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- Narrator>> this is the closest i
- can come to saying what I have
- learned
- 2
- 00:00:30,163 --> 00:00:35,034
- there's no shortage of
- consequence in my life
- 3
- 00:00:41,174 --> 00:00:46,045
- we need to leave some evidence,
- 4
- 00:00:47,213 --> 00:00:52,284
- a little of us everywhere
- 5
- 00:00:59,826 --> 00:01:03,095
- I spent all my time staring in
- one direction
- 6
- 00:01:07,167 --> 00:01:09,234
- and I missed it
- 7
- 00:01:13,406 --> 00:01:17,609
- the most important moments
- 8
- 00:01:17,611 --> 00:01:23,715
- were in the edges
- 9
- 00:01:23,717 --> 00:01:29,688
- there were seven of them.
- 10
- 00:01:44,437 --> 00:01:47,506
- Karl>> over there
- 11
- 00:01:53,246 --> 00:01:57,116
- turn around!
- 12
- 00:02:27,247 --> 00:02:30,149
- Sheriff mallon>> Conrad?
- 13
- 00:02:32,319 --> 00:02:35,587
- You are going to have to drive
- 14
- 00:02:36,289 --> 00:02:40,159
- conrad>> you know, you are
- really bleeding
- 15
- 00:02:40,293 --> 00:02:43,195
- get in the car, come on!
- 16
- 00:02:46,299 --> 00:02:48,700
- Mallon>> hit a deer on the way
- here
- 17
- 00:02:48,702 --> 00:02:51,803
- - clipped her really
- 18
- 00:02:51,805 --> 00:02:55,307
- she went flying headfirst into a
- snowdrift,
- 19
- 00:02:55,309 --> 00:03:00,245
- was not breathing so I took
- the defibrillator over to her
- 20
- 00:03:00,247 --> 00:03:01,947
- next thing I know she is wide
- awake
- 21
- 00:03:01,949 --> 00:03:05,317
- and she kicks me in the
- face-Jesus!
- 22
- 00:03:05,319 --> 00:03:05,317
- Conrad>> you are bleeding pretty
- badly
- 23
- 00:03:05,319 --> 00:03:10,322
- you sure you do not want me to
- take you to a hospital?
- 24
- 00:03:10,324 --> 00:03:14,793
- Mallon>> no, no. I have taken
- some percodan. I can hardly feel
- any of this.
- 25
- 00:03:14,795 --> 00:03:16,528
- Conrad>> there is a lot of blood
- 26
- 00:03:16,530 --> 00:03:19,331
- mallon>> you - you got your own
- burden
- 27
- 00:03:19,333 --> 00:03:22,201
- mallon>> mother being found
- after all these years
- 28
- 00:03:23,369 --> 00:03:26,471
- hell-i hope we have enough
- so you can ID her
- 29
- 00:03:26,473 --> 00:03:28,473
- conrad>> all I need are the
- teeth
- 30
- 00:03:28,841 --> 00:03:30,909
- mallon >> yeah we should have
- those
- 31
- 00:03:31,344 --> 00:03:35,347
- cleared out the freezer
- and put her parts in there
- 32
- 00:03:35,349 --> 00:03:39,618
- everyone from the station
- got to take some venison home
- 33
- 00:03:40,753 --> 00:03:43,555
- conrad>> guess you folks do not
- get a lot of crime up here huh?
- 34
- 00:03:43,557 --> 00:03:46,358
- Mallon>> no sir. Especially
- murder.
- 35
- 00:03:46,360 --> 00:03:50,295
- Not til we found this body did
- we think that he-
- 36
- 00:03:50,297 --> 00:03:53,265
- literally killed her
- 37
- 00:03:55,368 --> 00:03:57,369
- speaking of your father-
- 38
- 00:03:57,371 --> 00:03:59,838
- your aunt thinks you may
- have been talking with him?
- 39
- 00:04:00,373 --> 00:04:03,575
- Conrad>> I have not seen my
- father since I left the farm
- 40
- 00:04:03,577 --> 00:04:07,579
- mallon>> seen is a tricky word.
- No contact at all?
- 41
- 00:04:07,581 --> 00:04:07,579
- Conrad>> no
- 42
- 00:04:07,581 --> 00:04:12,584
- mallon>> if you have been
- talking to him, and you do not
- tell us about it
- 43
- 00:04:12,586 --> 00:04:15,654
- that could be considered
- accessory after the fact
- 44
- 00:04:31,404 --> 00:04:34,406
- mallon>> Abigail, this is
- Conrad
- 45
- 00:04:34,408 --> 00:04:36,942
- do not worry about it,
- it is just a cut
- 46
- 00:04:36,944 --> 00:04:36,942
- abigal>> it is terrible.
- 47
- 00:04:36,944 --> 00:04:41,346
- Mallon>> you are making a
- mountain out of a mole hill.
- 48
- 00:04:41,348 --> 00:04:43,415
- Conrad>> I told him to go
- 49
- 00:04:44,285 --> 00:04:54,793
- mallon>> Jesus, oh god. It is
- ok, I am ok. Do not help me, i
- do not want help
- 50
- 00:04:55,428 --> 00:04:58,430
- abigail>> we got to get him
- patched up
- 51
- 00:04:58,432 --> 00:05:01,633
- abigail>> do you mind staying
- here to hold down the fort?
- 52
- 00:05:01,635 --> 00:05:04,836
- It is just the two of us and
- the deputy has been on duty
- since yesterday
- 53
- 00:05:04,838 --> 00:05:07,439
- everybody and his dog
- is sliding off the road
- 54
- 00:05:07,441 --> 00:05:09,074
- conrad>> you want me to stay
- here alone-
- 55
- 00:05:09,076 --> 00:05:13,078
- abigail>> yes. I know it is
- weird, but - ok, thanks!
- 56
- 00:05:13,080 --> 00:05:13,078
- Okay, come on you
- 57
- 00:05:13,080 --> 00:05:16,448
- mallon>> no, no, no, no. No,
- no! I got work to do!
- 58
- 00:05:16,450 --> 00:05:18,750
- Conrad>> you really need to go
- 59
- 00:05:18,752 --> 00:05:23,455
- abigail>> I win. Be strong,
- come on. Mallon>> okay
- 60
- 00:05:23,457 --> 00:05:25,457
- mallon>> sorry about this Conrad
- 61
- 00:05:25,459 --> 00:05:27,326
- Abigail >> alright, thanks
- 62
- 00:05:28,094 --> 00:05:30,362
- Conrad >>mm hmm
- 63
- 00:06:49,543 --> 00:06:52,611
- Karl >>do you know what
- that word means?
- 64
- 00:06:53,479 --> 00:06:57,983
- It is what you do to a woman
- when there is no pleasure in it
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- 00:08:08,254 --> 00:08:12,624
- abigail>> Conrad,
- Conrad-
- 66
- 00:08:12,626 --> 00:08:15,627
- abigail>> Conrad, um -hi
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- 00:08:15,629 --> 00:08:20,632
- sorry abou that. Hungry?
- 68
- 00:08:20,634 --> 00:08:26,938
- Sheriff was supposed to put you
- up tonight, but he is in no
- real position to entertain... so
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- 00:08:26,940 --> 00:08:29,040
- conrad>> is there a motel?
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- 00:08:29,042 --> 00:08:30,642
- Abigail>> in Chapman?
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- 00:08:30,644 --> 00:08:32,711
- No
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- 00:08:33,045 --> 00:08:35,113
- you are kind of stuck with me...
- 73
- 00:08:35,281 --> 00:08:39,551
- I am on duty for the next few
- ours, so...
- 74
- 00:08:42,655 --> 00:08:46,591
- The deputy found a new bit of
- evidence - murder weapon.
- 75
- 00:08:46,593 --> 00:08:49,661
- Right about sixty feet from the
- bones
- 76
- 00:08:49,663 --> 00:08:54,065
- the handle was chewed up
- like an animal dragged it
- all about.
- 77
- 00:08:54,067 --> 00:08:56,668
- Conrad>> sawed off shotgun?
- 78
- 00:08:56,670 --> 00:09:00,672
- Abigail>> yeah
- 79
- 00:09:00,674 --> 00:09:07,679
- conrad>> I looked in the
- freezer. It is not my mother.
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- 00:09:07,681 --> 00:09:09,681
- Abigail>> are you sure?
- 81
- 00:09:09,683 --> 00:09:14,686
- Conrad>> yeah.
- Her teeth were...A mess
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- 00:09:14,688 --> 00:09:17,689
- it is not her.
- 83
- 00:09:17,691 --> 00:09:21,693
- Abigail>> well-
- i mean, who could it be then?
- 84
- 00:09:21,695 --> 00:09:24,696
- We do not just have people
- unaccounted for
- 85
- 00:09:24,698 --> 00:09:29,568
- conrad>> it is my father
- 86
- 00:09:30,703 --> 00:09:35,707
- abigail>> who would have
- wanted to kill your father?
- 87
- 00:09:35,709 --> 00:09:38,610
- Conrad>> himself
- 88
- 00:09:43,716 --> 00:09:45,717
- abigail>> this happens a lot
- this time of year.
- 89
- 00:09:45,719 --> 00:09:49,721
- I cannot believe I only have
- one blanket. Jeez! Brrr.
- 90
- 00:09:49,723 --> 00:09:54,726
- Conrad>> this day could not get
- any weirder
- 91
- 00:09:54,728 --> 00:10:01,733
- abigail>> what was she like,
- your monther?
- 92
- 00:10:01,735 --> 00:10:07,739
- Conrad>> she would never leave
- me alone with my father for more
- than two seconds
- 93
- 00:10:07,741 --> 00:10:12,744
- abigail>> do you think maybe
- she is still alive?
- 94
- 00:10:12,746 --> 00:10:16,615
- Conrad>> no,i do not have any
- hope of that
- 95
- 00:10:24,757 --> 00:10:27,759
- you want to hear something
- 96
- 00:10:27,761 --> 00:10:30,629
- abigail>> okay
- 97
- 00:10:31,764 --> 00:10:34,666
- conrad>> about four weeks after
- she disappeared,
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- 00:10:34,668 --> 00:10:38,637
- my father took me
- on a walk out in the woods
- 99
- 00:10:53,786 --> 00:10:57,656
- karl>> over there
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- 00:11:04,097 --> 00:11:08,166
- turn around
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- 00:11:35,829 --> 00:11:39,698
- you wet yourself
- 102
- 00:11:47,840 --> 00:11:51,743
- get up or you will freeze to
- stump.
- 103
- 00:11:51,745 --> 00:11:55,747
- Get on home.
- You best hurry up.
- 104
- 00:12:02,855 --> 00:12:08,760
- Conrad>> when we got back he
- started the fire on the stove,
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- 00:12:08,762 --> 00:12:16,768
- he told me to stand by it,
- and he waited the whole time it
- took for me to thaw out.
- 106
- 00:12:16,770 --> 00:12:23,742
- In the morning he was gone.
- I never saw him again.
- 107
- 00:12:25,878 --> 00:12:29,748
- Abigail>> it must be so terrible
- for you to be back here. I'm so
- sorry
- 108
- 00:12:30,082 --> 00:12:33,885
- conrad>> no I feel better about
- it now.
- 109
- 00:12:33,887 --> 00:12:37,756
- Abigail>> because you know he is
- dead?
