me@alexlitty.com said (9:26 AM):
*I'm sorry for avoiding you, Zach. Truly, all of this has been nothing personal...
*I've just felt very... stressed. about everything.
*I don't like going to school, going to college, getting a job, and leading the average American life
me@alexlitty.com said (9:27 AM):
*and it's been my main mission in life to "leave" this world in a better state than it was in when I came into it
*I want to do something great for the world; Not for the fame, but just so the process of development and extraordinary things can occur.
*I want to change culture and new technology just as much as you do.
me@alexlitty.com said (9:28 AM):
*...But there are life strains on me right now.
*I am graduating high school an entire year earlier than I'm supposed to...
*And this was just a recent decision.
*I have to prepare and take an SAT in months timeframe...
*I have to choose a school... A career path...
me@alexlitty.com said (9:29 AM):
*I have to finish 3 year-long courses this summer alone
*And... I know none of this pertains to you
*but I'm just so much emotional stress, my only method of coping at the time was to just run away from it.
me@alexlitty.com said (9:30 AM):
*I'm sorry I ran away from the team; I want to be your web developer, I truly want to create the best website you guys have ever seen.
*But I can't. I don't have enough time.
me@alexlitty.com said (9:31 AM):
*Nor do I have the patience or lack of stress to focus on it right now.
*I've been a terrible partner and an even worse friend to you, Zach; I'm sorry.
*If there's anything short-term I can do for you, let me know.
me@alexlitty.com said (9:33 AM):
*Cheers.