it's okay. poe doesn't play well on linux and i got sleepy so i logged
siz
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Hello
無念無想
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hello
siz
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I took some tramadol a few days ago to help me sleep and it made me throw up a bunch a couple days ago
I'm not sick but I still have a sore throat from throwing up
無念無想
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i don't know what that particular drug does
siz
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It's an opioid
無念無想
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it's to make you sleep and for pain?
siz
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Yeah
Instead I woke up at 4 am and just kept nodding off
And waking back u0
Up
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did a doctorgive it or it's off the street
siz
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My dad bought it in mexico at an airport
Apparently you can be opioids in mexico on the shelf
buy*
無念無想
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i don't know what to say. i definitely wouldn't take drugs from mexico bought at an airport though
siz
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Yeah I only took it once never again
I have As in all four if my classes and the semester ends next week
Then I'll have one more semester which is my emt course alone and ill be certified
Of*
So I should be certified around april
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do you get any on job experiene?
like the ocurse sends you somewhere after
siz
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Oh yeah
3 shifts I have to complete
12 hours, 3 shifts
Clinicals for a local hospital
I think it has be 1 hospital shift and 1 ambulance shift then the third can be either
I spent too much money on Christmas
無念無想
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it's good you get work experience with the course
do they also set you up somewhere to work or it's just the experience
siz
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Oh like after the course?
無念無想
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yeah
siz
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No but lots of emt agencies hire no experience for inter facility transfer which is just non-911 transports
Like working as a local agency and picking up old people to transfer back and forth from different hospitals
And there are some agencies like AMR which are 911 response agencies that also hire no experience you just gotta get lucky
Most work interfacility before 911
But amr is probably your best bet if you wanna skip interfacility
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that's cool. it's nice to have a followup. like people are getting degrees in black dance study and then they work at burgerking
siz
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yeah how many starbucks baritas have some sort of 2 year or 4 year degree
do you think richard spencer is smart or just a tard
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sorry for the slow replies. i was in a match getting wrecked
siz
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no worries
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he's that alt-right guy correct?
siz
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he had an interesting tweet chain about confirm kavanaugh
yeah
無念無想
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like the one who claims he invented the name
i don't think he's retarded because he's getting money going around bullshitting
what he says is garbage though
siz
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what about his ideas
無念無想
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give me a second
siz
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also what's so wrong with someone pretending to be the leader of the alt right. doesnt it give the movement a head and more exposure even if he is just doing it for money
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okay now i can type
his ideas are garbage
siz
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https://twitter.com/RichardBSpencer/status/1048602326196506624?s=19
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only william pierce had interesting ideas and a lot of knowledge. other people are absolute shit. especially white nationalist types
siz
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wouldn't you want an only white nation too though
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they don't get how the world works and work on an inverted basis of who is the winner and loser
it's not that
the problem is the foundation of the ideas
siz
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Israel has their safe space why cant whites
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it's the way the world has shaped and how people view it
i told you how william pierce is good but i didn't really explain why he's wrong about stuff too
you know how thoughtout history all the nobles, kings, and yadayada kill each other? like the son kill the father
the wife kills the brother
etc
siz
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yeah
I actually showed my grandma that William pierce video you showed me and she liked it
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the people at the top of the world don't have loyalty to their own blood as in father, mother, or anybody else
how the hell can they have loyalty towards random pieces of shit they will send off to die in wars like their life is worth grass?
rulers don't send off all the peasants to go die in meat grinding wars because they value their life or their future. they do it because it benefits them
the royals organize stuff for their own benefit
white nationalism works in in a space vacuum or in theory because
tribalism works.
