:55:44,178
- Yeah, and slam into a tree,
- 889
- 00:55:44,180 --> 00:55:45,948
- on these windy fucking roads.
- 890
- 00:55:45,950 --> 00:55:49,051
- I believe in you.
- 891
- 00:55:49,053 --> 00:55:50,785
- TIM: [SCOFFS]
- You know what,
- 892
- 00:55:50,787 --> 00:55:52,754
- I don't think you girls
- are thinking this through.
- 893
- 00:55:52,756 --> 00:55:54,756
- AMANDA: Well, if you don't want
- the hundred thousand...
- 894
- 00:55:54,758 --> 00:55:55,924
- How do I know
- you're good for it?
- 895
- 00:55:55,926 --> 00:55:58,759
- AMANDA: We're good for it.
- 896
- 00:55:58,761 --> 00:55:59,995
- TIM: I know you're good for it.
- 897
- 00:55:59,997 --> 00:56:01,964
- But how do I know the fucking...
- 898
- 00:56:01,966 --> 00:56:03,932
- Swimfan over there
- isn't gonna have
- 899
- 00:56:03,934 --> 00:56:05,167
- an episode and change her mind?
- 900
- 00:56:05,169 --> 00:56:06,203
- We're good for it.
- 901
- 00:56:09,305 --> 00:56:11,872
- You sure you wanna let
- this bitch talk you into this?
- 902
- 00:56:11,874 --> 00:56:13,741
- TIM [OVER RECORDING]:
- Do you have it on you?
- 903
- 00:56:13,743 --> 00:56:14,810
- LILY [OVER RECORDING]: Yes.
- 904
- 00:56:14,812 --> 00:56:16,745
- TIM [OVER RECORDING]: You sure?
- 905
- 00:56:16,747 --> 00:56:19,013
- - LILY [OVER RECORDING]: Yeah.
- - TIM [OVER RECORDING]: Where?
- 906
- 00:56:19,015 --> 00:56:20,716
- LILY [OVER RECORDING]:
- Right here.
- 907
- 00:56:20,718 --> 00:56:22,216
- TIM [OVER RECORDING]:
- Okay. One gram or two?
- 908
- 00:56:22,218 --> 00:56:23,951
- LILY [OVER RECORDING]: Two.
- 909
- 00:56:23,953 --> 00:56:26,089
- TIM [OVER RECORDING]:
- Okay. That's one-twenty.
- 910
- 00:56:30,193 --> 00:56:31,896
- Why would you record that?
- 911
- 00:56:33,830 --> 00:56:35,263
- You're gonna blackmail me
- 912
- 00:56:35,265 --> 00:56:38,265
- into killing your stepdad?
- 913
- 00:56:38,267 --> 00:56:41,002
- - No. That's...
- - AMANDA: Yeah. Exactly that.
- 914
- 00:56:41,004 --> 00:56:43,104
- You got it.
- 915
- 00:56:43,106 --> 00:56:44,740
- TIM: Don't drag her into this.
- 916
- 00:56:44,742 --> 00:56:46,908
- And you know what?
- Don't drag me.
- 917
- 00:56:46,910 --> 00:56:48,243
- Because, unlike you,
- 918
- 00:56:48,245 --> 00:56:49,343
- we have lives to lead.
- 919
- 00:56:49,345 --> 00:56:52,113
- - Oh, you do?
- - Yeah.
- 920
- 00:56:52,115 --> 00:56:54,116
- I don't know about her,
- but I do.
- 921
- 00:56:54,118 --> 00:56:55,850
- You work in a nursing home.
- 922
- 00:56:55,852 --> 00:56:58,986
- Other than that,
- you sell drugs to children.
- 923
- 00:56:58,988 --> 00:57:00,321
- - That's a life?
- - Amanda...
- 924
- 00:57:00,323 --> 00:57:02,124
- Every business starts small.
- 925
- 00:57:02,126 --> 00:57:03,225
- Oh, really?
- 926
- 00:57:03,227 --> 00:57:04,392
- And what's next?
- 927
- 00:57:04,394 --> 00:57:06,093
- You're clearly only selling
- to minors
- 928
- 00:57:06,095 --> 00:57:07,395
- because you don't wanna
- get involved
- 929
- 00:57:07,397 --> 00:57:09,798
- - with the real dealers.
- - Hey, you don't know me.
- 930
- 00:57:09,800 --> 00:57:11,165
- You don't know me.
- 931
- 00:57:11,167 --> 00:57:13,834
- Give me a decade,
- I'm gonna be driving a car
- 932
- 00:57:13,836 --> 00:57:15,069
- just like the one out front.
- 933
- 00:57:15,071 --> 00:57:16,303
- I'm gonna move my family
- 934
- 00:57:16,305 --> 00:57:19,408
- into a neighborhood
- just like this one.
- 935
- 00:57:19,410 --> 00:57:22,009
- Because I got the drive.
- 936
- 00:57:22,011 --> 00:57:24,145
- Oh, yeah.
- And the mental toughness.
- 937
- 00:57:24,147 --> 00:57:26,013
- And a permanent spot
- on Connecticut's
- 938
- 00:57:26,015 --> 00:57:27,883
- sex offender registry.
- 939
- 00:57:27,885 --> 00:57:29,950
- So, I guess the day you move in
- you'll have to drive
- 940
- 00:57:29,952 --> 00:57:31,185
- that expensive car
- 941
- 00:57:31,187 --> 00:57:32,287
- door to door
- 942
- 00:57:32,289 --> 00:57:33,388
- introducing yourself
- 943
- 00:57:33,390 --> 00:57:35,156
- and trying
- to convince them that...
- 944
- 00:57:35,158 --> 00:57:37,024
- the only reason you had sex
- with a child
- 945
- 00:57:37,026 --> 00:57:38,794
- is because you were too afraid
- 946
- 00:57:38,796 --> 00:57:42,397
- to talk to anyone your own age.
- 947
- 00:57:42,399 --> 00:57:45,332
- [PERCUSSION MUSIC PLAYING]
- 948
- 00:57:45,334 --> 00:57:47,771
- [AMANDA GRUNTS]
- 949
- 00:57:57,814 --> 00:57:59,848
- Give me the phone.