- 110
- 00:12:39,525 --> 00:12:44,095
- Conrad >> it is knowing that he
- intended to include himself.
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- 00:12:44,097 --> 00:12:48,166
- Makes it less personal
- 112
- 00:13:12,925 --> 00:13:19,130
- narrator >> it
- all started when my family moved
- from Illinois to new Mexico
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- 00:13:19,132 --> 00:13:23,935
- mom>> stop it. How many times
- have I told you that is bad for
- your eyes?
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- 00:13:23,937 --> 00:13:23,935
- Mom >> stop it
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- 00:13:23,937 --> 00:13:26,938
- charlie>> is dad going to pick
- me up after school?
- 116
- 00:13:26,940 --> 00:13:27,939
- Mom>> no, you are going to walk
- home.
- 117
- 00:13:27,941 --> 00:13:27,939
- Charlie>> mom!
- 118
- 00:13:27,941 --> 00:13:33,945
- Narrator >> the
- doctor insisted we move to a
- warmer climate
- 119
- 00:13:33,947 --> 00:13:36,815
- for the sake of my father
- 120
- 00:13:37,950 --> 00:13:45,957
- I remember not knowing what to
- do, but knowing that I wanted to
- be the least of their worries.
- 121
- 00:13:53,966 --> 00:13:56,167
- And then I saw him.
- 122
- 00:13:56,169 --> 00:14:02,841
- All I could remember on my first
- day of school was the menacing
- look he had on his face.
- 123
- 00:14:02,843 --> 00:14:04,943
- His name was Bobby bell.
- 124
- 00:14:07,981 --> 00:14:12,851
- Boy #1>> one, two, three
- 125
- 00:14:22,995 --> 00:14:26,865
- bobby>> hey, you want to play?
- 126
- 00:14:29,001 --> 00:14:32,003
- So, know how to play?
- 127
- 00:14:32,005 --> 00:14:32,003
- Charlie>> what is this game?
- 128
- 00:14:32,005 --> 00:14:36,007
- Boy #1>> you have to hit
- it before it bounces twice
- 129
- 00:14:36,009 --> 00:14:38,009
- but you cannot hit it before it
- bounces
- 130
- 00:14:38,011 --> 00:14:40,011
- and you cannot let it double
- bounce or you are out
- 131
- 00:14:40,013 --> 00:14:40,011
- charlie>> okay!
- 132
- 00:14:40,013 --> 00:14:40,011
- Boy #1>> sound simple enough?
- 133
- 00:14:40,013 --> 00:14:45,884
- Charlie>> yeah I guess.
- 134
- 00:14:49,021 --> 00:14:51,022
- Bobby>> so, where you from?
- 135
- 00:14:51,024 --> 00:14:53,024
- Charlie>> uhm, Chicago
- 136
- 00:14:53,026 --> 00:14:56,027
- bobby>> Chicago. What is your
- favorite food?
- 137
- 00:14:56,029 --> 00:14:59,030
- Charlie>> anything I guess
- really
- 138
- 00:14:59,032 --> 00:15:00,031
- bobby>> tacos?
- 139
- 00:15:00,033 --> 00:15:01,666
- Charlie>> I guess
- 140
- 00:15:01,668 --> 00:15:07,672
- bobby>> yeah the rest of the
- game though, you have to stand
- right here
- 141
- 00:15:07,674 --> 00:15:11,943
- against the wall, but you cannot
- move.
- 142
- 00:15:15,047 --> 00:15:19,050
- You cannot move. Stay still!
- 143
- 00:15:19,052 --> 00:15:21,052
- Stay!
- 144
- 00:15:23,056 --> 00:15:23,054
- Stay!
- 145
- 00:15:23,056 --> 00:15:27,058
- Charlie>> so just like this? I
- thought, am I -
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- 00:15:27,060 --> 00:15:32,063
- yep, yes, just back up against
- the wall and stay here
- 147
- 00:15:32,065 --> 00:15:34,465
- okay
- 148
- 00:15:34,467 --> 00:15:36,067
- boy>> you're doing great
- 149
- 00:15:39,072 --> 00:15:41,940
- charlie>> good one
- 150
- 00:15:44,076 --> 00:15:46,945
- bobby>> do not move!
- 151
- 00:15:53,086 --> 00:15:54,986
- Stay
- 152
- 00:16:31,123 --> 00:16:36,527
- dad>> hey, the new Mexico
- outlaw is back. How was your
- first day at school?
- 153
- 00:16:36,529 --> 00:16:39,130
- Mom>> make any new friends?
- 154
- 00:16:39,132 --> 00:16:42,133
- It is okay if he did not. I
- did not make any my first year
- either
- 155
- 00:16:42,135 --> 00:16:46,137
- I was just asking. Did you
- honey?
- 156
- 00:16:46,139 --> 00:16:50,708
- Charlie>> yeah
- 157
- 00:17:06,558 --> 00:17:10,161
- charlie>> are you going to lose
- all your hair?
- 158
- 00:17:10,163 --> 00:17:12,563
- What?
- 159
- 00:17:12,565 --> 00:17:17,168
- Charlie>> in my book, it says,
- when you have this disease, you
- could lose all your hair
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- 00:17:17,170 --> 00:17:22,040
- dad>> oh you are a doctor now.
- Let us have a look.
- 161
- 00:17:28,380 --> 00:17:32,183
- don not read books like this.
- 162
- 00:17:32,185 --> 00:17:36,087
- Narrator >> as
- months went by, I remember
- trying to do something -
- 163
- 00:17:36,089 --> 00:17:42,593
- narrator >> anything.
- Whatever I could do to help my father win his fight.
- 164
- 00:17:42,595 --> 00:17:51,702
- And suddenly, like a disease,
- word spread around school.
- 165
- 00:18:30,243 --> 00:18:37,648
- Dad>> you know they say the cubs
- could go all the way this year.
- All the waaaay!
- 166
- 00:18:44,657 --> 00:18:53,264
- Dad>> I have been thinking about
- this disease. It is like a bunch
- of uninvited guests.
- 167
- 00:18:53,266 --> 00:19:02,140
- You did not ask
- them to come. They just showed
- up one day and did not go home.
- 168
- 00:19:17,289 --> 00:19:21,292
- Bobby>> dad die yet Charlie?
- 169
- 00:19:25,198 --> 00:19:29,300
- Teacher>> I can't believe you
- did that...
- 170
- 00:19:29,302 --> 00:19:33,171
- Teacher>> come on kids let us
- go.
- 171
- 00:19:35,307 --> 00:19:39,177
- Dad>> Charlie
- 172
- 00:20:00,332 --> 00:20:05,203
- dad>> you want to explain
- yourself?
- 173
- 00:20:23,355 --> 00:20:34,232
- Dad>> this fight that I am
- having is mine. You understand?
- 174
- 00:21:20,412 --> 00:21:23,281
- Mom>> Charlie
- 175
- 00:23:02,515 --> 00:23:07,485
- narrator >>
- his fight was also mine
- 176
- 00:23:07,487 --> 00:23:13,524
- I am much older now, but a part
- of me is still in that bed
- beside him.
- 177
- 00:23:13,526 --> 00:23:17,728
- The other part back
- on that playground,
- 178
- 00:23:17,730 --> 00:23:25,803
- hoping that fight
- put me back together again.
- 179
- 00:23:46,559 --> 00:23:53,564
- Amanda>> pelicans can fly
- three thousand miles without
- stopping
- 180
- 00:23:53,566 --> 00:24:03,574
- in the first world war-pelicans
- transported supplies across
- enemy lines
- 181
- 00:24:03,576 --> 00:24:10,581
- narrator >> Amanda
- peeled labels, chewed nails, ate
- the caps off pens
- 182
- 00:24:10,583 --> 00:24:14,585
- twice she tried to kill herself
- 183
- 00:24:14,587 --> 00:24:19,790
- I used to think we would be best
- friends forever and not just
- sisters
- 184
- 00:24:19,792 --> 00:24:23,594
- that was before dad died
- 185
- 00:24:23,596 --> 00:24:27,731
- before she went to rehab for the
- third time
- 186
- 00:24:27,733 --> 00:24:33,804
- before I moved far away from
- the mess I used to call home
- 187
- 00:24:51,623 --> 00:24:54,825
- lisa>> hey you know uh, we were
- invited over to Timmy later
- 188
- 00:24:54,827 --> 00:24:56,160
- amanda>> I do know
- 189
- 00:24:56,162 --> 00:24:59,630
- what? I talk to him. He is my
- ex-boyfriend
- 190
- 00:24:59,632 --> 00:25:02,633
- lisa>> yeah after he was mine
- 191
- 00:25:02,635 --> 00:25:06,604
- amanda>> I have no problem with
- leftovers
- 192
- 00:25:06,606 --> 00:25:09,940
- it does not even make any sense,
- saying I drink like a fish
- 193
- 00:25:09,942 --> 00:25:13,644
- it is like saying I read like a
- word
- 194
- 00:25:13,646 --> 00:25:16,113
- lisa>> Amanda, who said you
- drink like a fish?
- 195
- 00:25:16,115 --> 00:25:19,149
- Mom just said you
- should not drive
- 196
- 00:25:19,151 --> 00:25:19,149
- amanda>> mom said you
- should not drive.
- 197
- 00:25:19,151 --> 00:25:24,655
- Amanda>> you know what, you are
- more like the fish.
- Lisa>> I am ignoring that
- 198
- 00:25:24,657 --> 00:25:27,658
- amanda>> come on. You are being
- a haddock. Like a smoked haddock
- you know?
- 199
- 00:25:27,660 --> 00:25:30,661
- Lisa>> ok I have been home
- for like an hour-
- 200
- 00:25:30,663 --> 00:25:34,665
- can we just have a
- normal conversation please?
- 201
- 00:25:34,667 --> 00:25:34,665
- Amanda>> sorry
- 202
- 00:25:36,802 --> 00:25:38,068
- lisa>> oh!
- 203
- 00:25:39,672 --> 00:25:43,674
- Amanda>> does anybody want
- a muddy Mary?
- 204
- 00:25:43,676 --> 00:25:46,076
- With some leaves on top?
- 205
- 00:25:46,078 --> 00:25:47,678
- Crap.
- 206
- 00:25:47,680 --> 00:25:49,680
- Oh! You know what she
- should do?
- 207
- 00:25:49,682 --> 00:25:51,882
- We should go inside
- and get a cognac
- 208
- 00:25:51,884 --> 00:25:53,984
- that is the perfect dusk drink!
- 209
- 00:25:53,986 --> 00:25:57,321
- Lisa>> do you think you
- should just slow down a
- little bit?
- 210
- 00:25:57,323 --> 00:25:57,321
- Amanda>> why?
- 211
- 00:25:57,323 --> 00:26:02,693
- I am celebrating my sisters
- annual abbreviated trip to
- the homeland
- 212
- 00:26:02,695 --> 00:26:06,697
- lisa>> okay - well the sun does
- not go down for another three
- hours
- 213
- 00:26:06,699 --> 00:26:12,703
- amanda>> yeah, but if you
- get started early, anything is
- possible
- 214
- 00:26:12,705 --> 00:26:17,575
- you of all people should know
- that Lisa.
