Bardo Blues (2017)

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(insects chirping)
(suspenseful music)

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- How much?

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- 3000 Baht, or 85
American dollars..

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That's a great deal.

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A massage like that
back in the states

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would cost a lot more.

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20 bucks.

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(gentle music)

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(frogs croaking)

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(Thai music)

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(speaking in foreign language)

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- English?

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- Hello.

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- Hello.

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Can I check in?

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Can I check in now?

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This is a hotel, right?

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So, do you have
a room available?

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Is there a secret hand shake?

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Okay, you gonna stop
messing with me?

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I'm exhausted, man.

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If you have a room, I would
like to pay for a room.

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That's how hotels work.
(chair scrapes)

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- One moment.

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- I am so sorry.

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Our overnight desk clerk
doesn't speak English

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But let's start over.

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My name is Gabriella and I am
the owner of the Hotel Kok.

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- Nice to meet you.

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- The name under
your reservation?

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- Jack Shore, I'm the guy
that needs a hotel room.

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- We just need your passport,

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and then could you
fill out this form?

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I didn't think any planes
got in this late, long night?

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- First night in Thailand,
go big or go home, right?

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- Room is 207, don't hesitate
to ask if you need any help.

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If it's your first time in
Thailand it's easy to get lost,

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so I'm happy to point you
in the right direction.

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- Thank you, I'll
keep that in mind.

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- Your room is just
up the stairwell,

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down the hall and on the left.

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(rock music)

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- You've been working
so much lately,

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let's get the hell out of here.

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- You still want
to go to Thailand?

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- Why not, it's supposed
to be beautiful.

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- Who's gonna pay for it?

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(knocking)

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- From Gabriella.

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- [Jack] Thank you.

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(soft distorted music)

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Hey.
- Hi.

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- What would you like?

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- English, nice.

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How about a coffee?

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Oh hey, I don't suppose
that you've seen this woman?

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- Photo isn't very good.

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But no, I don't
think I've seen her.

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Who you looking for?

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- Just someone, thank you.

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See ya.

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- Oh, you know what,
there's coffee and breakfast

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at the hotel, if I failed
to mention that last night,

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I'm so sorry.

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- Nah, no worries,
it was, you know,

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three a.m. when
I checked in, so.

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- Did you sleep?

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- No, I didn't sleep.

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- Jet lag?

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- Yeah, jet lag.

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Shouldn't you be at the
hotel just in case any more

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you know, non-Thai speaking
idiots like me need a room?

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- No, I write best at sunrise.

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And the planes don't come
in for a couple hours, so,

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I am safe from English
speaking tourists.

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- What are you writing?

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- Well, it's a novel of sorts.

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- Really, what's it about?

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- You really want to know?

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It's about man's desperate
attempt to find one's self.

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- Is that all?

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- That's not enough?

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- Have a nice day.

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- When you're not in a hurry,
I'd love to tell you more.

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- You know I'd like that,
I'm a writer as well, so.

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- Really, well you
have a beautiful day.

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- Shouldn't be too hard,
huh, supposed to be paradise?

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- Most of the time.

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(birds chirping)
(gentle music)

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- [Jack] Where is
Jess going again?

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- Uh, trade convention, Chicago.

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- I thought she was tying
to cut down on work trips.

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- She is, they're just
understaffed right now.

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- Maybe they could hire Jack.

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- Very funny.

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- I wasn't laughing.

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- I love that she's so
passionate about what she does,

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but we just wish
she was around more.

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I mean, we don't need the money.

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- It's not about the
money if she loves

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what she's doing.

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- What about you, you got
anything on the horizon?

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- No, can't get
any of these agents

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to bite on the specs
I've been sending out.

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- I don't know why anybody
ever paid you, to be honest.

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Do you know back in
school I used to write

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his English papers for him?

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Never knowing he'd
actually become a writer.

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(glass thuds)

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- [Jack] Brett, how are
rehearsals for the school play?

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- Oh, um, great, just hope mom
doesn't miss our big night.

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- She'll be back.

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- Go ahead, tell him.

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- Elizabeth, come on, don't
do this in front of Brett.

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- Sorry Brett.

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Tell Trevor where
you want to go.

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- Elizabeth isn't
sold on the idea yet,

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but I want to go to Thailand.

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- What?
(eerie music)

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- Is this city hall?
- Yup.

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- Um, I'm looking for
an American woman.

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- American, there's a
lot of American women

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live in Chaing Rai.

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- Right, this one
never came home.

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Can you check if there
are any businesses

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registered in her name?

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(book thuds)

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- There.

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- Uh, I don't speak Thai.

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- She English?
- American.

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- Look at this, American name.

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- Okay, so can you just tell me

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where there's another
place I where I can find

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any information on an American?

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- Maybe ask another American?

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- Nice.

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Great city hall, bro.

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- Hey, everything okay
with you and Elizabeth?

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- Yeah, we're good.

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- All right, we are talking
about Thailand later, okay?

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- Goodnight Uncle Jack.
- Goodnight Brett.

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- I'll see you
this weekend, bro.

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- See you, Trev.
- Bye.

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- See you, Brett.

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(wind whooshing)

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(dishes clattering)

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- You know, customs
isn't gonna let you

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bring drugs into Thailand.

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- I had no idea,
thank you for that.

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(water sloshing)

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- Can you even go two weeks?

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- Elizabeth, I'm
tired of apologizing.

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- Yeah, well, I'm not tired
of hearing it quite yet.

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(dish shatters)

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(Thai pop music)

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- What can I get you?

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- Entrepreneur, huh?

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I like it, uh, beer, please.

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- Thai Beer?

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- Is there any other kind?

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- You human.

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- You too, buddy.

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- You human. (laughing)

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- What are you talking about?

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- Only humans come here.

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- I can see that.

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He's human, he's human,
he's human, he's human.

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(laughing)
We're all human.

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- Nick.
- Jack.

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- [Nick] Jack, awesome.

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- Why is that awesome?

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- I dunno, I was.

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Okay, are you backpacking
through Thailand, or?

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- No, I'm here for the study
abroad program for assholes.

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(laughing)

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- That was really funny.

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Let me guess, uh,

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you're looking for some weed.

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- What makes you think that?

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- Well, I don't know, you're
a GQ looking mother fucker

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flashing beaucoup bucks
in a Thai shithole.

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I mean, doesn't
take a scientist.

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You're not here
because you human.

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- Have you seen this woman?

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- This is the most
beat up photograph

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I've ever seen in my life.

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- A simple no also works.

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- You guys seen this woman?

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(people chattering)

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- Back to the weed, then.

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(eerie music)

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- [Joe] So, you
going to Thailand?

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- That's the plan, man.

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- I heard it's beautiful.

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- Yeah, I heard that too.

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- Hey, Joe.
- Hi Elizabeth.

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- [Jack] Hi.

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(exotic music)

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(footsteps thumping)

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♪ Sweet baby blue, they
all want to taste you ♪

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- Hey babe.
♪ Sweet baby blue ♪

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♪ I want to, too ♪

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♪ I don't want you comin' ♪

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♪ Round here no more ♪
- How was work?

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♪ Why don't you come
'round here no more ♪

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- [Jack] Don't look happy

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Jesus Christ, this shit again?

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♪ Pick my bleeding
heart off the floor ♪

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- I got a confirmation email
from the airline today.

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How dare you!

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(rock music)

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Thailand was still an open
discussion, and you know it.

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- When was it gonna be
a closed discussion?

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Come on.
- So tired of it.

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♪ Sweet baby blue I
drink from your cup ♪

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♪ Sweet baby blue ♪

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- Come on.
- This isn't working

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- [Jack] Elizabeth,
where are you going?

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- [Clare] If you want, we
can go younger next time.

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♪ Is burning you up ♪

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- But that's more money.

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- [Jack] Don't be ridiculous.

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- I'm tired of being used.

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- Used?
- Yes, used.

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- Are you serious?
- You haven't sold anything

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in four fucking years.

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- Yeah, and four years ago

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dating a Hollywood screenwriter
was hot shit for you.

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- I even have a virgin,

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but I don't think
you can afford that.

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- When I get back,
I want you gone.

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- Oh, is this about money?

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My 15 minutes of fame are up,

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and I'm back to being
a struggling nobody?

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- Fuck you!

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- What do you want me
to do, quit writing?

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Get a job I fucking
hate, like you?

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You're being ridiculous.

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- I can't do this anymore,
I don't want this.

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♪ Sweet baby blue a
pleasure awaits you ♪

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- Come on, Elizabeth.
- This isn't working.

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- [Jack] You're all that I have.

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Elizabeth, I'm begging you,
you're all that I have.

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- [Elizabeth] Get out.

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- Where are you going?

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Fine, I'll cancel the ticket.
- No, no, don't cancel

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the tickets, okay,
go, go find her.

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- Elizabeth, come on.
- Get out of my way.

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- Come on, come on.
- Don't touch me,

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get out my way!

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Listen to me, when I get
back I want you gone.

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♪ Heart off the floor ♪

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♪ Off the floor ♪

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♪ Off the floor ♪

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(waitress speaking
in foreign language)

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- What?

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00:18:44,224 --> 00:18:47,792
- What would you
like for breakfast?

258
00:18:47,794 --> 00:18:50,027
- Eggs, bacon, and coffee.

259
00:18:51,798 --> 00:18:53,364
(speaking in foreign language)

260
00:18:53,366 --> 00:18:56,501
(gentle piano music)

261
00:19:00,540 --> 00:19:03,207
- Morning, you look rested.

262
00:19:04,644 --> 00:19:05,543
- If only.

263
00:19:07,413 --> 00:19:08,880
- Do you need a guide today?

264
00:19:10,016 --> 00:19:11,549
- A guide?

265
00:19:11,551 --> 00:19:14,352
Can I bring my camera
and my fanny pack?

266
00:19:14,354 --> 00:19:16,220
Will there be a gift shop, too?

267
00:19:16,222 --> 00:19:17,855
- All right, you
have a wonderful day.

268
00:19:17,857 --> 00:19:20,658
And just know that I am
here if you need anything.

269
00:19:30,170 --> 00:19:33,004
- Hey you, no smoking.

