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♪ Oh ♪

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There's
that old saying

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seeing is believing,

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that somehow the way our
eyes talk to our brains

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is capital F fact.

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Our mouths lie, our
ears can't be trusted.

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Our other senses
are shit, basically,

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but the eyes...

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♪ You leapt from
crumbling bridges ♪

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♪ Watching cityscapes
turn to dust ♪

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♪ Filming helicopters
crashing in the ocean ♪

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♪ From way above ♪

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♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪

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You can see
me well enough, right?

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I'm nothing special,
just another bag of skin

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roaming around, life playing out

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like one of those sad
old country songs.

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No daddy, no money, no
sweet, shiny love to save me.

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♪ Kisses on the foreheads ♪

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♪ Of the lovers
wrapped in your arms ♪

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♪ You've been hiding them
in hollowed out pianos ♪

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♪ Left in the dark ♪

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♪ Got the music in you,
baby, tell me why ♪

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♪ Got the music in you,
baby, tell me why ♪

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♪ You've been locked
in here forever ♪

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♪ And you just
can't say goodbye ♪

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It always feels

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like an answer, doesn't it?

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Close your eyes and
anything is possible.

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The moment you wake up, reality.

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♪ You've been locked ♪

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♪ In here forever ♪

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♪ And you just ♪

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♪ Can't say goodbye ♪

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So much
for fairy tales.

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Starve, see if I care.

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Good morgin', Bessie.

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Be careful, Dad.

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Living
dangerous today.

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Are you okay?

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Here, just sit, okay?

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You think you can get
Argus to come over here.

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He doesn't listen to me.

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He was never my bird.

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Not that one.

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Latched right on to your
mother as a hatchling.

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Kindred spirits those two.

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Stubborn and stubboner.

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We still joke about who
you take after, her or him.

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I'm worried that
he's not eating enough.

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A thousand eyes but unable
to see what's good for him.

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He'll give in
when he's hungry.

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Well, since I know you's here,

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I will go wish my
bride a blessed day.

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I thought I
saw my mom this morning.

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I was coming in from
feeding my peacock Argus

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and I coulda sworn I
saw her watching me

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from the kitchen window.

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Go on.

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When did this come about?

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This all happened so
fast I barely had any time

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to think at all.

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What is
there to think about?

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Your father was
diagnosed years ago

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and we've spent
countless clinical hours

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exploring your
thoughts and feelings

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about his illness.

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I know.

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But this made it real.

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It has always been real.

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I thought I saw
my mom this morning.

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I was coming in from
feeding my peacock Argus

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and I coulda sworn I
saw her watching me

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from my bedroom window.

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I don't want it to start
all over again, Farmer.

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The fantasy that
she's still here,

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I thought I was done with that.

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You are
very good at the work

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that we do here, Elizabeth.

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I better be.

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We've been at it long enough.

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Go on.

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It always
interests me how we go on

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but we do.

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We fucking persist.

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We assign meaning
to empty things.

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We find hobbies to distract us

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for a few minutes
here and there.

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Who are we kidding?

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Fuck.

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Yeah?

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That noise, you can
imagine how disruptive it is

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to my work.

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I can.

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Can you imagine how disruptive
it would be to my work

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if I stopped?

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I'll be done by 4:00.

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Work with me here, sir.

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I don't know the first
thing about demolition.

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What, no, no, just
let me do my job.

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Mint?

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Do I need one?

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Yes.

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Russell Hank.

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- Ah.
- Hi.

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Sorry to call you out
of the blue like this.

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Murray told me to
try Mrs. Kraftt first

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but there was no answer.

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There wouldn't be.

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Sorry, I didn't know he even
had an appointment today.

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I had a cancellation.

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I'm only in this area twice a
year so Murray made it work.

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Spent most of my career
at Johns Hopkins.

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Now I make the rounds of
these small rural hospitals.

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That's really great.

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So what's your
opinion of my dad?

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Well, we're just
finishing up his MRI

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and there are some
decisions to be made.

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What kind of decisions?

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I know, who am I, right?

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New doctor walks in,

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right away he wants to
change the wallpaper.

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But I have to tell you,
Elizabeth, the wallpaper is ugly.

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Your father's Parkinson's
is not getting any better.

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And during this
afternoon's tests

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I observed some secondary
symptoms that trouble me.

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Time to start thinking about
deep brain stimulation.

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- It is good?
- It, oh.

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Good.

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It's a somewhat routine surgery
for Parkinson's sufferers.

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We just drill a small
hole in Murray's cranium,

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implant a couple of electrodes,

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check to see that his motor
functions are improved

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and then close him right up.

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Worst part'll be the haircut.

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Fuck.

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Sorry, I didn't mean
to say that out loud.

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Don't apologize, Elizabeth.

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It's one of my favorite words.

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Housekeeping to...

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Everyone calls me Bess.

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All right, Bess.

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Sure you wanna go home

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and discuss this
with your family.

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But what
does my dad think?

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He
won't do anything

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without your and Mrs.
Kraftt's approval.

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There is
no Mrs. Kraftt.

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Excuse me?

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I, my mother passed
away 10 years ago.

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I wish I could stay
and eat with you

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but my Ocular Anatomy and
Physiology class starts tonight.

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Ooh, sounds boring as hell.

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I know.

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Then why are you going?

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It'll be good to have
a marketable skill.

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Careful, turn the
heat down a bit.

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I told
you I'm not eating.

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But your mother is.

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This is exactly what Dr.
Klienart was talking about.

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You're sick.

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I'm well aware of that.

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In the head, Dad, dementia.

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One of the many
joys of Parkinson's.

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And the fact that
you refuse to accept

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that Mom is gone is proof.

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She's dead, Dad, gone, dead.

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I've told you many times she's
right here, alive and well.

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Yoo hoo, over here.

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Look, I'm shaking
more than you.

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But it's the right thing.

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Afterwards everything will
be different and better.

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Dr. Klienart is sure of it.

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Yeah, well, when a guy
wants to go poking around

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inside your head, you
better do one hell of a job

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selling the advantages.

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Why don't you put
it off awhile, Murray?

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You have time.

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Let's stop being so gloomy.

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I'll be fine, right?

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Better than ever.

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And if not,
everything has an end.

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Only the sausage has two.

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Great.

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Oh boy.

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I'll be upstairs.

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Where are your coveralls?

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Please put them back on.

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Please?

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What's
your problem, man?

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I'm on the spectrum

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and I was raised
Pennsylvania Dutch.

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I, too, am a connoisseur
of beef burgers.

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I highly value their
uniform size and quality.

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Never thought of it like that.

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I just saw it as another
way to kill myself.

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Are you suicidal?

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I damn sure hope so.

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Whatever you don't finish
I would like to have.

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My mother always gave me

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the same advice.

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She'd say, "Russell,
stop being so difficult.

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"You're only gonna
end up lonely."

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And she was also

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the most difficult, lonely
person who ever lived.

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Biology is destiny.

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I was being accommodating.

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You were flirting.

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I'm sorry I'm late.

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Oh that's okay.

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Noonan, exam room C.

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I refuse to put up
with that sauce box.

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Isn't it
wonderful, Bess?

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Some day all this will be yours.

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It is wonderful.

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Dr. Smithson.

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Doctoral
Candidate Smithson you mean.

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Jesus, Farmer, what's
with all the noise?

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What can I do
for you, Dr. Shine?

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I'm
calling to invite you

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to the Templeton
reception tomorrow.

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I cannot participate.

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Come on, Farmer,
I'm trying to help you.

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You could mix and
mingle, network.

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Just make an hour of
nice with the schmucks

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who pay your rent.

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I believe in you.

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I wouldn't be your
advisor if I didn't.

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I'll consider it.

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Put yolk in your hair, dear.

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Bess, pull over.

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There's something I need
to talk to you about.

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This may sound odd, but
I'd like to do this alone.

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What, what do you mean?

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This disease doesn't make
me feel like much of a man

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most of the time.

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But it feels very manly to
walk into brain surgery alone,

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very John Wayne.

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Stop it.

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I wanna go with you.

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No, you don't.

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You and your mother
as so much alike.

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Were, Dad, were.

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I'm going to be awake
for this whole thing

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and it will be over
before we know it.

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So let's treat today

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like it's any other

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and when I come out of
surgery and I'm good as new,

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we'll come back
here and celebrate.

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Can you do that for me?

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Can you do that for me?

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Happy Birthday, Bessie.

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I completely forgot.

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Thank you, Papa.

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So you've been
attempting to kill yourself

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for the past four years
and have yet to succeed.

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Well, the goal
isn't death exactly.

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Evidence suggests.

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I just can't
seem to figure out

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a better way to disappear.

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What do you mean "disappear"?

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I don't know.

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I just always had this feeling

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like I was supposed
to be invisible

266
00:20:24,695 --> 00:20:27,697
but somehow I
ended up like this.

267
00:20:28,991 --> 00:20:29,825
Interesting.

268
00:20:30,993 --> 00:20:33,078
$40 a session and you will be

269
00:20:33,119 --> 00:20:35,914
invisible by summer.

270
00:20:36,790 --> 00:20:38,166
Are you a doctor?

271
00:20:38,207 --> 00:20:39,458
Not yet.

272
00:20:39,501 --> 00:20:41,837
Technically, you'd be
a research subject.

273
00:20:41,878 --> 00:20:45,215
No way am I
sharing my feelings with you.

274
00:20:46,757 --> 00:20:47,967
Nor I with you.

275
00:20:48,010 --> 00:20:51,179
Empathy is a daily
struggle for me.

276
00:20:51,221 --> 00:20:52,931
Order and logic
are my methodology.

