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- This is set mid S3, before Discord reformation and alicornification
- >I don't feel like writing a proper intro
- From other thread, scene setting
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- Favorite pony (Twilight) calls you disgusting
- Least favorite (Dash) asks to hang out
- >Dash notices that Anon was looking kind of down
- >Decides to try to cheer up the ape
- Actual story
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- "Sorry Dash, but I kinda think you're a cunt"
- "And I would totally cum inside you and all, but I can smell that you definitely don't wash down there."
- >Maybe you were a bit hard on her
- >Not that you really cared, nothing mattered now anyway
- >The only reason you were here in the first place just blew up in your face, what more do you have?
- >You were lost in your thoughts for a while
- >You didn't even notice how upset Dash had gotten
- >"You know what, that's cool"
- >"Go ahead and be a disgusting shithead, see if I care."
- >Your eyes continued to stare at her as she flew away, but they carried no message.
- >Maybe Twilight was right about you, you certainly weren't setting a good image for the human race either
- "Fuck it"
- >You've had enough of this
- >Normally this would have never crossed your mind, but you literally have no one to lose now
- >At least, no one more than you've already lost
- >Too bad you had no idea how to tie a noose
- >Getting mauled in the woods sounds painful too
- >After a while you decide upon jumping off the castle
- >It was a good thing that you had diplomatic immunity, makes going to the castle that much easier
- >You still had to take the God-forsaken train there though
- >There were few things that you hated more than the Ponyville railways
- >No one ever told you when the next train was coming, and they didn't have it posted anywhere either
- >Some conductors wouldn't even let you on, labeling you as a "menace" towards the fillies
- >Luckily though, today's spin gave you good old Tim
- >That pony never did as much as raise an eyebrow at you, just focused on his job
- >You climbed aboard and handed him your ticket
- >...
- >The train ride was a grueling as ever
- >No matter where you stood you could feel their eyes on you
- >The whispers weren't nearly as soft as they thought there were either
- >Some time passes
- >You see Canterlot approaching in the distance
- >For a while you forgot why you were even coming here
- >That didn't last for long though
- >The towering castle in front of you spoke of power and beauty
- >A nice image to see for you pass, you thought
- >Ponies in Canterlot were a bit different then the ones in Ponyville
- >While Ponyville's residents looked at you in disgust, Canterlot's snobs practiced complete aloofness
- >You were used to this, but it still didn't make you feel any better
- >You made your way to the entrance of the castle
- >The guards let you in, as silent as ever
- >You notice Celestia walking through the halls
- >She stops you
- >"Oh, Anonymous. I did not expect you here"
- "Yeah, just dropping by"
- >That was all you could come up with
- >You were never good at coming up with scenarios
- >You noticed an intriguing glare from Celestia
- >"Very well then, carry on."
- >You walk outside
- >It truly was a beautiful view, you could see most of Equestria from here
- >Aside from a few shadowy places, all the light touched was Princess Celestia's kingdom, and it was gorgeous
- >You stepped up on the rail
- >It was surprisingly silent, you could hear the wind brush by you
- >You tried not to make too much of this situation, if you thought about it too much you might change your mind
- >You closed your eyes
- >You let one foot of the rail, and your second one shortly followed
- >You didn't feel much as you fell, perhaps you just weren't concentrating on it
- >At least it was peaceful
- >Maybe a little too peaceful
- >You felt a sense of weightlessness
- >You assume that you've reached terminal velocity now
- >Any second now it would all be over
- >The glares, the rejections, the back breaking manual labor, everything gone
- >...
- >.......
- >Okay now, just how high up were you?
- >You opened your eyes
- >You see the rail next to you
- >Rather, you see the rail approaching you
- >This state of confusion lasts for a while
- >Your body manages itself back onto the balcony
- >You were in too much of a trance to fully understand what was going on
- >"Anonymous"
- >It was abrupt
- >Not loud, but it carried all the importance that it should
- >You couldn't help but respond
- "Yes-"
- >Actually, you had no idea who you were talking to
- >Before you could find out, you felt your body moving again on its own
- >It wasn't before long you found yourself in the throne room of the castle
- >The sensation on your body ceased
- >For the first time in a while you were able to get a good look around
- >You see a white figure in front of you
- >"Anonymous, would you care to explain what you were doing?"