- 950
- 00:57:59,850 --> 00:58:02,283
- TIM: You're not gonna use this.
- 951
- 00:58:02,285 --> 00:58:04,856
- Not in this house.
- Not in this neighborhood.
- 952
- 00:58:07,057 --> 00:58:09,857
- Cops would be here in a second.
- 953
- 00:58:09,859 --> 00:58:11,963
- Give me the phone.
- 954
- 00:58:16,934 --> 00:58:20,102
- Even if we were in the middle
- of nowhere,
- 955
- 00:58:20,104 --> 00:58:24,105
- you wouldn't shoot.
- 956
- 00:58:24,107 --> 00:58:26,941
- Even if no one...
- 957
- 00:58:26,943 --> 00:58:28,442
- would find out.
- 958
- 00:58:28,444 --> 00:58:29,814
- [TIM CHUCKLES]
- 959
- 00:58:33,182 --> 00:58:34,818
- You cannot hesitate.
- 960
- 00:58:37,453 --> 00:58:40,020
- The only thing worse
- than being incompetent
- 961
- 00:58:40,022 --> 00:58:41,256
- or being unkind
- 962
- 00:58:41,258 --> 00:58:43,258
- or being evil
- 963
- 00:58:43,260 --> 00:58:45,095
- is being indecisive.
- 964
- 00:58:51,234 --> 00:58:54,136
- [WATER SPLASHING]
- 965
- 00:58:54,138 --> 00:58:55,306
- Oh.
- 966
- 00:58:59,176 --> 00:59:01,245
- [GROANS]
- 967
- 00:59:04,414 --> 00:59:06,013
- AMANDA:
- You did something stupid,
- 968
- 00:59:06,015 --> 00:59:07,982
- and you took a head wound,
- 969
- 00:59:07,984 --> 00:59:09,049
- but we've stopped the bleeding,
- 970
- 00:59:09,051 --> 00:59:10,384
- and you're in a stable
- condition.
- 971
- 00:59:10,386 --> 00:59:12,953
- - I have to go to the hospital.
- - AMANDA: No.
- 972
- 00:59:12,955 --> 00:59:16,390
- I have to go to the hospital.
- 973
- 00:59:16,392 --> 00:59:18,426
- LILY: They're my mom's Vicodin
- from her back surgery.
- 974
- 00:59:18,428 --> 00:59:20,127
- AMANDA: Take no more than two
- at a time.
- 975
- 00:59:20,129 --> 00:59:22,265
- Keep it clean and it'll heal up
- naturally.
- 976
- 00:59:27,069 --> 00:59:29,404
- What am I gonna tell my dad?
- 977
- 00:59:29,406 --> 00:59:32,941
- AMANDA: Why will your dad care?
- 978
- 00:59:32,943 --> 00:59:34,412
- Because I live with him.
- 979
- 00:59:37,147 --> 00:59:40,281
- Wear a hat.
- 980
- 00:59:40,283 --> 00:59:42,517
- We're keeping this, by the way.
- 981
- 00:59:42,519 --> 00:59:44,055
- We'll put it inside the grill.
- 982
- 00:59:45,988 --> 00:59:47,421
- TIM: The what?
- 983
- 00:59:47,423 --> 00:59:49,290
- The second grill.
- It's the one furthest
- 984
- 00:59:49,292 --> 00:59:51,359
- from the house.
- Mark never uses it.
- 985
- 00:59:51,361 --> 00:59:53,093
- You can come get it
- Saturday night.
- 986
- 00:59:53,095 --> 00:59:54,164
- TIM: That's in, uh...
- 987
- 00:59:56,966 --> 00:59:58,966
- - three days.
- - BOTH: Yeah.
- 988
- 00:59:58,968 --> 01:00:03,037
- You can't give the fucking hole
- in my head time to close?
- 989
- 01:00:03,039 --> 01:00:05,207
- It has to be Saturday.
- 990
- 01:00:05,209 --> 01:00:06,341
- I'm on vacation with my mom,
- 991
- 01:00:06,343 --> 01:00:09,076
- and Amanda's at a residential
- 992
- 01:00:09,078 --> 01:00:10,544
- psychotherapy program.
- 993
- 01:00:10,546 --> 01:00:13,048
- If you tell anyone
- about any of this
- 994
- 01:00:13,050 --> 01:00:14,316
- or if you don't do your job,
- 995
- 01:00:14,318 --> 01:00:16,551
- we'll send the audio,
- which we've put online,
- 996
- 01:00:16,553 --> 01:00:18,055
- to the police.
- 997
- 01:00:23,593 --> 01:00:26,261
- I'm out.
- 998
- 01:00:26,263 --> 01:00:28,095
- I'm out.
- You...
- 999
- 01:00:28,097 --> 01:00:31,198
- you try anything,
- you're going to jail.
- 1000
- 01:00:31,200 --> 01:00:33,968
- I'm sorry, who...
- who's going to jail?
- 1001
- 01:00:33,970 --> 01:00:36,171
- AMANDA: We're just two minors
- with incredibly expensive
- 1002
- 01:00:36,173 --> 01:00:37,471
- - family lawyers.
- - LILY: Uh-hmm.
- 1003
- 01:00:37,473 --> 01:00:39,341
- AMANDA: On the other hand,
- if you have one more
- 1004
- 01:00:39,343 --> 01:00:42,142
- legal issue,
- even a minor drug offense,
- 1005
- 01:00:42,144 --> 01:00:43,278
- you're getting 15 years.
- 1006
- 01:00:43,280 --> 01:00:46,350
- [BRUSH SWISHING]
- 1007
- 01:00:48,551 --> 01:00:51,021
- [LILY SIGHS]
- 1008
- 01:00:54,490 --> 01:00:56,223
- Do you think
- he's actually gonna do it?
- 1009
- 01:00:56,225 --> 01:00:57,394
- He is.
- 1010
- 01:00:59,463 --> 01:01:01,263
- Just enjoy your spa weekend.
- 1011
- 01:01:01,265 --> 01:01:02,500
- I'll see you when it's done.