- 215
- 00:26:19,711 --> 00:26:24,114
- Amanda performing>> the combined
- IQ of a colony of ants
- 216
- 00:26:24,116 --> 00:26:31,622
- exceeds the intellect of most
- us senators
- 217
- 00:26:35,728 --> 00:26:37,728
- lisa>> my mother
- 218
- 00:26:37,730 --> 00:26:39,730
- ophelia>>
- you wish to eat me!
- 219
- 00:26:39,732 --> 00:26:41,732
- Lisa>> one drink made her queen
- Victoria
- 220
- 00:26:41,734 --> 00:26:41,732
- and three took her out of it
- 221
- 00:26:41,734 --> 00:26:48,238
- sydney>> I was under the
- impression that Amanda liked
- margaritas - loved margaritas
- 222
- 00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:50,274
- lisa>>
- counting his cock
- 223
- 00:26:50,276 --> 00:26:53,744
- what me and Amanda used to call
- our stepfather self fondeling
- 224
- 00:26:53,746 --> 00:26:56,747
- sydney>> what are we going to do
- with all these margaritas?
- 225
- 00:26:56,749 --> 00:26:59,750
- I was under the impression
- that Amanda liked marga-
- 226
- 00:26:59,752 --> 00:27:03,754
- ophellia>> what are you talking
- about? We have heard you
- already.
- 227
- 00:27:03,756 --> 00:27:05,756
- Ophellia>> go find your sister!
- 228
- 00:27:05,758 --> 00:27:08,792
- Sydney>> sweetie, go see where
- she is okay? Huh? Thank you.
- 229
- 00:27:08,794 --> 00:27:12,229
- Sydney >>
- what the hell would you do
- with the rest of these?
- 230
- 00:27:12,231 --> 00:27:17,968
- Amanda >>
- an ant is attracted to the
- genitals of all mammals
- 231
- 00:27:17,970 --> 00:27:21,772
- both male and female.
- 232
- 00:27:21,774 --> 00:27:24,775
- Sydney >> do not
- point at me - my mother is not
- dead
- 233
- 00:27:24,777 --> 00:27:27,645
- what, what? I'm
- ready with the glasses ok-
- 234
- 00:27:32,784 --> 00:27:34,785
- lisa>> hey!
- 235
- 00:27:34,787 --> 00:27:37,655
- Amanda>>
- 236
- 00:27:53,805 --> 00:27:57,675
- lisa>> oh my god - oh god -
- come on
- 237
- 00:27:58,810 --> 00:28:01,679
- come here
- 238
- 00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:09,787
- lisa>>
- 239
- 00:28:18,830 --> 00:28:20,698
- lisa>> oh shit
- 240
- 00:28:31,843 --> 00:28:38,849
- Amanda >>
- 241
- 00:28:38,851 --> 00:28:46,857
- Amanda >>
- 242
- 00:28:46,859 --> 00:28:49,860
- lisa>> honey?
- 243
- 00:28:49,862 --> 00:28:49,860
- Amanda >>
- 244
- 00:28:49,862 --> 00:28:58,736
- lisa>> seriously - you are
- acting and you made me drag you
- all the way in here?
- 245
- 00:29:00,872 --> 00:29:03,874
- Amanda >>
- stripped of its stinger -
- 246
- 00:29:03,876 --> 00:29:11,882
- a bee becomes nothing more
- than a raisin with wings...
- 247
- 00:29:11,884 --> 00:29:17,788
- Lisa>> did you ever notice that
- there are no streetlights in
- this town that work?
- 248
- 00:29:18,890 --> 00:29:22,893
- You still work at that delivery
- place?
- 249
- 00:29:22,895 --> 00:29:29,900
- Amanda>> yes - yes. That is what
- i am doing. No - actually - i
- quit that three years ago
- 250
- 00:29:29,902 --> 00:29:35,906
- do you know anything about - me
- - what I am doing - anything at
- all?
- 251
- 00:29:35,908 --> 00:29:40,778
- Lisa>> okay - uhm - let us not
- 252
- 00:29:46,919 --> 00:29:50,921
- amanda>> okay - I work at a dock
- and I manage a band
- 253
- 00:29:50,923 --> 00:29:53,924
- lisa>> have I heard of them?
- 254
- 00:29:53,926 --> 00:29:57,394
- Amanda>> do you listen to
- any decent bands?
- 255
- 00:30:02,934 --> 00:30:07,471
- Amanda>> I wanted to do some
- more artistic stuff so i
- decided to become a monologuist
- 256
- 00:30:07,473 --> 00:30:09,439
- lisa>> is that like a comic?
- 257
- 00:30:09,441 --> 00:30:12,943
- Amanda>> no, it is like
- uhm, performance art, you know?
- 258
- 00:30:12,945 --> 00:30:16,947
- Amanda>> so I would tell stories
- about my life
- 259
- 00:30:16,949 --> 00:30:20,951
- and I would incorporate facts
- about animals and sort of do
- this -
- 260
- 00:30:20,953 --> 00:30:23,954
- lisa>> awe inspiring
- 261
- 00:30:23,956 --> 00:30:30,360
- amanda>> yeah - I kept trying to
- push the show and push, push,
- push!
- 262
- 00:30:30,362 --> 00:30:35,966
- Amanda>> I was just hoping
- eventually somebody would get
- what I was going for
- 263
- 00:30:35,968 --> 00:30:37,968
- amanda>> do you know what i
- mean?
- 264
- 00:30:37,970 --> 00:30:37,968
- Lisa>> yeah
- 265
- 00:30:37,970 --> 00:30:40,370
- amanda>> yeah
- 266
- 00:30:40,372 --> 00:30:45,976
- lisa>> I mean - I have a kind of
- idea of the man I want but -
- 267
- 00:30:45,978 --> 00:30:50,848
- the fucking clowns i
- meet are never anywhere close
- 268
- 00:31:02,994 --> 00:31:06,997
- Amanda >> the
- stingerless bee becomes
- an outcast
- 269
- 00:31:06,999 --> 00:31:11,001
- and must make its way in
- a world alone
- 270
- 00:31:13,005 --> 00:31:16,006
- lisa>> thinness is genetic. Like
- baldness
- 271
- 00:31:16,008 --> 00:31:23,013
- amanda>> unless you are me
- and then you are really skinny
- but that is because you never
- eat
- 272
- 00:31:23,015 --> 00:31:28,018
- right? Look at
- that. Look at it. You wanna
- put your little nose in there?
- 273
- 00:31:28,020 --> 00:31:33,223
- You wanna put your little
- nose in there? There - put your
- little nose in it.
- 274
- 00:31:33,225 --> 00:31:37,294
- I like your hair.
- Do not listen to my sister.
- 275
- 00:31:45,237 --> 00:31:50,307
- Lisa>> do you have any
- drinking beverages in here?
- 276
- 00:31:53,044 --> 00:31:57,915
- Amanda >> a pelican
- can fly three thousand miles
- without stopping.
- 277
- 00:32:02,053 --> 00:32:11,061
- In the first world war -
- pelicans were used to transport
- supplies against enemy lines.
- 278
- 00:32:14,066 --> 00:32:24,341
- The combined IQ of a colony
- of ants exceeds that of the
- intelligence of most us senators
- 279
- 00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:34,084
- my sister and I went to see the
- famous monkeys at the St. Louis
- zoo.
- 280
- 00:32:34,086 --> 00:32:37,087
- Lisa>> what famous monkeys?
- 281
- 00:32:37,089 --> 00:32:42,092
- Amanda>> the monkeys shared a
- tail.
- 282
- 00:32:42,094 --> 00:32:47,731
- Amanda >> you could not tell
- where the first monkey ended
- 283
- 00:32:47,733 --> 00:32:52,102
- and the next monkey began
- 284
- 00:32:52,104 --> 00:32:54,104
- Lisa >> I forgot how
- many signs we had.
- 285
- 00:32:54,106 --> 00:32:58,508
- The hand signal that indicated
- someone was lying.
- 286
- 00:32:58,510 --> 00:33:02,112
- The nostril flare that meant we
- were dealing with a loser.
- 287
- 00:33:02,114 --> 00:33:14,124
- The hiccup that said, let us
- get the hell out of here.
- 288
- 00:33:14,126 --> 00:33:19,329
- Amanda>> they would never let
- anything separate them
- 289
- 00:33:19,331 --> 00:33:24,134
- not even the third monkey
- 290
- 00:33:24,136 --> 00:33:30,007
- who went into the kitchen to get
- the first monkey a drink
- 291
- 00:33:59,170 --> 00:34:02,039
- amanda>> and then one day
- 292
- 00:34:04,175 --> 00:34:07,044
- their father crashed into
- a tree
- 293
- 00:34:09,180 --> 00:34:18,055
- and monkey one and monkey two
- dived into the magic bottle.
- 294
- 00:34:19,323 --> 00:34:23,393
- And monkey one
- transformed into a bird.
- 295
- 00:34:24,195 --> 00:34:28,065
- And monkey two transformed into
- a fish.
- 296
- 00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:33,070
- And when they spoke to each
- other
- 297
- 00:34:33,671 --> 00:34:39,743
- neither of them could understand
- what each other was saying
- anymore
- 298
- 00:34:41,212 --> 00:34:44,081
- Amanda >> what do
- you think?
- 299
- 00:34:45,216 --> 00:34:49,086
- Lisa >> you are
- prettier than I am
- 300
- 00:34:54,293 --> 00:34:58,361
- amanda>> yeah, I am.
- 301
- 00:36:18,309 --> 00:36:23,213
- Monica>> hi, I am Monica.
- 302
- 00:36:23,215 --> 00:36:28,218
- Mr. chub>> I am mr chub. May i
- see your drivers license?
- 303
- 00:36:28,220 --> 00:36:33,190
- Monica >> why you get
- a lot of strange women
- pretending to me maids?
- 304
- 00:36:34,325 --> 00:36:38,228
- Monica >> usually i
- do not mind being carded, but
- not at work.
- 305
- 00:36:38,230 --> 00:36:41,231
- Mr. chub>> please, come in.
- 306
- 00:36:41,233 --> 00:36:44,201
- Mr. chub>> oh - I have my
- own vacuum.
- 307
- 00:36:46,337 --> 00:36:53,210
- Monica >> nice condo.
- He could be an agent. It always
- pays to wear lipstick.
- 308
- 00:37:00,351 --> 00:37:03,653
- Mr. chub>> so, uh, Monica -
- did you bath this morning?
- 309
- 00:37:03,655 --> 00:37:08,725
- Monica >> seriously?
- Nine A.M. and he is already
- picturing me naked.
- 310
- 00:37:08,927 --> 00:37:14,264
- Mr. chub>> ooh I want you.
- You will not be sorry.
- 311
- 00:37:14,266 --> 00:37:19,269
- Monica>> no! You are my
- employer. We should keep it that
- way.
- 312
- 00:37:19,271 --> 00:37:23,373
- Besides I don't think my
- boyfriend would like it very
- much
- 313
- 00:37:29,681 --> 00:37:33,383
- monica>> what? You do not have
- the right to ask me that.
- 314
- 00:37:33,385 --> 00:37:37,687
- Mr. chub>> I did not mean to
- offend. I just have a thing
- about cleanliness.
- 315
- 00:37:37,689 --> 00:37:37,687
- Monica >> so i
- noticed.
- 316
- 00:37:37,689 --> 00:37:43,793
- His hair is kind of nappy though
- - I mean natty - natty is not a
- racist word, is it?
