This Doesn't Feel Like Me 18

fmc kinda tells him she cant do that now. he ask what and how he wants her to teach him and she goes how she wills top teaching him now. mc insists she was the one who first taught him so what does she mean. he asks why hit him, why is she doing this and to stop, tells him he has bad habits/stuttering and is selfish(not sure). she then goes how maybe she was wrong in doing this with him and blames it on her being a female before a mother. mc goes how he's not a fool and she thinks how she prbly overdid it. goes how he knows everything about her and was worried. she goes really but thinks he's a complete fool. he goes how he feels guilty for some reason. she goes 'u feel guilty huh ?' and then tells him to take his pants off. she tells him to take it off, everything. he asks why and she goes if he's gonna talk back again. he goes how he will but wants to know why. she tells him it's a mistake/wrong to feel guilty and how it and if he did it wrong he'd be angry. he asks why is that and she tells him no need for words.
tells him to slap his dick one more time. she asks him if he feels less guilt from the hits.he goes how it doesn't work and it's just pain. more shit about guilt and how she tries to debunk his guilt feels. he then asks if it's not guilt then what is it cause it means he didn't do nothing wrong then. she goes how the things he didn't want others to know made him think it was wrong. how the things he did and didn't want nobody to know..the secret so he doesn't have to worry about it. he asks what and she tells him that if he keeps his mouth shut nobody will know, and he thinks about that shocked. she tells him she's sorry for hitting him and to apply smth on it. he goes how it's okay but she wants to have a deeper look cause it might be serious. sees it and thinks she hit him too much. sees his d and thinks it's like a zucchini. she scares him that if it's let this way it will get dangerous. she insists that if it's left this way it will get bad and he cries and asks if there's a way to fix it. she goes how first of all she needs to calm it down with her warmth as smooth as possible. he asks how and she sucks it. she thinks it's as big as her own zucchini and barely fits in her mouth. mc thinks it's getting better and pushes her head in. tells her sorry how he lost it. she goes smth how it's too much for her this way and she cant do it that way. he asks what other way then and she goes how it's not sure if it's possible but she will try. she scares him more about the gravity of the injury how she cant ignore it and how his swelling is so serious she doesn't have the confidence she can fix it and how it can get dangerous for her too. he goes how he doesn't like it and she was why since is sever but he tells her he doesn't wanna risk her. she then goes how if she thinks about it's not that dangerous and he goes 'really?' but tells him he will have to wait a moment, just a little and fingers herself. he takes her hand and she asks what is he doing and he goes how he will do it(damn ..this is ORH bs nurses vs mc arc lol). she goes no jinwoo moans and goes jinwooo and then tells him that no matter what happens today she will make him better and he goes smth like yeah, okay(not sure). (app based sum. not very accurate and rushed)