270
00:19:34,174 --> 00:19:37,875
How you doin', bro?
- Good, I'm good.

271
00:19:37,877 --> 00:19:39,076
Good to see you.

272
00:19:39,078 --> 00:19:39,977
- Yeah, you too.

273
00:19:42,515 --> 00:19:43,681
Put that out.

274
00:19:50,590 --> 00:19:52,623
- The most important thing we do

275
00:19:53,760 --> 00:19:55,826
is that we make our
guests feel at home.

276
00:19:58,198 --> 00:20:00,198
We want to create an experience

277
00:20:00,200 --> 00:20:02,266
that will last
with them forever.

278
00:20:03,403 --> 00:20:05,736
We may not know what
brought them here

279
00:20:05,738 --> 00:20:07,705
and we may never see them again,

280
00:20:08,942 --> 00:20:11,409
but what we do know
is that we can create

281
00:20:11,411 --> 00:20:13,377
a journey that is
a beautiful one.

282
00:20:14,714 --> 00:20:16,380
All right, get back to work.

283
00:20:16,382 --> 00:20:19,984
And be the peace that you
want to see in the world.

284
00:20:19,986 --> 00:20:23,955
(speaking in foreign language)

285
00:20:29,195 --> 00:20:31,662
(soft music)

286
00:20:39,372 --> 00:20:42,373
(bell rings)

287
00:20:42,375 --> 00:20:45,876
- Girls, girls!

288
00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,547
Who will it be tonight?

289
00:20:49,549 --> 00:20:51,616
- No girls, just the drugs.

290
00:20:51,618 --> 00:20:53,551
- It's a package
deal, not a la carte.

291
00:20:54,887 --> 00:20:57,722
- I just want to get
high, not fuck a teenager.

292
00:20:57,724 --> 00:20:59,223
- Then no drugs.

293
00:21:00,093 --> 00:21:01,993
- What is your fucking problem?

294
00:21:01,995 --> 00:21:04,362
Can you see that the only
thing I want to fuck right now

295
00:21:04,364 --> 00:21:05,830
is my own mind?

296
00:21:05,832 --> 00:21:08,633
- I make the rules around here.

297
00:21:08,635 --> 00:21:11,502
(eerie music)

298
00:21:11,504 --> 00:21:13,304
- Jack, pick me tonight.

299
00:21:13,306 --> 00:21:16,774
- And tonight the rules
are drugs and girls,

300
00:21:16,776 --> 00:21:21,379
or you can book a spa day at
your little hotel instead.

301
00:21:21,381 --> 00:21:26,450
- Jack, I will make you feel
good tonight, like last night.

302
00:21:26,753 --> 00:21:27,518
- No.

303
00:21:28,554 --> 00:21:29,854
- Package deal.

304
00:21:35,128 --> 00:21:36,193
- Fine...

305
00:21:40,400 --> 00:21:41,465
...her.

306
00:22:01,754 --> 00:22:02,653
No.

307
00:22:08,795 --> 00:22:09,794
Just dance.

308
00:22:18,037 --> 00:22:20,771
(Jack coughing)

309
00:22:30,650 --> 00:22:34,118
(traditional Thai music)

310
00:23:08,855 --> 00:23:11,856
(soft piano music)

311
00:23:19,098 --> 00:23:21,132
- What is that?

312
00:23:21,134 --> 00:23:22,500
You're not bringing those.

313
00:23:22,502 --> 00:23:24,268
- Gotta look sharp
when you sleep.

314
00:23:25,838 --> 00:23:28,539
- Trevor, you've been
married too long.

315
00:23:28,541 --> 00:23:30,574
- We're both taken men, right?

316
00:23:33,646 --> 00:23:36,013
- Actually, I wanted to
talk to you about Elizabeth.

317
00:23:36,883 --> 00:23:38,349
We're not dating anymore.

318
00:23:43,022 --> 00:23:43,921
- Seriously?

319
00:23:48,528 --> 00:23:51,495
I guess this weekend just took
a turn for the better, huh?

320
00:23:53,933 --> 00:23:55,399
- I'm not up for any of that.

321
00:24:01,474 --> 00:24:02,373
- One sec.

322
00:24:07,713 --> 00:24:09,113
What about this?

323
00:24:10,650 --> 00:24:11,882
- What is that?

324
00:24:11,884 --> 00:24:13,684
- We're going to Vegas.

325
00:24:13,686 --> 00:24:14,952
- Thought we were
going mountain biking.

326
00:24:14,954 --> 00:24:16,454
- No, how about we
just go to Vegas?

327
00:24:16,456 --> 00:24:18,022
Dude, I could be your wingman.

328
00:24:20,259 --> 00:24:22,893
- Vegas is the last
place I want to go.

329
00:24:22,895 --> 00:24:26,030
(gentle piano music)

330
00:24:27,433 --> 00:24:28,332
- Good morning.

331
00:24:32,071 --> 00:24:33,003
- [Jack] Morning.

332
00:24:33,806 --> 00:24:35,172
- How are you doing today?

333
00:24:36,242 --> 00:24:37,141
- I'm swell.

334
00:24:38,744 --> 00:24:40,945
- You know, people come
here for so many reasons.

335
00:24:40,947 --> 00:24:42,613
What's yours?

336
00:24:42,615 --> 00:24:44,415
- Why are any of us here, lady?

337
00:24:44,417 --> 00:24:47,351
- I meet countless
tourists coming through.

338
00:24:47,353 --> 00:24:49,119
You look like
you're here to stay.

339
00:24:49,989 --> 00:24:50,888
Is that you?

340
00:24:52,124 --> 00:24:53,390
- I haven't decided yet.

341
00:24:55,328 --> 00:24:56,727
- Why not?

342
00:24:56,729 --> 00:24:58,329
- What happened to your
pep talk on the roof

343
00:24:58,331 --> 00:25:00,965
about how the customer
is always right,

344
00:25:00,967 --> 00:25:02,366
or is that just for the help?

345
00:25:03,569 --> 00:25:05,669
- I've just never seen
someone look so sad

346
00:25:05,671 --> 00:25:07,705
in such a beautiful place.

347
00:25:07,707 --> 00:25:10,341
I just thought maybe you
needed someone to talk to.

348
00:25:11,644 --> 00:25:14,078
(suspenseful music)

349
00:25:14,080 --> 00:25:16,847
- Thank you, but no thank you.

350
00:25:18,951 --> 00:25:19,850
- Okay.

351
00:25:33,099 --> 00:25:34,098
- Espresso.

352
00:25:34,967 --> 00:25:36,200
- Are you okay?

353
00:25:37,236 --> 00:25:38,135
- I'm fine.

354
00:25:46,345 --> 00:25:47,244
- No hello?

355
00:25:49,949 --> 00:25:51,448
Is something wrong?

356
00:25:51,450 --> 00:25:52,917
- I would appreciate it if
you'd stop following me,

357
00:25:52,919 --> 00:25:55,319
and please stop prying
into my personal business.

358
00:25:55,321 --> 00:25:57,955
- Okay, did I say
something wrong yesterday?

359
00:25:57,957 --> 00:25:59,456
- How about five minutes
ago while we were

360
00:25:59,458 --> 00:26:01,659
having breakfast at the hotel.

361
00:26:01,661 --> 00:26:03,427
- I don't know what
you're talking about.

362
00:26:03,429 --> 00:26:05,229
I've been here all morning.

363
00:26:05,231 --> 00:26:07,097
- Five minutes ago while
we were having breakfast

364
00:26:07,099 --> 00:26:09,333
you told me what a sad a
human being I was being.

365
00:26:09,335 --> 00:26:11,635
- No, five minutes
ago you weren't here.

366
00:26:11,637 --> 00:26:13,504
- At the hotel.

367
00:26:13,506 --> 00:26:15,673
We were both at the hotel!

368
00:26:15,675 --> 00:26:17,274
- Okay, you don't look well,

369
00:26:17,276 --> 00:26:18,509
do you want to
come and sit down,

370
00:26:18,511 --> 00:26:19,476
we'll talk about this?

371
00:26:19,478 --> 00:26:22,880
- I think maybe later, thanks.

372
00:26:22,882 --> 00:26:25,449
(eerie music)

373
00:27:15,601 --> 00:27:17,468
- You need to pay.

374
00:27:18,237 --> 00:27:19,136
- I will.

375
00:27:21,273 --> 00:27:22,606
Give me my space.

376
00:27:29,415 --> 00:27:33,384
(speaking in foreign language)

377
00:27:57,743 --> 00:27:59,276
- Hey man, you come pay?

378
00:28:00,846 --> 00:28:02,246
- Come on man, what do
you hope to accomplish

379
00:28:02,248 --> 00:28:03,781
going to Thailand?
- Subject closed, Trevor,

380
00:28:03,783 --> 00:28:05,049
back it off.

381
00:28:05,051 --> 00:28:08,118
(suspenseful music)

382
00:28:22,334 --> 00:28:23,600
Can you unlock the door?

383
00:28:25,838 --> 00:28:28,605
- Seriously, my grandma
thinks your hot.

384
00:28:28,607 --> 00:28:31,141
My grandma thinks you're
like smoking hot, right.

385
00:28:32,745 --> 00:28:34,178
Hey Jack, what's up
buddy, you want a beer?

386
00:28:34,180 --> 00:28:35,245
- Yeah, definitely.

387
00:28:35,247 --> 00:28:36,947
- What's up loner dude?
- Hey dude.

388
00:28:39,285 --> 00:28:40,217
- Of course some Thai beer.

389
00:28:40,219 --> 00:28:41,552
Is there any other kind?

390
00:28:41,554 --> 00:28:43,454
That guy, he's a character.

391
00:28:43,456 --> 00:28:45,689
Let me grab a chair real quick.

392
00:28:45,691 --> 00:28:48,192
Hey, can I borrow this chair?

393
00:28:52,531 --> 00:28:55,199
I've been meaning to ask
you, like why are you here?

394
00:28:57,069 --> 00:28:59,603
- I'm just taking a
break from life, man.

395
00:28:59,605 --> 00:29:00,738
- Life, dude?

396
00:29:04,043 --> 00:29:06,076
I know why you're
really here though.