you get together with similar people and work towards something that helps you all
like your last name is williams so you get together with others williams. you're a clan or a big family and look out for each other
it's just scaled higher
you can scale it towards anything however big or small, but what is important isn't the scale. it's who is benefiting and how much they are
tribalism works when it helps, but it's opportunistic. that means when others don't benefit they will drop it very quickly
everything william pierce said on race and jews is correct, but whites will only organize when they're in a minority or lower position of power. if they're at the top they won't care if they can watch tv, eat food, and hump like animals
siz
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Yeah but how would an all white country not be beneficial with no one leeching off society
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you can tell others they will benefit from organizing as "whites" but there's a lot of history which counters it. as in cultural history and ideology based in chrisitanity
christianity says god created everybody and they're his children
you're just a soul in a flesh body that will go to heaven
if that's the case why do you need to organize as whites or brown or whatever?
this is why it's a joke for conservatives to become nazi or whatever
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it will make this life easier, even if you go to heaven after
why wouldn't you want current life to be easier regardless of promises in the future
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it won't though becuase even if you lie and twist it into a knot the fact is god and the basis of christianity is about equality
you don't go cast them off and make them live worse somehow
christianity is the biggest reason why all the shit happened in the first place
that's why /pol/tards talking about deus vault and shit are the biggest incel mongoloids arounds
if your back is against the wall and you're in a tough spot then you'll disregard all the notions about equality
like who really cares about that shit if you're the one dying or disadvantages? that's why christianity can spread by the sword but now it's in a dominate positon they play pacifist
it's also why the west won't have anything happen until it's reduced to mass starving and other really bad stuff
as long as people can pretend they're good and their belly is full of food they don't give a shit
they will just eat some pills and watch tv
siz
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Do you like isaac newton
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this goes into william pierce idea about lemmings
siz
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He said 2060 is when the apocalypse
will happen
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nothing like that will happen
everybody wants to be at the end times of their era to feel special
doomsday stuff is a waste of time
siz
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Do you dislike all the right figures like richard
Alex Jones, milo, etc
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the more rich, intelligent, and succcessful people are the less they want to die. this is why they send others off to wars and don't fight themselves
siz
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Pjw
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i don't follow personalities. i just and look at what they say and judge where they're at
you can measure a man but you can use that measurement to measure the world
siz
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I like infowars
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when you examine what people are saying and believe it isn't how the world is it's how they see it
i listened to alexjones and saw a lot of his stuff
when you understand something you don't need to reread it or follow it anymore
if that makes sense?
i'm talking from a positon of having read and see what they say so i disregard it
siz
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Do you think a lot of his theories are bullshit
I know he probably just does stuff for attention and for marketing but that doesnt really bother me
It gets people mad and that's good enough of a reason for me to support him
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yes. the world isn't like how he describes it.
so to me it is bullshit
specifically where though it's difficult to say cause my view of the world is entirely different from stuff you see in politics
siz
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What's your view then
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you can be fluent in a language like chinese or japanese with 5k hours of real practice
is the world more or less complex than a language?
like even if i say something really meaningful in either language unless you know it then it's just senseless
any sentence you can derive as many means as you can. that means you're the limit in the situation and your understanding of the sentence is the limit
it's why i say you just need experience
siz
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it's kinda like with songs most artists hate saying what the meaning is and let others grab different meanings from it?
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like i don't dislike jews. i think blacks are inferior culturally and etc. i don't really care about any of that though. it doesn't matter when you're really looking down at stuff
it's my attitude towards the world that's most important
siz
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what's your attitude
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like if you become a bitter incel who hates everything and has 80 iq unable to even do simple logical sequence then who is harmed?
