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Covet: -Eli was sitting at the kitchen table getting his notes for his class thing tomorrow organized along with a list of things he needed to do tomorrow-
Tsaaq: Bliss came into the apartment and went towards the desk, going towards all of her organization binders and sticky notes, piling it up in her arms before going towards the kitchen waste basket and tossing her things into it.
Covet: -He looked up at her and watched her throw it all away. He raised his eyebrows- Well that was quite the statement, Care to explain what it means? -He asked in a neutral tone-
Tsaaq: "I don't need these things anymore. That's all." Bliss said with a shrug of her shoulders. "I don't really need to plan every step of anything anymore." She sighed. "Just settling." She said as she moved towards the couch, opening up her 3DS and starting to play Pokemon Sun and Moon.
Covet: -Eli frowned and got up from his spot, and pulled them back out of the trash and set them on the counter, before he made his way over to her, sitting in the chair- Is this about yesterday? -He asked in a calm manner-
Tsaaq: Bliss shrugged her shoulders. "I told you already Eli. I'll just do what you say, it's the easiest solution for me." She whispered, staring at her 3DS screen.
Covet: -He sighed and crossed his arms- If you're expecting me to tell you how to live every aspect of your life,  It's not happening. You're your own person, not some programable robot. -He said looking over at her-
Tsaaq: "I'm not." She replied softly, still looking at her game. "I'm just not going to stress about anything anymore. Whatever happens happens. I've accepted whatever fate the world throws at me." She said quietly.
Covet: So you're giving up everything? -He said flatly- You're just going to sit here and do nothing? You realize you have responsibilities that you planned...that you wanted to do...that are expected of you... How is this productive....with anything? -He said confused-
Tsaaq: She sighed, pausing her game as she turned to look at him. "I never said I wasn't going to do any of those things. I'm just not going to stress myself out over anything." Bliss replied.
Covet: -He furrowed his brow- I'm really confused right now... I don't think I've ever seen you not stress....I mean...some things need to be stressed... I'm not even making sense now...-He grumbled-
Tsaaq: Bliss lowered her head and stared into her lap, staying silent. "I don't want to lose you." She said inaudibly, she covered the tail end of her quiet sentence with a faux cough as she picked up her 3DS once more.
Covet: -He furrowed his brows and looked at her- What? -he asked seeing her lips sort of move, but not hearing anything. He sat there for a long moment just watching her play her game-
Tsaaq: "Nothing, everything is fine." She called out before biting the inside of her lip.
Covet: -He sighed- Please tell me? -he asked softly-
Tsaaq: "I told you everything is fine. You need to make up your mind, do you want me worrying about everything or do you want me to be calm?" She asked him as she sat her 3DS in her lap.
Covet: -He frowned and htought for a moment- I want you to have balance... I guess...if this is a good thing...and what you want to do... It just seems so... flip switch.. I don't know how to take it... -He said stumbling to find the words-
Covet: *thought
Tsaaq: She sighed a little as she picked up her handheld again. "So basically, I'm damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't." Bliss sighed but mantained a casual tone of voice.
Covet: No...I want.. I don't know...Balance? It doesn't have to be so black and white. -He said, with a frown- I wasn't expecting this reaction, it's really throwing me off.
Tsaaq: "I don't really know what you want me to do... So I suppose I'll just sit quietly until you do know." Bliss said as she closed her 3DS and just sat there quietly, sighing and she went to take off her heels
Covet: -Eli got up and kind of paced by the computer, with a disgruntled look on his face.- I don't know...I thought I did...but it's just frustrating and confusing. Between the whirlwind yesterday, and your composure today, I'm not preparred... -he said softly-
Tsaaq: Bliss lowered her head. "I'm sorry." She said softly, still just sitting there quietly.
Covet: I'm sorry too... I hate being like this... and I'm not sure I entirely undestand my own emotions about all this right now... I love you... I just.. I need.. Some time to think...-He said softly-
Tsaaq: She stood up from the couch and looked over at him. "I don't understand... Are you telling me to leave you alone?" Bliss asked him, looking saddened. "I'll do whatever you want me to." She added on quickly.
Covet: I'm saying can I put all this... on a shelf... and just give me some time. I don't want to shut you out from here... or work... I still want you here... or wherever makes you comfortable and happy. Let's just not talk about this, until I can gather my thoughts, then held up his hands- And please.... can you not say things like that... It makes me feel... controlling or something... It's not a good feeling.
