Gay

My beloved Midoriya,

I’m not sure how to begin this letter to you. It’s been a long time since I’ve had to pour my feelings over someone. And even longer since I’ve felt like like these feelings were reciprocated. Anyways. I guess I could start by telling you how much you mean to me. I know I fuss over you a lot— and I tell you everyday how important you are to me— but I’ve never gone into extreme detail. It’s not often I find myself in this position. I don’t let people in. I don’t allow myself to open up to them. And I sure as hell don’t fall in love with them. Oops. I said it. I love you, kid. I’m not ashamed to admit so either.  Anyways, I didn’t expect anything to come out the friendship you and I held. You messaged me first, complimenting me on the way I played Todoroki. I felt so guilty, especially knowing that he had been your character before I stepped in, and surprised you had even messaged me in the first place. Your message was so sweet, even though you had your doubts about your own roleplay style. (I don’t know why you even say this shit. I’ve been roleplaying with you for months now and can honestly say you’re style is perfect.) You made me smile that day. From there, it was a lot of flirty comments on my behalf. I tend to joke around that much, so I never took any of it seriously. Then one day you disappeared from the chat, and I didn’t have anyone to tease. I figured that maybe you were busy and didn’t have time to joke with me. But a day turned into two, and two turned into three. I got worried. And I messaged you to see if you were alright. You messaged me back a few hours later, satisfying the hollow feeling in my stomach. But you weren’t the smiley boy I had come to know. I could sense the sadness coming from you, even though I hadn’t known you very long. When I asked about it, you genuinely seemed surprised and opened up to me the first time. The amount of upset you felt made me uneasy.. made me upset knowing that someone like you could even feel this way. And maybe I overstepped when I comforted you.. but I needed to. The instincts were there. I couldn’t just hold them back for you. I needed to hold you, comfort you, tell you that everything was going to be alright even as you were hurting inside. Since that first time, I found myself checking up on you more frequently. I needed to make sure you were alright. Most of the time I spent comforting you. Offering advice. Doing anything I could to make you smile because it crushed me to see you frown. I listened to you rant. I listened to how broken up inside you felt. I listened to you worry about your best friend. The amount of passion you had for her.. I can’t describe the emotions I felt right then and there. It was the first time I was able to truly look into your heart and see just how good you truly were. I told you I cared about your friend. And I did. And I do. Because I care about you and you care about her. Anyways. Enough of the origin story. We both know you seduced me. Back to what matters and that’s you. Midoriya, my love, not many words can describe the way I feel about you. I’m proud to call you my lover. And thankful to be half of your heart. Even if I have to share you with that bum Katsuki. You are an incredibly kind individual with a pure heart. My little angel. You are the one I hold near and dear to my heart. You are the one I look to whenever I need something. There’s been several times when you’ve been there for me when I didn’t ask you to. And times you’ve pulled me out of a rut you didn’t even know I was in. Your presence has improved my way of life for the better. And I can’t even begin to say how greatful I am to have met someone so incredible. I’m proud of you. Of all you are. All you’re going to be. You’re going to do great things kid. You’re going to go so fucking far in life and I can’t wait to see it. I will cheer you on too. Obnoxiously. With Katsuki by my side because we’re crazy about you. Thank you. For being you. For being insanely fucking cute. For loving me the way you do. For loving Katsuki the way you do.  I love you with all my heart and soul. You’re my moon, my sun, and all of my stars. You’re my universe. My purpose in life.

Forever Your Todoroki