Stream Summary: 2020-11-12, Minecraft

Summarized from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_sZPmaaks34

>FF14 devs watched her stream and some general FF14 thoughts(31:09)
As she is saying how excited she is when playing FF14 she brings up that it seems like there was Squeenix personnel watching her FF14 stream yesterday. Like after the stream was over she received praise from some person that was involved in the game, complimenting her reception to the game and she was a bit surprised to hear that since she couldn't really properly play it but she responded that if they think it was good then she is relieved.
Furthermore after that she played a ton, and when she ran into other players with the sprout icon she felt a sense of camaraderie with them and approached them as they were fighting alone, jumping up and down next to them as if cheering them on, but she didn't get any reaction making her feel like everyone is so cold, almost as if her support was just a bother, it felt a bit lonely to her.
She continues and says that since it was during night on a weekday there were only few people around which made her compare to how crazy it was when she streamed and realizing that this is how it feels to play normally. One thing she didn't quite understand was that there were several players with the sprout icon running around that were really high level, some even max leveled, making her wonder if they really are a beginner like her. She is currently somewhere around level 23-25.

>Radio show appearance impressions(39:00)
Changing topic to the radio appearance she beings by stating that she was incredibly nervous and explains to the people who might not know, that she appeared on Kamiki's Radio MOG STATION program regarding FF14, and that there was also his assistant lady, so they were 3 people talking. During the initial greetings with those two she felt like they were different somehow, like they had the composure of adults whereas she was being really nervous in her greeting, but she defends herself by saying that she is a complete novice when it comes to radio as she hasn't been involved in it at all before.
Furthermore they did the quest segment of the show in one recording but even so she was very nervous about that, internally hyperventilating thinking that she wants to do it normally but also if it is fine to just be her regular Pekora self and so on, but in the end she accepted the radio invitation and showed up as well so there was no going back.
A nousagi says that to begin with her greetings was strange and she says that in the situation she was in there is surely no person who wouldn't be nervous and says that she can explain why that was because the signal to start the guest segment came out of nowhere. They just called out that they were going to start and she was not at all ready for it as the fear of having to finally speak herself came to her mind so her greeting came off weird because of that chaos in her head. Her nervousness was so bad that after the show she had forgotten what it was that she said, making her wonder if she had even been there.

>Radio show appearance impressions(58:14)
Continuing on with the radio show, there was one point in it that she felt like she was put on the spot. It was during the segment where they went to the Golden saucer to play the UFO Catcher like minigame, and at that time Kamiki gave her the unreasonable request of playing the UFO Catcher as she would if she were streaming so that they could see her famed skill for themselves. While it was a joke, upon hearing that she thought to herself that even if this was Kamiki she wanted him to stop messing around, sure she couldn't say it out loud but she really told him to lay it off in her head. And furthermore it isn't really a "state" she can just switch into because usually she just streams while talking to the nousagi, and how she behaves comes from that.
She definitely didn't expect to be told that either as she thought they would just leisurely play the UFO catcher game, but it felt like there was suddenly an enemy close to her when she got that unreasonable request. She also admits that she couldn't keep her bewilderment hidden since she felt like being requested that, then she has no choice but to do it.
Furthermore since it was a radio show there was a script for them to follow and that part was not in the script. And since she was so nervous she felt like as long as she follows the script and talks in a way to avoid saying something wrong while still trying to ask about things she is interested about it'll be fine. But she really didn't expect to be put on the spot as hard as she was, because when she was looking at the script it was just a simple scene of them both playing in the Golden Saucer which she felt was more than alright, until that sneak attack showed up. From that ordeal she learned that she must always be prepared. She was also very afraid of accidentally talking at the same time as the others so she was fixatedly looking at the script to see in which places it was her turn to speak and where she could chime in.

But despite how rough it was it was also fun, and since they were both professionals she felt like she could carry on with relief and half-way through she was even able to do it with a smile on her face. She was also impressed by their way with words, like in how they used words in places where she normally wouldn't consider that word. It became something of a learning experience for her as well. She feels like radio and streaming are two completely different things and that when it comes to her, streaming is where she feels safe, like doing what they do right now just playing this game and talking, that degree of playing is something she can feel safe with. But she does regard the radio show as a valuable life experience for her, since it isn't something that you normally have a chance to experience and that she doesn't regret accepting the invitation.

>Cooked tempura shirako herself and her dream of sleeping with Goro-nyan in a kotatsu(1:47:34)
She brings up that her mother bought some Shirako again, this time being tempura made and she actually tried cooking it herself this time since she wanted to eat it deep-fried. Cooking something to be deep-fried was more difficult and dangerous than she expected it to be since the oil was jumping all over the place and she felt like it was definitely not normal, furthermore she was wearing a short-sleeved piece. Having done this herself she feels like she has to show her thanks to people who cook for you, and in this case her mother, cooking something as dangerous as this for her sake.
She was making a lot of noise while cooking because of the circumstances which caused Goro-nyan to become curious and come into the kitchen to see what the fuzz was about causing her to tell him it is dangerous to be in here currently, trying to get him to leave and eventually she had her mother hold him for her.
As she writes a sign about a Kotatsu outside of Flare's house she says that she hasn't experienced using a kotatsu and that she'd like to, but there is none in their home and when she thinks about it, she isn't sure if there was one at her grandma's house either. She wants a kotatsu and says she has a dream regarding having one that she wants to fulfill which is to sleep together with Goro-nyan using the kotatsu, but she thinks that if she were to have one she'd end up not wanting to leave it once she enters it.