- 1012
- 01:01:07,203 --> 01:01:09,272
- [BRUSH SWISHING]
- 1013
- 01:01:12,109 --> 01:01:15,243
- Do you want, like, a...
- 1014
- 01:01:15,245 --> 01:01:17,982
- I don't know, a hug or...
- 1015
- 01:01:19,448 --> 01:01:20,984
- No.
- 1016
- 01:01:24,254 --> 01:01:25,389
- Okay.
- 1017
- 01:01:31,260 --> 01:01:34,331
- [AMBIENT MUSIC PLAYING]
- 1018
- 01:01:37,533 --> 01:01:40,602
- Thank you.
- 1019
- 01:01:40,604 --> 01:01:42,272
- LILY: Thanks.
- 1020
- 01:02:03,060 --> 01:02:05,162
- Mmm, so good.
- 1021
- 01:02:10,700 --> 01:02:13,567
- [POP MUSIC PLAYING]
- 1022
- 01:02:13,569 --> 01:02:17,173
- SINGER:
- ♪ [INDISTINCT] ♪
- 1023
- 01:02:45,635 --> 01:02:48,435
- [CRICKETS CHIRPING]
- 1024
- 01:02:48,437 --> 01:02:51,508
- [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
- 1025
- 01:04:09,452 --> 01:04:12,555
- [METAL CLANKS]
- 1026
- 01:04:21,832 --> 01:04:25,301
- [CRICKETS CHIRPING]
- 1027
- 01:04:32,309 --> 01:04:35,379
- SINGER:
- ♪ [INDISTINCT] ♪
- 1028
- 01:05:01,738 --> 01:05:04,742
- [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]
- 1029
- 01:05:27,430 --> 01:05:29,397
- [GASPS]
- 1030
- 01:05:29,399 --> 01:05:30,568
- Oh, my God!
- 1031
- 01:05:31,568 --> 01:05:32,734
- What are you doing here?
- 1032
- 01:05:32,736 --> 01:05:33,801
- MARK: I thought I'd drive in.
- 1033
- 01:05:33,803 --> 01:05:35,736
- Save you the train ride.
- 1034
- 01:05:35,738 --> 01:05:38,842
- [UPBEAT MUSIC PLAYING]
- 1035
- 01:05:41,678 --> 01:05:43,781
- [SLAMS]
- 1036
- 01:05:50,519 --> 01:05:52,352
- LILY: Fucking coward.
- 1037
- 01:05:52,354 --> 01:05:54,455
- You know, he's probably on his
- way to the police right now.
- 1038
- 01:05:54,457 --> 01:05:55,823
- - AMANDA: He won't.
- - You don't know that.
- 1039
- 01:05:55,825 --> 01:05:57,658
- AMANDA: He doesn't wanna get
- himself involved
- 1040
- 01:05:57,660 --> 01:05:59,660
- - in any legal trouble.
- - LILY: Well, then he'll come
- 1041
- 01:05:59,662 --> 01:06:01,328
- after us.
- I mean, he took his gun back.
- 1042
- 01:06:01,330 --> 01:06:03,497
- AMANDA: He has nothing to gain
- in doing that.
- 1043
- 01:06:03,499 --> 01:06:04,665
- He'll leave us alone,
- 1044
- 01:06:04,667 --> 01:06:05,767
- and we'll leave him alone.
- 1045
- 01:06:05,769 --> 01:06:07,468
- He doesn't deserve that.
- 1046
- 01:06:07,470 --> 01:06:09,370
- AMANDA: So, what, you want us
- to track him down
- 1047
- 01:06:09,372 --> 01:06:10,537
- and kill him too?
- 1048
- 01:06:10,539 --> 01:06:12,542
- Let's just murder
- half of Connecticut.
- 1049
- 01:06:16,312 --> 01:06:17,548
- We'll do it ourselves.
- 1050
- 01:06:20,684 --> 01:06:22,417
- I don't think
- you're in the right mindset
- 1051
- 01:06:22,419 --> 01:06:24,586
- to be planning this.
- 1052
- 01:06:24,588 --> 01:06:27,689
- - What kind of mindset am I in?
- - Lighting a cigarette indoors.
- 1053
- 01:06:27,691 --> 01:06:29,691
- - That kind of mindset.
- - Oh, is this your house?
- 1054
- 01:06:29,693 --> 01:06:31,359
- - Or is this my house?
- - I'm just saying,
- 1055
- 01:06:31,361 --> 01:06:32,759
- that if we're gonna do this
- it's because
- 1056
- 01:06:32,761 --> 01:06:34,529
- it's the right thing to do.
- 1057
- 01:06:34,531 --> 01:06:35,696
- Not because you're upset
- 1058
- 01:06:35,698 --> 01:06:38,732
- and you're going through
- a hard time.
- 1059
- 01:06:38,734 --> 01:06:40,468
- What kind of "hard time"
- 1060
- 01:06:40,470 --> 01:06:42,770
- am I going through?
- 1061
- 01:06:42,772 --> 01:06:44,339
- I mean everything.
- 1062
- 01:06:44,341 --> 01:06:46,406
- "Everything"?
- What is "everything?"
- 1063
- 01:06:46,408 --> 01:06:48,843
- My life is fine right now...
- 1064
- 01:06:48,845 --> 01:06:52,479
- AMANDA: I mean, you got expelled
- from Andover.
- 1065
- 01:06:52,481 --> 01:06:54,381
- And you lied to me about your
- internship.
- 1066
- 01:06:54,383 --> 01:06:57,487
- [CAR APPROACHING]
- 1067
- 01:07:01,490 --> 01:07:02,659
- Is that Mark?
- 1068
- 01:07:10,499 --> 01:07:13,603
- [FOOTSTEPS]
- 1069
- 01:07:29,419 --> 01:07:31,689
- What is this?
- 1070
- 01:07:36,959 --> 01:07:40,430
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
- 1071
- 01:08:04,787 --> 01:08:07,523
- Ow, uh, God.
- 1072
- 01:08:08,792 --> 01:08:10,394
- Where'd you get these?
- 1073
- 01:08:12,796 --> 01:08:14,761
- A store.
