I Do What I Want... BUT AT WHAT COST?

Covet: -Kelsey was sitting in one of the big chairs in the common area with her guitar strumming along while she sang out-  ♪ You've got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt, And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt, And when we go crashing down, we come back every time, 'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style♪
Covet: [re post for pey]
Covet: -Kelsey was sitting in one of the big chairs in the common area with her guitar strumming along while she sang out- ♪ You've got that long hair, slicked back, white t-shirt, And I got that good girl faith and a tight little skirt, And when we go crashing down, we come back every time, 'Cause we never go out of style, we never go out of style♪
Tsaaq: Ozzie came out of the gym, or rather he staggered from the gym. He lifted his head from his phone, seeing Kelsey and saying nothing as he went to the kitchen and waited for the raven haired male. "That girl you told me to text is super into me." He said to Remy as he glanced back at him. // "Yeahhh, Katie is a total slut." Remy said. He shifted his gaze into the common area and waved at Kelsey lazily. "I feel great, lifting while you're high is actually amazing." He said quietly and went to take a water from the fridge.
Musik: -Caroline walked out of the bathroom, fixing her dress. She walked down the hallway after Remy and Ozzie, keeping her head. She moved to walk passed the kitchen but stopped when she saw Kelsey. She moved over to where she was sitting in the common area and smiled at her.- "Hey Kels."
Covet: -Kelsey lifted her head up and just watched the guys walk through, not wanting to talk to them.  She was kind of relieved when Care came out of her room. She grinned and gave her a wave- Hi Care. How are you?
Tsaaq: "And she'll like... She'll sleep with me?" Ozzie asked quietly, spotting Caroline and still saying nothing. "Yeah I mean, that stuff you do gives you the energy but you gotta eat or you're gonna get super skinny bro. And that's the opposite of what we're working on." He explained, hiccuping drunkenly. // He rolled his eyes. "She's a whore. Pumpkin will fuck anything." Remy said in a monotone and slurped his water loudly. "I'm not fucking hungry what the fuck am I supposed to fucking eat?" He asked, no longer whispering.
Musik: "I'm good, how're you?" -She asked, pushing her skirt down over her thighs.- "What're you righting?"
Covet: [Remy....why would do that to Ozzie....XD]
Musik: (wow okay. writing*)
Tsaaq: ((Ozzie wanted a vagina, that's the vagina he suggested.))
Tsaaq: ((And it's fun cause they're both gay.))
Covet: -Kelsey tried to ignore the guys, and looked at Care- I'm doing alright. Uh, A song that just sorta came to me last week. I think I have a name for it, but I don't know. -She told her strumming along changing the tune from a major to a minor, trying to see if that sounded better.-
Covet: [Well when you put it like that it's like he's doing them both a favor by confirming that they are in fact gay XD]
Tsaaq: ((Remy doesn't know Katie is gay though he just gave the reccomendation.))
Covet: [Ha ha]
Tsaaq: Ozzie rose his hand to Remy. "Bro, calm the fuck down." He said to him. "I was just telling you what you had to do... Do you think she'll show up like tonight?" He changed the subject. // Remy groaned. "Oh my god, stop worrying about getting your dick wet. I thought we were hanging out, I don't want to hang out with fucking Pumpkin. That defeats the purpose completely."  He said in all one breath, patting his pockets and tossing his little baggy of coke onto the counter.
Musik: "I wanna hear itttt." -She said smiling at her.- // -Tony walked through the front door holding a box of m&m cookies. He walked down the hallway, stopping at Caroline's door, lifting his hand to knock at it.- "Careeee, open upppp."
Covet: Okay -Kelsey said- But, keep in mind it's still a work in progress.  -she said sitting up, repositioning her fingers over the frets, as she started playing- ♪ Midnight, You come and pick me up, no headlights. A long drive, Could end in burning flames or paradise. Fade into view, oh, it's been a while since I have even heard from you ♪ -She stopped playing when she heard someone calling Care's name- Is that Tony? -she asked her-
Tsaaq: He frowned and crossed his arms, leaning on the half wall then turning around once Kelsey started singing. // "Shut the fuck up." Remy said as he began to seperate the white lines of powder. "Dude, you wanna here something hilarious? I totally like, almost died over there by that couch. And my friend she basically died here. Isn't that hilarious?" He asked before lowering his head to snort the things. // Ozzie's eyes widened, because even though he was drunk he was still appalled. "...No." He whispered.