- >The voice seemed to clear to you this time
- "Nothing really"
- >Celestia walks towards you
- >"Anonymous, I want an exact recount of your actions after entering with this castle"
- >The authority in her voice was too much
- >You told her everything
- >Even about Twilight's harsh words and your own towards Rainbow Dash
- >You could tell Celestia wasn't too pleased about your actions
- >Still, she showed no animosity towards them
- >Rather, she was acting understanding and, dare you say it, motherly
- >She listened to your affairs, and responds a bit coldly
- >"Listen Anonymous, you can't let these things get to you"
- >"I also can't have you killing yourself here either"
- "How come?
- >She looks very stern
- >"Multiple reasons Anonymous"
- >You weren't exactly feeling very comforted by this exchange
- >"Do you honestly think that you're the only one who's suffered before?"
- "Of course not, but-
- >"Do you not think that others have experienced unrequited feelings before?"
- >"And what of pain of loved ones?"
- >"I myself can not count how many loves I've had, and how many I've lost"
- >"But I had my kingdom to run, I couldn't give in to selfish desires."
- >And there you had it, a glaring difference
- "Exactly, you have countless people who rely and depend on you"
- "Many ponies would grieve your absence and as such you had to survive"
- "I on the other hand have no one."
- "I gave up everything I had to come here, only to fuck up my life again."
- "I'm completely alone now"
- >She looks at you with heavy eyes
- >"You are never alone Anonymous"
- >"Separation is but an illusion"
- >"No matter how far apart one may be, we are all still connected "
- >"I myself feel a bit connected towards you as well"
- >?
- >You weren't exactly sure what was happening, but it sounded like some spiritual mumbo jumbo
- >Besides that, what exactly was that last part"
- >Before you could sort out all your thoughts, she continues to speak
- >"It is decided then"
- >"You shall live in my quarters for the time being, until you are able to make a full recovery"
- >Recovery?
- >All I did was try to off myself
- "I don't exactly think that's necessary"
- >"Nonsense Anonymous, now follow me"
- >You followed Celestia down the seemingly endless corridors
- >You had a bit of a limp in your step, still weren't feeling the best
- >Celestia began to speak
- >"I trust that you are familiar with my star pupil Twilight Sparkle"
- "O-Of course"
- >You still weren't over how what she said to you
- >To her you were just some offensive, rude, and disgusting individual
- >To be fair, you probably are a little out there
- >But to hear those words from her own lips
- >...You try not to think about it
- >"My student Twilight continued her studies in the magic of Friendship with her acquaintances in Ponyville"
- >Because of this, she was able to counter many odds, reforming my sister, defeating Discord, and saving the Crystal Empire."
- >"It is for this reason that I believe you too should follow in here studies"
- "What do you mean?"
- >She stops
- >"I mean to say that you will be learning about friendship here around Canterlot"
- >"I want you to report to me your findings"
- >You weren't exactly up to this
- "And what if I refuse?"
- >"Well I always have a spare room in the dungeon"
- >"And trust me, I'll make sure that you survive"
- "Well then"
- >You couldn't think of a rebuttal
- "But what about this, 'we're all connected' stuff"
- >"I'll explain everything in due time, but my priority right now is your mental state"
- >You were touched
- >Sure she came off a bit professional and business-like, but you sensed that she cared about you
- >You got a bit closer to her and you continued walking
- >...
- >You arrive in the spare room
- >It was awe inspiring to say the least, giant windows and curtains everywhere.
- >You felt out of place
- "Princess Celestia, I don't need something this extravagant"
- "Surely you have something a bit simpler?"
- >"You may drop the princess, and think nothing of it"
- >"If you need anything, feel free to ask any guard and they'll be happy to oblige"
- >"You can also bug my sister too, she doesn't get that much socializing in anyway"
- "T-thank you very much Celestia"
- >You almost had to choke that one out
- >Shit, you can feel tears coming
- >You turn away
- >To your surprise, you see a handkerchief suddenly find itself on your face
- >"Please Anonymous, there is no need to cry"
- >"Now if you could wait while arrange something for you, that would be great"
- >You try to get a hold of yourself before she walks out the room
- "You can just call me Anon you know."
- >She remains silent for a while
- >"Of course, Anon"
- >"Wait here"
- >You found yourself alone again
- >This time feels different though
- >There was someone waiting for you
- >There was a reason to wake up in the morning
- >And holy shit was this bed comfy
- >You were a bit curious about what Celestia was arranging for you, but you were too preoccupied in exploring your room to care
- >To your dismay, all the drawers were empty
- >The room suddenly seemed a lot emptier than it had before
- >You decide to chill on the bed and think to yourself for a while
- /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////
- >...
- "Really!?"
- >...