>Goro-nyan is finally allowed into her room, advocating for those who want to get a cat to get one, and her home-made toy for Goro-nyan(1:52:29)
She continues with Goro-nyan saying that until recently she was firmly against him entering her room but finally he has gotten Pekora's approval to be in her room, so there has been occasions where they've slept together recently. He'll sleep by her side but perhaps the bed gets too warm at times because he also sometimes gets up and leaves.
Continuing on she says that today he was being incredibly sweet, super sweet to the point of being incomparable to before. He was purring so loud that she wonders if it doesn't tire his throat out, but in any case he was sleeping in her lap purring like crazy all the while she was playing FF14. Her talking about her cat makes someone from cat interested in the idea and she says that if there are people out there that want to have a cat and their circumstances allow for it then she definitely think they should try it out, and even for those people who are on the fence, thinking it might be too difficult or they won't be able to handle it she thinks that if they actually get a cat their perspective will change and become something like; "In order to make this cat happy I have to do my best, I want to do something for it!", because it is like that for Pekora, for example when she has to go outside she might think to herself if there isn't a pet shop somewhere close by where she can buy a toy for Goro-nyan, so she looks it up and if she finds a store nearby then she'll head over there to see if she can find something that she thinks he'd like.
For example since Goro-nyan loves yarn and ribbons she made him a hand-made ball toy out of those components with a long ribbon attached to it but she accidentally broke it when she was swinging it around too violently, so she had to repair it. As for the ball itself she saw a video* of a cat playing with these fur-type balls that she figured Goro-nyan would also like so she made him one and he kicked it around as if playing football, which she found very loveable.

To reiterate she says that if they have the means to care for a cat and want to, then by all means give it a try but it is obviously a responsibility as well since it is a life you are dealing with. Someone from the chat asks who she treasures the most, the nousagi or goro-nyan and she responds with; "Uwa, you guys had to ask that question didn't you" and then responds that she treasures both equally and laughs. The chat is dubious and asks if that is really true making her answer; "Go- Both of you!". Jokes aside she says it isn't something to compare since they aren't comparable.

*https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ONF9q1-A6rw Something like this I assume, not necessarily the same video.

>Played FF14 until daybreak(02:01:10)
She comes back from the end screen and thinks for herself if she has talked about the things she wanted to talk about, like Goro-nyan, how nervous she was during the radio, and how fun the sports festival was. She reads out a comment saying that it is fine for her to prioritize Goro-nyan over the nousagi and she laughs wonders how long they are going to bring that up and says that she treasures the nousagi to an equal degree.
She reflects on that there is still a lot of stuff in Minecraft that she has to do but says that after this she says she'll play a bit of FF14, about as much as she can without risking oversleeping the stream tomorrow. A Nousagi says she'll end up unconsciously playing too much and she says it'll be alright, she won't play until morning and only play for a little bit.
She continues to say that lately after eating she gets really tired, even today too she got sleepy in the middle of the day. She reveals that she played FF14 until morning and of course she was tired but she kept playing even as she was sleepy since she couldn't decide on where to stop for the day, then eventually she went to sleep and slept for 5 hours, woke up and did some stuff she had to do and then played some more FF14, afterwards she felt tired again and slept for a little bit. Thinking about it she says she is at risk of falling hard into MMO addiction, and says that it is really hard to find a place to stop since you can just keep going.
Since it was such a long time ago she played an MMO it is practically a fresh experience for her. She gets asked if there aren't any people crowding her when she isn't streaming and she confirms it and explains that it is because they don't know how she looks so they likely don't know it is her since she is using a different character with an appropriately different name.

She gets asked how her dungeon experience was and she said she was very nervous since she felt like she couldn't mess up and that she missclicked on allies a lot or otherwise had no enemy targeted, she also properly greeted her group by saying that it is her first time so please look after her. The chat then teaches her about TAB-targeting and she wasn't aware you could hit a hotkey to cycle between nearest targets. Despite the difficulty she had a lot of fun with it.

>If she can, she'd like to play the Pokemon Diamond/Pearl remake(02:13:20)
Earlier on there was a one year membership nousagi and she wonders what she did a year ago, and eventually an answer comes which was the Hide n Shriek collab with Korone. She is a bit surprised that it was a year ago they did that collab and says that time really flies fast, on that note she says that next week is when the remake for Pokemon Diamond and Pearl comes out and if she is allowed to, she'd like to stream it. Regardless she has plans to buy it and if she does buy it then she'll likely go for Diamond since she feels that one is the better one, although she has no idea of the actual differences.

>Currently learning new songs for the utawaku and a planned member stream and Twitch stream this month(02:16:29)
Someone says that they want to hear her sing and she give a brief update on her planned singing stream before the live, saying that she has been learning a lot of new songs lately for it. Furthermore she also wants to do something on Twitch again as well as a member stream since she hasn't done either in a while, so she'd like to fit them in somewhere. Lately all she has done is play games so she'll fit them into this month somewhere.