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DeliciouslyFallen: I messaged you on skype, wasnt sure you where there.
RevelrousThorn: Oh no i reset my computer earlier haven't opened skype.
DeliciouslyFallen: All good
DeliciouslyFallen: thought it might be time you and I talk this stuff out. Doing it with others around wasnt the smartest idear.
RevelrousThorn: Everyone was indeed in their feelings
DeliciouslyFallen: Yeah.
DeliciouslyFallen: I'm going to quickly check dinner, if you wanna start I'll be right back
RevelrousThorn: -chuckles- I will wait for you.
DeliciouslyFallen: I has returned
RevelrousThorn: welcome back
DeliciouslyFallen: Thanks.
RevelrousThorn: I rather you start
RevelrousThorn: This isn't about me anymore
DeliciouslyFallen: How so?
DeliciouslyFallen: You where there that tday.
RevelrousThorn: I also let go that day
DeliciouslyFallen: Do you understand it now atlest?
RevelrousThorn: It isn't about the understanding Fallen.
DeliciouslyFallen: Well it kinda is cus everyone blow everything up and took it the wrong way.
RevelrousThorn: It isn't about a room
RevelrousThorn: It was about what we all built together
RevelrousThorn: What me and you built together
DeliciouslyFallen: What you still don't understand is the room I was going to open had nothing to do with the coven or the council
DeliciouslyFallen: So why did you take it that way?
RevelrousThorn: No we understand, I understand
DeliciouslyFallen: NoNO this we shit
DeliciouslyFallen: this is just you and I here.
DeliciouslyFallen: I lagged.
RevelrousThorn: It maybe me and you here, But I still have three people that have been on the verge of tears sitting in a room everyday
RevelrousThorn: My understanding in this means nothing
DeliciouslyFallen: You don't think I am hurting from all of this?
DeliciouslyFallen: I had people keep things from me.
DeliciouslyFallen: Friends don't do that
DeliciouslyFallen: I told you guys everything.
RevelrousThorn: Name what you felt we were keeping from you Fallen.
DeliciouslyFallen: Para and Amelia.
DeliciouslyFallen: Para and Pika.
RevelrousThorn: I was just as shocked as you.
DeliciouslyFallen: I thank you for telling me when you did.
DeliciouslyFallen: I just, out of the RP I thought you guys where my friends. First you and Amelia lied to me then that.
DeliciouslyFallen: Like I just don't where I stand with any of you
RevelrousThorn: I understand...
DeliciouslyFallen: And I get you guys where upset about me not telling you but I was telling you both that day. I think me saying tell me what you want in here, was not the best words, I ment like a bar, work place etc etc
DeliciouslyFallen: I wanted you guys to feel at home.
RevelrousThorn: It isn't about the stuff going in the room Fallen.
DeliciouslyFallen: You guys blow up at me for changing the room around and opening a nother room not apart of the coven
RevelrousThorn: I understand we didn't have a Clear format or order during our down times but....
DeliciouslyFallen: brb
RevelrousThorn: (non-serious rp) on the title? especially when you had plans to make a serious rp?
RevelrousThorn: tyt
DeliciouslyFallen: That was there for the time being I was going to put "T6" in the tages, the coven was closed when you guys came in
DeliciouslyFallen: the other RP was going to be T2-3 Like the one I now have.
DeliciouslyFallen: Sceit would never RP
DeliciouslyFallen: Same with Pika
DeliciouslyFallen: so why force them to?
RevelrousThorn: Pikaa came to the coven strictly to get back into rp,
RevelrousThorn: and sceit.... you have a point there
RevelrousThorn: In reality you have been in your feelings for a while...
RevelrousThorn: I don't blame anyone for this blowing up.
DeliciouslyFallen: That day with Amelia I felt attack and alone, it was like you all agreed I was in the wrong.
RevelrousThorn: Truly, I was hurt through all of it until the end
RevelrousThorn: After you, I had put so much time into the coven
RevelrousThorn: Being by your side through most of it
DeliciouslyFallen: I didn't see the point keeping it open
DeliciouslyFallen: you had all turned on me
DeliciouslyFallen: Amelia and Sciet unfriended me
RevelrousThorn: They unfriended you because you had let your emotions talk at that time
RevelrousThorn: When Amelia told you about what happened between her para what did you say?
DeliciouslyFallen: I said the truth.
DeliciouslyFallen: What did she want me to do about it
DeliciouslyFallen: They turned it into a RP that had been going on for some time behind my back.
RevelrousThorn: You were one of her only friends Fallen...
DeliciouslyFallen: Friends don't keep sceats.
RevelrousThorn: She only told you to prove that pika wasn't lying
DeliciouslyFallen: See
DeliciouslyFallen: She would not even had told me if it wasnt for Pika
DeliciouslyFallen: How can I be friends with people who lie and keep things from me when I am so open to you all.
RevelrousThorn: Because unlike them you're valorous
DeliciouslyFallen: I don't trust Para and he knows I don't trust him.
RevelrousThorn: You try to hide your vulnerabilities
RevelrousThorn: While they are wall blossoms
DeliciouslyFallen: That does not make it ok
DeliciouslyFallen: I would have removed Para as soon as Amelia told me
DeliciouslyFallen: But you all kept it from me
DeliciouslyFallen: And then you come to me saying you want to vote him off and out of the RP?