397
00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:07,578
Don't you even sit
here and tell me

398
00:29:07,580 --> 00:29:09,947
you're not here because you
want some more of that green.

399
00:29:09,949 --> 00:29:13,217
- No, massage parlor across
the street has me set.

400
00:29:13,219 --> 00:29:15,252
- She takes all my business.

401
00:29:15,254 --> 00:29:16,720
- Where are you
off to next, man?

402
00:29:16,722 --> 00:29:18,422
- Do I need a fucking
itinerary to drink here?

403
00:29:18,424 --> 00:29:20,958
- Whoa, I was just
trying to figure out

404
00:29:20,960 --> 00:29:22,893
if you're the exploring type.

405
00:29:22,895 --> 00:29:25,129
- Obviously.
- Obviously, right.

406
00:29:25,131 --> 00:29:26,630
All right, well then
you're gonna love this.

407
00:29:26,632 --> 00:29:29,800
We're gonna go check out this
cave on the outside of town.

408
00:29:29,802 --> 00:29:32,703
Inside the cave there's
this Ascended Master guy.

409
00:29:32,705 --> 00:29:35,272
This crazy folklore, people
have been seeing this guy

410
00:29:35,274 --> 00:29:37,374
walk around for like
over 2000 years.

411
00:29:37,376 --> 00:29:39,676
- He's totally at peace, man.

412
00:29:39,678 --> 00:29:41,478
Couldn't you do with
some of that shit?

413
00:29:42,815 --> 00:29:44,615
- Are you guys serious?

414
00:29:44,617 --> 00:29:46,083
- Yeah dude, we're serious.

415
00:29:46,085 --> 00:29:49,086
It's like this legend, or I
guess it's more like a folktale,

416
00:29:49,088 --> 00:29:51,421
or whatever but--
- Like a ghost.

417
00:29:51,423 --> 00:29:53,590
- Did anybody say
ghost, did I say ghost?

418
00:29:53,592 --> 00:29:56,293
It's not a ghost, it's
an ascended master.

419
00:29:56,295 --> 00:29:57,528
He's ascended.

420
00:29:57,530 --> 00:29:58,695
- What does that mean?

421
00:30:00,032 --> 00:30:03,000
- It means you no longer
carry your past inside you.

422
00:30:04,336 --> 00:30:09,106
- Yeah, okay, in layman's
terms, you become pure light.

423
00:30:09,909 --> 00:30:11,341
Like, you know what I mean?

424
00:30:11,343 --> 00:30:13,744
There are no obstacles
for the Ascended Master.

425
00:30:16,248 --> 00:30:19,249
- Huh?
- He's like Buddha.

426
00:30:20,553 --> 00:30:22,052
Who gives a shit, man?

427
00:30:22,054 --> 00:30:23,821
We're going to a cave and
we're getting drunk, you in?

428
00:30:23,823 --> 00:30:25,622
- Yeah dude, you should
have just said that.

429
00:30:25,624 --> 00:30:27,457
- Yeah!
- Drunk in a cave.

430
00:30:27,459 --> 00:30:29,626
- [Jack] Drunk in a cave.

431
00:30:31,397 --> 00:30:33,363
- So where you been
sleeping, exactly?

432
00:30:40,673 --> 00:30:41,872
You'll stay with Jess and I

433
00:30:41,874 --> 00:30:43,273
until you get
things figured out.

434
00:30:43,275 --> 00:30:44,241
- So, forever?

435
00:30:47,780 --> 00:30:49,379
I don't need your charity, bro.

436
00:30:50,516 --> 00:30:53,283
- It's not charity,
you're my brother.

437
00:30:55,421 --> 00:30:56,920
But it better not be forever.

438
00:31:00,192 --> 00:31:05,262
(birds chirping)
(soft music)

439
00:31:14,673 --> 00:31:17,407
- Lemme guess, you haven't moved

440
00:31:17,409 --> 00:31:18,942
since I saw you here yesterday

441
00:31:18,944 --> 00:31:21,044
and your last
chapter is finished?

442
00:31:21,046 --> 00:31:24,014
- Not quite, let me guess,

443
00:31:24,016 --> 00:31:25,749
you haven't slept
because your mind

444
00:31:25,751 --> 00:31:28,318
has been running on
drugs, beer, and women.

445
00:31:28,320 --> 00:31:29,753
- That's not fair.

446
00:31:29,755 --> 00:31:31,922
I made an educated guess,
you have the luxury

447
00:31:31,924 --> 00:31:34,191
of smelling the beer
sweating from my pores.

448
00:31:35,294 --> 00:31:36,460
You want a cup of coffee?
- Sure.

449
00:31:42,601 --> 00:31:43,934
- Can I smoke?

450
00:31:43,936 --> 00:31:45,402
- I can handle it.

451
00:31:45,404 --> 00:31:46,870
You're not having breakfast
at the hotel again?

452
00:31:46,872 --> 00:31:48,972
- Not after yesterday.

453
00:31:48,974 --> 00:31:49,840
- Yesterday?

454
00:31:52,344 --> 00:31:53,877
- Thank you.

455
00:31:53,879 --> 00:31:55,045
Let's not ruin this.

456
00:31:58,317 --> 00:31:59,283
- [Gabriella] Okay.

457
00:32:00,252 --> 00:32:01,251
- You love it here?

458
00:32:02,655 --> 00:32:05,789
- I do, I like the
serenity, the beauty,

459
00:32:06,659 --> 00:32:08,091
the peace, everywhere.

460
00:32:09,995 --> 00:32:10,894
- Not everywhere.

461
00:32:11,997 --> 00:32:13,697
- Well, there are two
sides to this place

462
00:32:13,699 --> 00:32:16,199
but I like to acknowledge
the bright side.

463
00:32:16,201 --> 00:32:18,568
We all have a choice in
that, don't you think?

464
00:32:20,139 --> 00:32:21,405
- You're really a
writer, you're not just

465
00:32:21,407 --> 00:32:23,340
another lonely lady
with a note book?

466
00:32:24,543 --> 00:32:26,143
- Yeah, I'm really am a writer.

467
00:32:27,046 --> 00:32:27,945
- Sorry.

468
00:32:28,914 --> 00:32:30,314
- Is that why you are here?

469
00:32:31,684 --> 00:32:33,750
- It's not why I came, but
it could be why I stay.

470
00:32:33,752 --> 00:32:34,851
At least for a while.

471
00:32:36,221 --> 00:32:38,055
- You know, many people come
here and they don't know why.

472
00:32:38,057 --> 00:32:38,956
Is that you?

473
00:32:39,825 --> 00:32:41,391
- No, I know why I am here.

474
00:32:44,263 --> 00:32:46,663
See, I'm close, I can feel it.

475
00:32:50,536 --> 00:32:51,868
I'm looking for my mother.

476
00:32:53,572 --> 00:32:55,472
- Any idea where she might be?

477
00:32:55,474 --> 00:32:58,842
- No, apparently, if you leave
your kids and your husband

478
00:32:58,844 --> 00:33:01,812
when you're 29, and you head
to Thailand you can disappear.

479
00:33:02,781 --> 00:33:04,448
- What kind of mother does that?

480
00:33:06,652 --> 00:33:07,551
- Mine.

481
00:33:10,622 --> 00:33:12,055
Elizabeth, Elizabeth, come on,

482
00:33:12,057 --> 00:33:13,557
listen, please.
- No, I don't care.

483
00:33:13,559 --> 00:33:15,459
You understand me, I don't
care if you pay me back.

484
00:33:15,461 --> 00:33:16,860
- [Jack] Just Elizabeth,
just come with me

485
00:33:16,862 --> 00:33:18,095
to Thailand, please.

486
00:33:18,097 --> 00:33:19,262
- [Elizabeth] You're
a fucking addict.

487
00:33:19,264 --> 00:33:21,298
It's over, all right,
stop calling me.

488
00:33:21,300 --> 00:33:22,599
How many times do
have to tell you?

489
00:33:22,601 --> 00:33:24,101
I should have left you
- Elizabeth, Elizabeth.

490
00:33:24,103 --> 00:33:25,502
Please.
- years ago, like your mother.

491
00:33:45,991 --> 00:33:46,957
- You okay?

492
00:33:51,563 --> 00:33:52,996
Jack, come on, let's go.

493
00:33:58,170 --> 00:33:59,036
Jack!

494
00:34:05,844 --> 00:34:07,744
- [Gabriella] Are you okay?

495
00:34:07,746 --> 00:34:08,645
- I'm fine.

496
00:34:11,083 --> 00:34:13,283
I'm just realizing as
I am trying to escape

497
00:34:13,285 --> 00:34:15,719
the ruins of my life
that there's one problem.

498
00:34:16,555 --> 00:34:18,155
You can't escape your own mind,

499
00:34:19,258 --> 00:34:20,690
that shit follows
you everywhere.

500
00:34:21,660 --> 00:34:23,427
- Yeah, the mind never quits.

501
00:34:23,429 --> 00:34:25,695
I mean, it's like it's own form,

502
00:34:25,697 --> 00:34:28,298
until we realize that
we can control it.

503
00:34:29,435 --> 00:34:31,601
- Yeah but, how do
you control this?

504
00:34:31,603 --> 00:34:34,604
This thing has a
mind of its own.

505
00:34:34,606 --> 00:34:36,206
- I know.
- You know, this thing

506
00:34:36,208 --> 00:34:40,110
is filling my skull
with so much noise.

507
00:34:40,112 --> 00:34:41,711
- Well, there's this man,

508
00:34:41,713 --> 00:34:43,213
and he's called the
ascended master.

509
00:34:43,215 --> 00:34:44,748
- No, no, no, not you too.

510
00:34:44,750 --> 00:34:46,283
- Really Jack, he lives in a
cave right outside of town.

511
00:34:46,285 --> 00:34:50,720
And if he reveals himself, the
mind instantly stops, okay.

512
00:34:50,722 --> 00:34:53,423
No more chatter, and
you're forever changed.

513
00:34:53,425 --> 00:34:54,624
- How does everybody
know about this

514
00:34:54,626 --> 00:34:56,426
Ascended Master but me?

515
00:34:56,428 --> 00:34:58,228
- Well maybe you
should find out.

516
00:34:58,230 --> 00:34:59,496
- Jesus Christ.

