Before You Go - [F4F]

Before You Go
Tags: [F4F][best friends]["friends" to lovers][college][cunnilingus][face sitting/riding][grinding/tribbing][going back to school][confession][nervous][lots of l-bombs][emotional at parts]

Synopsis: Before you and your best friend go back to school, you tell her something you've been wanting to tell her for a long time.

Feel free to do with this as you wish! Sound effects optional of course, add stuff, remove stuff, whatever you like. Parentheses "(( ))" usually refer to voice directions while angle brackets "<<>>" usually refer to sound effects, all of which are optional!

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How early are you heading out tomorrow?

Wow, so, early (laugh). Will the sun even be up?

(sigh) I'm not ready for winter break to end. Didn't it just start?

I don't want to go back to classes, responsibilities, a reasonable sleep pattern? Good luck (laugh).

We definitely have to plan a time you can visit me. This semester I don't have a roommate so you can even stay the weekend!

(laugh) Yeah. Uh...listen, I know you've got to get home but there's...something I wanted to talk to you about.

Yeah...it's about last night. It was...I mean, I had an amazing time, and I know it's not the first time we've...done anything, but I feel like we should still talk about it.

(sigh) Well, just to figure out...what we're doing. I mean, I know we said we'd never let it affect our friendship, but...

No, no that's not--(sigh). I didn't, ugh, where are my words (nervous laughter).

I don't mean to...spring this on you all at once or anything but...I think it...has affected our friendship.

We've been friends for so long and I've always known that there was...something, I can't quite say it the way it sounds in my head.

I think...I think I have feelings for you. Like, real feelings. And, maybe I've felt this way for a long time, I don't know, and I know we always said anything we...did...was just "as friends," but...I don't think I can do that anymore, and I need to be honest with myself...and with you.

(sigh) So...yeah. Sorry for...all that.

(pause) I know...it's a lot, but can you please say something? The way you're just sitting and looking at me, I--

(pause) You...really? (sigh/laugh) Oh my god, I knew, I mean, I felt, I, ugh, I don't know, just kiss me (laugh).

<improv kissing> (laugh) Sorry, I can't stop smiling, it's just, I didn't expect...well, I don't know what I expected (laugh).

<kiss> Imagine going back to our high school selves and telling them that this was their fate (laugh). I don't know what I would have said (laugh).

<kiss> Mm, god, I--uh, you're so soft.

Hm? No, I, I wasn't going to say anything.

Well, I...it's...maybe...more than what I said.

Like...feelings, but I...I think I...

Yeah, yeah, it's...I want to say it, I want to so bad, I--

(sigh) Fuck, I love you, okay? I thought...maybe I could get away with just telling you about my feelings but...those are my real feelings. I love you, and I have for a long time, and...and I've wanted to say something so bad, it's just I...I...I don't know.

Don't feel like you have to say anything, I just really needed to--

(pause) (whisper) What? Are you...do you...

(laughing, starting soft and getting louder)

Oh my god <kiss> I love you. (laugh) I...don't know what to...

<improv making out>

This is all...my head is spinning (laugh). I've...wanted to say that for a long time. And to hear it back--

No, I'm not crying (laugh) I...I'm just...overwhelmed (laugh) <kiss>.

This...isn't how I expected this night to go, but I'm so...happy (laugh).

What did I expect? Well, either I wouldn't tell me and we'd just watch a movie or fuck until you had to leave, or I would tell you and...well, I didn't really think too much further than that (laugh).

Oh is that right, we still can? (laugh) I did want to give you some memory to entertain you on the car ride tomorrow (laugh).

<improv making out>

Mm, okay, help me out of these (laugh).

You're...you're so beautiful. Just...every inch of you. You know how many nights I've laid in this bed thinking about you, your curves, you just...drive me so fucking wild--

<improv making out>

Lay back, you're going first (laugh).

Hey (pause). I love you (laugh).

Okay, sorry, sorry, I'll focus.

<improv cunnilingus between/during lines>

God, you always taste good, but now you're even sweeter (laugh).

Mm, I could stay down here all night (laugh). You're just, mm, amazing.

(laugh) You're lucky my parents are still away, I know how loud you like to get.

Mm, like that (laugh) that feel good?

Mm, please, cum for me, cum all over my mouth, mm--

<improv to her orgasm>

(sigh) Fuck. I bet they heard you down the block (laugh).

You always look so pretty when you come.

Yes, I know I have your come on my face, and that's where I like it (laugh).

Mm, of course, you know how much I love riding your tongue (laugh).

Just help me up, I'll steady myself against my bedframe. Ready? (laugh)

<moans between/during lines>

Ah, god that's good, mm, your tongue feels so, mm, so good.

I love looking down at your eyes, they're so pretty and--(moan)

Fuck, yes, mm, a little down--(moan) god, right there, please, mm--

You feel so good, you feel so--(moan)

I'm gonna come, oh fuck I'm gonna come, I--

<improv to orgasm>

(out of breath) I...(laugh).

See, now mine is all over your face.

(laugh) Yes, it is cute, you're still beautiful. Maybe even more so (laugh).

<improv make out>

Now I can't tell whose is whose (laugh).

Mm, okay, I know it's late, but I really want to come with you.

Mmhmm, I know how you like it (laugh). Plus it's just something else to think about when you're lying awake in your dorm.

I promise...I'll make it one you won't forget (laugh).

<kiss> I love you (laugh).

Okay, help me move down, and move your leg a--yeah, like that, like--

<improv tribbing/grinding, moans between/during lines>

Oh my--(moan) mm, god, you feel amazing.

Just, mm, feeling your body moving against mine, the feel of your, mm, skin--(moan)

And just, mm, I'm so wet, I'm always so fucking wet for you, mm, I love you, I love you so much--(moan)

Oh fuck I'm close, I'm so close, and I just, mm, wanna feel you come with me, I wanna feel you--(moan)

Yes, yes, oh my god, please, I love you, I love you, fuck, come with me--

<improv to orgasm>

(out of breath) I...you...<kiss>

Was that...as good for you...as it was for me? (laugh)

Good. That was...wow (laugh). I'm gonna be thinking about that for...well, forever (laugh).

<kiss> Go home and get some rest, you have to get up in a few hours.

(sigh) Is this real? (laugh) I love you <kiss>.