- 317
- 00:37:43,795 --> 00:37:46,029
- I dated a black guy once
- 318
- 00:37:46,031 --> 00:37:49,299
- come this way. Thank you.
- 319
- 00:37:53,404 --> 00:37:56,273
- Monica>> wow.
- 320
- 00:38:23,435 --> 00:38:27,337
- Monica >> ever think
- about knocking?
- 321
- 00:38:27,339 --> 00:38:29,439
- Mr. chub>> I did not mean to
- startle you.
- 322
- 00:38:29,441 --> 00:38:31,441
- Monica>> well, you did.
- 323
- 00:38:31,443 --> 00:38:35,445
- Mr. chub>> you work very
- intently. Call if you need me.
- 324
- 00:38:35,447 --> 00:38:39,316
- Monica>> I am fine, thank you.
- 325
- 00:38:51,462 --> 00:38:54,464
- Missy >>have you
- forgotten the way to El Paso?
- 326
- 00:38:54,466 --> 00:38:54,464
- I am doing all right - really.
- 327
- 00:38:54,466 --> 00:39:00,470
- I know you heard they cut out
- that lump I had that you did not
- know about.
- 328
- 00:39:00,472 --> 00:39:04,474
- Which is why I am writing,
- because I know some dumb
- somebody told you.
- 329
- 00:39:04,476 --> 00:39:07,877
- My own way of telling
- you would have been more fun for
- both of us.
- 330
- 00:39:07,879 --> 00:39:15,485
- Anyway, it is out, and there is
- a little cut like a smiley face
- under my nipple. You will like
- it.
- 331
- 00:39:15,487 --> 00:39:22,492
- Come see the girl who loves you
- no matter what. Hear me? Do not
- step on my heart.
- 332
- 00:39:22,494 --> 00:39:25,362
- Your only one - miss famous
- 333
- 00:39:31,502 --> 00:39:33,970
- Monica >> course i
- will change all the names.
- 334
- 00:39:33,972 --> 00:39:37,374
- You do not have to get
- permission to do that, do you?
- 335
- 00:39:44,516 --> 00:39:46,383
- I love you!
- 336
- 00:39:57,528 --> 00:39:59,929
- Stop it. Oh, thank you.
- 337
- 00:39:59,931 --> 00:40:02,999
- Oh-don't go get a tattoo now.
- 338
- 00:40:19,550 --> 00:40:21,551
- Mr. chin>> you bring your lunch
- here often?
- 339
- 00:40:21,553 --> 00:40:24,421
- Monica >> please
- do not sit down.
- 340
- 00:40:25,556 --> 00:40:27,557
- Monica>> I used to.
- 341
- 00:40:27,559 --> 00:40:29,559
- Mr. chin>> what is your name?
- 342
- 00:40:29,561 --> 00:40:31,561
- Monica>> that is not really
- important.
- 343
- 00:40:31,563 --> 00:40:35,064
- I bet I can
- guess your nickname. Foxy.
- 344
- 00:40:35,066 --> 00:40:38,201
- Monica >> why do
- these banker types always hit on
- me?
- 345
- 00:40:38,203 --> 00:40:41,571
- Monica>> wrong its sting,
- actually.
- 346
- 00:40:41,573 --> 00:40:45,575
- Sting! Your nickname is sting?
- 347
- 00:40:45,577 --> 00:40:48,144
- Monica>> I bet I know your
- nickname.
- 348
- 00:40:48,146 --> 00:40:50,914
- Monica >> poophead.
- Asshole. Jerkoff.
- 349
- 00:40:50,916 --> 00:40:52,449
- What?
- 350
- 00:40:54,586 --> 00:40:54,584
- Monica>> nevermind.
- 351
- 00:40:54,586 --> 00:40:59,989
- So you must like the police, the
- band. Cause of the lead singer.
- 352
- 00:40:59,991 --> 00:41:02,592
- Monica>> oh my god, that is
- gross.
- 353
- 00:41:02,594 --> 00:41:04,994
- Mr. chin>> I guess they are not
- a band anymore.
- 354
- 00:41:04,996 --> 00:41:04,994
- Monica>> not for like
- thirty years.
- 355
- 00:41:04,996 --> 00:41:10,500
- Monica>> the last man who called
- me sting stepped on my heart.
- 356
- 00:41:10,502 --> 00:41:15,238
- That is too bad. You know I have
- seen you before.
- 357
- 00:41:15,240 --> 00:41:17,941
- I have actually
- been looking for you.
- 358
- 00:41:17,943 --> 00:41:21,144
- Brian>> you know I have been
- looking for you for months.
- 359
- 00:41:21,146 --> 00:41:21,144
- Monica>> well, here I am.
- 360
- 00:41:21,146 --> 00:41:25,782
- Thank god your book came out.
- Your publisher gave me your
- number.
- 361
- 00:41:25,784 --> 00:41:28,618
- Monica>> he should not have
- done that.
- 362
- 00:41:28,620 --> 00:41:36,493
- Brian>> sweet Monica. Will you
- marry me?
- 363
- 00:41:44,635 --> 00:41:47,136
- Monica>> it fits.
- 364
- 00:41:47,138 --> 00:41:50,540
- Mr chinn>> so you say he broke
- your heart?
- 365
- 00:41:50,542 --> 00:41:52,642
- Monica>> huh?
- 366
- 00:41:52,644 --> 00:41:55,278
- You said the guy who broke your
- heart.
- 367
- 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:59,649
- Monica>> I did not say he broke
- it. I said he stepped on it.
- 368
- 00:41:59,651 --> 00:42:04,187
- You have a resilient heart.
- I like that. I like that a lot.
- 369
- 00:42:07,726 --> 00:42:10,660
- Excuse me.
- Hello?
- 370
- 00:42:10,662 --> 00:42:19,969
- I gotta bounce. Okay, yeah, i
- will see you around foxy.
- 371
- 00:42:19,971 --> 00:42:22,672
- Mr chin >> yeah, no,
- he called me.
- 372
- 00:42:26,678 --> 00:42:28,578
- Mrs. nighetti>> time for a
- break.
- 373
- 00:42:28,580 --> 00:42:30,713
- Monica>> I just started.
- 374
- 00:42:30,715 --> 00:42:33,683
- The way you dust you deserve
- one.
- 375
- 00:42:33,685 --> 00:42:37,186
- Monica >> here we go
- again.
- 376
- 00:42:37,188 --> 00:42:42,725
- Mrs. nighetti> only my Vincent
- makes his mother happy with a
- grandchild.
- 377
- 00:42:42,727 --> 00:42:46,195
- Mrs. nighetti [With
- Monica narrating over >> nine
- boys, and only one grandchild.
- 378
- 00:42:46,197 --> 00:42:50,600
- But my Vincent he names his
- daughter carlotta, which you may
- not know,
- 379
- 00:42:50,602 --> 00:42:55,338
- but my name is carlotta. He
- names her after his mother, my
- Vincent.
- 380
- 00:42:55,340 --> 00:42:59,208
- Monica >> you have
- told me that a million times.
- 381
- 00:42:59,210 --> 00:42:59,208
- Monica>> do you have any new
- pictures?
- 382
- 00:42:59,210 --> 00:43:05,582
- Mrs. nighetti> you would think
- that wife of his would know i
- want new pictures every week
- 383
- 00:43:05,584 --> 00:43:11,354
- but she is too busy getting
- famous. I am going to be a
- famous model, she says.
- 384
- 00:43:11,356 --> 00:43:16,025
- To listen to her talk, the baby
- set her back years.
- 385
- 00:43:16,027 --> 00:43:19,729
- Oh, maybe you have not seen
- this one...
- 386
- 00:43:19,731 --> 00:43:20,730
- Monica >> I bet i
- have.
- 387
- 00:43:20,732 --> 00:43:23,666
- There is my girl.
- 388
- 00:43:30,742 --> 00:43:32,742
- Monica>> sweetie its time for
- dinner.
- 389
- 00:43:32,744 --> 00:43:35,745
- Sally>> I wanna keep playing.
- 390
- 00:43:35,747 --> 00:43:40,617
- Brian>> just let her play.
- 391
- 00:43:52,763 --> 00:43:56,633
- Mrs. nighetti>> so has that
- Brian come to his senses yet?
- 392
- 00:43:56,635 --> 00:44:01,771
- Has he come rushing to you with
- an armful of roses?
- 393
- 00:44:01,773 --> 00:44:04,674
- Monica>> have not heard a word.
- 394
- 00:44:04,676 --> 00:44:10,179
- Monica >> but I am
- sure I will as soon as his wife
- pops that kid out.
- 395
- 00:44:21,792 --> 00:44:24,093
- Monica > >she is not
- that great
- 396
- 00:44:24,095 --> 00:44:28,164
- a little younger than I am
- 397
- 00:44:37,808 --> 00:44:43,146
- Monica >> horrible
- laugh but she sure knew how to
- trap him.
- 398
- 00:44:43,148 --> 00:44:47,684
- Monica >> probably
- was not even on the pill.
- 399
- 00:44:52,823 --> 00:44:56,693
- Brian >> straighten out
- - straighten out babe!
- 400
- 00:45:10,841 --> 00:45:15,845
- Monica>> I will not go to him.
- He has to come to me.
- 401
- 00:45:35,866 --> 00:45:37,867
- Babysitter>> you are late again.
- 402
- 00:45:37,869 --> 00:45:37,867
- Monica>> sorry.
- 403
- 00:45:37,869 --> 00:45:40,870
- Babysitter>> she had a nap.
- 404
- 00:45:40,872 --> 00:45:44,741
- Monica>> good.
- 405
- 00:45:45,075 --> 00:45:45,074
- Babysitter>> thanks.
- 406
- 00:45:45,076 --> 00:45:50,213
- Monica >> after the book comes out.
- Sally will need a private tutor.
- 407
- 00:45:50,215 --> 00:45:52,882
- I will be making appearances all
- over the world.
- 408
- 00:45:52,884 --> 00:45:54,517
- Monica>> Turkey or bologna?
- 409
- 00:45:54,519 --> 00:45:54,517
- Sally>> bologna!
- 410
- 00:45:54,519 --> 00:45:57,887
- Monica >> I will
- start writing it soon.
- 411
- 00:45:57,889 --> 00:46:00,757
- I will describe his spotless
- condo.
- 412
- 00:46:00,759 --> 00:46:00,757
- The way he walked.
- 413
- 00:46:00,759 --> 00:46:04,227
- The way his little voice rode
- the air.
- 414
- 00:46:04,229 --> 00:46:06,896
- The mysterious woman from El
- Paso
- 415
- 00:46:06,898 --> 00:46:08,898
- and especially his shirts.
- 416
- 00:46:08,900 --> 00:46:12,902
- The way they faced the same
- direction, one after another.
- 417
- 00:46:12,904 --> 00:46:16,773
- Like promises kept. Like the
- days of a life.
- 418
- 00:46:35,926 --> 00:46:38,795
- Monica>> hey!
- 419
- 00:46:43,433 --> 00:46:46,235
- Sally>> can you read to me?
- 420
- 00:46:46,237 --> 00:46:50,940
- Monica>> um - sure I can
- tell you a story
- 421
- 00:46:50,942 --> 00:46:53,843
- monica>> ummm
- 422
- 00:46:53,845 --> 00:47:00,950
- monica>> there once was a
- very beautiful young woman
- named cinderella
- 423
- 00:47:00,952 --> 00:47:03,853
- and she lived in a castle, i
- think.