- 1074
- 01:08:14,763 --> 01:08:16,930
- MARK: Is this a thing
- you do now?
- 1075
- 01:08:16,932 --> 01:08:18,534
- You a smoker?
- 1076
- 01:08:20,704 --> 01:08:22,769
- [EXHALES]
- 1077
- 01:08:22,771 --> 01:08:24,037
- If my dad
- 1078
- 01:08:24,039 --> 01:08:26,707
- found me smoking in his house,
- 1079
- 01:08:26,709 --> 01:08:28,975
- I would've gotten the buckle-end
- of the belt.
- 1080
- 01:08:28,977 --> 01:08:30,713
- Is that what you wanna do?
- 1081
- 01:08:33,615 --> 01:08:35,683
- MARK: Just throw the pack out.
- I won't tell your mother.
- 1082
- 01:08:35,685 --> 01:08:37,818
- - Tell her.
- - She doesn't need one more thing
- 1083
- 01:08:37,820 --> 01:08:40,054
- to make her anxious.
- Which you'd know,
- 1084
- 01:08:40,056 --> 01:08:41,859
- - if you'd bother...
- - Leave her.
- 1085
- 01:08:46,596 --> 01:08:48,996
- What's that?
- 1086
- 01:08:48,998 --> 01:08:51,769
- If you want
- what's best for her...
- 1087
- 01:08:52,968 --> 01:08:54,504
- leave her.
- 1088
- 01:09:01,010 --> 01:09:02,809
- You couldn't possibly
- 1089
- 01:09:02,811 --> 01:09:05,779
- understand someone else's
- point of view.
- 1090
- 01:09:05,781 --> 01:09:07,048
- Could you?
- 1091
- 01:09:07,050 --> 01:09:08,648
- Not mine,
- 1092
- 01:09:08,650 --> 01:09:10,550
- not your friends',
- 1093
- 01:09:10,552 --> 01:09:11,853
- definitely not your mom's.
- 1094
- 01:09:11,855 --> 01:09:15,590
- - Fuck you.
- - Because in your brain,
- 1095
- 01:09:15,592 --> 01:09:16,924
- all these people
- 1096
- 01:09:16,926 --> 01:09:18,992
- are just...
- 1097
- 01:09:18,994 --> 01:09:22,598
- little offshoots
- of your consciousness.
- 1098
- 01:09:23,867 --> 01:09:25,733
- We're all your maids,
- 1099
- 01:09:25,735 --> 01:09:27,702
- aren't we?
- 1100
- 01:09:27,704 --> 01:09:29,737
- Your cleaning ladies.
- 1101
- 01:09:29,739 --> 01:09:31,742
- Your personal trainers.
- 1102
- 01:09:34,010 --> 01:09:35,777
- You know what?
- 1103
- 01:09:35,779 --> 01:09:37,745
- Put all the shit in your lungs
- 1104
- 01:09:37,747 --> 01:09:40,046
- that you want.
- 1105
- 01:09:40,048 --> 01:09:42,086
- We need to stop protecting you.
- 1106
- 01:09:43,653 --> 01:09:45,856
- Life needs to knock you
- around a little.
- 1107
- 01:09:47,589 --> 01:09:48,822
- Oh, and the only reason
- 1108
- 01:09:48,824 --> 01:09:51,058
- that I am still sending you
- to Brookmore
- 1109
- 01:09:51,060 --> 01:09:52,926
- is that I've paid in full.
- 1110
- 01:09:52,928 --> 01:09:54,097
- After that,
- 1111
- 01:09:55,131 --> 01:09:57,898
- you're off my payroll.
- 1112
- 01:09:57,900 --> 01:09:59,068
- Princess.
- 1113
- 01:10:02,605 --> 01:10:05,709
- [FOOTSTEPS]
- 1114
- 01:10:08,778 --> 01:10:10,914
- [DOOR SLAMS]
- 1115
- 01:10:15,819 --> 01:10:17,050
- You didn't do anything.
- 1116
- 01:10:17,052 --> 01:10:20,720
- - [METAL CLANKS]
- - AMANDA: You were never unsafe.
- 1117
- 01:10:20,722 --> 01:10:21,855
- So, you're okay with him
- 1118
- 01:10:21,857 --> 01:10:23,558
- talking to me like that?
- 1119
- 01:10:23,560 --> 01:10:26,160
- He's a cock.
- Is that new information for us?
- 1120
- 01:10:26,162 --> 01:10:27,929
- Honestly,
- he's not even that off-base.
- 1121
- 01:10:27,931 --> 01:10:31,832
- I mean, empathy isn't
- your strong suit.
- 1122
- 01:10:31,834 --> 01:10:34,068
- But you know that.
- 1123
- 01:10:34,070 --> 01:10:35,939
- You're great in other ways.
- 1124
- 01:10:40,677 --> 01:10:42,609
- - [EXHALES]
- - Hey! There you go.
- 1125
- 01:10:42,611 --> 01:10:44,178
- What?
- 1126
- 01:10:44,180 --> 01:10:48,049
- The Technique.
- You've been practicing.
- 1127
- 01:10:48,051 --> 01:10:50,654
- I'm not using
- The Technique, Amanda.
- 1128
- 01:10:54,690 --> 01:10:57,090
- Hey, can I ask you something?
- 1129
- 01:10:57,092 --> 01:10:58,628
- Yeah.
- 1130
- 01:10:59,796 --> 01:11:00,995
- Do you remember that time
- 1131
- 01:11:00,997 --> 01:11:03,029
- in ninth grade
- when we were driving home
- 1132
- 01:11:03,031 --> 01:11:04,232
- from my dad's funeral,
- 1133
- 01:11:04,234 --> 01:11:06,000
- and you were holding me,
- 1134
- 01:11:06,002 --> 01:11:07,835
- and we were crying?
- 1135
- 01:11:07,837 --> 01:11:08,972
- Yeah.
- 1136
- 01:11:11,106 --> 01:11:13,109
- Were you using The Technique?
- 1137
- 01:11:14,677 --> 01:11:15,913
- Yeah.
- 1138
- 01:11:17,913 --> 01:11:21,849
- That was good, wasn't it?