you are
random hatred towards shit doesn't help you. you want to weigh the world and measure stuff to judge how reality is but frustration is because you're doing it wrong
i understand you people need to vent because they got fooled by feminism and all sorts of wacko ideas floating around but you need an attitude that moves past that quickly
you need to focus on things that help you
it ties into how people don't understand that winners aren't just lucky
whether it's right or left both sides have this demented view that it's all luck or it doesn't count
no it does count. it's not luck. the winner won for certain reason and you need to understand them
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Sometimes I get really bothered by really small shit cause I cant just let things be how they are
I get really upset if someone "below" me pisses me off like if a spic with blaring loud music cuts me off
While driving
It's different if someone just cuts me off I can usually let it go but if it's some retard nigger with a piece of shit car loud music and other things
Stuff like that
Also if someone is being confrontational to me I would treat them worse based on their appearance or racr
Race*
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if you want to change anything in this world you need the power to do it. you can only get that power by winning and you can only win when you're grounded in reality. blind hatred and shit helps you because you want to create a line dividing yourself from others and then try to form a coherent view but you need to understand that it's just a strategy
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If some spic or minority treats me poorly or confronts me I get really mad because I see it as like uhhhh you're literally a spic in America
Like you dont have any room to complain about anything
And Its hard for me to drop it
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niggers are savage. they got lower iq, shit culture, and only a tiny minority can do anything of value. how does that help you though? there's monkeys in the jungle. you can say they ruin your aesthetics, but instead of being around poor people and niggers you should strive to make money and live in a gated community
siz
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For example I was at the mall with my bf
He dropped his phone I picked it up some security guard came running to me asking me to give it to him
And I'm like no this is mine
And hes asking for proof or to give it
And I said wow nice you're a security guard that gets paid 12 dollars a hour that's impressive
mostly because hes a spic
and then I called the phone with my phone and said wow look at that
and he said dont like it leave
and I said shut the fuck up then left
The thing is where I live is actually really nice and expensive. The problem is that it's so nice niggers and spics from other cities drive here because it's so nice
just to be here for the day or night
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it's true niggers and spics will go to rich areas, but there's places where they can't step
siz
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Then there was some white fat ass at a park at night that told me I'm being suspicious because my bf and I parked there and walked off
And I was like
Uh
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even if it becomes terrible what happens is like in south america where you live in places with military outside sitting in tanks
siz
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I'm being suspicious because I parked in public parking and because I want to chill at a park at night?
I got really mad he would even confront me because of that
So when we were leaving I got in my car and told him off
And slammed my horn in his face
For like 20 seconds etc
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lol
siz
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I hate retards that just cant mind their own business it really gets to me
Like wow you see two teens at a park together? Better tell them off and accuse them of being suspicious because you're such an up right moral person
Like fuck you I'm suspicious? You're a fat loser with no life and I'm actually in school to save fat fucks like yourself
Its fucking public space leave me alone what is everyone's problem with wanting to confront others or wanting to virtue signal and pretend they're a good person
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getting into arguments and being confrontational is pretty fun
a lot of people like to do it. they just like to go do random shit to annoy others and pick fights
siz
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I'm never confrontational to others or rude to others but when someone is either to me I cant drop it
I want to start working out so I can start protecting myself
I'm pretty skinny so right now I cant really punch someone in the face if they're confronting me
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you know shitposting and trolling? people do it in real life. it isn't like lolsorandumb/meme but instead just doing stuff towards others to piss them off
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I dont know if they do it for fun I think they do it because they actually think they're superior to others and that's what gets me mad
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i like to argue and fight so it's difficult for me to just ignore it too. the thing is though if you're angry and feeling bad then you're harming yourself. even if you make other random worthless people feel bad their life and time is worth way less than yours
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Yeah that's why I need to get big. If I can just sock someone in the face when they bother me and leave in a rush I would feel a lot better about these situations because then I would know not only did I win but I know they wont dare confront other people for no reason again
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it's difficult to imagine this. you value your time and yourself, but others don't do that. you apply your standard on them and use that as how you're measuring it
siz
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Obviously it would only be in private locations etc
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you see them as humans so you want to respond and argue or say something to tell them to piss off, right?