- 424
- 00:47:03,855 --> 00:47:13,963
- And she lived with her
- evil step mom and two or
- three mean step sisters.
- 425
- 00:47:13,965 --> 00:47:19,535
- And she had to clean the house
- every single day. Top to bottom.
- 426
- 00:47:19,537 --> 00:47:25,975
- And then one day there was
- an announcement on TV that said
- there would be a big ball.
- 427
- 00:47:25,977 --> 00:47:25,975
- And she really wanted to go
- 428
- 00:47:25,977 --> 00:47:35,985
- beause she knew that the man she
- was supposed to be with was
- going to be there.
- 429
- 00:47:35,987 --> 00:47:40,857
- And she knew if she went there
- she would...
- 430
- 00:47:40,859 --> 00:47:48,030
- Live happily ever
- after and be a very famous
- writer.
- 431
- 00:48:26,036 --> 00:48:33,042
- >> Hi Paul, it is Laura.
- I heard you were going to be in town
- 432
- 00:48:33,044 --> 00:48:37,046
- so I thought maybe if you had
- time you could stop by
- 433
- 00:48:37,048 --> 00:48:42,051
- I would really like you to
- meet my son Chris. We are at my
- moms house
- 434
- 00:48:42,053 --> 00:48:42,051
- >> 'next message'
- 435
- 00:48:42,053 --> 00:48:48,691
- caddy>> hi Paul. They just
- released your father and we
- should be home soon
- 436
- 00:48:48,693 --> 00:48:53,562
- I do not want you to be
- surprised when you see him,
- okay? He has gotten worse.
- 437
- 00:48:53,564 --> 00:49:00,069
- The stroke left him agitated.
- Maybe you can take him for a
- drive tomorrow
- 438
- 00:49:00,071 --> 00:49:02,071
- he always liked that.
- 439
- 00:49:02,073 --> 00:49:05,074
- Caddy>> so good to see you.
- 440
- 00:49:05,076 --> 00:49:10,313
- Edmund>> l... let... let go.
- 441
- 00:49:10,315 --> 00:49:15,084
- Caddy>> maybe you should get rid
- of that thing. Do you not need a
- truck for your business?
- 442
- 00:49:15,086 --> 00:49:18,487
- Edmund>> lazy, does not like
- anything old.
- 443
- 00:49:18,489 --> 00:49:23,092
- Paul>> stop that. Call her caddy
- please.
- 444
- 00:49:23,094 --> 00:49:28,965
- Caddy>> Paul would you help me
- in the kitchen please.
- 445
- 00:49:46,116 --> 00:49:50,119
- Caddy>> Laura brought us home
- from the hospital.
- 446
- 00:49:50,121 --> 00:49:54,457
- Paul>> did she?
- 447
- 00:49:54,459 --> 00:49:58,127
- Caddy>> she had the boy with
- her.
- 448
- 00:49:58,129 --> 00:50:03,132
- Edmund>> that boy looks exactly
- like you.
- 449
- 00:50:03,134 --> 00:50:05,001
- Paul>> boys not mine.
- 450
- 00:50:05,003 --> 00:50:09,071
- Caddy>> we know that.
- 451
- 00:50:10,140 --> 00:50:15,011
- Edmund>> that kid is the
- spitting - mmm - mmm
- 452
- 00:50:17,147 --> 00:50:21,017
- paul>> spitting image.
- Spitting image.
- 453
- 00:50:24,154 --> 00:50:27,023
- Caddy>> not in the house.
- 454
- 00:50:29,159 --> 00:50:31,160
- There are blankets and sheets on
- the couch.
- 455
- 00:50:31,162 --> 00:50:37,033
- And shower - I could smell
- the wood lacquer on your skin.
- 456
- 00:50:43,508 --> 00:50:46,575
- Paul>> stop that. Just stop.
- 457
- 00:51:51,241 --> 00:51:55,244
- Edmund>> just like me. Not long
- for the world.
- 458
- 00:51:55,246 --> 00:52:01,250
- Paul>> no just needs a little
- love that is all. Just a little
- bit of love.
- 459
- 00:52:01,252 --> 00:52:03,252
- Watch this
- 460
- 00:52:08,259 --> 00:52:14,263
- see dad, told you, she is not
- ready to leave me yet.
- 461
- 00:52:14,265 --> 00:52:17,266
- Paul>> what does mom make of
- all that smoking stuff?
- 462
- 00:52:17,268 --> 00:52:18,767
- Edmund>> I do not know.
- 463
- 00:52:18,769 --> 00:52:21,137
- Paul>> I read somewhere a couple
- weeks ago
- 464
- 00:52:21,139 --> 00:52:24,273
- that doctors are saying they're
- actually good for you
- 465
- 00:52:24,275 --> 00:52:26,675
- especially if you had stroke
- there suppose to really good
- 466
- 00:52:26,677 --> 00:52:31,280
- edmund>> oh that is perfect. I
- am going to remember that.
- 467
- 00:52:31,282 --> 00:52:34,150
- Paul>> good.
- Edmund>> yeah.
- 468
- 00:52:36,286 --> 00:52:39,288
- Edmund>> how is work?
- 469
- 00:52:39,290 --> 00:52:43,292
- Paul>> I quit the.. I quit the
- paper.
- 470
- 00:52:43,294 --> 00:52:47,296
- Edmund>> why? You are a good
- writer.
- 471
- 00:52:47,298 --> 00:52:51,300
- Paul>> yeah I make furniture
- full time now
- 472
- 00:52:51,302 --> 00:52:56,172
- edmund>> well - you always
- liked wood.
- 473
- 00:52:56,174 --> 00:52:59,842
- Paul>> mom did not tell you
- that?
- 474
- 00:52:59,844 --> 00:53:09,919
- Edmund>> she does not tell me
- a goddamn thing. But she - she
- - she told me that.
- 475
- 00:53:17,327 --> 00:53:20,963
- Edmund>> oh, I knew you would
- make that turn.
- 476
- 00:53:20,965 --> 00:53:25,901
- Paul>> what do you mean? No,
- you said go anywhere. I do not
- care we can go anywhere.
- 477
- 00:53:25,903 --> 00:53:29,338
- Edmund>> you cannot keep away
- from her.
- 478
- 00:53:29,340 --> 00:53:33,642
- Paul>> what are you talking
- about?
- 479
- 00:53:33,644 --> 00:53:39,348
- Paul>> oh look, hey, no, no, i
- did not even notice this was her
- street.
- 480
- 00:53:39,350 --> 00:53:43,352
- Edmund>> oh well, you do not
- notice most things.
- 481
- 00:53:43,354 --> 00:53:48,224
- Paul>> oh, I do not notice most
- things? Is that not
- interesting...
- 482
- 00:53:59,369 --> 00:54:05,374
- Edmund>> you see, he looks just
- like, just like you when you
- were young.
- 483
- 00:54:05,376 --> 00:54:07,876
- Paul>> yeah... well that kid
- is not my kid.
- 484
- 00:54:07,878 --> 00:54:07,876
- Edmund>> look at him!
- 485
- 00:54:07,878 --> 00:54:07,876
- Paul>> what do I gotta look at
- him for? Hey, hey, hey, listen -
- 486
- 00:54:07,878 --> 00:54:15,851
- that is not my son. That is not
- my son, I do not know why you
- do not get that.
- 487
- 00:54:15,853 --> 00:54:27,930
- Why am I gonna look at
- him. Thats not my son. What a
- dumb thing to say.
- 488
- 00:54:40,477 --> 00:54:42,544
- Caddy>> did he smoke?
- 489
- 00:54:42,546 --> 00:54:46,415
- Paul>> yeah, I did not see a
- point in keeping him from it.
- 490
- 00:54:46,417 --> 00:54:55,924
- Paul>> we drove past the, by
- Laura's house. How is she doing
- these days?
- 491
- 00:54:55,926 --> 00:55:01,997
- Caddy>> she thinks of herself as
- family. Coming to the hospital
- and everything.
- 492
- 00:55:09,439 --> 00:55:13,942
- Paul>> you know, I do not know
- how you put up with that every
- day.
- 493
- 00:55:13,944 --> 00:55:17,746
- He is so rude. He does not
- know he is being rude. He drives
- around saying shit...
- 494
- 00:55:17,748 --> 00:55:26,522
- Caddy>> your father has always
- been a little mean. It is all
- he has got left.
- 495
- 00:55:26,524 --> 00:55:30,793
- I cannnot deny him
- the one thing that he can still
- feel.
- 496
- 00:55:30,795 --> 00:55:33,462
- Paul>> I do not remember any
- meanness in him.
- 497
- 00:55:33,464 --> 00:55:40,336
- Caddy>> glad you feel that way.
- I do not have a particular hole
- in my memory.
- 498
- 00:55:43,473 --> 00:55:47,976
- Everyone has a little
- meanness in them.
- 499
- 00:55:47,978 --> 00:55:50,479
- You should see the child.
- 500
- 00:55:50,481 --> 00:55:58,354
- Caddy>> I know. He is not your
- son. But she was your wife.
- 501
- 00:55:58,356 --> 00:56:00,489
- Paul>> she was my wife.
- 502
- 00:56:00,491 --> 00:56:04,026
- She led me to believe we would
- get back together for four
- months
- 503
- 00:56:04,028 --> 00:56:08,497
- and just never bothered to
- say, umm, oh I am pregnant.
- 504
- 00:56:08,499 --> 00:56:13,135
- Caddy>> sometimes, honey, people
- cannot speak their thoughts.
- 505
- 00:56:13,137 --> 00:56:16,672
- Other words come out instead.
- 506
- 00:56:16,674 --> 00:56:20,743
- Go see them.
- 507
- 00:57:11,561 --> 00:57:15,431
- Laura>> you come to see me, or
- him?
- 508
- 00:57:17,567 --> 00:57:20,569
- Paul>> you look like yourself.
- 509
- 00:57:20,571 --> 00:57:24,440
- Laura>> I suppose that is a
- compliment.
- 510
- 00:57:28,578 --> 00:57:31,580
- Paul>> so what are you up
- to these days?
- 511
- 00:57:31,582 --> 00:57:40,589
- Laura>> umm, I am a teller at
- the bank, but mostly I take care
- of cliff. And, uh, you?
- 512
- 00:57:40,591 --> 00:57:47,596
- Paul>> I make furniture now.
- Business is improving.
- 513
- 00:57:47,598 --> 00:57:54,603
- Eventually there might be some
- money in it. But I am happier
- around the lumber.
- 514
- 00:57:54,605 --> 00:57:57,906
- Laura>> I remember you always
- used to say, wood cannot be
- forced.
- 515
- 00:57:57,908 --> 00:58:02,978
- You have to discover
- the form within.
- 516
- 00:58:03,179 --> 00:58:05,180
- Paul>> I do not think I said
- that bullshit,
- 517
- 00:58:05,182 --> 00:58:08,016
- but if I did it was probably
- just to impress you.
- 518
- 00:58:08,018 --> 00:58:11,086
- Laura>> you did.
- 519
- 00:58:15,625 --> 00:58:19,628
- Paul>> hey buddy. How old
- are you?
- 520
- 00:58:19,630 --> 00:58:22,498
- You are a big boy.
- 521
- 00:58:26,636 --> 00:58:29,505
- You like
- horses? Huh?