277
00:20:54,308 --> 00:20:56,184
Are evenings good for you?

278
00:20:57,060 --> 00:20:57,852
Are you deaf?

279
00:20:57,894 --> 00:20:59,061
Said I'm not interested.

280
00:21:08,780 --> 00:21:09,822
I'm not deaf.

281
00:21:21,042 --> 00:21:23,503
I wanted to give you
this before I left.

282
00:21:23,544 --> 00:21:25,171
It's for the rest
of the semester.

283
00:21:25,213 --> 00:21:27,049
Thank you so much.

284
00:21:27,090 --> 00:21:28,716
Are you liking your class?

285
00:21:29,676 --> 00:21:31,595
Are you learning anything?

286
00:21:31,637 --> 00:21:33,804
Well, it turns out I
don't know the first thing

287
00:21:33,847 --> 00:21:35,264
about ocular anatomy.

288
00:21:35,307 --> 00:21:38,226
Well, if you
ever have any questions,

289
00:21:39,101 --> 00:21:40,394
you know where to find me.

290
00:22:36,076 --> 00:22:38,453
Mrs. Kraftt?

291
00:22:39,788 --> 00:22:42,416
Is he still unconscious?

292
00:22:42,456 --> 00:22:44,042
Yes,
but I want you to know

293
00:22:44,083 --> 00:22:46,919
I couldn't be more optimistic
about Murray's recovery.

294
00:22:46,962 --> 00:22:50,590
His vital signs are good,
all of the lab results

295
00:22:50,631 --> 00:22:53,801
and brain scans indicate
he's in excellent health.

296
00:22:55,721 --> 00:22:59,016
Can you really go blind
by staring at the sun?

297
00:22:59,057 --> 00:23:03,145
Well, the
retina is a delicate thing.

298
00:23:03,186 --> 00:23:06,648
I have to admit, meeting
you has me confused.

299
00:23:06,689 --> 00:23:07,773
Your daughter told me...

300
00:23:07,815 --> 00:23:09,275
That I'm dead?

301
00:23:09,318 --> 00:23:10,152
I know.

302
00:23:11,861 --> 00:23:13,613
It's been a million
theories over the years

303
00:23:13,655 --> 00:23:15,157
but nothing sticks.

304
00:23:15,197 --> 00:23:17,158
And everyone in town has
pussyfooted around her

305
00:23:17,199 --> 00:23:18,994
for half a lifetime.

306
00:23:19,035 --> 00:23:20,453
She's been here.

307
00:23:20,494 --> 00:23:23,748
We discussed Mr. Kraftt's
operation at length.

308
00:23:24,957 --> 00:23:26,500
She can see her
father just fine.

309
00:23:27,461 --> 00:23:28,503
I'm the only invisible person

310
00:23:28,544 --> 00:23:30,671
in her life.

311
00:23:30,714 --> 00:23:33,634
We live in the same house, we
eat at the same dinner table,

312
00:23:33,675 --> 00:23:35,092
we park in the same garage

313
00:23:36,677 --> 00:23:39,973
but she can't see me or
hear me or even sense me.

314
00:23:41,015 --> 00:23:42,225
I simply don't exist.

315
00:23:43,810 --> 00:23:45,686
Well, I have never come
across anything like it

316
00:23:45,728 --> 00:23:47,521
in all my studies of the brain.

317
00:23:48,398 --> 00:23:49,815
Why, she should see someone.

318
00:23:51,651 --> 00:23:54,987
I'm, I mean, a specialist.

319
00:23:56,156 --> 00:23:58,241
Has she had her vision charted?

320
00:23:58,282 --> 00:24:00,369
- A brain scan?
- We've tried everything,

321
00:24:01,369 --> 00:24:03,705
gone everywhere,
done everything.

322
00:24:04,956 --> 00:24:06,499
She has been seeing
someone in town

323
00:24:06,541 --> 00:24:08,752
who's taken her on as
like a special project.

324
00:24:11,128 --> 00:24:12,630
She seems to have stabilized.

325
00:24:14,424 --> 00:24:17,051
At this point a cure just
seems out of the question.

326
00:24:35,904 --> 00:24:36,905
Will you shift a little?

327
00:24:36,946 --> 00:24:38,322
You're pressing on my ribs.

328
00:24:38,365 --> 00:24:39,657
That's birth trauma.

329
00:24:39,699 --> 00:24:41,367
Breathe through it.

330
00:24:41,409 --> 00:24:42,869
I'm really sweating.

331
00:24:42,910 --> 00:24:44,453
That's amniotic fluid.

332
00:24:44,495 --> 00:24:45,496
It's to be expected.

333
00:24:46,622 --> 00:24:48,374
Now you're doing very good

334
00:24:48,417 --> 00:24:51,753
and you've spent
the last nine months

335
00:24:51,794 --> 00:24:53,839
preparing for life.

336
00:24:53,879 --> 00:24:57,842
So when you're ready,
start to push your way

337
00:24:57,884 --> 00:24:58,885
into the world.

338
00:25:01,763 --> 00:25:03,180
Focus.

339
00:25:03,223 --> 00:25:04,890
- Head stayed up and breathe.
- I'm dying under here.

340
00:25:05,850 --> 00:25:07,185
Oh, what's wrong?

341
00:25:07,226 --> 00:25:09,021
I cannot have a
wrongful death lawsuit.

342
00:25:09,061 --> 00:25:10,688
It would greatly
jeopardize my research.

343
00:25:10,731 --> 00:25:12,107
No, no, I'm not really dying.

344
00:25:12,148 --> 00:25:14,234
It's just an expression.

345
00:25:14,275 --> 00:25:15,943
Here, come back here.

346
00:25:15,985 --> 00:25:18,112
I'll be born again
better this time.

347
00:25:18,155 --> 00:25:19,740
Not tonight, Elizabeth.

348
00:25:19,781 --> 00:25:21,742
Rebirthing takes
too much out of me.

349
00:25:21,782 --> 00:25:25,203
Please, Farmer, I'll do
anything to get better.

350
00:25:46,140 --> 00:25:47,100
This thought keeps going

351
00:25:47,141 --> 00:25:48,267
around my head lately

352
00:25:48,310 --> 00:25:50,311
that maybe I'm already dead

353
00:25:50,353 --> 00:25:52,898
and that this is some
delusion of existence.

354
00:25:54,358 --> 00:25:55,233
Heavy, right?

355
00:25:57,151 --> 00:26:00,112
Good God,
I'm full of shit.

356
00:26:00,155 --> 00:26:05,035
♪ Ah ah ah ah ♪

357
00:26:05,077 --> 00:26:08,705
♪ Ah ah ah ah ♪

358
00:26:08,746 --> 00:26:10,748
♪ Set me free ♪

359
00:26:24,596 --> 00:26:26,348
♪ Ah ♪

360
00:26:29,434 --> 00:26:31,144
So I'd
expect you to roll your eyes

361
00:26:31,186 --> 00:26:32,812
if I went and told
you about a girl

362
00:26:32,853 --> 00:26:34,563
and her tree house in the sky.

363
00:26:37,234 --> 00:26:39,653
If I told you that that girl
believes her mother is dead

364
00:26:39,695 --> 00:26:41,321
simply because
she can't see her.

365
00:26:45,867 --> 00:26:47,034
♪ Am I ah ♪

366
00:26:47,077 --> 00:26:49,663
But you see
that girl, don't you?

367
00:26:49,705 --> 00:26:51,706
All fair skin and red hair.

368
00:26:52,873 --> 00:26:54,959
A smile for everyone
to cover what's numb.

369
00:26:56,461 --> 00:26:59,923
That right there, that's truth.

370
00:27:00,881 --> 00:27:02,717
♪ Set me free ♪

371
00:27:02,759 --> 00:27:05,304
♪ Set me free ♪

372
00:27:05,344 --> 00:27:07,596
♪ Ah ♪

373
00:27:07,638 --> 00:27:11,599
And I'm supposed
to make sense of this instant?

374
00:27:11,726 --> 00:27:14,396
Oh no, no, knowing
about someone, you know.

375
00:27:16,689 --> 00:27:18,399
♪ Ah ♪

376
00:27:19,859 --> 00:27:21,861
But I'm telling
you this feeling right now

377
00:27:21,903 --> 00:27:23,864
is as real as it fucking gets.

378
00:27:23,905 --> 00:27:26,450
♪ Set me free ♪

379
00:27:26,491 --> 00:27:28,994
♪ Set me free ♪

380
00:27:39,087 --> 00:27:40,422
Look at that patty.

381
00:27:41,423 --> 00:27:43,759
Perfectly round, perfectly flat.

382
00:27:51,224 --> 00:27:53,644
Burgers were my
mom's signature dish.

383
00:27:57,356 --> 00:27:58,190
They were awful.

384
00:28:00,399 --> 00:28:01,609
The only time she fixed them

385
00:28:01,651 --> 00:28:03,069
was when one of her
boyfriends was over

386
00:28:03,110 --> 00:28:06,697
and she was too caught up to
pay any attention to the grill.

387
00:28:06,740 --> 00:28:08,407
I, too, have childhood
memories of beef.

388
00:28:08,449 --> 00:28:10,785
It was my job to milk
the cows each morning.

389
00:28:12,870 --> 00:28:14,080
You grew up on a farm?

390
00:28:14,997 --> 00:28:15,831
I did.

391
00:28:17,292 --> 00:28:18,627
Had I stayed, my
condition would've made me

392
00:28:18,668 --> 00:28:19,710
an excellent farmer.

393
00:28:22,129 --> 00:28:25,091
People think you need
an affinity for plants.

