Gun - Today at 11:00 PM
;;
...
ok then...
no one wants me around then...
SyKhotic - Today at 11:01 PM
GUN!
IT'S 11 PM!
IT'S A WEEKDAY!
Gun - Today at 11:01 PM
I felt like no one wanted me around
SyKhotic - Today at 11:01 PM
Gun.
I'm
I'm at the fucking breaking point.
Gun - Today at 11:02 PM
ok
SyKhotic - Today at 11:02 PM
I've told you this before.
Gun - Today at 11:02 PM
i'll go
SyKhotic - Today at 11:02 PM
If we didn't want you around, we wouldn't even allow you in calls.
But nobody wants to catcall you all the time.
And you keep doing the "oh...okay" thing ALL THE DAMN TIME!
Like that's going to fucking change something.
I know it's tough to join the conversation for these stream calls because it's on a game you haven't played much of.
Gun - Today at 11:11 PM
before I go for good
1
I've been through a lot of stress  because of the move and family probelms
aunt saying shit to me
and everyone fighting with my grandma
2
I can't talk alot about all the games you guys play because I haven't played them like persona 5
so I can't add much
3
everyone one in the family is pretty much pissed off mood because of the fights with other family members
the only thing that's keeping me together is gundam
and seeing you texting curse words at me doesn't help my situation
especially for someone I could trust
SyKhotic - Today at 11:16 PM
Okay.
Gun - Today at 11:16 PM
all
I
want
SyKhotic - Today at 11:16 PM
Well I didn't know the full situation.
Gun - Today at 11:16 PM
is to be with my friends
I joke around without realizing I gone too far
I'M
AT MY BREAKING POINT
I had bad shit on my mind
oh and
it doesn't help that I have 5 classes when my summer break is over
with math
I've been wanting to cry all week
but I tried to hold it back
I told vicious some of the stuff because  you where too busy
I neede to talk to someone
SyKhotic - Today at 11:20 PM
Converse with Vicious, then.
Gun - Today at 11:21 PM
I conversed with you for a long time
it's not easy
SyKhotic - Today at 11:21 PM
You gotta open up to other people.
Gun - Today at 11:21 PM
I'm sorry that I have trust issues
SyKhotic - Today at 11:21 PM
You can't just have me.
You need other people; other viewpoints to work with.
Gun - Today at 11:21 PM
what's wrong with that?
SyKhotic - Today at 11:22 PM
I mean, I can help you by being a good person to vent to.
But I don't know if we have many shared interests.
Gun - Today at 11:22 PM
all I really need is someone to talk too
SyKhotic - Today at 11:22 PM
In comparison to you and Vicious, anyway.
Vicious would probably love to talk to you about .hack and Gundam and stuff.
Gun - Today at 11:24 PM
I did
everyone was kinda talking over one another
SyKhotic - Today at 11:25 PM
I meant.
Like in text conversations.
Or pre/post stream times.
Or heck.
If you can start a conversation with him, and it does overlap, just continue it in the stream chat.
Gun - Today at 11:27 PM
so hopefully you're not resentful towards me
SyKhotic - Today at 11:27 PM
No.
I'm not.
I'm just...
...I'm a bit short fused right now when there's even the slightest of agitation.
I am, too, in the process of a move, after all.
Gun - Today at 11:28 PM
I am too
I try to hold it in
it doesn't help that there's a family fight going on
SyKhotic - Today at 11:29 PM
Well, that's something I cannot control.
That's on them.
Staring at a computer screen reading what you type isn't going to make you feel better.
You'll space out and let your raw emotions take hold.
Just...listen to a podcast or watch a funny video or something.
Anyway, I've gotta get some sleep.
Going to be doing some major packing tomorrow.
Gun - Today at 11:32 PM
ok...
SyKhotic - Today at 11:32 PM
Just unwind and shut out the conversation; unless you're being forcably included, whatever they're fighting about doesn't involve you. I know this from experience that parents just fight sometimes and there isn't much you can do about.
Gun - Today at 11:33 PM
alright..
SyKhotic - Today at 11:33 PM
Good night.