I'll be frank with you by saying that I'm thinking about leaving the faction.
I don't know why but I lost the desire to get in-game, probably due to this routine we got used to - Roaming inside the Pen or sitting/fighting with niggers around the Stacks and it all became really boring.
I wanted to go through another IC job by dealing weapons on a regular basis but I find out it's hard to get. Along with Benny's stupid black-jack games all day long which are being a source of silly arguments and other stuff.
I must say that it has nothing to do with the 'promotion' thing - I never thought about getting made as my main goal. But I do think about being your right hand and getting more involved in the businesses, but after Stanley got made(that I think it was a great movement) I kinda lost my chances to be your right hand in everything, that's pretty obvious and understandable but still..
I hope you'll understand my position and maybe help me out.