394
00:28:25,132 --> 00:28:27,426
But success simply relies
on accurate calculations,

395
00:28:27,468 --> 00:28:31,097
soil composition, weather,
acreage, et cetera.

396
00:28:31,138 --> 00:28:32,139
Why did you leave?

397
00:28:33,350 --> 00:28:35,351
My parents died
when I was six.

398
00:28:38,480 --> 00:28:39,731
That's when I moved here.

399
00:28:41,483 --> 00:28:42,650
At what part of town?

400
00:28:44,319 --> 00:28:45,486
I just told you, here.

401
00:28:51,409 --> 00:28:52,494
Bitch of a commute.

402
00:28:53,328 --> 00:28:54,705
Not at all.

403
00:28:54,745 --> 00:28:55,663
I simply walk up.

404
00:28:57,165 --> 00:28:58,000
I was joking.

405
00:29:00,252 --> 00:29:01,794
And what
are you doing here?

406
00:29:01,837 --> 00:29:02,838
It's a long story.

407
00:29:02,878 --> 00:29:04,005
I've been all over.

408
00:29:05,424 --> 00:29:07,091
But there's a lotta work
for a demolition guy

409
00:29:07,134 --> 00:29:08,593
in these parts.

410
00:29:08,635 --> 00:29:10,262
And do you enjoy your work?

411
00:29:11,513 --> 00:29:12,347
Sure.

412
00:29:13,598 --> 00:29:15,142
I get to take something solid

413
00:29:15,183 --> 00:29:16,852
and make it like
it never existed.

414
00:29:18,145 --> 00:29:19,229
A magician of sorts.

415
00:29:20,688 --> 00:29:22,189
It's hardly magic.

416
00:29:24,192 --> 00:29:25,861
And your
family, where are they?

417
00:29:33,702 --> 00:29:34,994
Who's Elizabeth K?

418
00:29:36,370 --> 00:29:37,872
Your therapy partner.

419
00:29:39,457 --> 00:29:42,628
Okay, I told you
I'm not doing therapy.

420
00:29:43,837 --> 00:29:45,547
I have yet to tell
you to do anything.

421
00:29:47,006 --> 00:29:48,424
Group therapy is one of the
last courses of treatment

422
00:29:48,466 --> 00:29:49,842
I have yet to try with Elizabeth

423
00:29:49,885 --> 00:29:51,094
and I believe the two of you

424
00:29:51,136 --> 00:29:53,680
- will pair off nicely.
- No, no, you see,

425
00:29:53,722 --> 00:29:55,349
you don't understand.

426
00:29:55,389 --> 00:29:57,809
I wouldn't be good for
anyone's mental health.

427
00:29:58,976 --> 00:30:00,811
Please never again
make an assumption

428
00:30:00,853 --> 00:30:01,938
about my understanding.

429
00:30:01,980 --> 00:30:02,856
I'm offering my help.

430
00:30:02,898 --> 00:30:04,358
I'm not a charity case.

431
00:30:05,567 --> 00:30:06,401
Correct, you are
a medical case.

432
00:30:08,361 --> 00:30:09,862
Look, I know you
hate it when I show up

433
00:30:09,905 --> 00:30:11,697
without an appointment but I
really need to talk to you.

434
00:30:11,740 --> 00:30:12,866
Yeah, I'm gonna go.

435
00:30:12,907 --> 00:30:14,075
No, no, wait.

436
00:30:14,993 --> 00:30:16,203
Wait please.

437
00:30:16,244 --> 00:30:17,704
Before we continue,

438
00:30:17,745 --> 00:30:20,456
I would like to
introduce you to Russell.

439
00:30:20,498 --> 00:30:21,499
Who's that?

440
00:30:22,417 --> 00:30:23,584
Well, ask him yourself.

441
00:30:24,586 --> 00:30:26,463
Okay, when will he be here?

442
00:30:27,673 --> 00:30:28,715
It's not another one of
your research assistants

443
00:30:28,756 --> 00:30:30,216
is it, Farmer?

444
00:30:30,257 --> 00:30:32,718
I can't sit for another one
of those practice intakes.

445
00:30:32,761 --> 00:30:34,262
Hi, hello.

446
00:30:34,303 --> 00:30:36,598
Russell is your
group therapy partner.

447
00:30:36,639 --> 00:30:37,515
Stop being rude.

448
00:30:37,557 --> 00:30:38,642
Say hello.

449
00:30:38,684 --> 00:30:40,060
- Wait, I told you
- Really?

450
00:30:40,101 --> 00:30:41,644
- I'm not doing group therapy.
- Wait, group therapy?

451
00:30:41,686 --> 00:30:42,896
Are you guys fucking with me?

452
00:30:42,937 --> 00:30:44,063
Not at all, Russell.

453
00:30:44,106 --> 00:30:45,648
Who are you talking to?

454
00:30:47,024 --> 00:30:48,484
Can she not see me?

455
00:30:53,615 --> 00:30:56,576
Can you not see him?

456
00:30:56,618 --> 00:30:57,828
Are you mocking my dad?

457
00:30:59,413 --> 00:31:00,914
The most important person to me

458
00:31:00,955 --> 00:31:02,916
is the sickest he's ever
been and you're making fun

459
00:31:02,957 --> 00:31:04,917
of the fact he sees
people who aren't there?

460
00:31:04,959 --> 00:31:08,337
I was speaking
directly to Russell Hank,

461
00:31:08,379 --> 00:31:11,300
the tall young man that is
standing right across from you.

462
00:31:13,968 --> 00:31:15,136
You know what?

463
00:31:15,177 --> 00:31:16,220
I should really be
at the hospital.

464
00:31:26,732 --> 00:31:27,816
I dare say, Russell,

465
00:31:28,899 --> 00:31:31,110
this is a highly
significant development.

466
00:31:32,486 --> 00:31:33,321
Holy shit.

467
00:31:35,365 --> 00:31:36,199
You're a genius.

468
00:31:38,702 --> 00:31:40,329
I'm finally invisible.

469
00:31:53,634 --> 00:31:54,593
ID please.

470
00:31:54,635 --> 00:31:58,638
♪ Who knew you'd like to do ♪

471
00:31:58,679 --> 00:31:59,889
Look at that.

472
00:31:59,930 --> 00:32:00,806
Happy Birthday.

473
00:32:00,849 --> 00:32:02,475
♪ Love so strong ♪

474
00:32:02,516 --> 00:32:04,226
Birthday, huh?

475
00:32:05,728 --> 00:32:07,563
Well, let's party.

476
00:32:09,065 --> 00:32:09,899
Tequila.

477
00:32:11,068 --> 00:32:13,320
Uh, shots aren't
really my thing.

478
00:32:13,361 --> 00:32:16,113
Well, they are tonight.

479
00:32:16,156 --> 00:32:18,407
Keep to the well
liquor and clocks it.

480
00:32:20,034 --> 00:32:21,786
Normally,
I would see a girl like that

481
00:32:21,828 --> 00:32:23,497
and my mind would start to race

482
00:32:23,538 --> 00:32:26,166
with all the things I was
never going to say to her.

483
00:32:27,626 --> 00:32:30,170
I'd force myself to look away
so our eyes would never meet.

484
00:32:31,295 --> 00:32:33,465
♪ I'll walk so many miles ♪

485
00:32:33,506 --> 00:32:34,507
Oh.

486
00:32:36,051 --> 00:32:38,136
Okay, and another one please.

487
00:32:38,177 --> 00:32:38,970
Can someone tell me

488
00:32:39,012 --> 00:32:40,222
what I'm supposed to do

489
00:32:40,263 --> 00:32:41,555
with the fact that I
want to look at her

490
00:32:41,598 --> 00:32:44,725
and look at her and
maybe never stop?

491
00:32:45,601 --> 00:32:46,477
Cheers.

492
00:32:46,520 --> 00:32:47,687
Happy Birthday.

493
00:32:47,728 --> 00:32:49,730
Happy Birthday to you.

494
00:33:13,170 --> 00:33:15,298
Consider the
condition of selective hearing

495
00:33:15,340 --> 00:33:17,216
most children suffer from.

496
00:33:17,259 --> 00:33:18,885
One tells a child
to do his homework

497
00:33:18,926 --> 00:33:21,053
and he tunes you out completely.

498
00:33:21,096 --> 00:33:26,101
This is selective perception
based entirely in the mind.

499
00:33:27,519 --> 00:33:29,396
You see only what you want to
see when you want to see it.

500
00:33:32,773 --> 00:33:37,779
♪ Do you wanna go walk anyway ♪

501
00:33:39,781 --> 00:33:42,951
♪ I walk so many more ♪

502
00:33:48,540 --> 00:33:49,791
Dr. Smithson.

503
00:33:52,586 --> 00:33:53,420
Hello?

504
00:33:55,421 --> 00:33:57,131
Hello?

505
00:33:57,174 --> 00:33:58,008
Farmer?

506
00:33:59,216 --> 00:34:01,344
Hello, Elizabeth.

507
00:34:01,386 --> 00:34:02,553
I'm glad you answered.

508
00:34:03,929 --> 00:34:06,224
Now, I'm sorry

509
00:34:06,265 --> 00:34:09,477
for walking out on you today.

510
00:34:09,519 --> 00:34:10,896
It's just that everything

511
00:34:10,937 --> 00:34:14,107
that's happening
with my dad and...

512
00:34:14,148 --> 00:34:15,232
What is that noise?

513
00:34:17,235 --> 00:34:20,197
Are you urinating?

514
00:34:20,237 --> 00:34:21,697
Yes.

515
00:34:21,739 --> 00:34:26,744
♪ And no shall baby too ♪

516
00:34:27,663 --> 00:34:31,208
♪ We'll never disappear ♪

517
00:34:31,248 --> 00:34:32,083
Mmm.

