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Melanie: I like watching movies with youl
Melanie: And youre making too big of a deal of just letting someone else watch it.
Melanie: (Specially when in the past we've considered a mass-movie night with the guild)
Melanie: Im smelling jealousy.

Jiri: Maybe.

Melanie: Its satsu for gods sakes.
Melanie: Hes fat, australian and not my type.

Jiri: You even called him "babe" earlier.

Melanie: I say that to my friends too.

Jiri: Rl friends maybe.

Melanie: Close friends.
Melanie: Sophie, Satsu, Justin, Kay (sometimes)

Jiri: If you say so.

Melanie: Dont pull that

Jiri: Then what do you want

Melanie: More forgiving?

Jiri: I'm plenty enough

Melanie: Jesus, some of the shit you get mad about is so dumb.

Jiri: ...
Jiri: Sounding like everyone else, great

Melanie: Like, really? and then when we talk about it, you say things that guild trip.
Melanie: guilt.
Melanie: You say shit I could get mad about, and I just laugh it off because I know theres nothing behind it

Jiri: I'm not you.

Melanie: At least offer that amount of respect.

Jiri: I even said it was Date night
Jiri: But whatever
Jiri: Its not really dates anyway over the internet.

Melanie: Im not talking about date night right now Jiri.
Melanie: Im talking about how you need to ground yourself a bit.

Jiri: I know who I am and its how I will always be.

Melanie: Prideful.
Melanie: Selfish.
Melanie: At least I try to appease you.

Jiri: Yeah, none of the other girls could handle it.

Melanie: tried.
Melanie: Maybe theres a reason no one could handle it
Melanie: Its the making of a jerk.
Melanie: 80% of the time, youre amazing.
Melanie: That 20% youre not, it isnt fun.

Jiri: Then I guess I don't deserve a girlfriend.

Melanie: Who said that?
Melanie: No one.

Jiri: Implied.

Melanie: Stop with that guilt trip shit, thats reserved for bitches.

Jiri: I'll be better off alone.

Melanie: Implying, maybe you should think about how youre affecting people.
Melanie: Not like you'd notice me gone.

Jiri: Right.

Melanie: You said it yourself
Melanie: You'd get over it and move on to the next girl
Melanie: no wasting time!

Jiri: I guess thats all you got from all the other things I've told you.

Melanie: You tell me you love me, and sometimes you show me you do.
Melanie: Other times, I feel like I'm just here to be here.

Jiri: *Sigh*

Melanie: Yeah, sigh more.
Melanie: I dont attend pity parties.

Jiri: Never good enough, never will be.
Jiri: I'm done
Jiri: Go find someone better than me

Melanie: See? You wont miss me

Jiri: I'll just stick to being alone

Melanie: nor notice me being gone.
Melanie: Did it before, whats stopping you from doing it again.

Jiri: If you seriously think that then I guess it will be.

Melanie: And here's the irony. If the tables were turned, I'd be fighting.

Jiri: Fighting what

Melanie: But youre too prideful to beg/fight or plea

Jiri: Whats there to fight

Melanie: The fact that you just want to walk away from me.
Melanie: You just want to split up because you have character flaws.

Jiri: Thats how I am, I need someone who can accept me for who I am. Not criticize all my flaws. I know my flaws already.

Melanie: KNow your flaws? Work on them.
Melanie: I work on mine when Im attentive enough.
Melanie: Someone says ive been too bitchy? I go apologize, do my best to remedy.
Melanie: You hurt someone? You expect them to apologize.
Melanie: You sit there stubbornly!
Melanie: It fucking sucks.

Jiri: As I said, I'm not you.

Melanie: How much do you think I can bend over before I hit the ground?

Jiri: Don't even know.

Melanie: Because I keep bending, every fucking time you pull this shit.

Jiri: Thats you bending?
Jiri: All I hear is more criticism.