517
00:34:59,498 --> 00:35:00,997
- (chuckles) He was one too.

518
00:35:00,999 --> 00:35:02,232
- I have an idea.

519
00:35:03,335 --> 00:35:04,801
How about I go to
this cave and I ask

520
00:35:04,803 --> 00:35:07,471
this 2000 year old man
why my mother abandoned me

521
00:35:07,473 --> 00:35:10,006
and what I'm even doing
here looking for her?

522
00:35:10,008 --> 00:35:11,875
- I, I think you should.

523
00:35:11,877 --> 00:35:14,911
Why not, you may see a sign.

524
00:35:14,913 --> 00:35:17,247
Often people have the signs
right in front of them

525
00:35:17,249 --> 00:35:18,782
and they don't even see them.

526
00:35:18,784 --> 00:35:19,850
Maybe that's you?

527
00:35:21,620 --> 00:35:24,020
- It's always a
pleasure talking to you.

528
00:35:24,022 --> 00:35:26,289
- Why beat around the bullshit?

529
00:35:26,291 --> 00:35:28,458
- I'm just looking to
escape the bullshit.

530
00:35:34,333 --> 00:35:36,900
(eerie music)

531
00:36:16,441 --> 00:36:19,576
- [Trevor] You're
not gonna find her.

532
00:36:21,446 --> 00:36:23,313
- Key doesn't work, man.

533
00:36:23,315 --> 00:36:24,848
- Key work yesterday?

534
00:36:24,850 --> 00:36:26,249
- Yeah.

535
00:36:26,251 --> 00:36:28,485
- Then key work today.

536
00:36:28,487 --> 00:36:30,287
Lock no change.

537
00:36:30,289 --> 00:36:33,323
- No, I'm telling you
that the key doesn't work.

538
00:36:33,325 --> 00:36:35,492
Now I need to get
into my hotel room.

539
00:36:35,494 --> 00:36:36,826
- Don't speak English.

540
00:36:37,596 --> 00:36:38,862
- What?

541
00:36:38,864 --> 00:36:41,464
- No speak English.

542
00:36:41,466 --> 00:36:44,034
- You just spoke English.

543
00:36:44,036 --> 00:36:46,269
Now, let me into my hotel room.

544
00:36:47,406 --> 00:36:51,708
- Go see Clare, she help you.

545
00:36:58,283 --> 00:36:59,316
- Can you help me?

546
00:37:01,954 --> 00:37:04,187
- I'm not sure
anybody can help you.

547
00:37:05,257 --> 00:37:07,457
- What is that supposed to mean?

548
00:37:07,459 --> 00:37:09,593
- You still have
a bill here kid.

549
00:37:09,595 --> 00:37:11,561
- I know and I'm
gonna pay it in full.

550
00:37:12,397 --> 00:37:13,296
- Really?

551
00:37:14,566 --> 00:37:16,499
- Room seven has door problem.

552
00:37:16,501 --> 00:37:18,001
- Did you fix it?

553
00:37:18,003 --> 00:37:19,436
- His problem to fix.

554
00:37:19,438 --> 00:37:21,571
- We talked about
this, remember?

555
00:37:21,573 --> 00:37:23,773
You fix the small
problems so the guests

556
00:37:23,775 --> 00:37:25,842
can focus on more
important things.

557
00:37:27,045 --> 00:37:28,011
- I try again.

558
00:37:30,749 --> 00:37:32,983
- My key isn't working and
the guy at the front desk

559
00:37:32,985 --> 00:37:34,985
won't seem to help me,
but he seems to think

560
00:37:34,987 --> 00:37:35,952
that you can help.

561
00:37:37,089 --> 00:37:39,789
- They only help those
that help themselves.

562
00:37:39,791 --> 00:37:41,524
- What are you talking about?

563
00:37:41,526 --> 00:37:46,596
- (chuckles) I'll send
someone with a key.

564
00:37:46,832 --> 00:37:47,597
Wait next door.

565
00:37:58,277 --> 00:38:02,879
- Your guest is making
his problems my problems.

566
00:38:02,881 --> 00:38:05,282
- You created the
problem to begin with.

567
00:38:06,285 --> 00:38:07,717
- I'm so tired of your customers

568
00:38:07,719 --> 00:38:10,287
bringing their bullshit
issues into my house.

569
00:38:10,289 --> 00:38:12,422
- Just go back to your
people, we're fixing it.

570
00:38:12,424 --> 00:38:15,625
- My people are your
people, you know that.

571
00:38:15,627 --> 00:38:17,894
- My people choose a way out.

572
00:38:17,896 --> 00:38:19,162
- Fuck you, I'm telling him.

573
00:38:19,164 --> 00:38:20,196
- No, you can't.

574
00:38:21,033 --> 00:38:22,499
- Oh, can't I?

575
00:38:22,501 --> 00:38:25,135
- You'll take us all
down, and you know that.

576
00:38:26,471 --> 00:38:29,673
- I am already living in hell,
what does it matter to me?

577
00:38:30,976 --> 00:38:31,875
- Where is he?

578
00:38:36,782 --> 00:38:39,816
- Did you send Jack to Clare?

579
00:38:39,818 --> 00:38:41,017
- He need help.

580
00:38:41,019 --> 00:38:43,687
- She's not going to
help him, you know that.

581
00:38:43,689 --> 00:38:45,155
- But he looking.

582
00:38:45,157 --> 00:38:47,657
- He needs to find what
he's looking for by himself.

583
00:38:48,694 --> 00:38:51,761
(suspenseful music)

584
00:39:13,452 --> 00:39:15,752
- [Nick] Wait up, you guys.

585
00:39:17,756 --> 00:39:19,723
You see anything yet?

586
00:39:19,725 --> 00:39:21,791
- [Kai] Nothing but
this 20 foot Buddha.

587
00:39:36,641 --> 00:39:39,309
- You know, from
what I understand

588
00:39:40,645 --> 00:39:43,947
you have to ask him to change
something about your life.

589
00:39:46,084 --> 00:39:47,450
He'll appear or something.

590
00:39:50,188 --> 00:39:55,091
- All right, let's see if he
can change my entire life then.

591
00:39:55,093 --> 00:39:56,993
That sounds simple enough.

592
00:39:56,995 --> 00:39:59,829
- Just one thing,
change one thing.

593
00:39:59,831 --> 00:40:01,164
- My life is one thing.

594
00:40:02,033 --> 00:40:03,166
It's a singular noun.

595
00:40:21,553 --> 00:40:25,755
- I see him!

596
00:40:25,757 --> 00:40:27,824
I see him guys, I see him.

597
00:40:27,826 --> 00:40:28,725
- [Jack] No way.

598
00:40:29,995 --> 00:40:30,927
- You really see him?

599
00:40:30,929 --> 00:40:32,028
- [Jack] There is no way.

600
00:40:32,030 --> 00:40:33,596
- I see him, there!

601
00:40:33,598 --> 00:40:36,266
- There's no way you
see a 2000 year old man

602
00:40:36,268 --> 00:40:37,734
living in a cave.

603
00:40:37,736 --> 00:40:39,803
- You don't believe,
man, that's your problem.

604
00:40:39,805 --> 00:40:41,738
- Yeah dude, just try believing.

605
00:40:41,740 --> 00:40:44,073
Just try it for five seconds.

606
00:40:44,075 --> 00:40:46,709
Like, everything you see
is just a belief, you know.

607
00:40:56,521 --> 00:40:57,454
- Reveal yourself.

608
00:40:59,357 --> 00:41:01,458
- Try again with a
little more passion.

609
00:41:04,796 --> 00:41:05,762
- Reveal yourself!

610
00:41:09,201 --> 00:41:12,001
Reveal yourself,
you ascended master.

611
00:41:12,003 --> 00:41:14,938
I've one problem that I
definitely need fixed.

612
00:41:16,408 --> 00:41:18,708
Please remove the
asshole from my body

613
00:41:18,710 --> 00:41:21,110
that makes me an asshole.

614
00:41:23,582 --> 00:41:26,616
I believe, I believe,

615
00:41:26,618 --> 00:41:28,685
that I could use
another beer right now.

616
00:41:29,921 --> 00:41:31,788
- All right well, we tried.

617
00:41:34,626 --> 00:41:36,659
He doesn't speak for all of us.

618
00:41:44,369 --> 00:41:46,269
Did you really see him?

619
00:41:46,271 --> 00:41:47,136
- I swear, man.

620
00:41:48,406 --> 00:41:50,206
- What did he look like?

621
00:41:50,208 --> 00:41:51,574
- Dusty.
- Dusty?

622
00:41:53,979 --> 00:41:57,113
(gentle piano music)

623
00:42:52,637 --> 00:42:54,771
- [Gabriella] Did you sleep?

624
00:42:54,773 --> 00:42:56,673
- All right, let's
talk about you today.

625
00:42:58,677 --> 00:43:01,177
What's a dame like you
doing in a dump like this?

626
00:43:02,047 --> 00:43:02,946
- Why not?

627
00:43:05,283 --> 00:43:07,016
- You gonna me tell you've
got life all figured out?

628
00:43:07,018 --> 00:43:07,917
- Certainly.

629
00:43:09,821 --> 00:43:11,588
- Okay, I know what
you're writing about.

630
00:43:11,590 --> 00:43:14,457
You're writing about
how your wealthy husband

631
00:43:14,459 --> 00:43:17,260
left you for a transgender
priest living in Oslo.

632
00:43:18,630 --> 00:43:20,096
- Close.

633
00:43:20,098 --> 00:43:21,631
- Well, now you know what
kind of book I'd read.

634
00:43:21,633 --> 00:43:22,532
- Really?

635
00:43:25,670 --> 00:43:27,670
- I know what you
should write about.

636
00:43:27,672 --> 00:43:31,441
You should write about how
pharmaceutical companies

637
00:43:31,443 --> 00:43:33,476
are bribing the doctors
to overprescribe

638
00:43:33,478 --> 00:43:35,745
anti-depressants
and ADD medication.

639
00:43:40,919 --> 00:43:43,586
- I feel like you may know
a little bit more about that

640
00:43:43,588 --> 00:43:44,721
than you'd like to.