Musik: -She smiled as she sang and turned her head to look toward the hallway.- "Oh, yeah..He said he'd come over because he bailed on me the other night." -She shrugged.- "In here!" -She said watching him come around the corner, smiling at him.- "Hey." // "Oh, I guess I should've just checked here, huh?" -He said handing her the cookies, sending a nod to Kelsey.- "Hey Kels." -He dropped down onto the couch, sitting too close to Caroline.-
Covet: -Kelsey glanced over at the guys, but was distracted when Tony joined them- Oh, yeah I'd kind of forgotten you said he was going to join us.  -she looked at him and gave a wave- Hi Tony, Care said you were in New York. Did you have a good time?
Tsaaq: Ozzie looked over in the common area, looking a little weirded out by Remy but instead of saying anything he went to the fridge and grabbed a beer. "Remy, should you do that out here?" He asked. // "Huh?" Remy continued snorting and wiped up the remains. "I already finished bitch." He said and went over to Ozzie and shoved him playfully, laughing as he sniffed loudly.
Musik: -She smiled and took the cookies, instantly opening them up to take one out, taking a bite of it. She held it out towards Kelsey.- "Want one?" // "Uhh, yeah I guess. It was jsut work stuff." -He shrugged reaching over to take a cookie, shoving the whole thing in his mouth.-
Covet: -Glancing over into the kitchen. she saw Remy leaned over the counter then sniff loudly. She leaned over for a cookie then went to whisper to Care and Tony- I think.... I just saw Remy doing drugs in there. -she sat back up and thanked her- Thank you!  Work stuff? What do you do for work? -she asked him as she took a bite-
Tsaaq: He laughed and pushed him back. Ozzie slurped down his stumbled from the kitchen and went to grab one of the chairs from the dining area. "I'm gonna hit you with this." He snickered drunkenly, carrying it into the kitchen effortlessly. // Remy squeezed the bridge of his nose then watched Ozzie. "Go ahead and hit me with that chair and see what happens." He challenged him with a laugh. "I can't feel shit. My whole- My everything here is numb." Remy waved his hand around his face.
Musik: -She turned around to look into the kitchen, frowning slightly as she turned around again, not saying anything.- // -Tony turned to look at the guys before looking at Kelsey.- "He probably was, have you met him?" -He shrugged.- "Secret shit."
Covet: Oh, So mysterious -She said rolling her eyes at Tony, finishing he cookie. She started to strum again so that it'd cover up her whispering- Should we do anything? Like contact Bliss?
Musik: +
Musik: (oops sorry_
Covet: *her
Covet: [lol np]
Tsaaq: "I don't wanna break it." Ozzie said reluctantly and put the chair down and sat in it. "What's that fag looking at? Does he want to fight?" He asked after seeing Tony look over at them. // Remy went to sit on the counter and shook his head. "Whatever, fuck fighting him." He waved his hand. "You should punch me instead, put that shit to good use."
Musik: "I don't know..It'll probably just make things worse around here and I already don't want to be here half the time because of Ozzie's comments..so I wouldn't.." -She frowned looking at Kelsey.- // "Wait, Ozzie's comments? What's he said to you?" -He said getting automatically defensive for her.-
Covet: He's just been really... harsh lately. Both of them have. There was this conversation about us being in a porn, it was just really crass and unecessary. -Kelsey said explaining to Tony, with a frown-
Tsaaq: He furrowed his eyebrows at Remy then laughed. "I'm not punching you in the face, stupid." Ozzie shook his head, taking out his phone and texting. "And your nose is bleeding." He commented. // He poked at his own skin on his forearm and spotted the droplets of blood on his shirt. Remy shrugged. "I don't even care right now." Remy laughed.