518
00:34:34,002 --> 00:34:35,462
Oh, Farmer, are you there?

519
00:34:35,503 --> 00:34:38,422
Would you like
to come in and talk further?

520
00:34:38,464 --> 00:34:39,298
No.

521
00:34:40,174 --> 00:34:41,842
I'm at the hospital.

522
00:34:43,594 --> 00:34:45,346
Elizabeth.

523
00:34:47,181 --> 00:34:48,015
Elizabeth.

524
00:34:55,773 --> 00:34:58,192
♪ Till never ♪

525
00:34:59,152 --> 00:35:00,445
I think I'm ready to go.

526
00:35:01,321 --> 00:35:03,614
Oh, come on, stay.

527
00:35:03,656 --> 00:35:07,702
You're the prettiest girl to
come around here in months.

528
00:35:08,619 --> 00:35:09,830
I'll have a beer.

529
00:35:09,871 --> 00:35:11,790
Hey, man, you're
blocking my view.

530
00:35:42,571 --> 00:35:43,779
Oh.

531
00:35:43,822 --> 00:35:44,990
Mrs. Kraftt, this is Marnie.

532
00:35:45,031 --> 00:35:46,991
She's here to insert
your husband's catheter.

533
00:35:48,451 --> 00:35:50,203
I suggest you might wanna
step outside for a second.

534
00:35:52,121 --> 00:35:53,373
She's far too
pretty to leave alone

535
00:35:53,415 --> 00:35:54,541
with Murray's penis.

536
00:35:54,583 --> 00:35:55,626
He's an awful flirt.

537
00:36:03,174 --> 00:36:04,008
He'll be fine.

538
00:36:06,927 --> 00:36:09,181
Well, sometimes people
just get very tired.

539
00:36:10,389 --> 00:36:11,808
They need to rest for awhile.

540
00:36:20,317 --> 00:36:21,944
Fuck that, Murray.

541
00:36:21,985 --> 00:36:22,819
Wake up.

542
00:37:02,942 --> 00:37:03,985
Hi ya, Papa.

543
00:37:09,991 --> 00:37:11,158
You look horrible.

544
00:37:11,201 --> 00:37:12,159
No offense.

545
00:37:18,165 --> 00:37:20,584
You shoulda seen me today.

546
00:37:20,627 --> 00:37:23,839
I was out on the town living
life like a real person.

547
00:37:25,047 --> 00:37:25,881
Yes?

548
00:37:27,259 --> 00:37:31,096
Here's to another
shit-filled year of life.

549
00:37:31,138 --> 00:37:32,306
Happy Birthday to me.

550
00:37:37,893 --> 00:37:39,478
I'm heading home.

551
00:37:40,355 --> 00:37:41,231
Bess will look after you.

552
00:37:41,272 --> 00:37:43,608
I'll be back in the morning.

553
00:37:48,237 --> 00:37:49,156
Love you.

554
00:38:25,232 --> 00:38:29,696
Floating
higher and higher.

555
00:38:30,822 --> 00:38:35,827
Float up and away.

556
00:38:49,549 --> 00:38:53,387
Floating higher and
higher and higher, higher.

557
00:38:55,263 --> 00:38:57,348
Floating, floating,
floating, floating,

558
00:38:57,391 --> 00:39:00,644
floating, floating,
floating, floating.

559
00:39:06,065 --> 00:39:08,694
Everything around
me is like a tunnel.

560
00:39:08,735 --> 00:39:10,362
Unreal.

561
00:39:10,404 --> 00:39:13,489
As if your train is
floating, floating, floating,

562
00:39:13,531 --> 00:39:15,950
floating, floating, floating.

563
00:39:17,411 --> 00:39:18,244
I feel.

564
00:39:23,165 --> 00:39:25,001
As if you're dreaming.

565
00:39:49,650 --> 00:39:52,737
Everything around
is suddenly unreal.

566
00:39:54,281 --> 00:39:56,407
As if in a dream.

567
00:39:56,449 --> 00:39:57,783
As if in a dream.

568
00:40:00,494 --> 00:40:01,955
Sure, two people

569
00:40:01,996 --> 00:40:03,290
sharing the same bizarre dream

570
00:40:03,331 --> 00:40:07,127
is impossible, impossible,

571
00:40:07,168 --> 00:40:10,047
not able to occur,
exist, or be done,

572
00:40:11,422 --> 00:40:13,090
beyond the bounds
of possibility,

573
00:40:13,967 --> 00:40:14,801
out of the question.

574
00:40:16,177 --> 00:40:19,013
And yet the impossible
has sure as shit happened.

575
00:40:23,476 --> 00:40:26,020
Funny that now I've gotten
what I've always wanted,

576
00:40:27,438 --> 00:40:28,357
I want more.

577
00:40:38,991 --> 00:40:41,619
Well, well, I'm surprised
to see you up and about.

578
00:40:41,661 --> 00:40:42,536
Are you pouting?

579
00:40:48,250 --> 00:40:49,252
You big baby.

580
00:40:52,880 --> 00:40:53,799
I'm a grown woman.

581
00:40:53,839 --> 00:40:55,174
I do not owe you an explanation

582
00:40:55,217 --> 00:40:56,510
of where I was last night.

583
00:40:59,846 --> 00:41:01,598
Will an apology make
you feel better?

584
00:41:04,226 --> 00:41:07,354
Fine, I'm sorry.

585
00:41:07,395 --> 00:41:08,688
You damn well should be.

586
00:41:19,616 --> 00:41:20,449
What is it?

587
00:41:31,335 --> 00:41:33,462
What could the two of you
possibly have in common?

588
00:41:34,422 --> 00:41:35,715
Why is she able to see me?

589
00:41:36,882 --> 00:41:38,884
Am I experiencing jealousy.

590
00:41:38,927 --> 00:41:40,470
I should make a note of it.

591
00:41:41,763 --> 00:41:43,431
Do you think
you can ever cure her?

592
00:41:44,891 --> 00:41:47,519
As stated, my immediate
goal is diagnosis.

593
00:41:49,103 --> 00:41:49,937
What about me?

594
00:41:51,982 --> 00:41:52,815
What about you?

595
00:41:54,775 --> 00:41:56,861
Do you think you
can ever cure me?

596
00:41:56,902 --> 00:41:57,737
I'm sure of it.

597
00:41:59,781 --> 00:42:00,616
How?

598
00:42:02,159 --> 00:42:03,410
Think about it.

599
00:42:03,451 --> 00:42:05,453
From the day you met
me to this very moment,

600
00:42:05,494 --> 00:42:07,748
you are closer to
death than ever before.

601
00:42:16,089 --> 00:42:17,174
Paging Dr. Stateman,

602
00:42:17,214 --> 00:42:18,883
Dr. Stateman please.

603
00:42:27,476 --> 00:42:28,310
Oh fuck!

604
00:43:02,386 --> 00:43:04,054
Paging Dr. Bender,

605
00:43:04,096 --> 00:43:05,806
paging Dr. Bender, please.

606
00:43:05,846 --> 00:43:07,223
Just pretend I'm not here.

607
00:43:11,185 --> 00:43:13,604
Murray's contracted
a bacterial infection

608
00:43:13,647 --> 00:43:15,023
in the lining of his heart.

609
00:43:16,857 --> 00:43:17,817
He's in a coma.

610
00:43:17,859 --> 00:43:18,860
What, how?

611
00:43:20,112 --> 00:43:22,990
Any surgical procedure
carries the risks

612
00:43:23,031 --> 00:43:25,741
of introducing bacteria
to the bloodstream.

613
00:43:25,784 --> 00:43:26,868
Is he gonna be okay?

614
00:43:28,619 --> 00:43:29,621
He's had a stroke.

615
00:43:32,206 --> 00:43:33,040
Is this a joke?

616
00:43:34,500 --> 00:43:36,335
My husband comes in here a
little unsteady on his feet

617
00:43:36,377 --> 00:43:38,296
and now he's a stroke
victim in a coma?

618
00:43:39,464 --> 00:43:41,424
Look, don't you
dare speak to me.

619
00:43:41,465 --> 00:43:43,092
The last thing I need
is my fruitcake daughter

620
00:43:43,134 --> 00:43:44,386
making a scene right now.

621
00:43:45,846 --> 00:43:47,681
Just so you know, I'll be
watching your every move

622
00:43:47,723 --> 00:43:48,556
from now on.

623
00:43:49,975 --> 00:43:51,851
And if my husband doesn't
make a full recovery,

624
00:43:51,893 --> 00:43:53,978
you're gonna wish it was
you lying in that bed.

625
00:43:56,565 --> 00:43:57,898
I'm sorry, Bess.

626
00:43:59,942 --> 00:44:02,903
Unfortunately even when
we're doing everything we can

627
00:44:02,946 --> 00:44:05,324
there are complications
that we can't anticipate

628
00:44:05,364 --> 00:44:06,949
and that are out of our control.

629
00:44:11,621 --> 00:44:13,831
Don't apologize, Dr. Klienart.

630
00:44:13,873 --> 00:44:15,542
I'm sure everything
will be okay.

631
00:44:17,585 --> 00:44:20,880
I hear no
voice, I feel no touch.

632
00:44:20,922 --> 00:44:23,050
I see no glory bright.

633
00:44:23,090 --> 00:44:24,842
But yet I know that God is near

634
00:44:24,884 --> 00:44:26,594
in darkness as in light.

635
00:44:28,179 --> 00:44:30,681
I heard that as a kid and
it always stuck with me.

636
00:44:32,016 --> 00:44:34,393
Who knows about
the whole God part.

