sometimes, i just want to die.

i have this emptiness inside and it pains me.

surely saying "ouch, my feelings" doesn't qualify you as a rich and sensitive individual?

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i feel like why are you doing this to me? how could you be so beautiful? it's killing me

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i could be something, anything, even something small.

but what?