Musik: -Caroline shifted the cookies off her lap and wrapped her arms around her middle.- // "Well you both can come stay at the apartment. It's just me and Ryder. And we're never really there." -He said moving to wrap his arm around Caroline's shoulder, pulling her closer to his side.-
Covet: -Kelsey looked over at the guys again, when Remy laughed out. Giving a frown.- That's nice of you Tony. Thanks. -she was trying her best not to look uncomfortable, feeling conflicted to do or say something -
Tsaaq: "Oh my god those bitches keep looking over here." Ozzie sighed, belching and rubbing his forehead. "We're not even talking to them. This is so damn annoying." He rambled drunkenly in his Southern droll. // "What if I like- just slit my wrists and like stood over them and let the blood like, just drip onto them and watch them freak the fuck out? I would fucking die laughing." He asked in a whisper then wiped his face with the back of his hand. "Or like, I go over there and like throw up on them?" Remy continued to snicker, looking eeriely amused. // Ozzie stared at Remy wide eyed. "Don't cut yourself Remy, that's bad." He whispered back.
Musik: "Thanks Tone.." -She smiled and leaned into his side, looking at Kelsey as she watched them.- "Kels, don't stare.." She said quietly.- // -Tony rubbed her shoulder gently, nodding his head.- "Yeah no problem. Julia still has a bed and shit at the house, so you guys can crash in there or whatever."
Covet: I'm sorry, I just... I don't feel comfortable here right now. And they shouldn't be doing that here. -Kelsey said with a frown.-  Maybe we should leave? -She suggested to them-
Tsaaq: He looked over at them then rolled his eyes. "They're suuuper annoying." He muttered. Ozzie got off the chair put it back. "I'm going to my dorm." He told Remy as he began to walk away. // "Come onnnnn." Remy dragged out and sucked his teeth. "Fuck you Osvaldo." He shouted, jumping off the counter. "You eye fucking him made him not want to hang out anymore, thanks." Remy said shrugging as he glanced at Kelsey. "I'm bored, gonna make a noose and maybe hang myself somewhere in here." He purposefully said in a raised voice. "Right over there looks good." Remy said a little more softly as he pointed to where Kelsey was sitting then just let his laughter take control. "Wouldn't that be funny?"
Musik: "We can go back to my room if you want.. Or maybe we should just go to Tony's. At least it's quiet there.." -She said looking at Tony, then back to Kelsey.- // -Tony raised his brow.- "I don't know about quiet..I yell at the tv a lot.." -He said looking between the two of them.-
Covet: -Kelsey frowned and took out her phone, sending a message off. She wasn't laughing and was feeling extra uncomfortable now- No...I think I'm missing the joke. -she swallowed looking at Remy then at the others- Not sure if she should leave or not, because this situation is super awkward-
Tsaaq: Remy kept laughing  and furrowed his eyebrows. "Whaaat?" He sucked his teeth. "No, you sound like Ozzie. That would be hilarious. Just me dead, hanging from that light probably and just you know being dead." He rambled quickly. "You're right I'm more into making a mess that somebody has to clean up. Something that would really scar them, like sliting my throat or something." Remy kept giggling while speaking, as if suicide wasn't a serious topic.
Musik: -She turned to look at remy, then back to Kelsey.- "I'm gonna..Go pack my bag so I can go stay with Tony.." -She said, extremely uncomfortable with suicide talk because the bitch has tried it it's not fun. She moved through the common room to walk down the hallway to her room, closing the door behind her to pack her bag.- // -Tony turned to looka t Remy.- "There's no joke in that." -He said flatly, responding to Kelsey's comment about missing the joke.-
Covet: -Kelsey was staring at her phone responding back to Bliss. She still wasnt laughing, but was just sitting there looking awkward- I... should go pack too... I think...-she said getting up-
Tsaaq: "Shut up Tony. It's hilarious. I would laugh if you did it. Especially if you suceeded." He said, flashing him a thumbs up as they walked away. "I'd be the happiest man your funeral. Or the happiest ghost. I don't know. Let's see how tonight goes." Remy shrugged. "Aww you're leaving? But the show is about to start." He rolled his eyes and went to the kitchen. "Watch, it'll be fast. It's not like I haven't done something like this before. Isn't my first rodeo." Remy laughed and scoffed. "I mean I wasn't trying to die the other times but I don't know let's see how this goes. I'm an actor I like an audience." Remy spoke a mile a minute, making a bunch of noise in the kitchen.
Tsaaq: ((at your**))
Musik: "Oh good. Make sure you cut up not across." -He said flatly, pushing up to his feet to adjust his shirt.- "Kels go get your shit. Let's go before shit gets messy."