637
00:44:34,435 --> 00:44:36,729
It just always helped
me feel less alone.

638
00:44:36,772 --> 00:44:39,190
The surgery gonna
come through, my ass.

639
00:44:39,232 --> 00:44:40,650
Pathetic quack.

640
00:45:22,317 --> 00:45:24,110
What were
you doing at the bar?

641
00:45:24,152 --> 00:45:25,654
I left my cell
phone last night.

642
00:45:25,696 --> 00:45:28,614
You said you were
at the hospital last night.

643
00:45:28,656 --> 00:45:33,035
I was but afterwards
I couldn't bring myself

644
00:45:33,078 --> 00:45:34,288
to go home.

645
00:45:34,328 --> 00:45:35,913
I came by here but
your lights were out

646
00:45:35,956 --> 00:45:37,541
so I ended up across the street.

647
00:45:38,750 --> 00:45:42,795
I'm at a great
disadvantage, Elizabeth.

648
00:45:44,672 --> 00:45:47,008
I cannot discern deception
as readily as most.

649
00:45:48,802 --> 00:45:50,345
I need to be able to trust you.

650
00:45:59,353 --> 00:46:02,315
You know
you can trust me.

651
00:46:14,703 --> 00:46:15,829
- I'm sorry.
- What, what's wrong?

652
00:46:15,871 --> 00:46:16,830
Do I have bad breath?

653
00:46:16,871 --> 00:46:18,290
- You can tell me.
- Wait!

654
00:46:19,415 --> 00:46:20,249
Sit down.

655
00:46:23,210 --> 00:46:24,337
Do you wanna get better or not?

656
00:46:24,378 --> 00:46:25,839
You know I do.

657
00:46:34,556 --> 00:46:35,389
Good.

658
00:46:39,393 --> 00:46:40,227
Good.

659
00:46:44,107 --> 00:46:46,150
Um, I thought

660
00:46:46,192 --> 00:46:47,860
I heard her this morning.

661
00:46:47,902 --> 00:46:49,279
Argus was acting funny.

662
00:46:51,197 --> 00:46:52,531
It is time
for us to undertake

663
00:46:52,574 --> 00:46:54,493
a new therapy technique.

664
00:46:54,534 --> 00:46:56,161
Are we giving
up on rebirthing?

665
00:46:56,203 --> 00:46:58,038
For now, yes.

666
00:46:58,080 --> 00:47:00,748
I want you to start
a journal of sorts.

667
00:47:00,790 --> 00:47:01,958
Oh not crayons again.

668
00:47:02,000 --> 00:47:03,293
No, no, no, no, no.

669
00:47:05,420 --> 00:47:06,880
Do you remember that
Russell character

670
00:47:06,922 --> 00:47:08,882
I tried to introduce to you?

671
00:47:08,924 --> 00:47:10,384
Mmm hmm.

672
00:47:10,424 --> 00:47:14,388
I want you to
pretend that he exists.

673
00:47:15,721 --> 00:47:18,725
And for you to speak
to him out loud.

674
00:47:18,766 --> 00:47:21,770
Familiarize yourself with
the verbal expression

675
00:47:21,811 --> 00:47:24,147
of your deeply hidden feelings.

676
00:47:24,188 --> 00:47:26,565
But there's nothing
I hide from you.

677
00:47:26,607 --> 00:47:28,150
Oh, I do not doubt it.

678
00:47:28,192 --> 00:47:29,194
You don't?

679
00:47:31,697 --> 00:47:32,906
Should I?

680
00:47:32,947 --> 00:47:34,407
What if someone sees
me talking to myself?

681
00:47:34,449 --> 00:47:35,784
They'll think I'm crazy.

682
00:47:35,826 --> 00:47:36,868
Well, are you?

683
00:47:36,909 --> 00:47:38,036
Am I?

684
00:47:38,078 --> 00:47:40,246
This is the
weirdest thing ever.

685
00:47:40,288 --> 00:47:41,122
Please.

686
00:47:46,962 --> 00:47:49,630
You know I'll try anything
if you think it'll help.

687
00:47:57,471 --> 00:47:59,600
Pretend he exists.

688
00:47:59,641 --> 00:48:01,226
Okay, what did
Farmer say call him?

689
00:48:01,268 --> 00:48:03,103
Rusty, Russ, I got it.

690
00:48:03,145 --> 00:48:06,690
Ah, Russell, Russell,
Russell, Russell, okay.

691
00:48:06,732 --> 00:48:09,610
Well, let's get
started, Russell.

692
00:48:13,822 --> 00:48:15,532
I can't believe people go
looking for a better life

693
00:48:15,574 --> 00:48:16,657
and end up here.

694
00:48:20,119 --> 00:48:21,330
I've never been anywhere.

695
00:48:22,623 --> 00:48:26,793
But I think about
going to a grass hut

696
00:48:26,835 --> 00:48:28,420
on a beach somewhere,

697
00:48:29,795 --> 00:48:31,964
somewhere where I
couldn't be disappointed.

698
00:48:39,306 --> 00:48:41,058
I called the hospital
this morning.

699
00:48:42,225 --> 00:48:43,518
I told the nurse
I was out of town

700
00:48:43,560 --> 00:48:45,686
before she could ask
why I hadn't visited.

701
00:48:49,690 --> 00:48:50,524
I lied.

702
00:48:56,531 --> 00:48:58,116
Do you lie a lot?

703
00:48:59,993 --> 00:49:02,453
And I know I'll
act wrong somehow.

704
00:49:02,496 --> 00:49:05,874
Like not sad enough or too sad.

705
00:49:08,085 --> 00:49:10,503
And all those people
at the hospital

706
00:49:10,545 --> 00:49:13,048
they'll look at
me, Dr. Klienart.

707
00:49:14,715 --> 00:49:17,636
Nobody will know
what to do with me.

708
00:49:21,473 --> 00:49:23,141
Do you think I
should join Netflix?

709
00:49:36,529 --> 00:49:38,364
♪ I'll be your mirror ♪

710
00:49:38,406 --> 00:49:40,449
♪ Reflect what you are ♪

711
00:49:40,491 --> 00:49:42,451
♪ In case you don't know ♪

712
00:49:42,493 --> 00:49:47,206
♪ I'll be the wind, the
rain, and the sunset ♪

713
00:49:47,248 --> 00:49:49,208
♪ The light in your door ♪

714
00:49:49,250 --> 00:49:51,752
♪ To show you're home ♪

715
00:49:51,795 --> 00:49:55,924
♪ When you think the
night has seen your mind ♪

716
00:49:55,965 --> 00:50:00,177
♪ That inside you're
twisted and unkind ♪

717
00:50:00,219 --> 00:50:04,600
♪ Let me stand to show
that you are blind ♪

718
00:50:04,641 --> 00:50:08,729
♪ Please put down your hands ♪

719
00:50:08,770 --> 00:50:13,775
♪ 'Cause I see you ♪

720
00:50:17,737 --> 00:50:21,741
♪ I find it hard to
believe you don't know ♪

721
00:50:21,782 --> 00:50:23,659
♪ The beauty you are ♪

722
00:50:23,701 --> 00:50:26,412
♪ But if you don't ♪

723
00:50:26,455 --> 00:50:28,415
♪ Let me be your eyes ♪

724
00:50:28,456 --> 00:50:30,583
♪ The hand to your darkness ♪

725
00:50:30,625 --> 00:50:32,960
♪ So you won't be afraid ♪

726
00:50:33,002 --> 00:50:37,256
♪ When you think the
night has seen your mind ♪

727
00:50:37,299 --> 00:50:40,594
♪ That inside you're
twisted and unkind ♪

728
00:51:21,092 --> 00:51:23,511
Russell, will you fix that?

729
00:51:39,152 --> 00:51:40,654
My dad never really did teach me

730
00:51:40,696 --> 00:51:43,072
much practical stuff.

731
00:51:43,114 --> 00:51:44,866
He musta thought that way

732
00:51:46,034 --> 00:51:47,369
maybe I'd always need him.

733
00:51:50,913 --> 00:51:52,290
I hope you don't
think I'm being rude

734
00:51:52,331 --> 00:51:54,835
but I'm not really any
good at small talk.

735
00:51:54,875 --> 00:51:58,379
So do you mind if we just
watch some TV instead?

736
00:52:01,049 --> 00:52:02,301
Why
someone would do this

737
00:52:02,342 --> 00:52:04,344
I have no idea but
as you can see,

738
00:52:04,386 --> 00:52:06,013
it has caused absolute mayhem.

739
00:54:37,663 --> 00:54:40,499
I shouldn't talk
that way about work

740
00:54:40,542 --> 00:54:45,005
or about anything really
if it isn't positive.

741
00:54:45,047 --> 00:54:47,257
No one likes you otherwise.

742
00:54:47,299 --> 00:54:48,634
True.

743
00:54:48,674 --> 00:54:50,176
Do people like you, Russell?

744
00:54:51,886 --> 00:54:52,720
I bet they do.

745
00:54:55,389 --> 00:54:57,350
I had a couple of friends.

746
00:54:59,560 --> 00:55:02,521
But when I came back after
working over summer vacation

747
00:55:02,563 --> 00:55:03,898
they all had girlfriends.

748
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:09,237
You're clever and
you're handsome.

749
00:55:10,947 --> 00:55:12,491
And you love your parents.

750
00:55:13,574 --> 00:55:15,701
And you have a firm handshake.

751
00:55:15,743 --> 00:55:17,578
Don't forget the trust fund.

752
00:55:17,621 --> 00:55:18,747
What's not to like?

753
00:55:22,417 --> 00:55:26,045
In the morning, I wanna
introduce you to Argus.