641
00:43:46,257 --> 00:43:47,924
- You know, they've just been
such a big part of my life

642
00:43:47,926 --> 00:43:49,993
for a such a long time.

643
00:43:49,995 --> 00:43:51,394
It's hard to get
off the treadmill.

644
00:43:51,396 --> 00:43:53,596
- Yeah, I guess the
only thing we can do

645
00:43:53,598 --> 00:43:56,799
is end our own vicious cycle.

646
00:43:56,801 --> 00:43:58,568
I mean, if each person did that.

647
00:43:58,570 --> 00:44:00,970
- Were you a kindergarten
teacher in your past life?

648
00:44:00,972 --> 00:44:04,040
- (chuckles) I know it
sounds overly simplified,

649
00:44:04,042 --> 00:44:07,210
but karma or whatever
you want to call it,

650
00:44:07,212 --> 00:44:08,444
It catches up with you.

651
00:44:10,081 --> 00:44:12,582
Even if someone doesn't see it,

652
00:44:12,584 --> 00:44:16,919
you are, quite simply,
the sum of your choices.

653
00:44:28,800 --> 00:44:30,867
- Will you just sit
up front with me?

654
00:44:30,869 --> 00:44:32,001
This is crazy.

655
00:44:32,937 --> 00:44:34,070
- Just ask already.

656
00:44:37,008 --> 00:44:39,475
- I shouldn't have to
ask, you know that, right?

657
00:44:39,477 --> 00:44:40,877
You should just tell me.

658
00:44:44,883 --> 00:44:46,983
Okay, is it an insurance thing,

659
00:44:46,985 --> 00:44:49,752
like you can't get 'em,
or is it a fuck you meds?

660
00:44:50,955 --> 00:44:52,221
Or is this one of your

661
00:44:52,223 --> 00:44:54,490
I don't need them--
- I don't like them.

662
00:44:55,827 --> 00:44:57,827
I don't like the way
they make me feel.

663
00:45:07,839 --> 00:45:10,406
(engine revs)

664
00:45:11,743 --> 00:45:14,744
- [Trevor] (sighs) There's
gotta be some kind of solution

665
00:45:14,746 --> 00:45:16,479
that keeps you--
- Sedated?

666
00:45:20,752 --> 00:45:23,386
(gentle music)

667
00:46:50,942 --> 00:46:56,012
♪ It's a choice ♪

668
00:46:57,448 --> 00:47:02,451
♪ To stay ♪

669
00:47:03,021 --> 00:47:08,057
♪ It's a dream ♪

670
00:47:08,760 --> 00:47:13,396
♪ And I want to wake ♪

671
00:47:14,933 --> 00:47:18,835
♪ You are blood on your hands ♪

672
00:47:20,238 --> 00:47:22,772
- When we get back, I'm gonna
make sure that you're covered.

673
00:47:24,843 --> 00:47:27,577
Dad and I'll find you
a plan of some kind.

674
00:47:27,579 --> 00:47:30,246
Something that lets you keep
your edge, so you can write,

675
00:47:30,248 --> 00:47:34,951
but, but also keeps you
from being a dickhead.

676
00:47:34,953 --> 00:47:38,521
- Cool, you go find that
magical little substance.

677
00:47:38,523 --> 00:47:39,789
- Fuck you, you need the meds.

678
00:47:39,791 --> 00:47:41,157
- You need me on the meds.

679
00:47:41,159 --> 00:47:43,793
You and dad and
Jessica need to keep me

680
00:47:43,795 --> 00:47:45,027
as a little zombie.

681
00:47:45,029 --> 00:47:46,629
- That's bullshit
and you know it.

682
00:47:46,631 --> 00:47:47,530
- Let me out of this car.

683
00:47:47,532 --> 00:47:48,798
- We're almost there.

684
00:47:48,800 --> 00:47:49,465
- If you don't let
me out of this car

685
00:47:49,467 --> 00:47:50,399
I'm jumping out.

686
00:47:50,401 --> 00:47:52,134
- You're not gonna jump out.

687
00:47:52,136 --> 00:47:53,636
Jack, Jack, dammit.

688
00:47:57,575 --> 00:47:58,474
Jack.

689
00:48:02,213 --> 00:48:06,515
(pop music in the background.

690
00:48:06,517 --> 00:48:10,353
- Buddy, bad news,
I'm all out of weed.

691
00:48:11,656 --> 00:48:13,189
But we can probably
go score some

692
00:48:13,191 --> 00:48:14,624
across the street, I think.

693
00:48:16,694 --> 00:48:19,595
- I was kind of hoping to
could avoid that place tonight.

694
00:48:19,597 --> 00:48:21,664
- [Nick] Sorry dude,
but if you want weed.

695
00:48:28,806 --> 00:48:31,674
- [Jack] Hey, have
you seen this woman?

696
00:48:34,746 --> 00:48:37,980
- [Nick] Maybe you should
ask her in Thai. (laughs)

697
00:48:38,983 --> 00:48:39,916
She might have
thought you were just

698
00:48:39,918 --> 00:48:41,050
trying to give her a photograph.

699
00:48:54,532 --> 00:48:56,599
- Opium and the same gal, eh?

700
00:48:56,601 --> 00:48:57,833
- No, just some weed.

701
00:48:57,835 --> 00:49:01,137
- Aww, my girl not fuck
you right last night?

702
00:49:01,139 --> 00:49:04,340
- It was fine, can I just
have a hit and a massage?

703
00:49:04,342 --> 00:49:05,641
Just a massage.

704
00:49:05,643 --> 00:49:07,243
- I'll discount her tonight.

705
00:49:07,245 --> 00:49:08,711
- No, thank you.

706
00:49:08,713 --> 00:49:10,746
- $5 for a blow job.

707
00:49:10,748 --> 00:49:12,248
- Who do you think
you are, lady?

708
00:49:12,250 --> 00:49:15,184
You can't force me
to fuck a prostitute.

709
00:49:15,186 --> 00:49:16,686
- My name is Clare.

710
00:49:16,688 --> 00:49:19,956
- Okay, Clare, can I just
get a hit and a massage,

711
00:49:19,958 --> 00:49:22,591
without anyone trying to
touch my dick, please?

712
00:49:24,862 --> 00:49:29,799
- Yes, tonight that will
be acceptable, room 10.

713
00:49:29,801 --> 00:49:30,700
- Thank you.

714
00:49:38,743 --> 00:49:41,544
(dramatic music)

715
00:49:59,163 --> 00:50:04,233
No, no, I said no.

716
00:50:06,504 --> 00:50:07,870
- But I want to.

717
00:50:08,973 --> 00:50:11,707
- I said stop, okay, get off me.

718
00:50:13,378 --> 00:50:14,377
Get off me.

719
00:50:19,250 --> 00:50:20,216
Get off me.

720
00:50:27,091 --> 00:50:30,993
(singing in foreign language)

721
00:50:44,308 --> 00:50:47,076
(birds chirping)

722
00:50:53,584 --> 00:50:56,485
Hey, man, I'm
waiting on some money

723
00:50:56,487 --> 00:50:58,454
to come through from back home.

724
00:50:58,456 --> 00:50:59,789
Is there anyway I could have--

725
00:50:59,791 --> 00:51:02,024
- No problem, you good man.

726
00:51:03,061 --> 00:51:05,928
- Let's not get
crazy, but thank you.

727
00:51:11,502 --> 00:51:12,968
Okay, nothing spiritual today,

728
00:51:12,970 --> 00:51:14,737
let's just talk
about the weather.

729
00:51:15,540 --> 00:51:17,540
- And that's not spiritual?

730
00:51:17,542 --> 00:51:19,308
- I miss the weather back home.

731
00:51:19,310 --> 00:51:20,309
- [Gabriella] Where's home?

732
00:51:20,311 --> 00:51:22,411
- Los Angeles.
- Really?

733
00:51:22,413 --> 00:51:24,180
- But I'm originally
from Vermont.

734
00:51:25,416 --> 00:51:26,949
- What did you do last night?

735
00:51:28,686 --> 00:51:29,885
- How I spend my
days are different

736
00:51:29,887 --> 00:51:31,287
than how I spend my nights.

737
00:51:34,826 --> 00:51:35,724
- Jack.

738
00:51:39,931 --> 00:51:40,796
Hey.

739
00:51:43,201 --> 00:51:44,200
- Give me the keys.

740
00:51:45,736 --> 00:51:47,736
I'm driving, give me the keys.

741
00:51:49,107 --> 00:51:51,941
- If I give you the keys
you'll get back in the car?

742
00:51:51,943 --> 00:51:52,808
- Yes.

743
00:51:57,148 --> 00:52:00,549
(footsteps crunching)

744
00:52:00,551 --> 00:52:03,486
- Hey, hey, listen to
me, we're almost there.

745
00:52:03,488 --> 00:52:04,753
It's right up this hill.

746
00:52:04,755 --> 00:52:06,555
I've been here before,
you're gonna love it.

747
00:52:08,493 --> 00:52:10,359
- [Jack] We're going home.

748
00:52:10,361 --> 00:52:13,762
- What, I'm driving.

749
00:52:13,764 --> 00:52:14,964
- [Jack] If you want to drive,

750
00:52:14,966 --> 00:52:17,266
I'm walking home.
- I'm driving.

751
00:52:17,268 --> 00:52:21,904
Okay, okay, fine,
you're driving.

752
00:52:23,875 --> 00:52:25,608
(engine revs)

753
00:52:25,610 --> 00:52:26,976
- [Jack] What
chapter are you on?

754
00:52:28,379 --> 00:52:30,412
- You said you can't talk
about anything spiritual.

755
00:52:30,414 --> 00:52:32,114
- Okay, I got it,
I got it, I got it.

756
00:52:32,116 --> 00:52:33,549
- Is there anything
else off limits?

757
00:52:33,551 --> 00:52:35,551
'Cause I'd hate to ask
the wrong question.

758
00:52:35,553 --> 00:52:38,521
- Okay, let me see the
book, let me see it.

759
00:52:41,325 --> 00:52:44,160
(engine revving)

760
00:52:47,331 --> 00:52:48,931
Life and death are the same

761
00:52:48,933 --> 00:52:51,600
after you rid yourself
of your karmic energy.

