Schizophrenia in my head, I don’t wanna be dead, schizophrenia leave me alone I’m numb and at home, try to flee the premise but so much fear its a menace, is the end near or is my demise fear, schizophrenia can lead me in the wrong directions so I steer so I can find myself clear, where am I going, am I here? I see the sunlight, but it’s so far away, in the distance it’s there, but I can’t find my way there. Lead me to better places, familiar faces I see, they all look at me, who are they and where where is the key, to get out my feelings and feel happy because I’m so deep its scary, I can only feel for my self so bare me, why is this happening, why is it me, I can’t plea my case, I can’t feel my face, let me live away from this distaste, in the sunlight, with sunshine and bliss, that moment I miss