Melanie: In the past, check it.
Melanie: You dont hear anything Jiri
Melanie: You dont listen to what anyone says.
Melanie: Its all about you.
Melanie: you
Melanie: you.
Melanie: Well here's something purely about you now; YOU learning how to apologize.
Melanie: For all the shit I've apologized to YOU for (that was indeed YOUR fault)
Melanie: Dont apologize? I just wont exist.
Melanie: You wont miss me, you wont notice, You wont fucking care.
Melanie: I get it.
Melanie: Ultimatum time! Your pride, or me.

Jiri: Right, so  every second you wouldn't talk to me, I would get seriously pissed off. I check your statuses on skype / msn thinking you'd say something, only to see that you're fine without me. Yeah, totally I won't notice.

Melanie: You act like you don't notice. You treat me like you dont care (easily not talking to me for a day because of your pride)
Melanie: You were willing to let the stalemate continue as long as >MY Pride
Melanie: would allow.

Jiri: You could have talked to me, but you chose not to.

Melanie: YOU COULD HAVE TO.
Melanie: I ALWAYS GIVEI N
Melanie: BECAUSE I FUCKING GIVE A SHIT
Melanie: But because you never give in like that, it feels like you dont!
Melanie: Im tired of being in the wrong even when I'm not!

Jiri: Of course I fucking give a shit

Melanie: THEN ACT LIKE
Melanie: IT
Melanie: MAKE THAT 20% INTO 1%
Melanie: HELL 0%

Jiri: Impossible
Jiri: No one is perfect.

Melanie: 19% WOULD EVEN BE SUFFICIENT
Melanie: I'm not Winter, I wont let you ditch me like you did then.
Melanie: them*

Jiri: I would but you treat my worries like they don't mean shit

Melanie: WHat worry? That I'll like Satsu?
Melanie: HE'S FAT

Jiri: Chrissy said almost the same thing about Hii.
Jiri: And look at them now.

Melanie: Shes using him.
Melanie: I dont love Satsu, I love you Jiri.

Jiri: You don't know for sure.

Melanie: I know for sure.

Jiri: People can change
Jiri: They get swayed by emotions when they are vulnerable.

Melanie: Right.
Melanie: Still, underneath it all she's using him
Melanie: Even if she's masking it with a misconception of love.
Melanie: POint being
Melanie: I dont love satsu.
Melanie: We're in wrong timezones, it wouldnt work out.
Melanie: He's not my type.
Melanie: Hes blonde (h8rage)
Melanie: He's just... Not someone I could date.
Melanie: And you're still jealous of something I've repeatedly told you isn't going to happen.

Jiri: Alright heres an example.

Melanie: The closest thing to me he is is a brother.
Melanie: (And trust me, I have a thick line between brother|BF| And friend)

Jiri: What if you and I were to watch a movie and I invite my best friend thats a girl. You wouldn't get jealous?

Melanie: No.
Melanie: At this point in our relationship, I wouldn't.

Jiri: Really, what if it was Mei.

Melanie: She's a different story
Melanie: She hits on you all the time.
Melanie: Sends you panties.
Melanie: Sends you flirty comments and shit.
Melanie: Satsu doesn't do that.
Melanie: He respects you and I.

Jiri: He still likes you

Melanie: HA TRUST ME
Melanie: HE DOESNT.

Jiri: I can see it

Melanie: If he did, he'd have told me to dump you by now.

Jiri: I'm always right about these things

Melanie: Who else likes me then
Melanie: Because I only know of one name whom ive purposely shunned and ignored.

Jiri: I don't know

Melanie: You're wrong this time Jiri.
Melanie: Satsu would have tried to tell me to dump you if he liked me
Melanie: He wouldnt have helped our relationship out NUMEROUS times.

Jiri: He knows you wouldn't.

Melanie: Oh
Melanie: I was close
Melanie: SEVERAL times.

Jiri: ...

Melanie: If you didnt talk to me on Valentines day, I was going to.
Melanie: Not by anyone's suggestion.
Melanie: And the time you went to Mei's.
Melanie: While I was stuck at home QQing and you were having fun 'n shit.
Melanie: yeah, close then too.
Melanie: Guess who stopped me from walking away?
Melanie: Satsu.
Melanie: Any other guy would have encouraged me dumping you.
Melanie: He doesn't like me.
Melanie: Not like that.