762
00:52:56,641 --> 00:52:59,708
- Consider Pandora's Box opened.

763
00:53:04,048 --> 00:53:06,615
(eerie music)

764
00:53:19,263 --> 00:53:20,496
- [Jack] One minute.

765
00:53:20,498 --> 00:53:22,198
- My boss say you
have to pay now.

766
00:53:22,200 --> 00:53:23,999
- I will, just let
me just send this,

767
00:53:24,001 --> 00:53:25,267
and I'll get you your money.

768
00:53:25,269 --> 00:53:28,537
- No, leave now, no
money, no computer.

769
00:53:32,043 --> 00:53:33,609
Get out!
- Do you recognize this--

770
00:53:33,611 --> 00:53:36,512
- No, no, no, leave
now, leave now.

771
00:53:36,514 --> 00:53:37,913
Get out of here.

772
00:53:49,527 --> 00:53:52,161
- Just face it
Trevor, I'm a fuck up.

773
00:53:52,163 --> 00:53:55,898
No job, no life,
no girl, no home.

774
00:53:55,900 --> 00:53:57,733
- Take it easy, slow it down.

775
00:53:57,735 --> 00:53:58,968
- Don't tell me what to do.

776
00:53:58,970 --> 00:54:01,203
- [Trevor] No, I, I'm
not, just slow it down.

777
00:54:01,205 --> 00:54:04,173
- I am not a kid anymore.

778
00:54:04,175 --> 00:54:05,641
- Nobody said you were.

779
00:54:05,643 --> 00:54:08,010
Come on man, I have a
family at home, slow down!

780
00:54:09,580 --> 00:54:12,147
(tense music)

781
00:54:47,752 --> 00:54:51,887
(people chattering and laughing)

782
00:55:00,398 --> 00:55:02,231
- A short and a tall.

783
00:55:03,534 --> 00:55:06,502
- Jackie!
- What, no Thai beer?

784
00:55:12,777 --> 00:55:14,310
- Hey man, what's up buddy?

785
00:55:14,312 --> 00:55:16,512
- I never thanked you for
that trip you sent me on.

786
00:55:16,514 --> 00:55:17,813
- Dude, I'm glad you liked it.

787
00:55:17,815 --> 00:55:21,684
- Oh, I loved it man,
the scenery, fresh air.

788
00:55:21,686 --> 00:55:24,453
- Well, we're gonna re-up again
in like an hour in my room.

789
00:55:24,455 --> 00:55:25,921
- That means I got
like an hour to get

790
00:55:25,923 --> 00:55:28,190
a bunch of women and booze
up to your hotel room.

791
00:55:28,192 --> 00:55:29,625
- [Nick] I think
you can handle it.

792
00:55:29,627 --> 00:55:31,060
- Dude, I can handle it.

793
00:55:31,062 --> 00:55:32,928
- Perfect, well I'm
gonna get things started.

794
00:55:32,930 --> 00:55:35,431
(rock music)

795
00:56:02,426 --> 00:56:06,028
- [Jack] Trevor! (sobbing)

796
00:56:06,030 --> 00:56:09,932
(singing in foreign language)

797
00:56:34,058 --> 00:56:38,127
(people shouting in background)

798
00:56:49,306 --> 00:56:51,540
- Get out of my bag, dude.

799
00:56:52,510 --> 00:56:54,076
- Are you serious?

800
00:56:56,414 --> 00:56:58,981
- Yeah man, we did
it all, it's gone.

801
00:57:02,052 --> 00:57:03,519
What time is it?

802
00:57:03,521 --> 00:57:05,120
- It's like six.

803
00:57:05,122 --> 00:57:06,355
- I think it's a little early

804
00:57:06,357 --> 00:57:07,823
to start another
bender, don't you.

805
00:57:11,562 --> 00:57:14,563
Dude I like you, you gotta
get your shit together.

806
00:57:17,501 --> 00:57:18,867
- This from a drug dealer.

807
00:57:26,277 --> 00:57:28,944
- [Nick] Why are you here, man?

808
00:57:30,147 --> 00:57:31,380
- I'm trying to do more drugs,

809
00:57:31,382 --> 00:57:34,016
but my drug dealer
is being an asshole.

810
00:57:34,018 --> 00:57:37,052
- No, I mean, you
don't belong here.

811
00:57:37,054 --> 00:57:39,455
Like why did you come here?

812
00:57:42,359 --> 00:57:45,394
- You know why I'm here man,
I'm looking for my mother.

813
00:57:45,396 --> 00:57:47,329
- Drugs help you
find your mother?

814
00:57:47,331 --> 00:57:48,230
- [Jack] No.

815
00:57:49,533 --> 00:57:50,899
- So, why are you here?

816
00:57:53,504 --> 00:57:54,670
- I killed my brother.

817
00:58:02,446 --> 00:58:03,479
It was an accident.

818
00:58:05,583 --> 00:58:06,482
- Jesus.

819
00:58:10,221 --> 00:58:11,620
- You gonna help me or not?

820
00:58:12,556 --> 00:58:15,757
- (sighs) I can't dude.

821
00:58:17,962 --> 00:58:19,828
I only assist in
drugs that help.

822
00:58:22,900 --> 00:58:27,102
- Fuck you, they are helping.

823
00:58:33,043 --> 00:58:34,776
I'll get them somewhere else.

824
00:58:40,885 --> 00:58:42,351
- I bet you will.

825
00:58:45,756 --> 00:58:48,724
(tense rock music)

826
00:58:59,370 --> 00:59:02,304
♪ They're saying a lot
of bad, bad things ♪

827
00:59:02,306 --> 00:59:05,974
♪ About you girl ♪

828
00:59:05,976 --> 00:59:09,044
♪ They're saying a lot
of bad, bad things ♪

829
00:59:09,046 --> 00:59:12,915
♪ About you ♪

830
00:59:12,917 --> 00:59:15,083
♪ Honey what I want to know is ♪

831
00:59:15,085 --> 00:59:19,321
♪ Are the bad things true ♪

832
00:59:19,323 --> 00:59:22,424
♪ They're saying a lot
of bad, bad things ♪

833
00:59:22,426 --> 00:59:25,260
♪ About you girl ♪

834
00:59:39,143 --> 00:59:42,210
(suspenseful music)

835
01:00:13,310 --> 01:00:14,743
- [Man] Is this Jack Shore?

836
01:00:15,879 --> 01:00:17,112
(Jack screaming)

837
01:00:17,114 --> 01:00:18,981
This is Charles from
the funeral home.

838
01:00:20,317 --> 01:00:21,917
We've had Trevor Shore here

839
01:00:21,919 --> 01:00:25,854
for the last two days without
instructions, or payment.

840
01:00:27,391 --> 01:00:28,724
What would you like to do?

841
01:00:30,394 --> 01:00:32,527
I can take a credit
card over the phone

842
01:00:32,529 --> 01:00:34,630
and we can at least
start preparing him

843
01:00:34,632 --> 01:00:39,635
for the funeral.
(door clattering)

844
01:00:39,637 --> 01:00:42,504
(heavy breathing)

845
01:01:13,737 --> 01:01:16,571
- You came back, surprise.

846
01:01:18,509 --> 01:01:20,075
- I don't want any more women.

847
01:01:21,145 --> 01:01:23,445
Just give me the stuff.

848
01:01:23,447 --> 01:01:28,517
- Stuff, now, now,
Jack, say please.

849
01:01:29,653 --> 01:01:32,054
- You aren't my mother,
lady, sell me the drugs.

850
01:01:32,056 --> 01:01:35,490
- No, it's a package
deal, you know that Jack.

851
01:01:35,492 --> 01:01:39,127
- You're a drug dealer and
I need drugs, do your job.

852
01:01:42,833 --> 01:01:45,567
- You don't tell me what
my job is, young man.

853
01:01:45,569 --> 01:01:48,170
For starters, you've
have an open tab here

854
01:01:48,172 --> 01:01:50,806
that I have so
generously extended.

855
01:01:50,808 --> 01:01:54,776
And second, if you want your
stuff, you take it my way.

856
01:01:59,416 --> 01:02:01,249
- What is going on here?

857
01:02:02,953 --> 01:02:05,387
- I know what you
need, Jacky boy.

858
01:02:05,389 --> 01:02:06,588
- Fuck you.

859
01:02:06,590 --> 01:02:08,223
- You need a woman, Jack!

860
01:02:08,225 --> 01:02:09,658
- Fuck you, lady.

861
01:02:19,703 --> 01:02:22,037
(knocking)

862
01:02:43,026 --> 01:02:43,959
- [Man] Put him on the phone,

863
01:02:43,961 --> 01:02:45,527
put him on the phone now, Jack.

864
01:02:47,564 --> 01:02:48,830
- I'm so sorry, dad.

865
01:02:50,400 --> 01:02:52,801
- [Man] Put him on the
phone now, now, no.

866
01:04:02,005 --> 01:04:04,639
(gentle music)

867
01:05:02,799 --> 01:05:05,533
(water rushing)

868
01:05:34,898 --> 01:05:37,465
(eerie music)

869
01:05:49,813 --> 01:05:50,712
- Hey.

870
01:05:54,151 --> 01:05:57,118
You're probably the only
person I haven't asked.

871
01:05:57,120 --> 01:05:58,420
Have you seen this woman?

872
01:05:59,790 --> 01:06:01,790
- Don't know white people
in Chiang Rai, only you.

873
01:06:03,260 --> 01:06:04,392
- You know Gabriella.

874
01:06:05,429 --> 01:06:06,494
- And Clare.

875
01:06:15,472 --> 01:06:18,273
(birds chirping)

876
01:06:25,716 --> 01:06:27,749
- Oh, thanks for
meeting me here.

877
01:06:27,751 --> 01:06:30,151
- No worries, I
needed some fresh air.

878
01:06:30,153 --> 01:06:31,386
- How are you feeling?

879
01:06:31,388 --> 01:06:33,521
- I've been okay,
I've been good.

880
01:06:33,523 --> 01:06:35,056
I've been sober for three days.

881
01:06:35,058 --> 01:06:38,293
- Well that's great, okay, I
want to show you something.