siz
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Yea
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they're not like that though. it's more like getting angry at a rock
siz
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Why wouldn't they get angry? I'm actually really good at getting people mad or finding their biggest insecurity
無念無想
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the npc meme that has been going around isn't accurate in what it says, but this whole npc/zombie shit is actually true
i mean you're getting angry at a rock
they're the rock
making them feel bad doesn't change anything because they're already so low in life
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I dunno I guess I just want to put people in their place
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when they look in the mirror and remember their own life they do it themselves
even with that said though
life is the experience you have
so people want to get angry, laugh, cry, love, hate, and have all sorts of really vivid emotions and experience
even if that guy was a piece of shit it's more about just feeling anger because it's pleasant
siz
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I really want a gun so I can flash it to people that get me mad
無念無想
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that's a good way to get a felony and jailed
siz
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I mean I would be smart about it though
無念無想
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if you bring it out you're suppose to use it
siz
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I could get a concealed weapon carry
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if not then it's just a threat in most places
siz
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Lift up my shirt and point to it
Wonder if you're right and I actually just like to get mad at tards and no matter what I do ill always be the same
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you know what power fantasy is? the turner diaries is basically it
there's an idea called will to power
more or less anything who arrives in a very high point in life understands it in some form or another
siz
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do you think giving that book to my grandma to read for xmas would be a bit extreme
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nah probably not
she's old so it's better to not get her angry
at that point in her life she can't change much whether it's her view of the world or what happening
siz
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she literally told me "hitler was right on some things"
lol
she used to be the mayor a long time ago actually before I was born
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yeah but the thing with these ideas isn't that they're wrong but you need to view it from a certain angle otherwise you just get upset
you want to do things help and make you happy or better
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how do you view it
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you viewing this stuff is because you want to explore how the world is and create your own foundation of reality
you can still change it and benefit from it
an old lady is towards the end of her life and she won't inspire some grand feeling that improve her life
i cut off from will to power but i wanted to finish that
it's basically the idea that everything strives for power and to further themselves
seems really simple and obvious but there's a lot of stuff that could be written on it. there's lots of books about it attacking it from different angles
the point of what i'm saying is you want to flash the gun and feel in control of the situation
you feel alive and great when you're in that kind of positon lording over others
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hehe
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will to power in the western sense is incomplete though because it can be inverted
so even if you're a masochist/feminine it still applies. it isn't just masculinity it's a lot of conceptional stuff that works in every possible sense
what was i getting at? i forgot. i just wanted to say while lording over others with a gun like that will feel good it's just short term. you can get better feels than that other ways
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Like what other ways? Actually accomplishing things you're proud of?
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yes
the idea of power is really vast
even if you're feminine and a masochist you can still gain power over others being submissive
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I guess being an emt even if it's an entry level job gives you a lot of power. You can either save someone or not
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like women in society aren't dominant whether it's intelligence or anything else but they can reach for the stars use sex and manipulating men
there's really cutthroat and intelligent women though. their intelligence is just different
men are still better though
power isn't just exercise over other people either
power over yourself is the most difficult to achieve and control
you point a gun at somebody and tell them to suck your dick or die, but how easily can you control your habits? your likes or dislikes? it's all stemming from your but that's the most difficult to control
it comes down to the attitude to want to cultivate in life. lording over others or yourself
it's too easy to be ruthless towards others. doing it towards yourself takes real courage though
especially when you're aware of all the consequence and what's involved
if you don't know you're going to die you can easily jump in front of a train. can you jump in front of a train while you enjoy life and just want to try your ideas?
damn, i wrote a lot. you asked what my attitude towards life is and just explaining some of this shows it
siz
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Hmm so controlling yourself is the most important to you
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people like alexjones and these others people are like clowns in my view. they don't really get the essence of life. they're intelligent and even capable but they are shackled
siz
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How do you know they arent just acting for money though so they can enjoy their life
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it's not really just controlling myself it's more i want to enjoy life and see how it is. i just came to understand that self-control is the only method to do it and go really far
whether you want to be a hedonist and just go to random orgies and eat the best food or you want to an ascetic who can burn themselves alive without caring
you need to grasp this sort of internal control. this "will to power" or whatever you want to describe it as
if you want to rise up further than where you're at now you can only struggle to climb further. that means having an attitude that helps improve your life and the ability to focus on your goals
when you go far enough all the things that seemed so important in the past are like grains of sand
why do i not think those people are happy? cause their worldview is garbage
even if they're acting why bother?