- 522
- 00:58:37,648 --> 00:58:41,650
- You can have him, if you want
- him.
- 523
- 00:58:41,652 --> 00:58:45,821
- Laura>> hey honey, you want to
- run inside and show grandma your
- new toy?
- 524
- 00:58:45,823 --> 00:58:49,892
- Mommy is going to talk
- to her friend.
- 525
- 00:58:54,664 --> 00:58:57,533
- Laura>> that was kind of you.
- 526
- 00:59:07,677 --> 00:59:12,681
- Laura>> you are still driving
- the swinger?
- 527
- 00:59:12,683 --> 00:59:22,658
- Paul>> my dad loves her. I let
- him smoke in it. He, uh, is not
- himself anymore. You know.
- 528
- 00:59:22,660 --> 00:59:28,730
- Sometimes he looks like my
- father. Occasionally sounds
- like my father, but he is...
- 529
- 00:59:42,712 --> 00:59:46,582
- Laura>> I thought it would be
- to strange to send you pictures.
- 530
- 00:59:49,719 --> 00:59:55,591
- I had a fling.
- He looked like you.
- 531
- 01:00:07,737 --> 01:00:13,742
- Paul>> I guess I should go.
- 532
- 01:00:13,744 --> 01:00:17,646
- Laura>> you know where to
- find us.
- 533
- 01:00:17,648 --> 01:00:21,617
- Paul>> yeah.
- 534
- 01:00:38,768 --> 01:00:45,173
- Paul>> my girl. My girl. That is
- what I wanted to say. You look
- yourself,
- 535
- 01:00:45,175 --> 01:00:48,176
- I wanted to say you look like my
- fucking girl, man.
- 536
- 01:00:48,178 --> 01:00:58,253
- Stupid ass idiot. Then what?
- Then what!? Then what? I do not
- know.
- 537
- 01:01:05,195 --> 01:01:10,265
- Paul>> what should I do?
- 538
- 01:01:54,243 --> 01:01:57,145
- Older Michael narrating>> we
- were locked out.
- 539
- 01:01:57,147 --> 01:01:59,848
- Older Michael narrating>> we
- would have to make a decision
- soon.
- 540
- 01:01:59,850 --> 01:02:03,719
- Break in or hike a
- few miles back to town.
- 541
- 01:02:05,188 --> 01:02:09,091
- But for now, we were
- teenaged boys with one concern.
- 542
- 01:02:09,093 --> 01:02:11,893
- Lee> a couple summers ago I was
- at church camp.
- 543
- 01:02:11,895 --> 01:02:15,731
- And you now how they have each
- day you got a different
- activity.
- 544
- 01:02:15,733 --> 01:02:21,002
- Well, this particular day it was
- art and crafts, and I mean i
- was not into it.
- 545
- 01:02:21,004 --> 01:02:24,106
- Lee>> you know I hate crafts.
- Michael>> you hate arts
- and crafts.
- 546
- 01:02:24,108 --> 01:02:27,943
- Lee>> yeah. So this girl, i
- kind of see her looking at me.
- 547
- 01:02:27,945 --> 01:02:31,913
- And she was beautiful. I mean,
- she had like this perfectly
- feathered hair
- 548
- 01:02:31,915 --> 01:02:31,913
- and she had the most incredible
- singing voice.
- 549
- 01:02:31,915 --> 01:02:38,787
- She could have had a record
- deal, that is what I told her.
- And so I was talking to her.
- 550
- 01:02:38,789 --> 01:02:42,257
- And we were supposed to be
- making those gods eyes with the
- yarn or whatever.
- 551
- 01:02:42,259 --> 01:02:46,828
- And I was like 'hey you want to
- get out of here?' And shes like
- 'okay'
- 552
- 01:02:46,830 --> 01:02:50,932
- so, I said come with me.
- And we start making out. You
- know,
- 553
- 01:02:50,934 --> 01:02:56,037
- it is like I am telling you. It
- is those innocent girls that get
- the craziest.
- 554
- 01:02:56,039 --> 01:02:57,839
- Michael>> they are crazy,
- naughty.
- 555
- 01:02:57,841 --> 01:02:59,908
- Lee>> it is like all
- repressed inside or something.
- 556
- 01:02:59,910 --> 01:02:59,908
- Lee>> and her ass. Oh my god.
- 557
- 01:02:59,910 --> 01:03:06,414
- Her ass was so round, it was
- like the most perfectly round
- thing that you have ever seen.
- 558
- 01:03:06,416 --> 01:03:06,414
- Michael>> like a bubble?
- 559
- 01:03:06,416 --> 01:03:06,414
- Lee>> I did not even know
- nature could create something
- -it was like a babies head.
- 560
- 01:03:06,416 --> 01:03:13,321
- Greg>> god dammit, Michael.
- Michael>> oh yeah, real soft.
- Like a babies cheeks.
- 561
- 01:03:13,323 --> 01:03:13,321
- Lee> yeah, yeah, just like two
- little babies heads.
- 562
- 01:03:13,323 --> 01:03:17,492
- Older Michael narrating>> it
- goes without saying that this
- was bullshit.
- 563
- 01:03:17,494 --> 01:03:20,929
- Lee was starving for information
- about sex just like the rest of
- us.
- 564
- 01:03:20,931 --> 01:03:26,935
- A few years back, lees father
- was caught performing an
- abortion and stripped of his
- license to operate.
- 565
- 01:03:26,937 --> 01:03:29,938
- Lee did not touch or comfort his
- father.
- 566
- 01:03:29,940 --> 01:03:33,942
- He did not ask about the
- law or justice or even who
- the woman was.
- 567
- 01:03:33,944 --> 01:03:35,944
- He only asked one thing
- 568
- 01:03:35,946 --> 01:03:41,950
- lee>> was she naked?
- 569
- 01:03:41,952 --> 01:03:49,958
- Lee>> she was such - such good
- pussy, man. What about you Greg?
- 570
- 01:03:49,960 --> 01:03:53,962
- Greg>> well, it was not quite as
- innocent as Bible camp...
- 571
- 01:03:53,964 --> 01:03:55,964
- Michael>> get ready for the
- bullshit.
- 572
- 01:03:55,966 --> 01:03:58,200
- Greg>> hey! So, I am out mowing
- my lawn.
- 573
- 01:03:58,202 --> 01:04:02,871
- Its my neighbors yard and she
- was probably like maybe forty
- something,
- 574
- 01:04:02,873 --> 01:04:07,275
- I am not sure, but she was not
- too old, but like just right!
- 575
- 01:04:07,277 --> 01:04:10,612
- And she comes out like half way
- through, alright -
- 576
- 01:04:10,614 --> 01:04:14,349
- lee>> and she invites me in for
- cookies and lemonade.
- Michael>> your neighbor??
- 577
- 01:04:14,351 --> 01:04:14,349
- Greg>> it is like..
- Lee>> twinkies and lemonade?
- 578
- 01:04:14,351 --> 01:04:19,487
- Greg>> she must have known
- me, I do not know how, but
- she got me.
- 579
- 01:04:19,489 --> 01:04:23,992
- And next thing I know she comes
- back around twinkies, lemonade,
- no shirt, no bra.
- 580
- 01:04:23,994 --> 01:04:27,896
- Just tits man, they were like -
- if I had to compare them -
- 581
- 01:04:27,898 --> 01:04:33,001
- I would probably say like
- working with - maybe a mango -
- you know what I am saying.
- 582
- 01:04:33,003 --> 01:04:33,001
- Like a mango
- 583
- 01:04:33,003 --> 01:04:39,007
- almost like, you know how like
- when your checking the mango to
- make sure it is not rotten.
- 584
- 01:04:39,009 --> 01:04:41,176
- But it is squishy and stuff.
- Lee>> yeah, yeah, yeah.
- 585
- 01:04:41,178 --> 01:04:44,246
- Greg>> it is like a rotten
- mango. So anyway you know - i
- start
- 586
- 01:04:44,248 --> 01:04:47,215
- of course the twinkies
- and lemonade are long gone.
- Fuck that.
- 587
- 01:04:47,217 --> 01:04:51,019
- And so I am fucking her and she
- starts making this noise.
- 588
- 01:04:51,021 --> 01:04:54,923
- And dammit if I had a tape
- recorder for that noise. It
- was beautiful.
- 589
- 01:04:54,925 --> 01:04:59,027
- Michael>> what was it?
- Greg>> it was - it was a
- damn serenade of beauty.
- 590
- 01:04:59,029 --> 01:05:02,097
- Lee>> I want to hear the noise.
- Greg>> I wish I could
- create it. It was..
- 591
- 01:05:02,099 --> 01:05:04,332
- Michael>> yeah you can, go
- ahead. Come on. Make the noise.
- 592
- 01:05:04,334 --> 01:05:06,034
- Greg>> no I cannot. I cannot.
- I cannot.
- 593
- 01:05:06,036 --> 01:05:08,103
- Lee>> was it a little like -
- 594
- 01:05:11,041 --> 01:05:14,042
- michael>> yeah, like fucking a
- retarded pig kind of.
- 595
- 01:05:14,044 --> 01:05:19,414
- Greg>> no, no, no, no. It was
- like, you know what. Alright,
- for you all sakes.
- 596
- 01:05:19,416 --> 01:05:23,051
- Okay. I will make the
- noise, alright. One time show.
- 597
- 01:05:23,053 --> 01:05:23,051
- Michael & lee>> thank you,
- alright!
- 598
- 01:05:23,053 --> 01:05:29,691
- Greg>> please take it in, i
- might not do it justice. But i
- will give it a shot okay, so -
- 599
- 01:05:29,693 --> 01:05:32,093
- greg>> right here. It is
- like that.
- 600
- 01:05:32,095 --> 01:05:36,464
- It is just
- like, it is real long and deep
- like 'uuuuuhhhhh'
- 601
- 01:05:36,466 --> 01:05:39,634
- lee>> I thought this was the
- sound that she made. Not you.
- 602
- 01:05:39,636 --> 01:05:42,137
- Greg>> no that is the sound she
- made yeah.
- 603
- 01:05:42,139 --> 01:05:42,137
- Michael>> that is the sound she
- made!?
- 604
- 01:05:42,139 --> 01:05:51,713
- Older Michael narrating>> in
- fact, Greg was borrowing details
- from something he witnessed
- through a keyhole one night.
- 605
- 01:05:55,085 --> 01:05:58,086
- Gregs parents had invited
- some of their friends over.
- 606
- 01:05:58,088 --> 01:06:01,957
- They did this from time to
- time apparently.
- 607
- 01:06:12,101 --> 01:06:14,970
- Mother>> oh yeah
- 608
- 01:06:19,108 --> 01:06:21,109
- mother>> who is first?
- 609
- 01:06:21,111 --> 01:06:22,978
- Random guy one>> oh - I am first
- 610
- 01:06:35,124 --> 01:06:38,126
- Lee and michael>> bitchin man.
- Yeah man that is righteous.
- 611
- 01:06:38,128 --> 01:06:40,128
- Greg>> thank you. Thank you.
- 612
- 01:06:40,130 --> 01:06:47,135
- Yeah. No big deal. What about
- you, man. What about your
- lady Michael?
- 613
- 01:06:47,137 --> 01:06:49,137
- Lee>> I want to hear some dirty
- shit.
