Why the fuck I left Garden

[23:33:03] &Violet Vergi1: Raff... Hey, Can we talk? Look I know that I've been a bit of a douchebag. I want to sincerely apologize for it. idk I just take it way to far sometimes. I'm going to make a valiant effort to tone it down and stop. I never meant to hurt your feelings, I hope you know this.
[23:33:29] &Violet Vergi1: I think of us as friends :) I hope you can look this over as a mistake. I just, dont want to hurt anyone. I realize my actions ave consequences, and I dont expect you to forgive me. just please know that I look up to you. You are so mature and have everything laid out, you know whats going on.
[23:33:35] &Violet Vergi1: I want to be like you! But I know I cant be like that no matter how hard I try. Its just not who I am. I look up to you as a person raff. So I cant bare you being mad at me, please forgive me. If you dont I understand.
[23:42:56] &Rafflesia Witch: Why don't we better pretend the other doesn't exist so this doesn't become a warzone?
[23:43:04] &Rafflesia Witch: Agree? Yes? Thank you