i can imagine they started because they had a really strong passion for it
everybody wants to understand stuff even if they're mentally retarded
so all these sort of altright, alexjones, or whatever just want to explore and understand the world
they're trying to do it using the method they can apply and understand
to me though it's not good enough
siz
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What is good enough
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they can't really reach conclusions i want or see far enough
siz
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If they're trying to understand and theyre pursuing knowledge whys it a bad thing
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who knows? there's always something more in life
it's not a bad thing
they aren't wrong for trying at all
it doesn't have value to me though so what can i say? they're struggling to understand and it's their own journey
specifically about the happy part though?
people aren't really happy
they get depressed and lonely easily
they really need lots of validation from others. they're not to comfortable in their own skin
they got tons of regrets
people really struggle with this shit
even if they wear a smile on the outside what's brewing inside is something different
you asked about the conclusion. life always has more. whatever you can imagine there's something beyond that
that's what infinite means
people struggle through life trying to reach some conclusion
they don't reach a conclusion that makes them happy though
i don't really understand that aspect cause i'm not other people
i don't have regrets or feel the world has anything worth hating truly
siz
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interesting
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does anything i'm saying make sense?
siz
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yeah but I feel people get regretful because if something fails or doesnt work out they cant just accept the happy/positive experiences they gained from it they only look at the negative aspects
and that starts to pile up
if a relationship ends theres almost never anyone that actually looks at how it improved them or what they gained from it
would you say the bad and the good out weight each other? if you have a certain amount of fun or enjoyment you're always going to have equally amount as bad to happen to you in some way or in the future
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you bought up a really good point
it's difficult to weigh things and actually give them a value
like if somebody harms you, but you look back and see how them harming helped you does that mean they meant well?
you try to start reading their intentions for why they did it
siz
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ye
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it becomes a very complex web of thought that's difficult to juggle or reach a real conclusion
you can attack this problem from a lot of angles
no matter what you should try to gain from bad experience. any experience is something for you to learn from and improve yourself with
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well and that's just as something as simple as action which shows how complex things actually are
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bad experience are especially important because it shows you your own weakness and vulnerability
the human element or "intention" is really dicy
you can run circles forever trying to understand this. it would require a lot of theory about why i reached this conclusion but that would take too much time
thd dicey aspect of it can be ignored
you don't need to understand the intentions
what matters is the conclusion
suppose they have an intention for a split second
it changes
like the first part it's good the second part it's bad
what's their intention? it's just mixed good and bad
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you can also learn things incorrectly from bad experiences too though
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suppose it's split and a mix as in 30% bad, 30% good, and 40% neutral then what?
you don't even know the real thoughts they had and it's difficult or nearly impossible to accurately read them
why? because they don't even really understand themselves
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yeah they dont even know themselves that's what I was gonna say
how can you understand someone that cant understand themselves
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even supposing they do understand what difference does it make? what matters in reality is the conclusion
you don't do well because somebody gives you lots of problems and harms
you
you do well despite them doing it
you overcome all the stuff in front of you
whatever it is
so somebody throws a grenade or gives you a flower it doesn't matter
you just need to gain experience and learn from it/overcome it
they aren't enabling you to overcome it
you're doing that yourself
life has an unendless amount of shit to throw at you
an endless
however how do you reconcile people harming you? because suppose they did you need to organize your thoughts and feelings about it
you just take it and throw it in the garbage
it doesn't matter. it's in the past. memories of this crap is important because you need to organize your internal world and prepare for the future
if your world is organized and your views are rock solid then you don't need to care about the memories at all
that attitude is pretty hard to accept
your memories are you. you treasure them and don't want to let them go
this is too difficult to unpack cleanly. normal people can't accept this attitude because it feels like they're losing part of themselves
they want to hold onto it
hmm..... i don't know how to tie this into my original point without writing a lot of stuff that's too difficult to accept
my thoughts about life aren't compatible with what normal people want from life
you had asked why i disliked normal people. it's not because r9k incel shit. it's actually just cause what we want from life and how we view it is different
siz
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what do you want that's so differently from normal people?
