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“I have a dildo in my ass. I have a dildo in my ass.” He was thinking. He had just sat down on it after spending several minutes in front of the sink loosening up while thinking about having a daddy to care for him and treat him the way he wanted to be treated. He wanted to tell the world. He was so proud of himself and he knew that he had a bit of an exhibitionist streak that had not yet been fully unearthed and allowed to roam free.
	Just last year he would have never been so comfortable with himself like this. He was struggling with his sexuality then. He was scared about what his parents would think. He had been raised very Christian under the religious belief that homosexuality was a sin. They did not know like he did that the verses in the New Testament were actually mistranslations and actually spoke of pedophilia and prostitution and not of homosexuality at all. He had done his research before he told his parents.
	He was so proud of himself. He had been embracing his sexuality more. He had been opening up to who he is. He wanted everyone to know. “I wonder if it would be ok to tell them.” He thought excitedly and with a bit of prohibition in his thoughts. ‘They do have a channel for this right?” He imagined what he would write about his experience. He knew he did not want to deny his urges.
	He was moving his ass up and down now on his pink dildo as he vigorously stroked his cock. He was reading hentai manga from his bookmarked stash that he got from Hentaihere.com. He knew that he would likely never fap to all of it. There are plenty of updates to the site content regularly. He did not care about all of these details though. He just wanted to feel the shape of his dildo as he grinded on top of it.
	It was just the small pink one. He thought that one was ideal for quickies. He would use his big white dildo some other time. Still as he moaned and commentated on the hentai in his head he could not get rid of the urge to write. He wanted to share this urge with the world even if he could not share the feelings of pleasure he was having at that moment. He wanted to be a butt slut. He dreamed of pleasuring cock. For now though this dildo would have to do.
	He continued to caress his penis as he begin bumping up and down on the dildo faster with his ass. His breathing was getting more ragged. He felt so good. He wanted to not deny his urges to write just like he knew he had finally gotten to a point where he would not deny his urges for cock. The dildo in his ass reminded him of how far he had come and how much he had grown.
	Slowly he got his breathing back to a normal pace. He had just cum and he knew that he was doing the right thing. Being yourself can be tiring work. He was learning more and more now how to not inhibit his own thoughts and the flowing into manifestation of his own true nature.
He got the towel to clean up. He got the dildo off of its suction cup where it was sitting on his chair. He got his clothes back on. He washed his dildo with soap and later thought about how he was glad he got the good quality silicone dildo that he could wash off so easily. Then he went back to his computer to wash away one more thing. His urge to write. Now with his urges sated he knew he was able to do one more thing. Post this writing in #smut.