882
01:06:42,966 --> 01:06:45,633
(gentle music)

883
01:06:54,277 --> 01:06:56,344
We' re all on a path
that is ever evolving

884
01:06:56,346 --> 01:06:58,980
and one has to accept that.

885
01:07:05,555 --> 01:07:08,690
Life is just about
repeating old patterns

886
01:07:08,692 --> 01:07:09,824
until they're broken.

887
01:07:14,931 --> 01:07:15,764
- [Jack] You know,
I live in this state

888
01:07:15,766 --> 01:07:16,898
of perpetual movement.

889
01:07:18,268 --> 01:07:19,267
See I am on a bike!

890
01:07:20,637 --> 01:07:21,970
Am I learning?

891
01:07:21,972 --> 01:07:27,042
- [Gabriella] Yes! (chuckles)

892
01:07:54,004 --> 01:07:56,104
- I guess the
question really is,

893
01:07:58,809 --> 01:08:01,743
at any given moment what
direction are we going?

894
01:08:01,745 --> 01:08:05,180
- Yeah but, we have to be
going somewhere, right?

895
01:08:05,182 --> 01:08:06,614
This can't be all there is.

896
01:08:16,093 --> 01:08:20,095
(chanting in foreign language)

897
01:08:25,302 --> 01:08:29,537
- [Gabriella] You know,
Jack, you can trust me.

898
01:08:29,539 --> 01:08:32,440
- I know, oddly
enough, I know that.

899
01:08:35,412 --> 01:08:36,878
- Talking about your
brother can really

900
01:08:36,880 --> 01:08:38,346
make you feel better.

901
01:08:42,452 --> 01:08:44,986
- How did you know
about my brother?

902
01:08:44,988 --> 01:08:48,056
- Well, men say strange things
in the throes of withdrawals.

903
01:08:58,201 --> 01:09:00,435
- I don't know what to say.

904
01:09:02,739 --> 01:09:05,607
I killed my brother and
I hate myself for it.

905
01:09:08,111 --> 01:09:10,111
It's been 12 days,

906
01:09:13,049 --> 01:09:15,950
and I'm finally
feeling something.

907
01:09:18,688 --> 01:09:20,788
Not better, but something.

908
01:09:24,828 --> 01:09:26,628
- Let's go in the temple.

909
01:09:35,705 --> 01:09:38,273
- [Jack] Tried finding any
business owned by an American

910
01:09:38,275 --> 01:09:39,908
and the owner of the hotel
was trying to help me,

911
01:09:39,910 --> 01:09:42,010
but you know, no such luck.

912
01:09:44,948 --> 01:09:46,581
- [Nick] Have you
tried the whore house?

913
01:09:46,583 --> 01:09:47,949
That's run by an American.

914
01:09:50,654 --> 01:09:51,653
- I don't think my
mother is running

915
01:09:51,655 --> 01:09:53,021
a whore house in Thailand.

916
01:09:55,458 --> 01:09:58,293
(Thai pop music)

917
01:10:00,597 --> 01:10:04,232
(singing in foreign language)

918
01:10:04,234 --> 01:10:06,701
- I knew I could find you here.

919
01:10:06,703 --> 01:10:09,871
You know, you have a
bill you need to pay up.

920
01:10:09,873 --> 01:10:11,873
- I will, the money
is on its way.

921
01:10:11,875 --> 01:10:14,375
- Fine, take him.

922
01:10:15,445 --> 01:10:17,845
(up beat music)

923
01:10:27,023 --> 01:10:29,424
I'm done waiting for
you to choose, Jack,

924
01:10:29,426 --> 01:10:30,358
you choose now.

925
01:10:30,360 --> 01:10:31,526
- The money is coming, okay.

926
01:10:31,528 --> 01:10:32,961
My father is sending me money.

927
01:10:32,963 --> 01:10:34,629
- I don't care about
the money, son.

928
01:10:34,631 --> 01:10:36,130
This is all I care about.

929
01:10:36,132 --> 01:10:38,700
(tense music)

930
01:10:40,470 --> 01:10:42,003
Throw him over there.

931
01:10:42,005 --> 01:10:45,873
- You'll be taking this to
the airport for us tonight.

932
01:10:45,875 --> 01:10:47,375
- Are you out of
your fucking mind?

933
01:10:47,377 --> 01:10:49,477
Why are you people
doing this to me?

934
01:10:49,479 --> 01:10:51,512
- You either take
that to the airport,

935
01:10:51,514 --> 01:10:52,947
or the next delivery you make

936
01:10:52,949 --> 01:10:55,283
will be from inside that cooler.

937
01:10:55,285 --> 01:10:58,019
- No, no, no, you
people are crazy.

938
01:10:58,855 --> 01:11:01,422
- Jackie, don't be so dramatic.

939
01:11:15,872 --> 01:11:17,372
He is waking up,
get him, get him.

940
01:11:18,174 --> 01:11:20,408
We are not getting caught.

941
01:11:21,711 --> 01:11:24,178
- It's you, the whole
fucking time it's been you.

942
01:11:24,180 --> 01:11:27,615
- I've been here for you the
whole time son, come home.

943
01:11:27,617 --> 01:11:29,450
Get him, get him now!

944
01:11:30,587 --> 01:11:32,553
Bring my baby home!

945
01:11:32,555 --> 01:11:35,623
(intense pop music)

946
01:11:52,409 --> 01:11:54,942
(eerie music)

947
01:12:15,632 --> 01:12:18,466
(dramatic music)

948
01:12:36,152 --> 01:12:37,385
- I need help.

949
01:12:37,387 --> 01:12:39,287
- Finally, you see
I can help you.

950
01:12:39,289 --> 01:12:42,023
- No, this isn't a joke, is
there a place that I can hide?

951
01:12:42,025 --> 01:12:44,092
- You cannot hide forever, Jack.

952
01:12:44,094 --> 01:12:46,094
- Help me, please help me!
- It's time to wake up.

953
01:12:46,096 --> 01:12:47,395
- Where is the back door?

954
01:12:52,535 --> 01:12:53,568
- Hello Jack.

955
01:12:55,071 --> 01:12:56,404
- What are you doing here?

956
01:12:57,807 --> 01:12:59,440
It doesn't matter, okay,
I have to get out of here.

957
01:12:59,442 --> 01:13:00,708
- Where?
- Anywhere!

958
01:13:00,710 --> 01:13:02,543
Is there a place
that I can hide?

959
01:13:04,114 --> 01:13:06,681
- So you're choosing my help?
- Yes.

960
01:13:06,683 --> 01:13:09,217
- You're choosing help?
- Jesus Christ, yes!

961
01:13:09,219 --> 01:13:11,185
I'm choosing you and your help.

962
01:13:11,187 --> 01:13:12,086
- Come with me.

963
01:13:24,134 --> 01:13:27,301
Jack, you have to forgive
yourself for killing your brother.

964
01:13:27,303 --> 01:13:30,638
- Forgive myself, here, now?

965
01:13:30,640 --> 01:13:33,040
- It's the only way
to break the cycle.

966
01:13:33,042 --> 01:13:36,277
You haven't paid your
debt spiritually.

967
01:13:36,279 --> 01:13:38,846
It's not money
that you owe, okay.

968
01:13:38,848 --> 01:13:40,681
You can't bargain
yourself out of this.

969
01:13:40,683 --> 01:13:42,250
- Just please stop.

970
01:13:42,252 --> 01:13:44,118
- You can't escape anymore.

971
01:13:44,120 --> 01:13:48,589
You need to decide if you want
to live in heaven or hell.

972
01:13:48,591 --> 01:13:51,192
- What does that mean, what
kind of choice is that?

973
01:13:51,194 --> 01:13:53,094
- It's the choice you
made when you went back

974
01:13:53,096 --> 01:13:58,166
into the massage parlor over
and over, why did you do that?

975
01:13:58,835 --> 01:13:59,967
- How do you know that?

976
01:13:59,969 --> 01:14:01,436
- Jack.
- No, answer me.

977
01:14:01,438 --> 01:14:03,471
- She is not gonna help you.

978
01:14:03,473 --> 01:14:06,641
She's only gonna take
you further into hell.

979
01:14:06,643 --> 01:14:08,910
- Who, the prostitute?

980
01:14:09,712 --> 01:14:11,012
- Your mother.

981
01:14:18,655 --> 01:14:20,321
- How do you know
she's my mother?

982
01:14:20,323 --> 01:14:21,823
- How did you not know?

983
01:14:22,625 --> 01:14:24,425
What does that say about her,

984
01:14:24,427 --> 01:14:27,195
what she is and what
she's done to you?

985
01:14:27,197 --> 01:14:28,930
Where you actually are.

986
01:14:31,701 --> 01:14:33,468
Do you know where you are Jack?

987
01:14:35,205 --> 01:14:37,572
Where are you going?

988
01:14:39,042 --> 01:14:40,441
Jack, come back.

989
01:14:41,911 --> 01:14:44,479
(tense music)

990
01:15:14,177 --> 01:15:15,076
- Hey dad.

991
01:15:22,252 --> 01:15:24,919
I don't need your charity, bro.

992
01:15:32,662 --> 01:15:36,230
- [Woman] Jack, where
are you going, Jack?

993
01:15:58,855 --> 01:16:01,155
- [Gabriella] You have
to accept what you did.

994
01:16:04,661 --> 01:16:05,927
Just open the package.

995
01:16:05,929 --> 01:16:07,194
- [Jack] I don't want to.

996
01:16:07,196 --> 01:16:08,029
- [Gabriella] Because
you know what's in it.

997
01:16:08,031 --> 01:16:09,697
Just open it, please.

998
01:16:11,167 --> 01:16:12,600
Open the package.

999
01:16:18,007 --> 01:16:21,142
(gentle piano music)

1000
01:17:29,946 --> 01:17:32,680
(door creaking)

1001
01:17:37,820 --> 01:17:40,388
(tense music)

1002
01:17:42,458 --> 01:17:46,527
- Oh my God, I did that.

1003
01:17:50,433 --> 01:17:51,332
- You did.

1004
01:17:53,903 --> 01:17:57,138
- So I'm dead, I've been
dead this whole time?

1005
01:17:58,207 --> 01:18:02,376
- Yes, you'll never
quiet the mind.

