This Doesn't Feel Like Me 34

app tl sum. not that accurate(slang mostly ..).

recap of last part(read last sum for it). dad and stuff how she was a regular shopper at their vegetable store(dead mom). then how one day and here mom demands her bag back or else she'll call the cops. red here denies doing that and asks her why does mom wants to make her out a thief. granny then asks if red stole smth from her and denies them doing any of that(notsure). mom then kinda goes how red was lingering around not buying anything and prbly wanting smth. dead mom then kinda goes how granny and red look like thieves to her and demands her bag back and she wont call the cops. granny defends her kid/red from mom's accusations. mom tells her not to touch her cause ..dirty hands. granny goes slang with an insult-threat on mom and mom goes slang too with some ridicule slang and backs down but tells red that if a girl like her would carry the bag, ppl would assume she's a thief or a poser. granny defends red/her grandchild again with insults on mom's accusations. dead mom taunts granny some more on red and tells granny to sell her shit/bag and give red surgery on her terrible face and granny tells mom to prbly gtfo now. fmc then comes and asks why is she crying cause she did a good job and agrees that it's a good thing to sell it and fix her face.

red's thoughts how after that day granny got sick and died soon after. how she was angry and that time she went to a guy in the neighborhood with a bad rep. gman here and goes how she's from the vegetable shop and and asks about the money she has for him. red goes how even if she sells her body she will give him the money and to do her the favor. gman taunts her cause who would pay to fuck her. he goes how her boobs are big and nice and then tells her who he will listen to her requests and pulls her in. red goes how that woman has a pretty face and is rich. how she wants her to lose everything and go ugly/slowly collapse(notsure).

flashback over and red goes how she wanted to see that with her own eyes but how she never thought she'd die that way. dad then asks if 'sul yeon-yi'/fmc? knew the truth. red tells him no and how she didn't talk about it to fmc, how that wasn't smth she could have talked with her about, cause fmc ... dad then thinks 'really..fmc..'.


fmc and mc come and she tells dad how he said he wouldn't come home today. dad tells her that's done/over and how he and fmc ..and fmc tells mc to go to his room now that his dad and her have smth to talk about and he agrees.

fmc goes how what's so important that he waited without even changing clothes. she takes it as a game and goes about where should she guess there, but then she goes 'us to stop it'. fmc is all 'right?' and how she figured how that was about to be brought up and how she too planed to bring up that talk topic with him. then how seeing dad, what else could it be and dad kinda disagrees(notsure). she asks what then and he goes 'You're my dead wife Jang Soo-jin's daughter, Song Sul-yeon.'(notsure mostly about the names..). fmc goes '!!' and dad asks her why is she doing this for. how no matter how he thinks he cannot understand it. fmc tells him there's nothing to try to understand in what 'soo-jin' treasured. how she just wanted to take everything she had. how she didn't even opened her eyes well and was thrown at smbdy else's house(notsure). how she wanted to have everything(notsure). then dad goes how seeing fmc now, dead mom was prbly of 14 years of age when she had her and how prbly she was too scared to raise a child on her own, and tells her how doesn't this make her/him understand a little bit of what dead mom thought/did. how now she's dead so there's nothing they can do there/all is good(notsure). fmc is all 'is that so?' and tells him how her family is not what dead mom cared about(notsure) and how dad prbly was aware of that and how she was seeing another man in secret without him knowing. fmc then tells him that she will leave and asks if she can come by tomorrow to grab her stuff. dad then goes how that was the reason why he didn't file the marriage and how he wanted to be sure before letting smbdy into his family, and it's how he found out how she really looked like. dad then tells her how he hopes she wont live her life like her mother. fmc tells dad not to worry and .. *places her hands on her womb* and goes: that if she ever finds herself in a situation like dead moms, she will never abandon it. tbc...