- 1139
- 01:11:21,851 --> 01:11:24,988
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
- 1140
- 01:11:28,257 --> 01:11:31,694
- [MARK GRUNTING]
- 1141
- 01:11:35,698 --> 01:11:36,867
- Ah, fuck!
- 1142
- 01:12:16,873 --> 01:12:20,741
- [INDISTINCT CHATTER]
- 1143
- 01:12:20,743 --> 01:12:23,109
- Sara, this is
- Mr. Geoffrey Hamilton.
- 1144
- 01:12:23,111 --> 01:12:24,946
- Little Miss Crewe is
- our new pupil.
- 1145
- 01:12:24,948 --> 01:12:26,179
- How do you do?
- 1146
- 01:12:26,181 --> 01:12:27,814
- How do you do?
- 1147
- 01:12:27,816 --> 01:12:29,750
- I believe I'm to
- teach you to ride.
- 1148
- 01:12:29,752 --> 01:12:31,018
- It's funny to think how everyone
- 1149
- 01:12:31,020 --> 01:12:34,688
- in this movie is dead now.
- 1150
- 01:12:34,690 --> 01:12:36,122
- Or, like,
- 1151
- 01:12:36,124 --> 01:12:37,927
- at least very old.
- 1152
- 01:12:39,729 --> 01:12:41,999
- He's probably got
- a motor-scooter now.
- 1153
- 01:12:43,199 --> 01:12:46,067
- She... pees in a bag.
- 1154
- 01:12:46,069 --> 01:12:48,935
- She's an obligation
- to her family.
- 1155
- 01:12:48,937 --> 01:12:50,270
- They take turns visiting her.
- 1156
- 01:12:50,272 --> 01:12:51,839
- And...
- 1157
- 01:12:51,841 --> 01:12:53,840
- and when they sit next
- to her bed
- 1158
- 01:12:53,842 --> 01:12:57,077
- and this movie comes on the TV,
- she goes, "My,
- 1159
- 01:12:57,079 --> 01:12:59,815
- - what a pretty young thing..."
- - You're bumming me out.
- 1160
- 01:13:05,855 --> 01:13:08,188
- AMANDA: You okay?
- 1161
- 01:13:08,190 --> 01:13:10,358
- LILY: I'm fine.
- 1162
- 01:13:10,360 --> 01:13:12,792
- Why?
- 1163
- 01:13:12,794 --> 01:13:15,129
- AMANDA: Just three days
- of radio silence and then,
- 1164
- 01:13:15,131 --> 01:13:18,965
- like, very urgent text messages.
- 1165
- 01:13:18,967 --> 01:13:21,202
- AMANDA: You know, if you wanna
- get back to the plan we can...
- 1166
- 01:13:21,204 --> 01:13:23,240
- I don't wanna talk
- about the plan.
- 1167
- 01:13:25,908 --> 01:13:29,012
- [ERGOMETER WHIRRING]
- 1168
- 01:13:42,859 --> 01:13:43,994
- Um...
- 1169
- 01:13:46,294 --> 01:13:47,995
- Do you remember that stuff
- 1170
- 01:13:47,997 --> 01:13:51,866
- you were saying to Tim
- the other day?
- 1171
- 01:13:51,868 --> 01:13:53,134
- What stuff?
- 1172
- 01:13:53,136 --> 01:13:56,770
- The stuff about how...
- 1173
- 01:13:56,772 --> 01:13:58,272
- his life...
- 1174
- 01:13:58,274 --> 01:14:01,876
- - isn't worth living.
- - Yeah.
- 1175
- 01:14:01,878 --> 01:14:03,880
- Do you ever ask that question
- about yourself?
- 1176
- 01:14:06,949 --> 01:14:08,049
- Like, any of our lives?
- 1177
- 01:14:08,051 --> 01:14:10,283
- Like, in a philosophical sense?
- 1178
- 01:14:10,285 --> 01:14:11,919
- Like...
- 1179
- 01:14:11,921 --> 01:14:13,890
- your life...
- 1180
- 01:14:14,790 --> 01:14:15,958
- in particular.
- 1181
- 01:14:19,796 --> 01:14:22,196
- I just mean like...
- 1182
- 01:14:22,198 --> 01:14:24,031
- If you can't...
- 1183
- 01:14:24,033 --> 01:14:26,032
- feel anything,
- 1184
- 01:14:26,034 --> 01:14:28,234
- like, even happiness
- 1185
- 01:14:28,236 --> 01:14:29,772
- or...
- 1186
- 01:14:39,882 --> 01:14:41,318
- I'm so sorry. I...
- 1187
- 01:14:43,086 --> 01:14:44,253
- I didn't mean that.
- 1188
- 01:14:46,823 --> 01:14:48,057
- No, it's...
- 1189
- 01:14:49,357 --> 01:14:51,861
- It's okay. I just never really
- thought about it.
- 1190
- 01:15:00,203 --> 01:15:01,370
- Stop.
- 1191
- 01:15:06,042 --> 01:15:07,209
- I drugged it.
- 1192
- 01:15:10,212 --> 01:15:11,380
- You what?
- 1193
- 01:15:13,082 --> 01:15:15,185
- I put Rohypnol in it.
- 1194
- 01:15:18,454 --> 01:15:20,321
- You roofied me.
- 1195
- 01:15:20,323 --> 01:15:21,825
- Yeah.
- 1196
- 01:15:23,325 --> 01:15:24,858
- Why?
- 1197
- 01:15:24,860 --> 01:15:26,363
- LILY: Because I...
- 1198
- 01:15:28,230 --> 01:15:31,365
- was gonna knock you out
- and then go upstairs.
- 1199
- 01:15:31,367 --> 01:15:33,367
- And afterwards I was gonna put
- the knife in your hand
- 1200
- 01:15:33,369 --> 01:15:35,005
- to make it look like you'd...
- 1201
- 01:15:44,513 --> 01:15:46,980
- Oh, I'm so sorry, okay? I...
- 1202
- 01:15:46,982 --> 01:15:49,116
- I don't even know
- what I was thinking. Just...