1006
01:18:02,378 --> 01:18:04,445
Until the mind quiets.

1007
01:18:04,447 --> 01:18:05,780
- It's not that easy.

1008
01:18:06,549 --> 01:18:07,948
- It can be.

1009
01:18:09,385 --> 01:18:11,952
Just forgive yourself
and you can be free.

1010
01:18:12,789 --> 01:18:14,155
Then you get out of Bardo.

1011
01:18:16,092 --> 01:18:20,561
- I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

1012
01:18:22,465 --> 01:18:26,200
- I know, it's all right bro.

1013
01:18:28,805 --> 01:18:30,638
You just have to
make one more step

1014
01:18:31,607 --> 01:18:33,307
before you're truly free.

1015
01:18:36,879 --> 01:18:39,013
- [Jack] What are
you doing here?

1016
01:18:39,015 --> 01:18:42,083
- I have always been
here, Jack, always.

1017
01:18:45,354 --> 01:18:47,755
I am you.

1018
01:18:49,926 --> 01:18:52,093
I was you in your last life.

1019
01:18:53,362 --> 01:18:57,531
There we realized everything
we see and perceive

1020
01:18:57,533 --> 01:19:00,134
is a reflection of our karma.

1021
01:19:00,136 --> 01:19:05,206
But when we are reborn,
you forgot it all again.

1022
01:19:06,909 --> 01:19:10,544
Jack, you cannot escape it now.

1023
01:19:10,546 --> 01:19:12,246
You can't escape me.

1024
01:19:13,683 --> 01:19:15,716
This is Bardo.

1025
01:19:17,420 --> 01:19:19,987
(eerie music)

1026
01:19:26,395 --> 01:19:29,063
(gentle music)

1027
01:19:31,467 --> 01:19:35,069
You will keep on living
these aspects of your life

1028
01:19:35,071 --> 01:19:39,406
over and over again
until you reconcile

1029
01:19:39,408 --> 01:19:42,042
or eradicate your darkness.

1030
01:19:45,915 --> 01:19:50,417
Wake up, Jack, this
is your choice.

1031
01:20:03,699 --> 01:20:04,698
- [Jack] My choice.

1032
01:20:06,702 --> 01:20:08,836
It's my choice to live
in heaven or hell?

1033
01:20:12,441 --> 01:20:13,908
Why didn't I choose to live?

1034
01:20:17,513 --> 01:20:19,780
Because I couldn't live
with myself anymore.

1035
01:20:22,618 --> 01:20:25,452
So now I have to forgive
myself for killing my brother.

1036
01:20:27,523 --> 01:20:29,924
Forgive myself for
taking my own life.

1037
01:20:32,461 --> 01:20:35,996
I just thought I escaped
life, but life never stops.

1038
01:20:36,899 --> 01:20:38,632
It just changes dimensions.

1039
01:20:41,537 --> 01:20:44,071
I didn't know I was dead
when I entered the hotel.

1040
01:20:45,708 --> 01:20:47,675
I didn't know every time I
had a thought in the past

1041
01:20:47,677 --> 01:20:49,410
it was me reviewing my life.

1042
01:20:50,479 --> 01:20:52,546
I didn't know my mother
died in Thailand.

1043
01:20:53,482 --> 01:20:54,815
I just wanted to find her.

1044
01:20:57,887 --> 01:20:59,954
So even in my death I
was still searching.

1045
01:21:04,594 --> 01:21:07,194
Heaven and hell is a state
of mind that never ends.

1046
01:21:08,831 --> 01:21:10,064
It's consciousness.

1047
01:21:11,400 --> 01:21:15,769
It's just consciousness,
either in life or in death.

1048
01:21:15,771 --> 01:21:19,206
(upbeat guitar music)

1049
01:21:19,208 --> 01:21:21,475
Well I guess now that
I've awakened to that,

1050
01:21:22,845 --> 01:21:25,312
let's get the hell out of
here and get to heaven.

1051
01:21:27,450 --> 01:21:30,317
♪ Wake me, wake me up ♪

1052
01:21:30,319 --> 01:21:34,355
♪ Wake me up when we get there ♪

1053
01:21:34,357 --> 01:21:37,524
♪ Wake me up, wake me up ♪

1054
01:21:37,526 --> 01:21:41,629
♪ Anything goes in
the neon south ♪

1055
01:21:41,631 --> 01:21:45,099
♪ Four nights and three days ♪

1056
01:21:45,101 --> 01:21:48,569
♪ It's an odyssey
though just the same ♪

1057
01:21:48,571 --> 01:21:52,239
♪ But in a colored
room to turn you over ♪

1058
01:21:52,241 --> 01:21:55,843
♪ Purple face but
my smile remains ♪

1059
01:21:55,845 --> 01:21:59,146
♪ Wake me up, wake me up ♪

1060
01:21:59,148 --> 01:22:02,917
♪ Wake me up when we get there ♪

1061
01:22:02,919 --> 01:22:06,120
♪ Wake me up, wake me up ♪

1062
01:22:06,122 --> 01:22:10,357
♪ Anything goes in
the neon south ♪

1063
01:22:22,438 --> 01:22:27,508
(insects buzzing)
(birds chirping)

1064
01:22:29,812 --> 01:22:31,111
- [Jack] You're up early.

1065
01:22:33,082 --> 01:22:33,981
- I didn't sleep.

1066
01:22:35,217 --> 01:22:36,116
- Jet lag?

1067
01:22:36,886 --> 01:22:39,586
- (chuckles) Jet lag?

1068
01:22:42,792 --> 01:22:45,926
You have no idea what
I've been through.

1069
01:22:45,928 --> 01:22:47,361
- You'd be surprised.

1070
01:22:48,664 --> 01:22:50,664
I've been there about
a thousand times.

1071
01:22:53,336 --> 01:22:57,271
♪ Oh lord, lord, lord ♪

1072
01:22:57,273 --> 01:23:00,908
♪ Lord, lord, lord ♪

1073
01:23:00,910 --> 01:23:04,778
♪ Lord, lord, lord ♪

1074
01:23:04,780 --> 01:23:07,781
♪ Lord, lord, lord ♪

1075
01:23:07,783 --> 01:23:11,585
♪ Life ain't not go alibi ♪

1076
01:23:11,587 --> 01:23:15,456
♪ Death is ready to be tried ♪

1077
01:23:15,458 --> 01:23:19,093
♪ Love was caught
right in the eye ♪

1078
01:23:19,095 --> 01:23:23,063
♪ Just when it
pulled the trigger ♪

1079
01:23:23,065 --> 01:23:26,934
♪ Drop that weapon,
put it down ♪

1080
01:23:26,936 --> 01:23:30,804
♪ Put your hands
up, turn around ♪

1081
01:23:30,806 --> 01:23:34,508
♪ Read your rights,
face to the ground ♪

1082
01:23:34,510 --> 01:23:38,545
♪ It's time for your surrender ♪

1083
01:23:38,547 --> 01:23:42,349
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1084
01:23:42,351 --> 01:23:46,186
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1085
01:23:46,188 --> 01:23:51,258
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1086
01:23:52,094 --> 01:23:54,561
♪ Got a lot of life put down ♪

1087
01:23:54,563 --> 01:23:57,731
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1088
01:23:57,733 --> 01:24:01,402
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1089
01:24:01,404 --> 01:24:06,473
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1090
01:24:07,309 --> 01:24:09,343
♪ Got a lot of life put down ♪

1091
01:24:09,345 --> 01:24:12,980
♪ Got a warrant,
search that house ♪

1092
01:24:12,982 --> 01:24:16,817
♪ Turn this castle inside out ♪

1093
01:24:16,819 --> 01:24:20,387
♪ Found a bunch
of broken hearts ♪

1094
01:24:20,389 --> 01:24:25,025
♪ In luck for an indictment ♪

1095
01:24:25,027 --> 01:24:28,395
♪ Final verdict, jury's out ♪

1096
01:24:28,397 --> 01:24:32,733
♪ Beyond reasonable doubt ♪

1097
01:24:32,735 --> 01:24:35,702
♪ Guilty, guilty,
they all shout ♪

1098
01:24:35,704 --> 01:24:40,107
♪ But innocence she's walking ♪

1099
01:24:40,109 --> 01:24:43,777
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1100
01:24:43,779 --> 01:24:47,648
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1101
01:24:47,650 --> 01:24:52,719
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1102
01:24:53,556 --> 01:24:55,456
♪ Got a lot of life to live ♪

1103
01:24:55,458 --> 01:24:59,093
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1104
01:24:59,095 --> 01:25:02,830
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1105
01:25:02,832 --> 01:25:07,901
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1106
01:25:08,737 --> 01:25:10,037
♪ Got a lot of life to live ♪

1107
01:25:10,039 --> 01:25:13,574
♪ Start that fire,
bring the rain ♪

1108
01:25:13,576 --> 01:25:17,377
♪ Let it wash away the stains ♪

1109
01:25:17,379 --> 01:25:21,215
♪ On your hands
down to the drain ♪

1110
01:25:21,217 --> 01:25:25,052
♪ Burn that passion,
fan the flames ♪

1111
01:25:25,054 --> 01:25:29,156
♪ Suck that poison
out your veins ♪

1112
01:25:29,158 --> 01:25:32,693
♪ Kill the feature
out the pain ♪

1113
01:25:32,695 --> 01:25:36,497
♪ Love has always
been to blame ♪

1114
01:25:36,499 --> 01:25:39,766
♪ But she don't never complain ♪

1115
01:25:39,768 --> 01:25:41,802
♪ Got a lot of life to go ♪

1116
01:25:41,804 --> 01:25:45,172
♪ Life ain't got no alibi ♪

1117
01:25:45,174 --> 01:25:49,076
♪ Death is ready to be tried ♪

1118
01:25:49,078 --> 01:25:52,513
♪ Love was caught
right in the eye ♪

1119
01:25:52,515 --> 01:25:57,584
♪ Just when it
pulled the trigger ♪

1120
01:26:00,022 --> 01:26:02,256
♪ Oh lord ♪

1121
01:26:12,234 --> 01:26:15,969
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1122
01:26:15,971 --> 01:26:19,706
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

1123
01:26:19,708 --> 01:26:24,778
♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