Request #3

I have a perfect girlfriend. She’s a beautiful, caring girl. We enjoy everyday together. She always cares about my health, my feelings, even some embarrassing you-know-what things. We share a lot of hobbies and favorite stuffs. Each day being with her is a heavenly day for me. I’m so lucky to...
Oh, sorry, did I say something? Don’t mind my fantasies, FOOLISH ME WOKE UP FROM THE DREAM. It’s time we faced the reality now. I don’t have a beautiful or caring girlfriend, instead I have this noisy, annoying woman who keeps triggering fights with me every time. I don’t even know why I loved this person. Yes, there was a time when I fell in love with her, and we had times when the heat of love was still certainly burning hot, like a fever of 38,5°C, maybe even worse. However, that time has already passed, and consequently, THE DREAM WITH A FEVER OF 38,5°C EVENTUALLY FADED AWAY. What are we now? Two completely polarized persons who always argue, always in heat, but the heat of war. Honestly, I can’t keep on living like this, and I believe she thinks so. You can’t force yourself to live with someone you don’t love, just to become their lifelong enemy. TO MY WISHES, MY FUTURE AND MY INCESSANT REGRETS, breaking up is the best, and maybe the only choice. Otherwise, I wouldn’t be able to move on any further. All my hopes and dreams will be crushed, my future will be destroyed as I’m struggling with this terrible woman. I don’t care about anything we’ve done anymore. I’m gonna stop everything today, once and for all. This isn’t living, this is just merely surviving. AFTER WE FRACTURE OUR RELATIONSHIP WITH THE TRUTH WE’RE ABOUT TO SPILL TODAY, the truth about each other’s torn feelings, how we can’t stand each other, we can finally live our lives, again.