Randy x Doc

"Are you alright Randy?" I questioned having seen my friend was upset. "No Doc, my girlfriend just broke up with me" Randy managed to get out through his crying. I asked him why but he wasn't sure, all I wanted to do was help him for I cared for him - some might say a little too much. I suggested playing a game but he said he wasn't in the mood so we stayed up most of the night just talking. Eventually I told him to get some sleep because he needed it after the hard day he had. After saying goodnight to each other we left the voice channel, I went to bed with nothing but Randy on my mind but I realise now that was a mistake...

The next day Randy messaged me thanking me for being there for him and I told him I'd be there for him anytime he needed me, though I was feeling mostly shame for what I had dreamed about I was gleeful to know I had helped to make him feel at least somewhat better. I could never tell him how I truly felt about him, he'd probably never want to be my friend if I did, but I planned to do so sometime soon because I couldn't keep it in any longer. He asked me to join him in playing games so we spent most of the day playing games before heading off to bed. Once again I went to bed thinking only of my friend and once again it was a mistake.

He didn't respond to my message the next morning nor the messages I sent for the next 7 days either, I had never been more worried in my life, I feared he might have done something stupid. Finally after waiting all 7 days for a response he messaged me and I let out a sigh of relief, he told me that his parents had kicked him out of the house and it took him a few days to find some accommodation - he slept on the streets for a couple days before finally getting into a hostel where he had no WiFi until he was able to pay for some data on his phone. I stopped everything I was do and offered to do anything and everything I could do to help him, but he said he didn't want to be a charity case and would do his best without any help which saddened me quite a bit. My plan to tell him how I felt about him had now been postponed, he was already in a terrible place and I didn't want to make him feel any worse.

'Doc I've been kicked out of the hostel, I may not be able to speak to you for a while, sorry' was the text message I read the next morning. I went into panic, I couldn't let him sleep on the streets again, I had to do something. I phoned the hostel office and asked them what he'd told them, they said he might go into town and stay near the next hostel in hopes he might get a place there. I headed straight into town as fast as I could to search for him but I had no luck, it only worried me more, I was scared something might happen to him. Realising I wouldn't find him I stayed in a nearby hotel the night, I couldn't go back home without him - without knowing he was safe.

A few hours after falling asleep I heard a knocking on the window, upon checking what was causing the knocking I saw Randy outside, I let him in as quick as anything. I went and got him a cup of water, it was clear he was thirsty from the speed he drank. I told him to take a shower and that he could borrow some of my clothes for the night whilst his were in the wash. I got a peak of his torso when giving him some of my spare clothes, he had clearly been keeping in shape and made my mind wonder many things - though I felt ashamed that I thought such things about him. When he got out of the shower he gave me a tight hug and kissed me on the cheek whilst thanking me for doing this to him, a few tears came out but I quickly wiped them a way and told him I wouldn't dream of letting him sleep on the streets again. I got into the bed and he slept on the sofa but he quickly realised it was pretty cold during the night so I offered to let him share the bed with me. At first he hesitated but eventually agreed. He shuffled inch by inch towards me in the bed before eventually our skin was touching, I turned around to face him and he leaned in to kiss me. I pulled back in shock and worry appeared on his face but I realised what was happening and leaned in to complete the kiss, I was overjoyed that this was happening I thought I was dreaming. The kiss ended after a few minutes. "I love you Doc" were my four favourite words he ever said to me, though really it was a whisper in my ear. "I love you too Randy, I always have"