- >"But you can't, he-"
- >...!
- "Alright, I understand"
- >"So I expect you there by 8:00"
- "Of course princess"
- >"I'll see you then Twilight"
- >With that she left
- "Just what does she see in that guy?"
- >You had just been informed of Anon's recent suicide attempt
- >Now Celestia wants you and your friends to pay him a visit
- >You didn't care too much for him, but you decided to put your feelings aside for the sake of professionalism
- >After all, you trust your mentor knows what she is doing
- "Spike, come here!"
- >You hear his frantic footsteps as he runs to join you
- >"Yes, what is it Twilight?"
- "You're going to need to be in charge of the library while I'm gone"
- "Celestia has called for me and my friends in Canterlot"
- >He pouts a little
- >"And I'm not invited? What does she want you there for anyway?"
- >You look away
- >"We're to meet with Anonymous"
- >"The human, what for?"
- >Shit, can't tell the young dragon about his suicide
- >He may be stronger than he looks, but you don't feel the need to worry him about these matters
- "She just wants us to tell him about friendship"
- >"Smells fishy if you ask me"
- >"But whatever, I've got the whole place for myself"
- >You give him a stern look
- >"T-that I'll keep tidy and organized, stop your worrying already."
- >You weren't so sure about that, but you had no choice
- >You left to gather your friends
- >Luckily, Rarity wasn't too far away when you went outside
- >In fact, she was buying materials at the nearest store
- >You approach her and tell her the situation
- >...
- >"Good heavens, he really went that far?"
- >"Hmm, I'm not that well versed in human attire but I'll make sure to whip something up for him post haste"
- >She's being awfully generous
- "How well do you know him anyway Rarity?"
- >"Oh not that much, but Sweetie Belle certainly seemed to take an interest in him"
- "She told you that?"
- >"Well my information might have been a tad more indirect than that, not that it matters."
- >Right
- >You move onto your other friends
- >Sugarcube corner was close by
- >It would seem that Pinkie was next on the list
- >You enter the establishment, but before you can even make it to the ocunter you feel a sudden force topple on you
- >"Hiya Twilight, Rarity!"
- >You exchange greetings
- "Pinkie, I have something to tell you about Anon"
- "You see-"
- >You were interrupted before you could continue
- >"Oh it is simply dreadful dear, I have no idea how it could of happened."
- >"Sounds serious, what happened?"
- >Your place in this conversation was gone
- >...
- >"No way!!!!"
- >"That's awful!"
- >"That guy's in call for a special Pinkie Pie brand greeting on the double!"
- >"Come on girls, lets go get Applejack!"
- >Pinkie has taken full charge of the situation
- >Fortunately, it was what you were going to do anyway
- >You made your way to Sweet Apple Acres
- >Pinkie was in the lead the entire way
- >You approach a closed barn
- "Well I don't see her in the fields, so she must be insid-"
- >You hear a sudden pounding on the door
- >"Applejack! Come out here this instant!!"
- >The doors open slowly
- >You see Granny Smith
- "Why Hello Granny Smith, do you know if-"
- >"Tell us where Applejack is!"
- >Granny Smith appears a bit confused, but before she can speak up another pony approaches from behind her
- >"Ah'm right here Pinkie, hold your breath for once"
- >You take this moment to explain the situation
- "Applejack, Celestia wants us to pay a visit to Anon "
- "It seems he tried to end his life recently, the princess thinks this might cheer him up"
- >"Really now, aint that something"
- >"Never knew the fella, tried to apply for work but here at Sweet Apple Acres we take pride in our family oriented business"
- >"Why did I ever tell you the time we all got together just to harvest one apple tree?"
- >"I tell ya that tree was stubborn, but we-"
- >Rarity spoke up
- >"Now darling, I'm sure your apple story is great, but we've got a schedule to keep!"
- >Hey, that's supposed to be your line
- >"Shoot, I guess I did get caught up in my stories, I'll tell you on the way then"
- >You made your way to Fluttershy's cottage
- >Unfortunately, it was locked and completely dark inside
- >"Now just where is that gal, she barely ever leaves her house!"
- >You wondered about this as well
- "She could be in the forest, but it seems a bit unlikely, all things considering"
- >"Well she aint feeding her chickens"
- >"Nor is she caring for angel or anyone else", Rarity added
- "I guess we have no choice then"
- "Pinkie Pie and Applejack, you too search the woods"
- "Rarity and I will look in Ponyville"
- "We'll reconvene in the center of town, make sure to take the same path we usually do"
- >With that you went back to town
- >You and Rarity search around Ponyville in Fluttershy's usual spots
- >Rarity begins to speak to you
- >"So Twiliight, I can't help but notice you're not too thrilled about all of this"
- >You sigh
- "Well to be honest Rarity, I'm not"
- >"But why?"