- 1203
- 01:15:49,118 --> 01:15:53,153
- Just give me the glass
- and I'll throw them both away...
- 1204
- 01:15:53,155 --> 01:15:55,054
- Stop.
- 1205
- 01:15:55,056 --> 01:15:56,193
- Stop it.
- 1206
- 01:16:00,930 --> 01:16:02,095
- AMANDA: Ooh.
- 1207
- 01:16:02,097 --> 01:16:03,300
- What did you do?
- 1208
- 01:16:04,199 --> 01:16:05,367
- I drank it.
- 1209
- 01:16:09,172 --> 01:16:11,875
- I told you not to. You...
- 1210
- 01:16:13,008 --> 01:16:14,308
- You need to go throw up.
- Come on.
- 1211
- 01:16:14,310 --> 01:16:15,475
- No, thanks.
- 1212
- 01:16:15,477 --> 01:16:17,111
- LILY: Do you know
- what this does?
- 1213
- 01:16:17,113 --> 01:16:18,946
- Oh, yeah. It, um...
- 1214
- 01:16:18,948 --> 01:16:21,418
- Oh, God, you really dosed
- this motherfucker up.
- 1215
- 01:16:25,053 --> 01:16:26,422
- Why would you do that?
- 1216
- 01:16:34,363 --> 01:16:36,162
- I live a meaningless life...
- 1217
- 01:16:36,164 --> 01:16:37,264
- LILY: No.
- 1218
- 01:16:37,266 --> 01:16:40,070
- You're...
- you're a great...
- 1219
- 01:16:40,336 --> 01:16:41,471
- friend.
- 1220
- 01:16:46,342 --> 01:16:47,477
- I'm a...
- 1221
- 01:16:51,513 --> 01:16:54,251
- I'm a skilled imitator.
- 1222
- 01:17:01,056 --> 01:17:02,191
- Hey.
- 1223
- 01:17:04,327 --> 01:17:05,462
- Hey!
- 1224
- 01:17:11,266 --> 01:17:14,336
- [INDISTINCT TV CHATTER]
- 1225
- 01:17:21,510 --> 01:17:23,946
- [GASPS]
- 1226
- 01:17:25,981 --> 01:17:29,084
- [BREATHES HEAVILY]
- 1227
- 01:17:35,290 --> 01:17:38,360
- [FESTIVE MUSIC PLAYING OVER TV]
- 1228
- 01:17:46,068 --> 01:17:48,972
- [CHATTER ON TV CONTINUES,
- INDISTINCT]
- 1229
- 01:17:57,512 --> 01:17:59,279
- SARA [OVER TV]: Are they
- going to South Africa too?
- 1230
- 01:17:59,281 --> 01:18:01,115
- ROSE [OVER TV]:
- Yes, dear.
- 1231
- 01:18:01,117 --> 01:18:03,416
- They're going to relieve
- our poor soldiers in Mafeking.
- 1232
- 01:18:03,418 --> 01:18:06,019
- SARA: Is there something the matter
- with our soldiers in Mafeking?
- 1233
- 01:18:06,021 --> 01:18:07,621
- ROSE: The Boers have them
- all cut off.
- 1234
- 01:18:07,623 --> 01:18:09,389
- We were unable to break
- through their lines
- 1235
- 01:18:09,391 --> 01:18:11,492
- - and get help to them.
- - [CLATTERING]
- 1236
- 01:18:11,494 --> 01:18:14,097
- [CHATTER ON TV CONTINUES]
- 1237
- 01:18:31,646 --> 01:18:36,151
- SARA: Miss Rose,
- my daddy's at Mafeking.
- 1238
- 01:18:37,153 --> 01:18:39,118
- [SARA CRYING]
- 1239
- 01:18:39,120 --> 01:18:42,121
- ROSE:
- Oh, darling, I'm so sorry.
- 1240
- 01:18:42,123 --> 01:18:43,523
- I didn't know.
- 1241
- 01:18:43,525 --> 01:18:44,692
- SARA:
- Oh, it's miserable.
- 1242
- 01:18:44,694 --> 01:18:46,160
- ROSE: Shh.
- 1243
- 01:18:46,162 --> 01:18:48,228
- [SARA CONTINUES CRYING]
- 1244
- 01:18:48,230 --> 01:18:50,496
- ROSE:
- Darling, you mustn't cry.
- 1245
- 01:18:50,498 --> 01:18:52,633
- I'm sure he'll be all right.
- 1246
- 01:18:52,635 --> 01:18:54,568
- [ERGOMETER STOPS]
- 1247
- 01:18:54,570 --> 01:18:56,202
- ROSE:
- Good afternoon, Mr. Geoffrey.
- 1248
- 01:18:56,204 --> 01:18:57,571
- GEOFFREY [OVER TV]: Good afternoon.
- Is Miss Sara ready for her ride?
- 1249
- 01:18:57,573 --> 01:18:59,273
- - [LOUD THUDS]
- - ROSE: Yes, she'll be down presently.
- 1250
- 01:18:59,275 --> 01:19:01,274
- GEOFFREY:
- Thanks.
- 1251
- 01:19:01,276 --> 01:19:03,477
- Oh, are we all ready?
- 1252
- 01:19:03,479 --> 01:19:06,112
- [LOUDER THUDS]
- 1253
- 01:19:06,114 --> 01:19:09,316
- GEOFFREY: The two most
- beautiful ladies in the world.
- 1254
- 01:19:09,318 --> 01:19:11,218
- Why are you not
- in your riding things?
- 1255
- 01:19:11,220 --> 01:19:14,388
- I can't go today. Ermengarde
- needs extra tutoring today.
- 1256
- 01:19:14,390 --> 01:19:15,488
- GEOFFREY:
- Oh, will it take all afternoon?
- 1257
- 01:19:15,490 --> 01:19:17,090
- ROSE: I'm afraid so.
- 1258
- 01:19:17,092 --> 01:19:18,258
- I have to stay with her until
- 1259
- 01:19:18,260 --> 01:19:19,526
- she can spell Constantinople.
- 1260
- 01:19:19,528 --> 01:19:21,327
- GEOFFREY:
- Heavens, that may take months.