754
00:55:27,130 --> 00:55:29,590
Having another handsome
young male around

755
00:55:29,632 --> 00:55:31,051
should bring him down a peg.

756
00:55:35,806 --> 00:55:36,723
Hey, Russell?

757
00:55:36,764 --> 00:55:37,598
Yeah.

758
00:55:38,808 --> 00:55:42,603
Since I'm sure you're
a very faithful person,

759
00:55:44,272 --> 00:55:45,898
will you say a
prayer for my dad?

760
00:56:11,132 --> 00:56:12,884
Oh shit.

761
00:56:12,926 --> 00:56:14,844
What if none of this
is real after all?

762
00:56:16,054 --> 00:56:19,808
What if it's just some
crazy, made up fantasy

763
00:56:19,850 --> 00:56:22,435
I've warped into
something true in my mind?

764
00:56:24,353 --> 00:56:25,313
I mean, come on.

765
00:56:28,232 --> 00:56:29,066
Look at her.

766
00:56:30,485 --> 00:56:32,195
I'm not the guy
who gets the girl.

767
00:56:34,406 --> 00:56:36,449
At least not that girl.

768
00:58:27,143 --> 00:58:28,895
I can't reach her.

769
00:58:28,936 --> 00:58:32,982
Mrs. Kraftt, I tried all
the numbers you gave me.

770
00:58:34,942 --> 00:58:36,902
The overall physical
fitness of the patient,

771
00:58:36,944 --> 00:58:39,697
of every patient is different,
every case is different.

772
00:58:41,782 --> 00:58:43,368
Despite our best efforts,

773
00:58:44,953 --> 00:58:48,498
the outcome is not
always what we hope for.

774
00:59:53,272 --> 00:59:54,730
It wasn't like that at all.

775
00:59:56,148 --> 00:59:58,150
We were just really close.

776
00:59:58,192 --> 00:59:59,026
What else?

777
01:00:00,654 --> 01:00:02,197
My dad left when I was 13.

778
01:00:04,741 --> 01:00:06,243
I had to go out and find work.

779
01:00:07,368 --> 01:00:09,996
I got to know my way
around a piece of wood.

780
01:00:10,038 --> 01:00:13,500
I worked my way up to cabinets
and wainscotting and...

781
01:00:16,002 --> 01:00:17,712
And then I had this moment,

782
01:00:19,047 --> 01:00:22,551
in a massive custom kitchen.

783
01:00:24,511 --> 01:00:25,469
It was the dream.

784
01:00:27,723 --> 01:00:28,724
And I didn't want it.

785
01:00:29,891 --> 01:00:33,811
The money, success,
family, any of it.

786
01:00:38,107 --> 01:00:39,150
So what was left?

787
01:00:41,027 --> 01:00:41,861
Me.

788
01:00:43,529 --> 01:00:44,989
Me and the whole
load of nothing.

789
01:00:45,031 --> 01:00:47,074
I think I'm probably crazy.

790
01:00:50,621 --> 01:00:52,247
It's my biggest fear actually.

791
01:00:53,790 --> 01:00:58,210
Then I started thinking
what if my dad's Parkinson's

792
01:00:58,252 --> 01:01:01,213
wasn't the reason he
kept talking to my mom.

793
01:01:01,255 --> 01:01:03,507
What if he was mentally ill.

794
01:01:03,549 --> 01:01:05,551
And that stuff runs in families.

795
01:01:07,888 --> 01:01:11,016
I mean, look, I'm sitting here,

796
01:01:11,058 --> 01:01:15,646
talking out loud to some
imaginary therapy doll.

797
01:01:15,686 --> 01:01:17,355
Hello, that's Looney Tunes.

798
01:01:19,900 --> 01:01:22,277
I really don't know if I
know what's real anymore.

799
01:01:24,737 --> 01:01:26,906
Sometimes
I think the only hallmark

800
01:01:26,949 --> 01:01:28,241
of sanity is questioning

801
01:01:28,282 --> 01:01:30,451
whether or not you're crazy.

802
01:01:30,493 --> 01:01:32,745
And if you've ever
wondered, even for a moment,

803
01:01:32,788 --> 01:01:34,289
that you might not be

804
01:01:34,331 --> 01:01:38,251
all there, you're just fine.

805
01:01:46,384 --> 01:01:50,638
But in any case, I still
know exactly what Bess means.

806
01:01:57,228 --> 01:01:58,020
I would like for you

807
01:01:58,063 --> 01:01:58,897
to come talk to me.

808
01:02:00,147 --> 01:02:01,607
I'm kinda busy here, Farmer.

809
01:02:06,362 --> 01:02:07,781
I want the
whole area cleared.

810
01:02:07,822 --> 01:02:08,614
Close 'er off.

811
01:02:08,656 --> 01:02:09,824
Come on, let's go.

812
01:02:13,578 --> 01:02:14,705
So you've
been following her.

813
01:02:15,788 --> 01:02:16,665
Maybe.

814
01:02:21,252 --> 01:02:24,171
And what
have you learned?

815
01:02:24,214 --> 01:02:27,926
Look, it's Bess's business
what she says to who.

816
01:02:31,346 --> 01:02:32,179
Bess?

817
01:02:34,641 --> 01:02:36,851
Everybody calls her Bess.

818
01:02:39,020 --> 01:02:40,605
I'm canceling the experiment.

819
01:02:40,647 --> 01:02:44,234
Leave Eliz, Bess, alone.

820
01:02:45,402 --> 01:02:46,235
Are you finished?

821
01:02:50,531 --> 01:02:51,741
Why would you do that?

822
01:03:02,252 --> 01:03:04,755
Oh, I've got an
idea, what do you say

823
01:03:04,795 --> 01:03:08,007
we head back to exam C and
practice some of the stuff

824
01:03:08,049 --> 01:03:09,967
you've been learning
in school, hmm?

825
01:03:10,009 --> 01:03:12,178
We could use the refractor.

826
01:03:12,219 --> 01:03:14,513
Sort of a little
tutorial session.

827
01:03:14,556 --> 01:03:17,391
I don't know, Dr. Day.

828
01:03:17,433 --> 01:03:19,268
I haven't had much experience

829
01:03:19,310 --> 01:03:22,188
and I wouldn't wanna
mess something up.

830
01:03:22,230 --> 01:03:23,690
Oh, get back there.

831
01:03:23,732 --> 01:03:25,567
It'll make Bruce's day.

832
01:03:36,994 --> 01:03:38,538
Oh, it's strange sitting here.

833
01:03:40,081 --> 01:03:44,168
It's like riding in the
back seat of your own car.

834
01:03:44,210 --> 01:03:45,795
Okay.

835
01:03:45,837 --> 01:03:48,382
I'm gonna give you two options.

836
01:03:48,422 --> 01:03:50,926
Number one or number two.

837
01:03:50,967 --> 01:03:52,219
You just focus

838
01:03:52,259 --> 01:03:53,719
on the eye chart

839
01:03:53,761 --> 01:03:57,807
and tell me which option
makes the letters clearer.

840
01:03:58,850 --> 01:03:59,726
Are you ready?

841
01:03:59,768 --> 01:04:02,311
Good, Bess, very professional.

842
01:04:02,353 --> 01:04:03,355
Number one.

843
01:04:05,982 --> 01:04:07,734
Or number two?

844
01:04:10,194 --> 01:04:10,987
Two.

845
01:04:12,822 --> 01:04:14,407
Number one.

846
01:04:17,118 --> 01:04:17,952
Or number two?

847
01:04:20,246 --> 01:04:21,415
Number one.

848
01:04:31,717 --> 01:04:32,634
Number one.

849
01:04:41,183 --> 01:04:42,310
Or number two.

850
01:04:43,645 --> 01:04:44,478
Bess.

851
01:04:45,938 --> 01:04:48,899
What is the center point for
image focus in the retina?

852
01:04:52,821 --> 01:04:54,156
It's a very basic question.

853
01:04:57,326 --> 01:04:59,619
You haven't been going
to school, have you?

854
01:05:03,040 --> 01:05:05,375
I'll pay you back, I promise.

855
01:05:28,565 --> 01:05:29,775
Hello, Bess.

856
01:05:30,859 --> 01:05:32,485
Mint?

857
01:05:32,527 --> 01:05:34,154
You just called me Bess.

858
01:05:35,781 --> 01:05:37,616
Well, that is your
name, is it not?

859
01:05:42,871 --> 01:05:44,206
And how is your father?

860
01:05:45,790 --> 01:05:46,999
Oh, he's doing good.

861
01:05:47,042 --> 01:05:49,168
Much better actually.

862
01:05:49,210 --> 01:05:50,628
I just came from the hospital.

863
01:05:50,670 --> 01:05:52,254
That's strange.

864
01:05:52,297 --> 01:05:54,340
Dr. Klienart called
here looking for you

865
01:05:54,382 --> 01:05:58,344
and he told me about
your father's condition.

866
01:05:58,386 --> 01:05:59,388
And he is not good.

867
01:06:00,389 --> 01:06:02,349
He's not good at all.

868
01:06:03,433 --> 01:06:04,351
What are you talking about?

869
01:06:05,226 --> 01:06:06,143
Oh!

870
01:06:06,185 --> 01:06:07,353
I've spent
the last four years

871
01:06:07,395 --> 01:06:08,688
in this office with you without
taking a penny for my time

872
01:06:08,730 --> 01:06:09,940
because I assumed this

873
01:06:09,982 --> 01:06:11,190
to be a mutually-beneficial
arrangement.

874
01:06:11,232 --> 01:06:13,484
Was I wrong to
assume that, Bess?