- 614
- 01:06:49,139 --> 01:06:51,373
- Michael>> okay, there is this
- one time.
- 615
- 01:06:51,375 --> 01:06:53,508
- Lee>> yeah, lets hear it.
- Greg>> yeah, ready for it.
- 616
- 01:06:53,510 --> 01:06:55,143
- Michael>> remember the Chandler
- game?
- 617
- 01:06:55,145 --> 01:06:55,143
- Lee & greg>> yeah, yeah.
- 618
- 01:06:55,145 --> 01:06:59,481
- Michael>> well the party. The
- party after the game.
- 619
- 01:06:59,483 --> 01:07:02,550
- You were not there but I went
- with my older brother.
- 620
- 01:07:02,552 --> 01:07:06,788
- And umm, it was all older chicks
- there. And you know.
- 621
- 01:07:06,790 --> 01:07:12,327
- Anyway, I was at this party and
- i look across the room and I see
- this girl.
- 622
- 01:07:19,169 --> 01:07:26,174
- You know I was sitting all the
- way across the room but somehow
- we just keep locking eyes.
- 623
- 01:07:26,176 --> 01:07:32,180
- And she is giving me this
- real intense stare. She was so
- beautiful man.
- 624
- 01:07:32,182 --> 01:07:38,186
- I mean like, movie star eyes and
- she is wearing this really cute
- outfit.
- 625
- 01:07:38,188 --> 01:07:43,058
- I glance down and I see shes got
- these white panties on
- 626
- 01:07:45,194 --> 01:07:48,196
- greg>> so, uhh, what about the
- white panties?
- 627
- 01:07:48,198 --> 01:07:51,433
- Michael>> so she found a way
- to show them to me. Just me.
- 628
- 01:07:51,435 --> 01:07:55,170
- Greg>> damn!
- Lee>> like - did you do anything
- about it? Come on.
- 629
- 01:07:55,172 --> 01:07:58,706
- Greg>> where are you going? That
- is cool about the white panties.
- 630
- 01:07:58,708 --> 01:08:02,710
- Older Michael narrating>> the
- story I told my friends was only
- part of the truth.
- 631
- 01:08:02,712 --> 01:08:06,214
- The white flash of the girl
- underwear did something to me.
- 632
- 01:08:06,216 --> 01:08:11,119
- I had to move, say something.
- 633
- 01:08:11,121 --> 01:08:14,122
- Greg>> so what did you do?
- 634
- 01:08:14,124 --> 01:08:22,097
- Michael>> well, I stand up and
- i just go straight across the
- room.
- 635
- 01:08:26,235 --> 01:08:30,538
- Michael>> I could tell she
- wanted me to do something. So -
- i reached out.
- 636
- 01:08:30,540 --> 01:08:35,243
- Greg>> oh really? What did you
- reach out for?
- 637
- 01:08:35,245 --> 01:08:37,479
- Michael>> well - I put my
- finger there.
- 638
- 01:08:37,481 --> 01:08:39,447
- Greg>> where? Where did you put
- it?
- 639
- 01:08:39,449 --> 01:08:44,252
- Michael>> put it there. Right -
- right fucking there. Right
- there.
- 640
- 01:08:44,254 --> 01:08:49,257
- Lee>> what happened from there?
- Just leave her sitting. Come on.
- 641
- 01:08:49,259 --> 01:08:51,159
- Michael>> alright, okay. Let me
- get to that.
- 642
- 01:08:51,161 --> 01:08:55,263
- Greg>> I am jealous - I would
- love to hear it.
- 643
- 01:08:55,265 --> 01:09:01,136
- Older Michael narrating>>
- because I was a virgin I could
- no describe what I did with the
- girl.
- 644
- 01:09:01,138 --> 01:09:03,271
- What I described was a
- landscape.
- 645
- 01:09:03,273 --> 01:09:05,173
- Mountains.
- 646
- 01:09:05,175 --> 01:09:07,175
- Fields.
- 647
- 01:09:07,177 --> 01:09:09,277
- The things around me.
- 648
- 01:09:09,279 --> 01:09:13,281
- I substituted the body of a
- woman for the body of the earth.
- 649
- 01:09:13,283 --> 01:09:17,285
- At least that is what I think i
- did.
- 650
- 01:09:17,287 --> 01:09:23,658
- We did not know exactly what we
- were saying. But we knew we were
- saying more than what was said.
- 651
- 01:09:23,660 --> 01:09:33,301
- Michael >> she wants it so. So i
- gave it to her. You know. I gave
- it to her real hard.
- 652
- 01:09:33,303 --> 01:09:36,604
- You know, real fast. Deep, you
- know.
- 653
- 01:09:36,606 --> 01:09:40,308
- I do not think I could have
- gotten deeper or gone harder.
- 654
- 01:09:40,310 --> 01:09:43,311
- Lee>> ahh, that is the best!
- 655
- 01:09:43,313 --> 01:09:46,314
- Michael>> yeah. And umm,
- 656
- 01:09:46,316 --> 01:09:57,225
- when it was all over - I just
- looked at her and then I left.
- 657
- 01:10:04,334 --> 01:10:14,342
- Greg>> that was a good story,
- man. Yeah, that was great. Look
- at us.
- 658
- 01:10:14,344 --> 01:10:16,744
- Lee>> umm, you guys want another
- cigarette?
- 659
- 01:10:16,746 --> 01:10:19,347
- Michael>> yeah.
- Greg>> it is about time for me.
- 660
- 01:10:19,349 --> 01:10:21,916
- Older Michael narrating>> we
- talked into the night.
- 661
- 01:10:21,918 --> 01:10:26,354
- Eventually we did hike the five
- miles back into town to call a
- locksmith.
- 662
- 01:10:26,356 --> 01:10:29,657
- But for now we were
- content to sit and smoke.
- 663
- 01:10:29,659 --> 01:10:32,660
- Three boys of no particular
- distinction.
- 664
- 01:10:32,662 --> 01:10:39,367
- Elevating as best we could, the
- fragile faith that our lives
- had meaning.
- 665
- 01:10:39,369 --> 01:10:46,374
- Keen narrating>> as much as
- anything ever really happens,
- this really did.
- 666
- 01:10:50,380 --> 01:10:55,383
- Keen narrating>> I guess you
- could say I was in that drifting
- phase...
- 667
- 01:10:55,385 --> 01:10:57,585
- You can call it whatever
- you want.
- 668
- 01:10:57,587 --> 01:11:04,392
- Somewhere between dropping out
- of college and the beginning
- of settling down.
- 669
- 01:11:04,394 --> 01:11:09,397
- I was headed home for the
- summer to straighten myself out.
- 670
- 01:11:09,399 --> 01:11:12,400
- But took a detour.
- 671
- 01:11:12,402 --> 01:11:19,407
- A couple thousand miles west of
- my intended destination.
- 672
- 01:11:19,409 --> 01:11:24,412
- Keen>> I ended up at this house
- in apex, Colorado.
- 673
- 01:11:24,414 --> 01:11:24,412
- My buddy clete was there.
- 674
- 01:11:24,414 --> 01:11:36,424
- Said he knew this girl that was
- dog sitting for some rich folks
- spending the summer in Scotland
- or something.
- 675
- 01:11:36,426 --> 01:11:44,432
- He said there was a full liquor
- cabinet, stockpile of shrooms
- and a free bed.
- 676
- 01:11:44,434 --> 01:11:48,436
- So it seemed worth a pit stop
- 677
- 01:11:54,444 --> 01:12:00,448
- god a lot of people lived in
- that house over the summer.
- 678
- 01:12:00,450 --> 01:12:06,954
- It was actually hard to tell
- who did and who did not on any
- particular day.
- 679
- 01:12:06,956 --> 01:12:12,660
- I know, I cannot remember a lot
- of their names.
- 680
- 01:12:12,662 --> 01:12:18,466
- Does it matter?
- Well there was barnett.
- 681
- 01:12:18,468 --> 01:12:18,466
- Party goer one>> cause she
- fucking squats when she pees.
- 682
- 01:12:18,468 --> 01:12:23,671
- Keen narrating>> you know
- barnett was a special kind of
- asshole, you know the type.
- 683
- 01:12:23,673 --> 01:12:28,476
- Barnett>> hey, my man!
- Keen narrating>> see it was bad
- to say, considering. But that
- is the truth.
- 684
- 01:12:28,478 --> 01:12:31,846
- Barnett>> I do not know if i
- like white women anymore. I do
- not even know which one to pick.
- 685
- 01:12:31,848 --> 01:12:35,783
- You know what I am saying. I was
- thinking about when I was
- throwing rocks at a river.
- 686
- 01:12:35,785 --> 01:12:39,854
- Anyway I would like to talk
- to you about it more if you
- got some time. Good shit.
- 687
- 01:12:42,492 --> 01:12:53,067
- Clete>> lions go after the
- weak link. Always the baby
- wildebeest, the retarded zebra,
- the gimpy little antelope.
- 688
- 01:12:53,069 --> 01:12:57,505
- Now, based on this evidence,
- what do you think this movie is
- called?
- 689
- 01:12:57,507 --> 01:13:01,509
- "Lion: The noble beast"
- 690
- 01:13:01,511 --> 01:13:04,512
- keen>> still talking about that
- fucking movie?
- 691
- 01:13:04,514 --> 01:13:08,516
- Clete>> it is a documentary.
- And it is significant.
- 692
- 01:13:08,518 --> 01:13:14,522
- Keen narrating>> clete was
- full of useful information from
- public television.
- 693
- 01:13:14,524 --> 01:13:17,725
- Clete>> for you. Take them and
- trip in good health.
- 694
- 01:13:17,727 --> 01:13:23,731
- Keen narrating>> like the
- cultural importance of baseball,
- or the healing powers of magic
- mushrooms
- 695
- 01:13:23,733 --> 01:13:27,001
- or the most effective methods of
- hunting in the desert.
- 696
- 01:13:27,003 --> 01:13:30,438
- See, those were the topics of
- conversation that summer.
- 697
- 01:13:30,440 --> 01:13:39,514
- And everyone was engaged in a
- horse race for the dog sitter -
- Lila.
- 698
- 01:13:47,556 --> 01:13:49,557
- Lila>> you looking for
- something?
- 699
- 01:13:49,559 --> 01:13:52,560
- Keen>> yeah, just some water.
- 700
- 01:13:52,562 --> 01:13:56,564
- Lila>> you are in the wrong
- place, buddy.
- 701
- 01:13:56,566 --> 01:14:03,438
- Whiskey and ice. It is my
- specialty. Plus, it is all we
- got left, so.
- 702
- 01:14:08,578 --> 01:14:13,581
- Keen narrating>> stu, nice guy,
- had a flare or the near
- overdose.
- 703
- 01:14:13,583 --> 01:14:15,583
- Keen>> what is up with him?
- 704
- 01:14:15,585 --> 01:14:20,588
- Lila>> been like that or hours.
- We do not know if it is drugs or
- something
- 705
- 01:14:20,590 --> 01:14:24,592
- keen>> or something? What do you
- mean or something?
- 706
- 01:14:24,594 --> 01:14:31,632
- Lila>> I do not know. A million
- things.
- 707
- 01:14:31,634 --> 01:14:36,604
- Lila>> you bastards.
- 708
- 01:14:36,606 --> 01:14:42,677
- Keen>> I think we are all
- bastards and saints. Just
- depends on the day.