Tsaaq: "Wait wait wait, what are you saying? What does that mean?" Bliss said hurried as she got up nervously and went over to him. "You're not, I'm just doing what you say. I thought this is what you wanted." She said, beginning to tear.
Covet: It just means I don't want to act on anything...or talk it up,  to make things worse or better, until I've had some time to not be so confused. Sleeping on it...if you will. I don't want this... this fighting...and eggshell walking. I don't want you to be submissive, and just do what I say... I want there to be equality in this partnership. Balance... Trust. -He said watching her, seeing the tears. He walked over to her and pulled her into a hug- Please don't cry... I'm sorry it's upsetting. I'm just really confused right now. And I want to make sure this is right for both of us, and I don't want to screw it up. But I need to think.
Tsaaq: Bliss sniffled as she lowered her head. "Think about what?" She whimpered. "About being with me?" She continued to ask. "I'm doing this so we won't fight. It's fine." Bliss rambled in a panic, covering her face with her hands as she sobbed. "This is the opposite of what I wanted. Please don't break up with me. Nothing ever goes right."
Covet: Stop... Stop stop. -He said hugging her tighter, then pulled her hands away from her face- I'm not doing that.  Think of this like.. battle tactics. We've both been fighting and moral is running low and we're both hurting, but neither of us want to give up... But we need to step back and take some time to rethink the strategy, so maybe we can come to peaceful terms.  Does that make sense. There's nothing right or wrong about this. -He said pressing a kiss to her head.-
Tsaaq: "I know what my strategy is already, I don't want to do anything to upset you anymore so I'm learning to behave myself. I'm sorry for acting the way I did." She said quickly. "You're making it sound like we're breaking up and I don't like it. Nothing I try to do works. I'm always wrong." Bliss said as she tried to pull away from him.
Covet: It's not like that. I love you. and this whole submissive change of behavior isn't what I want... It's not... flattering to you... I love your spitfire...That's what's telling me, I need to get right with myself and get my thoughts back in order, so we can get past this rough patch and move on together. -He said easing up on his grip, but not letting her go-
Tsaaq: Bliss continued to whimper as she tried to turn away once more. "No, I know this. This has happened before. I'm not going to make the same mistake again. I'm going to do the right thing this time so you don't leave." She tried to speak. "He always told me to just shut up and do what he said and I didn't listen and it made him mad. It didn't matter with him because we weren't going to last but I've learned my lesson. Just don't do anything rash! I promise I'll be better." She spoke hurriedly, as if she were scared.
Covet: -He let her go then frowned. I'm not going to do anything rash... Who are you talking about... Lucius? Bliss... I know it's hard... and I'm not telling you to shut up and do what I say. I'm not him. I don't know how much more I can do to prove to you that I'm not him. Will you please stop you're working yourself up.
Tsaaq: "I'm sorry. Okay. I won't." She nodded her head, wiping her eyes and then going back to being quiet, keeping her head down low as she sniffled.
Covet: -He frowned and set his jaw.- Please... will you go get some sleep... try to rid your mind of the worry... I'm just going to go stay at my parents tonight. I can go over stuff with my dad there....and I'll see you tomororw at work, and we can talk more tomorrow night.  Okay? I love you... and I'm sorry... for all of this.. I really am. -Eli said walking over to the table to gather his things, and walked over to the door  to put his shoes and coat on-
Tsaaq: Bliss followed behind him like a sad puppy. "Please don't leave..." She trailed off, staring at him forlornly. "Wait... I mean. Okay honey, have goodnight." Bliss quickly corrected herself though it looked as if she was resisting the urge to freak out. "I love you." She said, kissing his cheek before heading towards the bedroom door, waving at him and waiting for him to leave.
Covet: -He frowned and gave a sigh. Setting his things down on his desk, and walking towards her and the bedroom. Walkinging through the door he grabbed a pillow from the bed, and and extra blanket out of his closet. He didn't say anything, because he couldn't say anything else without digging himself deeper. He put them on the couch, then kicked his shoes back off, and pulled his coat off, throwing it in the chair, then laid down on the couch, covering himself up- I love you too. Goodnight.
Covet: Walking* Jesus that typo]
Tsaaq: Bliss frowned, feeling even more saddened she went to shower and go to sleep, barely.
Tsaaq: ((Phew.))
Covet: [DONE!]
Covet: [all the drama x.x]
Tsaaq: ((Yep lmao.))