Covet: -Kelsey looked back down at her phone reading the message she got back. She looked at Tony- We can't leave. Bliss said someone needs to stay here. -Kelsey said softly, not sure what she was supposed to do-
Tsaaq: "No fucking shit retard." Remy called out to Tony as he finally found a knife. "It's dull as shit. That's fun." He said sarcastically. "I swear you're more retarded than I am Sam." He shouted to Tony again. "Up not across is like, emo 101."
Musik: "Oh you wanna sit and watch him slice himself up? You go for it. But Caroline can't see this shit. YOU shouldn't see it either." -He said and moved to walk passed her, knocking on Caroline's door to walk inside, pulling her out and making her leave the building.-
Covet: I don't want to no. But someone has to stay....Someone's coming. -Kelsey said, trying not to tear up as they walked out. She was shaking- Remy, please...you don't need to do this...
Tsaaq: He shrugged his shoulders once he heard Tony and Caroline shuffle off. "That's okay. I don't really them as much as I like you Kelsey." Remy said softly as he walked over to her, wiping his already bloody nose. "I think you should have a connection with your audience, right?" He asked then furrowed his eyebrows. "Why not?"
Covet: -Kelsey stood there watching him. Swallowing hard- I like you too, I think you just need to put the knife down. We can talk. I'll be your audience. You've got my full attention -she said blinking back tears, as she tried to smile, seeing the blood and feeling her stomach churn a bit.-
Covet: [Can I help you :)]
NamiGraclynn: just checking out room ^^
NamiGraclynn: enjoy your rp:)
Covet: [Well we're currently in the middle of an RP session....that's ....pretty serious. So Uh, thanks for stopping in]
Covet: [I mean what........?]
Tsaaq: ((Smfh biiiitch.))
Tsaaq: "I'm gonna tell you something really cool. You're going to feel REALLY special. Almost nobody knows this about me, okay? It's hilarious." Remy said quickly as he sat down beside Kelsey but didn't let go of the knife. "Back when I was a freshman? I used to like, burn myself with cigarettes. Sometimes if you look you can still see like the scars. Or you used to. Most of my tatts cover them now." Remy shrugged. "You think I'm crazy don't you? You look scared. And you're not laughing..." Remy sniffed loudly.
Covet: -Kelsey swallowed and gave a smile, watching the knife as he sat down. She listened to him, watching his movements, glancing at his arms when he mentioned the scars-  No no I don't think you're crazy. I think you are enjoying yourself.  And I've just never seen this side of you.  -She said giving a weak smile- Remy? ...Can I give you a hug?  // -Eli pulled up and climed bout getting Bliss's wheelchair out for her - Okay we're here, safely... What are we about to walk into? -He asked her tentitively-  // This is the place. -Cadence pulled up to the dorms and got out of her vehicle, flinging open the door and rushed into the lobby, fumbling to get her ID out to let them in.- Fuck....FUCK! -she said until she finally got it and swiped it through the scanner.-
Tsaaq: Remy got up from the sofa. "I don't need a hug." He said pushing up from the couch. "You're making this weird..." Remy trailed off and cleared his throat, pinching the bridge of his nose with his free hand. "This shit is wearing off." He complained. //  "I think Remy has been using drugs so, Kelsey texted me since it's happening in talon and it's under my jurisdiction." Bliss answered. // Jacque paced nervously until the doors opened and ran into the building not really knowing which way to go but running down the hall.
Covet: I'm sorry... -She closed her eyes and exhaled when she heard people coming in-  //-Eli nodded his head, but then questioned Cadence and someone else running in- Oh, Okay....Le'ts go. -he said pushing her quickly into the building behind everyone else. - // -Cadence ran in behind Jacque, turning around the corner to see Remy on the couch- Jacque...-she said, going over to Remy, then stopping when she saw the knife and the blood assuming the worst her eyes huge- Remy.... w-what...did you do? -she asked in a hoarse tone.-
Tsaaq: He shrugged and pursed his lips. "You got thirty bucks I can borrow?" He looked over his shoulder at Kelsey before hearing the footsteps and furrowed his eyebrows at Cadence. "What? WHAT?" He asked loudly then groaned. "Let me guess, you fucking narced on me." He asked Kelsey. // "Oh and he might be suicidal at the moment." Bliss finally divulged as she rolled inside. // She followed Cadence, stepping past her and smacking the knife from Remy's hand onto the floor then backsiding him upside of the head. "Don't do this shit! Look at you!" She smacked him again.
