Wednesday, April 25, 2018
Factory: Ok then
Thursday, April 26, 2018
Kära: Did you know that I'm scared?
Kära: I admit it, even if it makes me seem weak
Factory: scared of what
Kära: I'm scared of dying. I'm scared of being alone. I'm scared of living a pointless life. I'm scared of being loved.
Kära: Most of all, I'm scared of myself
Kära: I just get this feeling inside me and it's so uncomfortable. It makes me remember when I would lay in the dark as a child, unable to sleep with nobody to talk to
Kära: Sometimes I feel like that hasn't changed. And I'm scared
Kära: I've always been alone, man. My whole life. I've never truly had a connection with anyone. I'm even alone in the things i feel
Kära: What am i supposed to do with myself?
Factory: Idk
Factory: drink a beer or something
Kära: I'm tired of questioning myself and the life i live
Kära: All i want is to forget my childhood and be happy
Kära: And i know you don't care, and I'm sorry. I just have nobody to talk to
Factory: Ikr this fucking mexican kid tried to fight me at school the other day
Factory: I would have punched back
Factory: but I didn't wanna get suspended
Factory: being a kid sucks lol
Kära: Fuck that kid
Factory: Somehow Im racist
Kära: How old are you
Factory: Because Im a repubilcan
Factory: 15
Kära: Wow
Factory: he has an F in default math and calls me retarded
Factory: lol
Kära: I would be dead today if i wasnt so scared
Kära: I have never cared about myself
Kära: I am pathetic
Factory: He also said he could knock me out in 1 punch but hit me 3 times and I was like fuck this gay shit lmao
Kära: Yeah, you really don't care
Kära: i am completely alone
Factory: It would be easier to care if you were more specific about what you were upset about
Kära is now Offline