doesnt it just stem down to happiness
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normal people aren't happy though
if everybody was happy why would there be wars and issues with race?
it's precisely because i want to be happy that i don't like them
siz
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are you saying they dont want to be happy or they're looking at life wrong
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no they want to be happy
they're greedy for anything possible
if it stimulates them they want it
their approach and thoughts about life are wrong
they want to be happy and understand life but so what?
everybody wants to be a billion lord empire of the world too who gives a shit
billlionaire
they can want anything they can imagine but that doesn't mean they'll ever get it
even if they get it it's like sand slipping out of their hands
siz
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what do you want exactly
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we;'re both born into this world. we don't really understand what the world is
we fumble around and try to see where we can arrive at
i want to see where i can arrive at
where i'm heading isn't where normal people that's for damn sure though
siz
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where are you heading?
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who knows? i don't have all the answers. i'm just fumbling around myself. i only know i won't be happy doing what normal people are. i don't get depressed, loney, and this other shit. i've enjoyed my life and feel i understand more than ever. so what's next? what i've been doing. i don't really have a strong answer for myself. i just see the limit of normal people and know that's not where i want to go
lol my answer is really vague and shitty but that's what it is
i don't understand how others decide to live their lives. i only get the general ideas behind it
my ideas are more detached. like stuff in front of me might as well be clouds
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what limits normal people anyway?
do you have any plans for a political career or anything like that
Also its pouring rain here I got a few flash flood warnings and apparently doordash and other food delivery services are shut down
I checked the weather and at 5 pm (that's when my class starts) is when thunder will start happening
I'm wondering if class will get cancelled or not. Its supposed to be an important day
Finals
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i know some more general reasons but if you mean like stuff relating to existence then i'm not sure
do you like the rain?
siz
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Yeah it just debilitates me like what I can do today
But that's ok
I can enjoy today in other ways
無念無想
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you saw jorden peterson
i really like the rain
that self-help guy
siz
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Yeah
The kike from Canada that only talks about u.s. politics for some reason
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i'll explain in terms of him and what limits him
he's very smart. he has a lot of very practical experience with people that give him insight most people won't even begin to imagine
i'm not praising him as a saint or anything like that
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You know his whole policy is about never letting the mob win and ALWAYS fighting back no matter what. Then he says kavanaugh should step down because of public outroar, even if he did nothing wrong
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i'm acknowleding he's somebody that's very capable and has a very broad understanding of the world and people
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I dont think he ever explained why he contradicted himself like that it was weird
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in terms of understanding other people and getting human nature he's one of the best people talking about it
where's the limit or issue though?
the limit is his own ideas about the world
he doesn't say everything that's on his mind
he would never tell you the absolute raw truth of his thoughts
siz
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Why
無念無想
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he explains a lot of stuff that's incredibly accurate. it's really truthful and will give you his insight and even insight into others
the issue is when you reach a certain kind of mindset you understand more dangerous ideas
i talked about will to power, but the thing is it's not something you teach everybody or really talk about to random strangers
because your ideas become more difficult to articulate and more taboo
jorden peterson is somebody who wants to help impower stupid incel /pol/r9k/ going nowhere and blaming everybody else for their life
he's not trying to teach you how to exercise your will to power and dominate others and yourself
it's contraband
you save the good stuff for yourself
but it's also because it's extremely difficult to say this stuff in a way others understand
jorden peterson knows about jews and niggers
etc
why doesn't he say it? cause it's his limit
it's not his limit that he doesn't get what they're doing
siz
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Isnt he a jew?
無念無想
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give me a couple to really think about how to explain this clearly
siz
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Well he would lose his appeal no? And he would make less money
Less people would watch him if he became more than a self help guru
Or maybe not he just didnt want to take that risk
He could've been bigger or maybe he could've been smaller depending on his message that's why he didnt take the next step because he was afraid
無念無想
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there's only enough room on the throne of power for one person
you know how there's been conquers in history who treat human life like grass and just dominate everything in front of them?
siz
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Yea
無念無想
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like the world exists to bow in front of them and they're basically gods
that's the contraband the theory behind that
peterson understands how to empower people but he won't do it completely honestly because he understands you can't have a world where people are fighting other ubermensch
you need cattle. not everybody can be the cowboy
siz
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But if he limits himself he will never be anything more than a self help guru
Isnt it worth the risk?