Covet: -nNo I don't.  -she said then watched as Cadence freaked out- Yes. You were scaring me....-she said frowning, walking around the corner to lean against the wall, taking deep breaths- // Oh, fantastic... -He said trying not to groan. He saw Kelsey ahead of them duck around the corner- Hey Kels, Is everything okay? // -Cadence watched then realized where the blood was actually from. She crouched down and tucked her head between her legs breathing. She looked up as Jacque jumped on his case-
Tsaaq: "Oh my god." He groaned. "Oh look everybody is fucking here-" Remy started to say before he felt his mom's hand connect with his face. "Ow! Mom what the-" He scoffed. "I WAS JUST JOKING-OW!" Remy flinched. // Bliss looked around talon then went over to Kelsey and Eli. "Can you pick that up for me?" She asked Eli as she pointed to the knife. "You did the right thing." Bliss said to Kelsey. "Things like this should be taken seriously. // "I don't care! I don't care! I. Don't. Care." She kept hitting him with each word. "You sister is in therapy twice as often as you're supposed to be because she has suicidal tendencies, you're over here strung out and threatening to kill yourself what did you think was going to happen?" Jacque yelled as she turned to put her hand on Cadence's back then finally recognized Bliss. "You look different." She said flatly.
Covet: -Kelsey looked at them and nodded her head, taking a few deep breaths as she looked at Bliss- Thank you. I just need to get of here. If this is handled. Please. -she said asking them- // -Eli bent over and grabbed the knife holding onto it for Bliss. He looked at Kelsey- Of course... Are you going to be okay?  // -Cadence just stared at Remy, unable to put any words together, feeling angry and upset and a rollercoaster of emotions-
Covet: *get out of here
Tsaaq: He continued let his mom smack the shit out of him. "I'm not- STOP!" He shouted before begrudgingly sitting on the couch. // "Go ahead, I can handle it from here." Bliss told her then nodded to Eli. "Thank you." She pouted and looked to Jacque. "Yes, Bliss. I've been to your house. I'd suggest taking him to the emergency room and putting him on suicide watch for the next twenty four hours." Bliss said. // She pushed him several times while he was seat then nodded at Bliss. "Thank you." She said. "Get off your ass and get in the car." Jacqueline forced him to his feet and smacked him once more for good measure. "Come on." She told Cadence."
Covet: -Kelsey made her way down to her room and closed her door to do things to ignore what had just happened, forgetting about her guitar out in the common area-  . // -Eli nodded his head, holding onto the knife listening to the group-//Okay. Thanks, Bliss.-Cadence said looking at her then set her jaw and nodded her head, making her way out. feeling wierdly relieved at the moment but angry. She got into the vehilce  closing her door and started it up.-
Tsaaq: Remy apprehensively followed, feeling his mother's grip tighten whenever he tried to stray. "That's what you're gonna do? You're just going to lock me away from everybody?" He asked angrily as he got into the backseat. // She frowned at Kelsey then tried to wave, turning to Eli. "Sorry about that. He only gets that way when he binges. I was under the impression that he was recovered honestly..." Bliss said.
Covet: -Eli shook his head and leaned over to kiss her head- No need to apologize. It was concerning to say the least, but the right thing was done. I need to wash this off, and put it back. Is there anything we can do to help them? -he asked as he washed it off, a few times.  before putting it away-  Want to talk more about it on the way back to the apartment? -he asked her, looking around- // -Cadence drove them off to the hospital, keepin gher mouth shut as he complained in the backseat, letting Jacque take over.-
Tsaaq: Bliss nodded her head slowly at him and waited for him in the hallway. "I'll follow up tomorrow but he'll be okay in suicide watch. And if anything he'll be coming down so it'll be good for him to be in an isolated environment. It must be bad if his mother is here." Bliss explained. "This is what I mean when I say I lose touch with people..." She sighed, leaving talon with Eli once he was ready.