Otto Apocalypse Inner Monologue

This is a conversation Otto had with himself, it's from Chapter 26 of AE VN, the person otto talking to within his head is an image of Kallen.
**** at the end are quotes from Macbeth.
** at the end are quotes from Macbeth but I haven't found their english version, so I used my own interpretation.

???: “Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more. It is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.” ****

Otto: “…”
Otto: “YOU…...”
Otto: “I……”

???: “Otto Apocalypse,”
???: “He will look down a fate, cast away life and death. Set above emotions, remove the hesitation. Be obsessed about his impossible wish.” **

Otto: “No, you’re wrong.”
Otto: “You……”
Otto: “You’re not……”

???: “Things bad begun make strong themselves ill.” ****
???: “From the very start, this is a dead end.”
???: “My dearest Otto Apocalypse,”

Otto: “……Who really are you!”

???: “You’re scared of this topic, Otto Apocalypse.”
???: “I’m in blood, stepped in so far, that, should I wade no more, returning were as tedious as go over” ****
???: “But, in the end, you still can’t change anything.”

Otto: “NO! That is wrong!”
Otto: “Everything is according to my plan.”

???: “Your Plan?”
???: “You never had a plan.”
???: “You only resides in the past, trying to live in it.”
???: “And fate itself, lent you a helping hand.” **

Otto: “I……”
Otto: “My Kallen will never say that!”

???: “But yourself will, Mr Otto Apocalypse.”
???: “You’re life is like a Macbeth with the side characters.”
???: “If your soul is going to heaven, tonight’s the night.” ****

Otto: “……”
Otto: “……”
Otto: “I understand now.”
“You understood nothing.”
Otto: “You’re just Otto Apocalypse himself.”

???: “…… Of course I do not understand you.”
???: “Angels are bright still, though the brightest fell.” ****
???: “From the very start, we’re different.”
???: “For all these years, only you, only you have not accepted my death.”

Otto: “Ah…”
“That’s correct, I do not accept it.”
Otto: “From the very start, I’m the child who wished for Christmas.”
Otto: “Wishing for the present called Kallen Kaslana.”
Otto: “…… No, wishing for the Santa Claus named Kallen Kaslana.”

???: “…… that may be true, foolish child.”
???: “But how many must you sacrifice until you will stop.”

Otto: “……”
Otto: “You’re wrong.”
Otto: “This isn’t about how many people.”
“Just like the universe, without it’s observers, there would never be poem sang about it’s greatness.”
“A world without Kallen, had no meaning to exist.”

???: “…… Poor child”
???: “You’re just a one sided obsessed love psycho.”

Otto: “So what?”
Otto: “If the world has shown me a path, then don’t blame me trying to clear all the obstacles along the way.”
Otto: “Even if it’s myself……”
Otto: “…… Even myself could not stop all this.”