- "I don't really want to talk about it, he was just plain crude"
- >"Well how so?"
- "Well he, "
- >You stopped to think
- "Well when I first saw him , I noticed him staring at some rather crude places of all the town's citizens"
- "Plus his language, it's like he has no grasp of politeness
- "I've heard him talking to ponies, and he wasn't that kind
- "And he has a horrible sense of humor!"
- "It's like he doesn't have a single ethic in his body!"
- >You stopped when you realized that you were ranting
- "Let's just say I don't get along with his types, okay?"
- >"Fair enough, although I do think that you're getting a bit more worked up then you should be dear."
- "Let's just keep looking for Fluttershy"
- >You continued to scan to ground and sky, when you noticed a blue streak out the corner of your eye
- "Rainbow Dash, come here!"
- >The cerulean pegasus heard your call
- >She flies down to greet you
- >"Hey girls, what's shakin'?"
- >"It's Anonymous dear, it seems he's at the end of his rope"
- "Yes, and now Celestia is having all of us talk to him about the magic of friendship"
- >Rainbow Dash didn't seem to take that very well
- >"Uh-uh, no way am I cheering up that gorilla!"
- >"That guy's a total dick."
- >Rarity takes you aside and whispers
- >"It would seem our friend here has made quite the impression"
- "Look Rainbow Dash, I don't care for him either, but these are Princess Celestia's orders."
- >"You Wouldn't want to betray your princess would you?"
- >That seems to have loosened her a bit
- >"Of, of course I wouldn't!"
- >"But he called me a cunt and practically tried to rape me then and there!"
- >You gave Rarity a "I told you so look"
- >She glared at you, but it was obvious she was feeling a bit uneasy herself
- >Still, she took his side
- >"Well maybe he just wasn't feeling himself that day"
- >Rainbow immediately rebutted
- >"I'm not buying it, but I still have to go, don't I?"
- >You both nod
- >"Fine then, but we better make it quick"
- >You suddenly light up, remembering about why you were here
- "Rainbow, have you seen Fluttershy anywhere?"
- >"Oh, yeah."
- >"We were just hanging out, she's probably home by now."
- >You tell Dash how you had split up
- >You wait at the rendezvous point
- >Sure enough, you see AJ, Pinkie, and Fluttershy all coming towards you
- >She's looking a bit down, apparently she's already been debriefed
- >It felt like forever, but all your friends are here now.
- >And Applejack's here too
- >You all exchange some looks, and you decide it's time to pay the human a visit
- >You and your party make it on the train and give the conductor your tickets
- >It was a normal ride, nothing in particular happened
- >...
- >You made it to Canterlot Castle
- "8:45..."
- "We're late"
- >You hated that you had lost so much time looking for Fluttershy, but you put it behind you
- "Well, lets go girls"
- ///////////////////////////////////////////////
- >You're still just lounging about in your room
- >It's getting late
- >You had thought about pestering one of the guards, but you decide to try to keep a good image here
- >Besides, they aren't exactly the most approachable bunch out there
- >The loneliness was kicking in
- >You looked around for anything sharp
- "Figures"
- >Celestia already had the room prepped
- >You really didn't feel like going through the trouble of killing yourself now anyway
- >Rather, you just wanted to lay there, alone
- >This status lasted longer than you would have liked
- >For a while, you continued to lay
- >...
- >You heard the door creak
- >It was Celestia
- >"Hello Anon, I'm sorry to say that things are running a bit late"
- >You still weren't sure what she meant, but something was supposed to have happened by now apparently
- "Eh, it's no problem Celestia."
- "Nothing I'm not used to."
- >Celestia didn't seem too pleased with your grumbling
- >She held out a wing behind you and grabbed you ever so slightly
- >You could feel her warmth emanating from her body
- >You felt safe
- >You didn't want to leave this state
- >The two of you sat in silence
- >It was a while until one of you spoke up
- >"Well I must be getting back to my duties Anon, I'm sure that if you just wait -"
- >Her concentration was broken by the echoing sound of the large entrance being opened
- >"It would appear that it is time, please wait a little while longer"
- >You've had just about enough of waiting, but Celestia's words were calming
- >You lay on your bed, missing the previous warmth you had felt
- >It wasn't too long though until you saw a familiar set of ponies enter through the door
- >Fuck, Twilight was there
- >And Dash too
- >Oh shit, you were pretty rude to her weren't you?
