The 4th Spark

I am the 4th spark to inhabit this shell (I think). The middle two, either fairly or unfairly, were sent to hell, the first by hellwarriors and the second by negative SJW's as I refer to them.

Dropping into this shell is not a position anyone wants to be in. I hope there will be strong overarching sympathy for the sparks who get dropped into this shell with the benzo withdrawal disease that it has in addition to strongly counter-social ideas.

For what it's worth, I was once a Maoist Third Worldist and when learning I might be God becoming African/Black and experiencing their 'experience' was actually one of my top priorities*. (The 4th Spark is not ethically responsible for either of these, unfortunately, but it's noteworthy.)

*The caveat to this is that I considered myself to be in a battle against time and didn't want to jump to highly entertaining things. There was also some kind of forebodingness that made me not necessarily want to have too much fun. Other caveats include wanting to be middle class (I did not to get the ghetto experience).