lasts through heart breaking torture

He saw countless worlds and experienced countless forms of despair.
Some clearly cornered Kamijou Touma and attempted to crush him. Strange false
accusations were forced onto him and a noose was put around his neck. He was stranded
on a mountain with some acquaintances and he was forced to distribute his flesh to the
others so they could survive until rescue arrived. He was lying unable to move on a
hospital bed and was simply stuck like that all the way to his funeral. He was buried in
humus and began to decompose while still alive, starting with the ends of the arms and
legs. Earth was rendered unlivable and he was thrown into outer space to wander
aimlessly in a capsule-like spaceship. As a puny human, he was destroyed by a giant robot
or an asteroid.
The heart had no actual form, but Kamijou clearly felt his breaking. It was not being
destroyed as if struck by a hammer or sliced in two by a sword. It was a quiet destruction
as if termites had eaten into it and it was too late by the time the symptoms began to show.
Amid it all, he somehow managed to gather his thoughts bit by bit.
But he did not suddenly come up with a means of reversing or resolving the situation.
He was instead using his bloody hands to build a path there, piece by piece.

- New Testament Volume 9 Between The Connected Points