- >This is it, this is how you die
- >But not if I kill myself first
- >The balcony wasn't too far away, surely a second time would- "
- >You didn't realize how tense you had gotten until Celestia came back in and offered out an extended wing towards you
- >You look up at her, like a sad puppy
- >She tilts her head a gives you a smile
- >You look back at the 6 ponies in front of you
- >Dash still looked angered
- >Applejack looked a bit apathetic
- >Fluttershy was hiding behind her wing
- >Rarity and Pinkie Pie seemed to be the most caring, with ponk almost in tears
- >Fuck, you definitely didn't deserve this
- >You were scared to look at Twilight, but sure enough the two of you locked eyes
- >It was only for a moment, but you saw that same look of disgust as she had given you before
- >You felt like tearing up right then, until Pinkie spoke up
- >She could sense the tension in the room
- >"Anon!"
- >"What do you think you're doing!?"
- >She was so quick in coming to your side that she almost tripped over her balloons
- >You weren't really feeling the sympathy in her words, but you never did with these types
- >Still, you believe that's just how she was
- >She seems to have broken the ice a bit though
- >Rarity took the stand
- >"Darling, I have no idea why you would do what you would ever think about what you did, not when you have so many people who would miss you!"
- >Her words felt empty too
- >She didn't know you
- >You couldn't believe it
- >You hated this
- >This was what you've always wanted
- >But it wasn't right
- >Nothing was
- >These ponies didn't care for you, barely any of them even really knew you at all
- >Eventually the other ponies followed suit , giving their own words of praise
- >Hollow
- >Every single one of them
- >You could tell how forced Dash's was
- >Twilight was last, but even for her you didn't believe it
- >You knew it all too well
- >She hated you
- >...
- >The pity party continued, making sure everyone got their share
- >You couldn't wait for it to end
- >If everyone else was going to force their smiles, you were too
- >You accepted their praise, and apologized when you had to
- >Dear God, make it stop
- >...
- >It was eons before they finally finished.
- >You had a feeling some of the responses came prepared before hand
- >They all left the room
- >Not one of them even gave a final look before they left
- >Not even Pinkie Pie
- >Celestia looked happy for her star pupil
- >Proud of her for apologizing and handling the situation maturely
- >You couldn't tell her how you really felt, not after this
- >"Well Anon, do you feel any better now that you've experienced real friendship?"
- >You think for a while
- "Yeah, I think I do."
- >She looked pleased
- >"Well then I expect you to write me a passage on what you've learned today."
- >Great, having to bullshit an essay
- >You felt like you were in school again
- >She hands you a scroll and quill and exits the room
- >"I'll be retiring for the rest of the night"
- >She lets out a yawn
- >"I really should of been in bed a long time ago, I have to get up in a while to raise the sun"
- >"Well, see you Anon"
- "Yeah, see you later Celestia"
- >You looked at your scroll and quill, and back again
- >You thought about your circumstances
- >You were never going to be honest with her after that
- >You at least knew yourself in that regard
- "I can't deal with this"
- "Well, Celestia's Asleep now, maybe now's my chance"
- >You slowly walk up to your door
- >Pitting a hand on it, you reluctantly push forward
- >And it doesn't budge
- >Your door's locked from the outside
- >There's guards at every corner outside your window
- >They look pretty durable too, there's no way you could break them
- >This is hell
- >And there's no way out
- >You get frantic
- >You're searching all over the place for something, anything to end your suffering
- >There's no sheets on the bed
- >No pillow
- >You can't choke yourself, you'd just loosen your grip when you went unconscious
- >The drawers are cushioned
- >Eventually you give up and just go to sleep
- >You'd write your "friendship report" in the morning
- >The days are awful
- >Guards are always watching
- >You can never do anything out of their watchful eyes
- >You gave up everyone who loved you to come here
- >You were a fool
- >There was no one here who knew you
- >There was no one here who cared to know you
- >Twilight hated you
- >You've ruined your relationship with Celestia
- >Now every time you meet is just for the annual "doing fine!"
- >Even if you wanted to be honest she's always too busy with royal duties to pay attention
- >No one outside is warming up to you
- >They just fear the guards
- >You have Celestia's full protection now
- >And it's the worst thing in the world
- >You give up
- >You're dead inside
- >You've become so used to your daily routine that you eventually stop thinking
- >It's over
- BAD END
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