- 1261
- 01:19:21,329 --> 01:19:23,365
- ROSE:
- You leave that to me.
- 1262
- 01:19:26,601 --> 01:19:28,238
- GEOFFREY: Shall we go?
- 1263
- 01:19:29,504 --> 01:19:31,337
- Have you been crying?
- 1264
- 01:19:31,339 --> 01:19:33,540
- But you have, there are still
- tears in your eyes.
- 1265
- 01:19:33,542 --> 01:19:36,175
- SARA:
- It's just this London fog.
- 1266
- 01:19:36,177 --> 01:19:38,647
- GEOFFREY: Oh, well, if that's
- all, let's be off, shall we?
- 1267
- 01:19:49,357 --> 01:19:51,125
- SARA: Mr. Geoffrey.
- 1268
- 01:19:51,127 --> 01:19:52,693
- Would you mind very much
- if we didn't ride today?
- 1269
- 01:19:52,695 --> 01:19:55,129
- GEOFFREY: Not at all, dear.
- But may I ask why not?
- 1270
- 01:19:55,131 --> 01:19:57,130
- - [FOOTSTEPS APPROACHING]
- - SARA: I'd like to talk to you.
- 1271
- 01:19:57,132 --> 01:19:58,467
- GEOFFREY: All right.
- 1272
- 01:20:00,336 --> 01:20:02,402
- [LILY PANTING]
- 1273
- 01:20:02,404 --> 01:20:04,337
- [TV CHATTER CONTINUES,
- INDISTINCT]
- 1274
- 01:20:04,339 --> 01:20:06,709
- - [KNIFE THUDS]
- - [LILY BREATHING HEAVILY]
- 1275
- 01:20:18,186 --> 01:20:21,256
- [AMANDA SNORING]
- 1276
- 01:20:44,480 --> 01:20:47,550
- [INDISTINCT TV CHATTER]
- 1277
- 01:21:03,298 --> 01:21:06,700
- [LILY SOBS]
- 1278
- 01:21:06,702 --> 01:21:10,536
- MAN [OVER TV]: You take advantage of
- my absence to become a riding master?
- 1279
- 01:21:10,538 --> 01:21:12,272
- And next door to me own house?
- 1280
- 01:21:12,274 --> 01:21:13,840
- Where's your family pride, boy?
- 1281
- 01:21:13,842 --> 01:21:15,475
- GEOFFREY [OVER TV]:
- Well, sir, one must eat,
- 1282
- 01:21:15,477 --> 01:21:17,443
- and family pride
- is a pretty thin diet.
- 1283
- 01:21:17,445 --> 01:21:18,511
- MAN: Oh, blackmail?
- 1284
- 01:21:18,513 --> 01:21:20,546
- You think I'll buy you off?
- 1285
- 01:21:20,548 --> 01:21:22,715
- GEOFFREY: I hadn't thought of
- that, but it's not a bad idea.
- 1286
- 01:21:22,717 --> 01:21:24,684
- MAN: I'll see you hanged,
- drawn and quartered for that.
- 1287
- 01:21:24,686 --> 01:21:26,853
- Wait till I see the woman
- who runs this school.
- 1288
- 01:21:26,855 --> 01:21:28,589
- I'll put a spoke in your wheel.
- 1289
- 01:21:28,591 --> 01:21:30,323
- GEOFFREY:
- Do! She'd love to know
- 1290
- 01:21:30,325 --> 01:21:31,325
- my grandfather is Lord Wickham.
- 1291
- 01:21:31,327 --> 01:21:33,393
- She'll probably
- raise my salary!
- 1292
- 01:21:33,395 --> 01:21:37,434
- [HIGH-PITCHED WHINE
- DROWNS OUT ALL SOUND]
- 1293
- 01:21:40,436 --> 01:21:41,738
- [WHINE STOPS ABRUPTLY]
- 1294
- 01:21:45,440 --> 01:21:48,544
- [CAR APPROACHING]
- 1295
- 01:21:54,449 --> 01:21:56,251
- [CAR DOOR OPENS]
- 1296
- 01:22:03,292 --> 01:22:04,461
- Tim?
- 1297
- 01:22:08,364 --> 01:22:10,433
- [EXHALES]
- 1298
- 01:22:11,734 --> 01:22:13,236
- Moving up in the world.
- 1299
- 01:22:17,338 --> 01:22:18,604
- What are you doing here?
- 1300
- 01:22:18,606 --> 01:22:21,407
- Lunch meeting.
- 1301
- 01:22:21,409 --> 01:22:23,378
- It's only weird
- if you make it weird.
- 1302
- 01:22:26,915 --> 01:22:28,814
- So, what's your meeting?
- 1303
- 01:22:28,816 --> 01:22:30,783
- College interview, actually.
- 1304
- 01:22:30,785 --> 01:22:32,618
- They take you out
- to lunches for those?
- 1305
- 01:22:32,620 --> 01:22:34,821
- They don't usually, but, um...
- 1306
- 01:22:34,823 --> 01:22:36,657
- the guy interviewing me is...
- 1307
- 01:22:36,659 --> 01:22:38,828
- was actually a friend
- of my stepdad's.
- 1308
- 01:22:40,762 --> 01:22:42,265
- I heard.
- 1309
- 01:22:43,464 --> 01:22:44,801
- I heard about that.
- 1310
- 01:22:46,569 --> 01:22:49,835
- I'm sorry... for your loss.
- 1311
- 01:22:49,837 --> 01:22:52,872
- It's been a tough time
- for my family.
- 1312
- 01:22:52,874 --> 01:22:54,444
- But we're pushing through it.
- 1313
- 01:22:59,714 --> 01:23:01,848
- Uh, I think...
- 1314
- 01:23:01,850 --> 01:23:03,419
- this is for you.
- 1315
- 01:23:17,600 --> 01:23:19,302
- Just so you know...
- 1316
- 01:23:26,675 --> 01:23:28,444
- I'm glad you didn't show up.
- 1317
- 01:23:30,712 --> 01:23:32,578
- Okay.
- 1318
- 01:23:32,580 --> 01:23:34,781
- I wanted her to forget
- all about it, but...