無念無想
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peterson limits himself because he has a whole life and theory of the world which he refuses to break
he traces on what's the truth but is too scared to talk about it
the idea about jews and niggers is that he wants to articulate how niggers and jews are fine, but he doesn't have a complete worldview that's totally coherent
he can't synthesis the world and have the attitude like life is equal to grass and only his truth is real
what i'm saying seems unhinged but let me explain it in another way
there's the idea when you look into the abyss it looks back
there's the fairy tale about the hero who goes to slay the dragon, but after he slays it he transform into the dragon
it's this kind of idea
you need to be able to do it if you want to fully understand it
when you can really understand it then you're already at the point of being able to do it
peterson values people, his family, and the world to really break his own mental shackles of the world
does any of that make sense
he preaches logos but he can't really look at his own shadow or accept the world as he sees it really. so his view is incoherent and that's his limit. other people have limits based on biology and their own attitude towards life
siz
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Yeah
無念無想
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treating life like dirt isn't the limit either. the mindset isn't just slaughter but the will to power
words are really useless for this stuff. you just need to see and experience it yourself. how the world is and what's coherent or not is for you to decide
people just need to do when you're around this area of ideas. pick whatever you want and simply do it whatever it is
i've been rambling but i wanted to say this stuff cause i'd feel bad if i only left you with white nationalism instead of the real contraband
people at the top send milions off to die because life really doesn't matter to them. it's grass
be back in like 30
siz
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but why are you telling me all of this
im interested in it but didnt you say you dont get lonely
why bother helping me if you're not gaining anything
無念無想
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why not do it? who says i don't gain anything
you said you learned from but the last thing i really talked with you about was white nationalism. those ideas are incomplete. while the ideas about inequality and racial differences are true the foundation that it relies on with racial altruism don't exist in reality
even if everything i said seems totally unhinged and doesn't make sense i can feel i tried at least
things come and things go. i do it or i don't. it's like fleeting clouds
無念無想
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actually when i was cooking i started to think more
why?
siz
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yea
無念無想
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cause we met on warosu 6 years ago. whenever i'm not on steam for a long time you remove but add me back. you told me you were 19, but actually 14. so i was giving advice to a 14 year old as a 23 year old about his online dating.
that last part really makes me crackup
siz
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lol
無念無想
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cause you ask questions and i like answering them
i think you've got a good starting point and grasp stuff quickly so it's not exactly wasted. i don't have ill-will towards others instead cause the circumstance we met i'd instead give advice that's help
siz
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i always removed you in the past from when i cleared my friends list but id always re-add you for some reason i guess i liked your advice it's interesting
無念無想
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cooking so it's kinda delayed
the internet is interesting. you can connect with all sorts of crazy and unimaginable people
i removed everybody off my friends list not cause i dislike them or something similar. we're just at really different places. i'm not really around to play games and it's not fun when everything is distant. you need some common place to be friends or chat
siz
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it's not like we ever really play games anyway besides a long time ago in wc3
無念無想
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in the past just being around /jp/ sphere was enough cause it requires a certain kind of degenerate to hang around there
meeting people who posted and chatting about whatever
i don't really remember i told you this or not but there's a buddhist saying
there's a world in a flower and enlightenment in a leaf
the flower part is to show there's a world outside your imagination in everything. the part of the leaf is to show enlightenment or meaning isn't gained from superficial pseudo shit it's gained from something as simple as a leaf
i guess a simpler way to say it is there's always more and there's meaning in everything
siz
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I'm driving home in the rain atm then I got a final written essay for English I do in class at 5
Pacific coast highway is closed entirely
Gotta take back streets
無念無想
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you really shouldn't text when you're driving stay saf
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