RevelrousThorn: I didn't know about it until she told you
DeliciouslyFallen: So you knew something before then
RevelrousThorn: I knew about Him and sceit, him and Amelia's RP(not the rape), And the following morning as i was trying to get enough evidence pika told me hers
DeliciouslyFallen: Him and Sceit?
RevelrousThorn: But only pika was fine with me telling him
DeliciouslyFallen: What do you mean him and sceit
RevelrousThorn: Welp now you know about that one as well
DeliciouslyFallen: So they lied to my face.
DeliciouslyFallen: And he still lied after
RevelrousThorn: I thought you knew about all of them
DeliciouslyFallen: Nope.
DeliciouslyFallen: I only knew about Amelia and Pika.
RevelrousThorn: Welp i might be in trouble..
DeliciouslyFallen: No
DeliciouslyFallen: thank you for telling me
DeliciouslyFallen: It just makes it clearing that I can't trust anyone.
RevelrousThorn: It only happened once between them though.
DeliciouslyFallen: It still happened and they lied to my face.
DeliciouslyFallen: I don't knoww what to say..
RevelrousThorn: You know why i wanted para gone?
RevelrousThorn: You spent time being in love with him
DeliciouslyFallen: That is long over.
RevelrousThorn: My decisions were made because i care about you Fallen
RevelrousThorn: Either way
DeliciouslyFallen: Thorn
DeliciouslyFallen: I feel so played right now.
RevelrousThorn: I'm Sorry
DeliciouslyFallen: Sorry I'm not mad at you
DeliciouslyFallen: I'm mad at my self for trusting people
RevelrousThorn: If i could say something on sceit's behalf
RevelrousThorn: She never knew you had feelings for him
DeliciouslyFallen: She was there when I talked about it.
DeliciouslyFallen: It just shows she didn't read anything
RevelrousThorn: No
DeliciouslyFallen: Yeah she was one day
DeliciouslyFallen: I was talking to someone else about it.
RevelrousThorn: When you talked about with me you left out his name.
RevelrousThorn: She was in the room with us that night
DeliciouslyFallen: It does not stop the fact she lied to my face.
RevelrousThorn: Para tell the people he interacts with not to say anything
DeliciouslyFallen: What the three of them are so scared of him? if they told his ass would have been gone.
DeliciouslyFallen: But no
DeliciouslyFallen: I get lied to
DeliciouslyFallen: and played a fool
DeliciouslyFallen: by my friends
RevelrousThorn: You shouldn't be mad at them Fallen.
DeliciouslyFallen: Mad?
DeliciouslyFallen: No I'm not mad
DeliciouslyFallen: I'm hurt
DeliciouslyFallen: after all the shit the other day
DeliciouslyFallen: Who else did he fuck
DeliciouslyFallen: that I don't know about
RevelrousThorn: Truly i haven't went around asking after that
DeliciouslyFallen: I
DeliciouslyFallen: I don't know what to say
RevelrousThorn: -shrugs-
DeliciouslyFallen: I don't forgive her.
RevelrousThorn: Then you shouldn't forgive me fallen
DeliciouslyFallen: I can't forgive her.
DeliciouslyFallen: I forgave you for lying to me
DeliciouslyFallen: I got over that
DeliciouslyFallen: But her
DeliciouslyFallen: To sit there and go at me the way she did
DeliciouslyFallen: after feeding me lies
DeliciouslyFallen: Is pika awake?
RevelrousThorn: No
DeliciouslyFallen: Ok. I will message her later
RevelrousThorn: What are you going to tell Pika?
DeliciouslyFallen: I'm going to appoliges to her.
RevelrousThorn: What about Amelia...
DeliciouslyFallen: What about her?
RevelrousThorn: I understand the premise you blocking her, but she tried to stay neutral.
DeliciouslyFallen: She still kept things from me.
DeliciouslyFallen: She knew everything
DeliciouslyFallen: So why should I keep something like that around.
DeliciouslyFallen: You I can forgive cus I don't know why cus you where always upfrount with me
DeliciouslyFallen: But them
DeliciouslyFallen: I don't know.
RevelrousThorn: Give it some more time when it comes to them
DeliciouslyFallen: I don't think I can ever let them back in my life.
DeliciouslyFallen: They unfriended me
DeliciouslyFallen: and lied
RevelrousThorn: Fallen, please, just give them some time
RevelrousThorn: give it*
DeliciouslyFallen: Why
DeliciouslyFallen: I don't trust them
DeliciouslyFallen: And I don't think I ever will
DeliciouslyFallen: Para is here only cus of Vlire.
DeliciouslyFallen: If I had my way he would not even be my friend.
DeliciouslyFallen: But she likes having him around.
DeliciouslyFallen: I am putting my feelings aside for my family and my RP.
RevelrousThorn: -nods-
DeliciouslyFallen: I will unblock them
DeliciouslyFallen: But that it.
RevelrousThorn: Thank you
DeliciouslyFallen: I'm not doing it for them
DeliciouslyFallen: I never keep people on my block list.
RevelrousThorn: Either way...
DeliciouslyFallen: At this point, and this is not just feelings, it's my sadist side comethrow, I don't care if they cry, it just shows they have guilt.
RevelrousThorn: I see, understandable
DeliciouslyFallen: Yep
DeliciouslyFallen: Anyway are we good?
DeliciouslyFallen: I miss my friend.