- 1319
- 01:23:34,783 --> 01:23:36,983
- she...
- 1320
- 01:23:36,985 --> 01:23:38,488
- felt differently.
- 1321
- 01:23:41,356 --> 01:23:43,389
- Did you, uh...
- 1322
- 01:23:43,391 --> 01:23:44,793
- talk to her after that?
- 1323
- 01:23:48,596 --> 01:23:50,800
- She did write me
- a letter, though.
- 1324
- 01:23:52,001 --> 01:23:53,669
- About a week ago.
- 1325
- 01:23:56,404 --> 01:23:57,673
- TIM: What did it say?
- 1326
- 01:24:01,810 --> 01:24:03,745
- AMANDA: Things actually
- aren't bad here.
- 1327
- 01:24:06,382 --> 01:24:07,714
- Food's okay,
- 1328
- 01:24:07,716 --> 01:24:09,785
- staff are generally
- nice people.
- 1329
- 01:24:12,788 --> 01:24:14,520
- The therapists
- have been working with me
- 1330
- 01:24:14,522 --> 01:24:17,791
- to fill in my memories
- of those missing hours.
- 1331
- 01:24:17,793 --> 01:24:19,896
- And it's kind
- of a fun exercise.
- 1332
- 01:24:21,497 --> 01:24:22,895
- I can tell them fucking
- anything and they'll
- 1333
- 01:24:22,897 --> 01:24:24,801
- just write it down and nod.
- 1334
- 01:24:28,971 --> 01:24:31,772
- In other news, the ol'
- medication-of-the-month club
- 1335
- 01:24:31,774 --> 01:24:33,807
- is back in full swing,
- 1336
- 01:24:33,809 --> 01:24:35,642
- and the latest ones
- are making me sleep
- 1337
- 01:24:35,644 --> 01:24:39,712
- 14 hours a day
- and dream constantly.
- 1338
- 01:24:39,714 --> 01:24:42,448
- You're in a lot of them.
- 1339
- 01:24:42,450 --> 01:24:44,651
- In one of the recurring ones,
- we're in your living room,
- 1340
- 01:24:44,653 --> 01:24:47,821
- and I've just drank
- your drugged screwdriver...
- 1341
- 01:24:47,823 --> 01:24:49,689
- and you're screaming,
- 1342
- 01:24:49,691 --> 01:24:52,526
- asking me why I did it.
- 1343
- 01:24:52,528 --> 01:24:55,597
- Asking me why I have a horse's
- head instead of my face.
- 1344
- 01:24:57,065 --> 01:24:59,733
- And I wanna tell you
- that I don't,
- 1345
- 01:24:59,735 --> 01:25:01,667
- but I turn to you
- and I open my mouth
- 1346
- 01:25:01,669 --> 01:25:02,768
- and all that comes out is...
- 1347
- 01:25:02,770 --> 01:25:04,873
- [HORSE NEIGHS]
- 1348
- 01:25:06,941 --> 01:25:08,974
- AMANDA: And then there's
- this other recurring dream
- 1349
- 01:25:08,976 --> 01:25:10,777
- that doesn't involve you
- at all.
- 1350
- 01:25:10,779 --> 01:25:12,482
- And it goes like this:
- 1351
- 01:25:14,882 --> 01:25:17,451
- I'm Honeymooner,
- 1352
- 01:25:17,453 --> 01:25:18,955
- and I'm dying.
- 1353
- 01:25:20,489 --> 01:25:21,921
- And I rise out of my body,
- 1354
- 01:25:21,923 --> 01:25:24,624
- and I'm staring down
- at our whole suburb,
- 1355
- 01:25:24,626 --> 01:25:27,560
- and time is speeding up.
- 1356
- 01:25:27,562 --> 01:25:29,528
- And I see generations
- of people coming,
- 1357
- 01:25:29,530 --> 01:25:31,833
- and going,
- and building bigger houses.
- 1358
- 01:25:33,735 --> 01:25:35,102
- And then eventually...
- 1359
- 01:25:35,104 --> 01:25:37,703
- the people start spending
- more and more of their time
- 1360
- 01:25:37,705 --> 01:25:40,540
- staring at their smartphones.
- 1361
- 01:25:40,542 --> 01:25:42,108
- And soon enough,
- they're forgetting to clean
- 1362
- 01:25:42,110 --> 01:25:43,542
- their houses,
- 1363
- 01:25:43,544 --> 01:25:44,877
- or mow their lawns,
- 1364
- 01:25:44,879 --> 01:25:46,846
- or eat,
- 1365
- 01:25:46,848 --> 01:25:49,116
- and eventually, all the houses
- rot and collapse,
- 1366
- 01:25:49,118 --> 01:25:50,817
- and the people disappear,
- 1367
- 01:25:50,819 --> 01:25:53,455
- vanishing completely
- into the Internet.
- 1368
- 01:25:55,524 --> 01:25:56,956
- And then...
- 1369
- 01:25:56,958 --> 01:25:58,994
- and this is the really
- beautiful part,
- 1370
- 01:26:00,729 --> 01:26:03,563
- the horses take over.
- 1371
- 01:26:03,565 --> 01:26:05,064
- And the whole suburb
- is just beautiful
- 1372
- 01:26:05,066 --> 01:26:07,099
- thoroughbred stallions
- with no owners
- 1373
- 01:26:07,101 --> 01:26:10,002
- and no memory of owners
- and no way of knowing
- 1374
- 01:26:10,004 --> 01:26:11,904
- how expensive they are,
- 1375
- 01:26:11,906 --> 01:26:14,811
- just mating and galloping
- through the ruins.
- 1376
- 01:26:24,686 --> 01:26:26,756
- What did it say?
- 1377
- 01:26:29,024 --> 01:26:31,023
- I don't know.
- 1378
- 01:26:31,025 --> 01:26:33,061
- I just threw it away.
- 1379
- 01:26:34,596 --> 01:26:38,767
- [ELECTRONIC MUSIC PLAYING]
- 1380
- 01:27:24,613 --> 01:27:27,717
- [SUSPENSEFUL MUSIC PLAYING]
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