Jiri: Fine
Jiri: Just do what you want

Melanie: And here you go again- Not care.

Jiri: You fucking bitch at me when I do give a shit

Melanie: No, its not you giving a shit

Jiri: What the fuck do you want

Melanie: its you worrying over the wrong thing

Jiri: I fucking told you this before we started dating

Melanie: I know you're clingy.
Melanie: Ive known for a while.
Melanie: I know you're a hypocrite.
Melanie: In the end, I want respect.
Melanie: To the point where you treat me as you'd want to be treated.  I don't like being sighed at and blamed for a loss, or your death in League. I dont want you pulling that "yah go have fun without me" crap.
Melanie: Id like to be your equal.
Melanie: As much as I love being a submissive bitch in bed, out of it, I'm just as human as you are.

Jiri: Which reminds me, all those times you asked me to stop talking to girls which I did. Thats not respect?

Melanie: 80%

Jiri: And you can't even care about my little worry?

Melanie: I cared.
Melanie: I responded.

Jiri: Yeah, by making me look like a total douchebag.
Jiri: Helps, really.

Melanie: I've tokld you repeatedly that theres nothing between us and you keep worrying.
Melanie: I dont make you look like a douchebag.

Jiri: It doesn't even feel like we're equals at all.
Jiri: You're up higher than me.

Melanie: HAH?
Melanie: You're the one blaming me for something
Melanie: Waiting for ME to apologize
Melanie: Waiting for ME to fix it.
Melanie: Its like I've to make the effort
Melanie: and if I go wrong, im the bitch.

Jiri: I don't know anymore.

Melanie: Its like pulling a tooth and a nail to get any remorse from you.
Melanie: like hell next time I"m uncuffing you.

Jiri: I don't ever show remorse

Melanie: Learn to, its a BIG part of caring.
Melanie: Even if you dont show.

Jiri: I've never shown remorse on my own grandfather's funeral.

Melanie: At least have some
Melanie: Sadness.
Melanie: Remorse
Melanie: different.

Jiri: I've never cried for anyone

Melanie: Remorse is regret.
Melanie: Havent you ever regreted something? Sure you have.

Jiri: I regret even saying something about the stupid movie now.

Melanie: *Remorse is an emotional expression of personal regret felt by a person after he or she has committed an act which they deem to be shameful, hurtful, or violent

Jiri: I should just say yes to whatever you ask from now on.

Melanie: Be open minded

Jiri: Sounds like a true happy marriage, yeah.

Melanie: Just be open minded and respect a little? Is that hard.
Melanie: I dont need you to say yes to everything.
Melanie: I could understand if it was like "No, I want some time alone"
Melanie: or "Neh, Hes annoying me"

Jiri: I fucking told you
Jiri: I want some fucking alone time with you

Melanie: NO

Jiri: Its fucking date night

Melanie: You said you thought movies were special you dont just do it with anyone.

Jiri: Thats what I mean

Melanie: Say it then.

Jiri: Its something special I only want to share with you and me

Melanie: :\

Jiri: Sorry if it isn't the same for you.

Melanie: And we return to "But you've considered it as a guild event before"
Melanie: Big circle

Jiri: Yeah but its not really the whole guild when its just him.

Melanie: Jiri: Its something special I only want to share with you and me
Melanie: Melanie: And we return to "But you've considered it as a guild event before"
Melanie: Jiri: Yeah
Melanie: Contradictory.

Jiri: ...

Melanie: Again
Melanie: You're jelly Jiri.
Melanie: Incredibly Jelly of some one whos NOT a threat
Melanie: by MY choice, and HIS.
Melanie: Were like, forever friend-zoning eachother, we're metaphorical BROS.

Jiri: Lets just forget about this and move on, I don't want to argue.

Melanie: Fine.