Sn0wy - Today at 10:21 PM
Hey so this has been really bugging me
Why is it you act all cool around me and gift me games and respond to me on twitter and all of this, yet you refuse to talk to me and leave whenever I'm around
I've tried to go out of my way to not bug you and avoid the shit that gets under your skin and all around be more mature, but still it's the same thing
all I ask of you at this point is if you're going to hate me don't act two faced ok
Eli - Today at 10:25 PM
im not two faced
i guess its cause im a really complex person
also really edgy
i dont like being around you because it hurts
it reminds me of why i hate life, about the things ill never have
im not a good person at heart so i cant really change that
but while I can never be consistently happy, i believe that everyone deserves happiness
even if i dont like them, or don't like being around them
so what I want most in the world is for you to be happy, for others to be happy
but im sensitive and dumb so ill act silly sometimes
you can jsut pretend i dont exist to make things easier
Sn0wy - Today at 10:32 PM
Then why DM me shit but continue to ignore me? Like I'm sorry Eli but all this self pity is only you not being able to move on. You're only doing this to yourself, if you hate yourself so much why not idk try to better yourself instead of acting like "Oh I can't change" "I hate my life" like dude get up and make change then instead of mopping in the corner. I know you deal with depression and all of this stuff but even when I've been at a low, I'm not making excuses for my behavior. Like I know I'm being an asshole, but I try to better my actions. I aint saying you're an ass hole, but it's been like half a year and you still do the same thing so you really just need to move on from this I'm sorry man
Eli - Today at 10:32 PM
im not going after anyone
im not attacking anyone
im not doing anything
i try to be involved when im feeling well but it doesnt always work out and im sorry about that
but feeling sad/self pity/ whatever you want to call it is a result of who i am in the face  of what life is
sorry if its annoying but thats what it is
Sn0wy - Today at 10:35 PM
Eli
thats still not an excuse
Eli - Today at 10:35 PM
nice
why are you making this your business
im not hurting anyone
Sn0wy - Today at 10:36 PM
Because idk I genuinely want to be friends or atleast mutuals with you but I can't really do that when you wavedash out of every call I'm in
Eli - Today at 10:36 PM
hehe
i get that reference
Sn0wy - Today at 10:36 PM
ok eli
Can we at least compromise
cuz I'm trying to make an effort to make shit right between us so you don't leave whenever I breath in your direction
Eli - Today at 10:38 PM
I understand
I wish it wasnt that way
but it hurts me really bad when im too involved around you and im so sorry
i cant
Sn0wy - Today at 10:40 PM
I'm trying to be respectful of this situation and you're acting like your still in high school
Eli - Today at 10:40 PM
yes
you're correct
Sn0wy - Today at 10:41 PM
Eli you're literally your own enemy at this point
Like I've had people date people I've loved, and sure while it might hurt at first which I totally understand, when it's been half a year and you're still having a pity party thats when you need to be mature and move on.
Stop trying to make others feel bad for you and just grow up man. Either you're in this loop forever and people will just get annoyed and stop talking to you or you get up on your two feet and better yourself
Eli - Today at 10:45 PM
im not trying to make others feel bad for me
i never said that?
i make jokes about being sad but theyre just jokes
nobody is stopping talking to me
Sn0wy - Today at 10:46 PM
Eli every joke has some truth behind it
Eli - Today at 10:46 PM
im not making this anyones business
sure yeah
but im literally doing nothing to nobody
Sn0wy - Today at 10:46 PM
Eli if a comedian makes the same joke over and over again does it get annoying?
Eli - Today at 10:47 PM
many comedians have themes
i can give a list
Sn0wy - Today at 10:47 PM
That's not my question
just answer the question
Eli - Today at 10:47 PM
yes
Sn0wy - Today at 10:47 PM
Ok
Eli - Today at 10:47 PM
but i feel like its a poor metaphor
Sn0wy - Today at 10:48 PM
Eli when you "joke" about being sad and hating yourself, guess what? That shit's annoying and it no longer is a joke when you keep saying it
So when you keep making the same "j o k e" about how sad you are and how "you can't fix yourself" guess what? Ppl start to get annoyed
You're gonna learn in time that people are getting really fed up of these "pity jokes" and are gonna start avoiding you
Just saying it now bud
In fact, I'm already starting to see the results oof
Eli - Today at 10:50 PM
dunno what you're talking about
Sn0wy - Today at 10:51 PM
ok eli
Your skull is so thick nobody can get to you and if you're going to act friendly on one end to me and the next not even talk to me just get the fuck out of my life because I don't want this two faced shit. You either act to me like you do in DMs or ignore me like you do on the server
Eli - Today at 10:53 PM
i posted a thing to the community for your channel?
it wasnt a dm
and i blocked you so we couldnt dm
so i was going with the second option
Sn0wy - Today at 10:54 PM
ok bud
good bye