- 709
- 01:14:46,615 --> 01:14:51,486
- Lila>> you are quite profound
- for someone from Ohio.
- 710
- 01:14:54,623 --> 01:15:04,499
- Keen narrating>> the way I saw
- it I had two options. Turn tail
- and head for home. Or throw my
- hat in the ring.
- 711
- 01:15:49,244 --> 01:15:54,181
- Keen narrating>> I mean,
- what would you do?
- 712
- 01:16:02,691 --> 01:16:09,597
- Keen narrating>> you cannot just
- sit next to a girl and expect
- her to unfold her life to you
- 713
- 01:16:09,599 --> 01:16:13,668
- like it is a shirt she is asking
- you to wear.
- 714
- 01:16:15,871 --> 01:16:22,944
- You have to show her that you
- are giving something up in order
- to talk to her.
- 715
- 01:16:24,947 --> 01:16:32,053
- I am telling you, man. If you
- want to get to the really
- good stories, you have to make
- an effort.
- 716
- 01:16:32,055 --> 01:16:34,355
- Lila >> high school,
- the lady friend.
- 717
- 01:16:34,357 --> 01:16:38,292
- Keen>> uhh, what do you want
- to know?
- Lila>> I want to know it
- all.
- 718
- 01:16:38,294 --> 01:16:43,731
- Keen>> she was not especially
- beautiful, but she was amazing
- to talk to
- 719
- 01:16:43,733 --> 01:16:43,731
- lila>> so you never saw her
- again?
- 720
- 01:16:43,733 --> 01:16:54,742
- Keen>> I kind of lost track of
- her. But I did see her, yeah, at
- our ten year reunion. Yeah.
- 721
- 01:16:54,744 --> 01:17:01,616
- Lila>> you went to your ten
- year reunion...
- Keen>> yeah I did. Why?
- 722
- 01:17:03,752 --> 01:17:09,624
- Lila>> no reason. I do not
- know.
- Keen>> okay.
- 723
- 01:17:11,259 --> 01:17:19,634
- Keen>> anyways she, she is
- married to some guy who works
- for NASA. Yeah.
- Lila>> fuck.
- 724
- 01:17:19,636 --> 01:17:26,073
- Keen>> they already had a kid.
- And another one on the way.
- Lila>> wow.
- 725
- 01:17:26,075 --> 01:17:32,680
- Keen>> yeah. The whole time i
- kept thinking about how crazy
- she used to be for me, you
- know?
- 726
- 01:17:32,682 --> 01:17:38,285
- How it could have been my
- kid, calling me daddy.
- 727
- 01:17:38,287 --> 01:17:44,792
- Like somehow I had given up my
- chance to walk on the moon.
- 728
- 01:17:44,794 --> 01:17:50,131
- Lila>> it is not to late you
- know. To walk on the moon.
- 729
- 01:17:50,133 --> 01:17:52,800
- Keen>> nah! I hate flying.
- Always have.
- 730
- 01:17:52,802 --> 01:17:56,804
- Lila>> is that right?
- Keen>> uh huh.
- 731
- 01:17:58,808 --> 01:18:03,844
- Barnett >> pussies!
- Pussies! Pussies!
- 732
- 01:18:03,846 --> 01:18:06,947
- Barnett>> you are the
- biggest pussy of them all.
- 733
- 01:18:06,949 --> 01:18:06,947
- Lila>> it is true.
- 734
- 01:18:08,985 --> 01:18:10,818
- Lila>> eww! Fuck you! Fuck you!
- 735
- 01:18:13,056 --> 01:18:15,723
- Keen>> fuck! Oww!
- 736
- 01:18:17,959 --> 01:18:23,698
- Clete >> we can get five cents for these.
- Wanna help me collect them?
- 737
- 01:18:27,836 --> 01:18:30,838
- Clete>> what happened to him?
- 738
- 01:18:30,840 --> 01:18:34,842
- Lila>> him or the other one?
- 739
- 01:18:34,844 --> 01:18:37,845
- Clete>> okay. This fucking guy.
- 740
- 01:18:59,868 --> 01:19:02,770
- Clete>> you coming?
- 741
- 01:19:02,772 --> 01:19:05,740
- Keen>> we cannot just leave
- him out here.
- 742
- 01:19:07,275 --> 01:19:10,344
- Clete>> well, wake him up.
- 743
- 01:19:23,893 --> 01:19:26,293
- Clete>> Jesus Christ.
- 744
- 01:19:26,295 --> 01:19:31,365
- Clete>> you could damage your
- bladder holding your pee
- that long.
- 745
- 01:19:44,913 --> 01:19:47,815
- Keen>> fuck it, now what?
- 746
- 01:19:47,817 --> 01:19:51,819
- Clete>> you are on the
- right track, maybe just
- thinking a little too small.
- 747
- 01:19:51,821 --> 01:19:55,923
- Keen>> fuck head, come here.
- Grab his arms I got an idea.
- 748
- 01:19:55,925 --> 01:19:58,793
- Clete>> oh shit. Yes sir,
- yes sir.
- 749
- 01:20:01,931 --> 01:20:04,832
- Keen>> alright walk this way.
- 750
- 01:20:04,834 --> 01:20:09,937
- Keen & clete together>> one,
- two, three!
- 751
- 01:20:16,946 --> 01:20:25,419
- Clete>> shit! Barnett wake up
- you bastard! Wake up barnett!
- 752
- 01:20:29,958 --> 01:20:33,861
- Clete>> he is fucking around.
- 753
- 01:20:33,863 --> 01:20:36,831
- Clete>> barnett!
- 754
- 01:20:43,972 --> 01:20:43,971
- Clete>> oh fuck!
- 755
- 01:20:55,984 --> 01:21:04,992
- Clete>> it is some consolation
- that he was an asshole.
- 756
- 01:21:04,994 --> 01:21:08,996
- Clete>> but - what are you going
- to tell Lila?
- 757
- 01:21:08,998 --> 01:21:13,868
- Keen>> nothing. We are not
- telling Lila anything.
- 758
- 01:21:25,013 --> 01:21:32,019
- Lila>> I cannot believe this.
- Who dies??
- 759
- 01:21:32,021 --> 01:21:36,023
- Keen>> can you not say it like
- that.
- 760
- 01:21:36,025 --> 01:21:39,026
- Lila>> like what?
- 761
- 01:21:39,028 --> 01:21:43,597
- Clete>> of all the days to run
- out of fucking alcohol!
- 762
- 01:21:47,036 --> 01:21:50,905
- Lila>> did you check his pulse?
- 763
- 01:21:53,275 --> 01:21:56,343
- Keen>> yeah.
- 764
- 01:22:04,052 --> 01:22:15,562
- Lila>> do not tell stu. Do not
- fucking tell anyone.
- 765
- 01:22:22,971 --> 01:22:26,040
- Lila >> promise me.
- 766
- 01:22:29,077 --> 01:22:33,080
- Lila>> promise me!
- 767
- 01:22:33,082 --> 01:22:35,950
- Keen>> I promise.
- 768
- 01:23:17,125 --> 01:23:25,132
- Keen narrating>> I do not think
- Lila had any second thoughts
- about being my girlfriend.
- 769
- 01:23:25,134 --> 01:23:37,011
- I did not. But you know how it
- is, you fall in love, you
- cannot see beyond it.
- 770
- 01:23:40,382 --> 01:23:50,457
- I guess that is where time,
- it just, gets away from you.
- 771
- 01:24:46,214 --> 01:24:50,084
- Keen>> is that shit or vomit?
- 772
- 01:24:54,223 --> 01:24:58,092
- Clete>> this is damnation
- territory.
- 773
- 01:25:02,230 --> 01:25:07,101
- Keen>> I may have had something
- to do with that.
- 774
- 01:25:22,250 --> 01:25:27,121
- Stu>> should someone say a few
- words?
- 775
- 01:25:34,262 --> 01:25:43,904
- Clete>> okay. Rest in peace.
- Umm, yeah. Amen.
- 776
- 01:25:43,906 --> 01:25:52,146
- Clete>> okay. Rest in peace.
- Umm, yeah. Amen.
- 777
- 01:26:15,303 --> 01:26:20,307
- Keen>> I think you should run
- some water.
- 778
- 01:26:20,309 --> 01:26:31,318
- Lila>> there is an idea.
- 779
- 01:26:31,320 --> 01:26:35,189
- Keen>> that is my shirt you
- know.
- 780
- 01:26:49,837 --> 01:26:54,908
- Keen>> wanna get married?
- 781
- 01:27:01,349 --> 01:27:06,220
- Lila>> my parents float me
- some money every couple months.
- 782
- 01:27:07,355 --> 01:27:11,225
- Lila>> that could pay for
- our marriage certificate.
- 783
- 01:27:24,372 --> 01:27:28,242
- Lila>> do you have any savings?
- 784
- 01:27:32,281 --> 01:27:37,251
- Keen>> do not worry I will buy
- you a big old ring.
- 785
- 01:28:06,414 --> 01:28:12,419
- Lila>> I guess I could go back
- to waitressing.
- 786
- 01:28:12,421 --> 01:28:16,290
- Keen>> yeah, that would be good.
- 787
- 01:29:07,041 --> 01:29:11,478
- Keen>> good morning, sir.
- 788
- 01:29:11,480 --> 01:29:17,484
- Sheriff>> morning - I hate
- to bother you. But your wife
- came by.
- 789
- 01:29:17,486 --> 01:29:21,488
- Sheriff>> said you murdered a
- man?
- 790
- 01:29:21,490 --> 01:29:24,491
- Keen narrating>>I mean it was
- perfect.
- 791
- 01:29:24,493 --> 01:29:29,496
- Keen narrating>>down to my damn
- underwear. Glass of whiskey in
- my hand.
- 792
- 01:29:29,498 --> 01:29:34,501
- I just looked at him and said -
- i would not call it murder.
- 793
- 01:29:34,503 --> 01:29:39,573
- I realize now that was a slip.
- 794
- 01:29:41,876 --> 01:29:45,946
- It is never easy to know what to
- say in the moment, is it?
- 795
- 01:30:04,532 --> 01:30:08,402
- You know, there is one last
- thing that I remember.
- 796
- 01:30:12,540 --> 01:30:18,779
- So all the dogs in town, they
- were barking at us when we
- arrived that first night.
- 797
- 01:30:18,781 --> 01:30:23,450
- Not knowing what we were getting
- into.
- 798
- 01:30:23,452 --> 01:30:35,629
- That I would murder a man.
- Manslaughter a dog.
- And fall in love.
- 799
- 01:30:35,631 --> 01:30:38,698
- Despite what you might think.
- 800
- 01:30:42,570 --> 01:30:52,612
- Those fucking dogs. They would
- not stop barking. What do you
- think that means??
- 801
- 01:30:52,614 --> 01:30:59,486
- Those fucking dogs. They would
- not stop barking. What do you
- think that means??
- 802
- 01:31:07,162 --> 01:31:14,100
- Narrator>> some character will
- complain that his nowhere life
- is everyone else fault.
- 803
- 01:31:14,102 --> 01:31:18,638
- All you have to do is sit on
- the wrong stool.
- 804
- 01:31:18,640 --> 01:31:24,144
- To get the good stories
- you have to make an effort.
- 805
- 01:31:24,146 --> 01:31:29,216
- You have to live them.
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