875
01:06:13,527 --> 01:06:14,695
Please calm down, Farmer.

876
01:06:14,735 --> 01:06:15,862
How many times
have you lied to me?

877
01:06:15,904 --> 01:06:17,864
How many dead ends
did you send me down?

878
01:06:17,906 --> 01:06:19,116
Was it all a lie?

879
01:06:19,156 --> 01:06:20,366
Sorry, I didn't
realize that you...

880
01:06:20,409 --> 01:06:22,160
Sorry, sorry,
does not help me.

881
01:06:22,201 --> 01:06:24,955
Years and years of
falsified research

882
01:06:24,996 --> 01:06:26,080
so get out!

883
01:06:28,250 --> 01:06:29,083
Get out!

884
01:06:35,589 --> 01:06:39,593
You fuck.

885
01:06:42,596 --> 01:06:44,056
I hate that I care
what you think about.

886
01:06:44,098 --> 01:06:46,142
Everything, I'm the one that
stole your fucking diploma

887
01:06:46,183 --> 01:06:47,560
because I hate that you
care about your work

888
01:06:47,603 --> 01:06:49,061
more than you care about me

889
01:06:49,103 --> 01:06:51,522
even though I will never
ever fucking love you back.

890
01:06:51,565 --> 01:06:53,567
And I hate lying to Dr. Day.

891
01:06:53,609 --> 01:06:55,777
Really I couldn't give
a shit about taking over

892
01:06:55,819 --> 01:06:57,446
the fucking practice.

893
01:06:57,487 --> 01:06:58,822
I couldn't give a shit
about people's eyes

894
01:06:58,864 --> 01:06:59,906
or having a fucking career

895
01:06:59,947 --> 01:07:01,616
or anything like that.

896
01:07:01,657 --> 01:07:03,368
Well, I hate when you touch me.

897
01:07:03,409 --> 01:07:05,203
I hate you always tell
me how smart you are.

898
01:07:05,244 --> 01:07:07,413
And I hate my mother
for being weak

899
01:07:07,456 --> 01:07:08,540
and leaving me behind.

900
01:07:09,665 --> 01:07:10,875
Fuck.

901
01:07:10,917 --> 01:07:12,835
I hate my father for
giving up on me, too.

902
01:07:12,877 --> 01:07:14,337
Fucking door!

903
01:07:14,378 --> 01:07:16,255
I fucking had no idea how
much I really need him!

904
01:07:17,507 --> 01:07:18,800
Fuck!

905
01:07:20,594 --> 01:07:21,427
Fuck, Dad.

906
01:07:27,351 --> 01:07:29,269
I'm in
love with this girl.

907
01:09:04,280 --> 01:09:06,991
That's exactly
what I'm talking about, Murray.

908
01:09:07,034 --> 01:09:08,535
Well,
you can't run away

909
01:09:08,576 --> 01:09:10,244
from getting older, Carolyn.

910
01:09:10,286 --> 01:09:11,579
I had her when I was 20.

911
01:09:11,621 --> 01:09:14,415
I never got the
chance to be young.

912
01:09:14,458 --> 01:09:16,209
Do you see the way
she looks at me?

913
01:09:16,250 --> 01:09:19,754
It's like I'm just a mom.

914
01:09:21,423 --> 01:09:22,758
What do I tell Bess?

915
01:09:22,798 --> 01:09:24,216
I'll be gone.

916
01:09:24,258 --> 01:09:25,176
It won't matter.

917
01:09:28,554 --> 01:09:29,388
Mom!

918
01:09:42,945 --> 01:09:43,779
Mom!

919
01:10:00,629 --> 01:10:01,463
Mom!

920
01:10:07,928 --> 01:10:08,762
Mom!

921
01:10:11,807 --> 01:10:13,141
Every night I dream
that I'm a bird

922
01:10:13,182 --> 01:10:14,767
that gets to fly away.

923
01:10:17,353 --> 01:10:21,566
I don't have a name and I look
just like the rest of them.

924
01:10:24,402 --> 01:10:25,861
I'm just leaving it all behind.

925
01:10:33,411 --> 01:10:34,495
I think the darkness

926
01:10:34,538 --> 01:10:35,955
in you is beautiful.

927
01:11:15,203 --> 01:11:16,621
He's real, isn't he?

928
01:11:17,664 --> 01:11:18,749
You saw him?

929
01:11:18,789 --> 01:11:20,042
I definitely heard him.

930
01:11:21,250 --> 01:11:22,793
This is the most
important advancement

931
01:11:22,835 --> 01:11:25,797
in our work together, Bess.

932
01:11:25,838 --> 01:11:28,633
I'm sorry I didn't tell you
about my nickname, Farmer,

933
01:11:28,674 --> 01:11:31,844
it's just that I like it
when you call me Elizabeth.

934
01:11:31,887 --> 01:11:33,179
It makes me feel
like someone I'm not.

935
01:11:33,221 --> 01:11:34,348
What do you mean?

936
01:11:34,388 --> 01:11:35,891
You cannot be
someone you are not.

937
01:11:37,017 --> 01:11:37,893
Now you tell me?

938
01:11:39,018 --> 01:11:40,227
I'm confused.

939
01:11:41,396 --> 01:11:43,065
Yeah, me, too.

940
01:11:46,317 --> 01:11:48,027
Am I crazy, Farmer?

941
01:11:48,070 --> 01:11:49,821
Not as far as I can tell.

942
01:11:49,862 --> 01:11:51,906
Though, as a scientist,
I cannot rule it out

943
01:11:51,949 --> 01:11:53,241
until I prove it otherwise.

944
01:11:57,120 --> 01:11:58,288
He said something to
me I've been waiting

945
01:11:58,329 --> 01:11:59,413
my whole life to hear.

946
01:12:02,042 --> 01:12:02,918
What's all that?

947
01:12:04,460 --> 01:12:05,294
That's Russell.

948
01:12:06,129 --> 01:12:06,964
It is?

949
01:12:08,089 --> 01:12:09,882
He's the guy tearing
down the arcade.

950
01:12:09,924 --> 01:12:11,217
No, I don't wanna see him.

951
01:12:11,258 --> 01:12:12,677
Wait, Elizabeth.

952
01:12:12,718 --> 01:12:14,387
Please don't tell him
that I know anything, okay?

953
01:12:14,428 --> 01:12:17,473
Not yet, Farmer,
promise me, please.

954
01:12:19,601 --> 01:12:20,435
I promise.

955
01:12:21,852 --> 01:12:22,853
Thank you.

956
01:12:28,360 --> 01:12:29,194
Oh hey.

957
01:12:54,553 --> 01:12:55,762
You are upset with me.

958
01:12:58,807 --> 01:13:01,685
I've apologized to Elizabeth
for my regrettable outburst

959
01:13:01,727 --> 01:13:04,646
and she has forgiven me and
I hope you can do the same.

960
01:13:11,486 --> 01:13:13,405
Do you think she wants
to be an optometrist?

961
01:13:16,282 --> 01:13:18,910
That she wants to
be your girlfriend?

962
01:13:22,121 --> 01:13:24,124
She even made her mother vanish.

963
01:13:24,165 --> 01:13:25,583
For fuck sake, Farmer.

964
01:13:25,625 --> 01:13:29,920
She'll do whatever
anyone wants her to do.

965
01:13:29,963 --> 01:13:30,797
Look at her.

966
01:13:50,816 --> 01:13:53,235
You know what it
means, don't you?

967
01:13:53,277 --> 01:13:55,947
The fact that this is nothing
more than a fairy tale.

968
01:14:00,201 --> 01:14:03,664
Some Aesop, Mother
Goose bullshit.

969
01:14:05,374 --> 01:14:06,708
It means I'm cursed.

970
01:14:08,334 --> 01:14:11,003
It means Bess is never
actually going to see me

971
01:14:11,045 --> 01:14:12,047
in real life.

972
01:14:13,839 --> 01:14:15,257
She'll stay just

973
01:14:15,299 --> 01:14:19,053
out of reach forever.

974
01:14:23,600 --> 01:14:27,980
♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh ♪

975
01:14:28,021 --> 01:14:30,523
♪ Ooh ooh ooh ♪

976
01:14:32,401 --> 01:14:34,611
But
maybe this is freedom,

977
01:14:34,652 --> 01:14:35,945
to get what you've always wanted

978
01:14:35,987 --> 01:14:37,364
and have it break
your fucking heart.

979
01:14:38,615 --> 01:14:41,535
There's no dream to
tie you down anymore.

980
01:14:41,575 --> 01:14:42,785
The shackles are off.

981
01:14:43,704 --> 01:14:46,081
Nothing to do but let go.

982
01:14:53,629 --> 01:14:58,634
♪ When you think to
show that you're ♪

983
01:14:59,928 --> 01:15:04,016
♪ That inside you're
twisted and unkind ♪

984
01:15:04,932 --> 01:15:09,312
♪ Show that you are blind ♪

985
01:15:10,230 --> 01:15:13,692
♪ Please put down your hands ♪

986
01:15:55,776 --> 01:15:59,404
Oh fuck,
fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck.

987
01:15:59,445 --> 01:16:00,279
Fuck.

988
01:16:20,508 --> 01:16:21,384
Oh fuck!

989
01:16:50,414 --> 01:16:52,040
Thank
you for calling me.

990
01:16:55,669 --> 01:16:56,795
I can't believe
I'm back here again,

991
01:16:56,837 --> 01:16:58,547
the scene of the crime.

992
01:16:59,714 --> 01:17:01,173
The death of your
father does not qualify

993
01:17:01,215 --> 01:17:02,801
as a crime, Elizabeth.

994
01:17:02,843 --> 01:17:04,219
Oh, you didn't know?

995
01:17:04,261 --> 01:17:05,846
I killed him.

996
01:17:05,887 --> 01:17:07,139
Yeah, it's true.

997
01:17:07,179 --> 01:17:09,266
The surgery wasn't necessary.

998
01:17:09,307 --> 01:17:13,060
It coulda been put off for
months, years, who knows.

999
01:17:13,102 --> 01:17:14,395
My dad is dead.

1000
01:17:18,066 --> 01:17:18,900
My dad is dead.

1001
01:17:20,235 --> 01:17:21,570
I can't make it feel real.

1002
01:17:24,196 --> 01:17:25,364
I don't know why
that surprises me.

1003
01:17:25,406 --> 01:17:26,490
I don't know how
to feel anything.

1004
01:17:26,532 --> 01:17:27,700
That is not true.

1005
01:17:28,785 --> 01:17:30,162
You feel everything.

1006
01:17:31,245 --> 01:17:33,623
It's an integral
part of your problem.

1007
01:17:33,664 --> 01:17:35,124
You figured out my problem?

1008
01:17:36,500 --> 01:17:39,545
Well, I'm in the late stages
of winnowing hypotheses.

1009
01:17:39,588 --> 01:17:41,214
Do any of them
address the fact

1010
01:17:41,255 --> 01:17:44,092
that the one person who
made me feel something

1011
01:17:44,133 --> 01:17:46,093
for the first time in years

1012
01:17:46,136 --> 01:17:48,179
is having his wrist
bandaged as we speak?

1013
01:17:51,223 --> 01:17:52,976
I do not make
you feel anything?

1014
01:17:57,813 --> 01:18:00,400
You want me to lie to you?

1015
01:18:00,441 --> 01:18:01,275
No.

1016
01:18:05,446 --> 01:18:07,074
So when you were kissing me

1017
01:18:07,115 --> 01:18:10,118
you were merely
pretending to enjoy it

1018
01:18:12,329 --> 01:18:14,456
'cause you thought that
was what I might want.

1019
01:18:20,462 --> 01:18:21,254
I love you.

1020
01:18:21,295 --> 01:18:22,923
No, you don't.

1021
01:18:22,964 --> 01:18:23,965
You love your work.

1022
01:18:24,007 --> 01:18:26,134
And you are my work.

1023
01:18:26,176 --> 01:18:27,009
Ms. Kraftt.

1024
01:18:27,052 --> 01:18:28,094
Yes.

1025
01:18:28,136 --> 01:18:29,012
Your friend is
stable and resting.

1026
01:18:29,053 --> 01:18:29,929
He's okay?

1027
01:18:29,972 --> 01:18:30,889
Yes, but he made it very clear

1028
01:18:30,931 --> 01:18:31,764
he doesn't wanna see you.

1029
01:18:31,807 --> 01:18:32,641
I'm sorry.

1030
01:18:35,560 --> 01:18:38,105
Um, it's okay.

1031
01:18:38,146 --> 01:18:38,981
I understand.

1032
01:18:44,402 --> 01:18:45,236
Elizabeth.

1033
01:18:49,407 --> 01:18:51,200
I think we should break up.

1034
01:18:55,664 --> 01:18:56,581
HOSPITAL
ANNOUNCER: In disease,

1035
01:18:56,623 --> 01:18:59,418
Dr. Peter Honeycowell-Kating.

1036
01:18:59,459 --> 01:19:01,545
Dr. Peter Honeycowell-Kating.

1037
01:19:22,441 --> 01:19:25,277
Remember what you said
to me before the accident

1038
01:19:25,319 --> 01:19:26,445
about wanting more?

1039
01:19:28,321 --> 01:19:31,365
Did you know that Bessie
has seen the interstate once

1040
01:19:31,407 --> 01:19:32,241
in her life.

1041
01:19:33,410 --> 01:19:34,620
The only reason she
doesn't move away

1042
01:19:34,660 --> 01:19:36,829
like every kid she
grew up with is me.

1043
01:19:37,998 --> 01:19:39,165
There's nothing for her here.

1044
01:19:39,206 --> 01:19:41,584
She stays to take care of me.

1045
01:19:41,627 --> 01:19:42,502
Well, she doesn't have to.

1046
01:19:42,544 --> 01:19:43,378
I'm here.

1047
01:19:45,713 --> 01:19:49,091
You know that being strong
isn't one of my strengths.

1048
01:19:49,133 --> 01:19:52,011
It's the curse of
the Kraftt women.

1049
01:19:52,053 --> 01:19:55,056
You have no idea how
strong you really are.

1050
01:21:25,105 --> 01:21:26,940
Bess saved my life.

1051
01:21:28,316 --> 01:21:31,485
Blew apart all that tough guy
don't need nobody bullshit

1052
01:21:31,527 --> 01:21:32,987
and made me want to live.

1053
01:21:35,615 --> 01:21:36,991
Just like in a fairy tale.

1054
01:21:41,621 --> 01:21:44,333
Maybe there is some magic
in the real world after all.

1055
01:22:10,942 --> 01:22:12,026
Yeah, I know.

1056
01:22:13,195 --> 01:22:14,362
Come on, you jerk.

1057
01:22:15,530 --> 01:22:18,075
Mating season's coming
and if you don't eat,

1058
01:22:18,115 --> 01:22:20,743
you won't be able to...

1059
01:22:20,785 --> 01:22:21,953
You know what?

1060
01:22:23,288 --> 01:22:25,290
You don't have to eat
if you don't want to.

1061
01:22:27,875 --> 01:22:28,877
As a matter of fact,

1062
01:22:30,253 --> 01:22:32,547
seriously, go,

1063
01:22:35,299 --> 01:22:39,262
be free.

1064
01:22:53,485 --> 01:22:54,319
Oh.

1065
01:22:57,239 --> 01:22:58,072
Argus.

1066
01:23:07,374 --> 01:23:10,043
I think the darkness
in you is beautiful.

1067
01:24:53,938 --> 01:24:54,772
Bess?

1068
01:26:14,268 --> 01:26:15,896
I think you might be here.

1069
01:26:19,023 --> 01:26:23,236
I can't see you but
maybe I can feel you.

1070
01:26:27,531 --> 01:26:29,409
Dad was right about everything.

1071
01:26:32,411 --> 01:26:33,245
Yes.

1072
01:26:40,795 --> 01:26:41,629
Bess.

1073
01:27:16,414 --> 01:27:17,498
Your eyes are green.

1074
01:27:19,042 --> 01:27:19,875
Yeah.

1075
01:27:21,712 --> 01:27:26,133
And my hands are rough and
my fingernails are dirty

1076
01:27:26,173 --> 01:27:29,093
and I can't ever seem
to get 'em clean.

1077
01:27:30,428 --> 01:27:32,263
I'm pretty hairy, too.

1078
01:27:33,889 --> 01:27:35,142
I shed a lot like a dog.

1079
01:27:37,352 --> 01:27:40,856
And I don't have any
friends or a trust fund or...

1080
01:27:40,896 --> 01:27:42,898
What if I told
you I didn't care?

1081
01:27:47,445 --> 01:27:49,864
I would think you're
lying like you always do.

1082
01:27:51,532 --> 01:27:52,993
But I've never lied to you.

1083
01:28:23,440 --> 01:28:26,234
Turns
out the old saying is wrong.

1084
01:28:26,276 --> 01:28:28,695
Seeing is not believing.

1085
01:28:28,736 --> 01:28:31,697
Please don't disappear again.

1086
01:28:31,740 --> 01:28:33,951
Not
with the eyes at least.

1087
01:28:33,991 --> 01:28:37,079
They're just a bunch of
rods and cones and jelly.

1088
01:28:38,454 --> 01:28:41,374
If you want to talk about
seeing with the heart,

1089
01:28:41,415 --> 01:28:42,708
you know where to find me.

1090
01:28:43,794 --> 01:28:45,879
I'll be right here
with this girl forever.

1091
01:28:46,754 --> 01:28:49,715
♪ I wanna line the walls ♪

1092
01:28:49,758 --> 01:28:54,763
♪ With photographs you sent ♪

1093
01:28:54,812 --> 01:28:56,758
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1094
01:28:56,807 --> 01:29:01,061
♪ Of you lying in
your swimsuit ♪

1095
01:29:01,102 --> 01:29:06,065
♪ On the bed ♪

1096
01:29:06,941 --> 01:29:10,736
♪ Can't live without your love ♪

1097
01:29:10,779 --> 01:29:15,784
♪ Inside me now ♪

1098
01:29:16,660 --> 01:29:19,329
♪ I'll find a way to slip ♪

1099
01:29:19,370 --> 01:29:24,375
♪ Into your skin somehow ♪

1100
01:29:26,210 --> 01:29:31,215
♪ I wanna fuck your love slow ♪

1101
01:29:32,133 --> 01:29:36,762
♪ Catch my heart, go swim ♪

1102
01:29:36,804 --> 01:29:39,182
♪ Feel your lips crush ♪

1103
01:29:39,223 --> 01:29:41,767
♪ I want you ♪

1104
01:29:41,810 --> 01:29:46,815
♪ Hold you here my
loveliest friend ♪

1105
01:29:51,570 --> 01:29:56,575
♪ Hold you here my
loveliest friend ♪

1106
01:30:01,204 --> 01:30:05,792
♪ Catch my heart, go swim ♪

1107
01:30:05,834 --> 01:30:08,170
♪ Feel your lips cry ♪

1108
01:30:08,210 --> 01:30:10,672
♪ I want you ♪

1109
01:30:10,713 --> 01:30:15,051
♪ Hold you here my
loveliest friend ♪