Shitfest

AntigenAntigen : Remind me why you hate her so much
Realms: Well I'm not sure if what she did was worse, or what Girlies did was worse
Realms: basically I met her a couple times, then there was one day it was me, her, Etc, Nene, and another girl, and I think it was Mariano in Candi's chatroom
Realms: we were all in there a good part of the day
Realms: RK got brought up and I was just saying how sometimes i felt as though RK didn't realize the things she said were so harsh ect
Realms: and Pokerus was talking about how rude she was, ect
Realms: so whatever that convo ended,other convo's arised
Realms: at the end of the day before I logged off I asked if I could add her cause she seemed awesome
Realms: so she told me yeah
Realms: the next day I logged on, she had deleted me
Realms: so I was like tf
Realms: but then was like oh well no big deal

Realms: so I was in a room with Calamitous, Sweetheart, Maid, and another person
Realms: and RK came in, hadn't seen her in idek how long
Realms: so then I'm like Hey Trist
Realms: she's like hey
Realms: I was like it's been a long time
Realms: she was like not long enough
Realms: then started going off on me and bashing me
Realms: saying how she's lucky Nutty told her to keep me in PP cause she wanted to remove me blah blah blah
Realms: I wsa talking shit about her in Candi's room the day before
Realms: so I was like wait what
Realms: so then she was like Mhm 2 people told me
Realms: and i was like leme guess
Realms: Candi
Realms: so after she calmed down she invited me to a PC
Realms: and said that Pokerus told Candi that whole day I was doing nothing but shit talking RK
Realms: and Candi told RK
Realms: so I had to explainthat I wasn't shit talking her, I didn't even know Pokerus
Realms: and Candi never even came to me to ask me if what Pokerus said was true
Realms: so I've tried everything I possibly could to find out what Pokerus's prob is with me, why she did wht she did
Realms: even others have tried, but when you bring it up she either says she never had an issue with me
Realms: or says she has no idea what their talking about
Realms: but it's obvious she did do what she did because she wouldn't have deleted me if she didn't
Realms: I've tried everything in my power to figure out what I did to that cunt
Realms: even messaged her on Gasr myself
Realms: Helo
Realms: I actually cried that day when RK went offon me
Antigen: yeah.. but hating her and wanting her to basically fall of the earth is too much just cause she told someone and THAT SOMEONE told RK. Not her fault someone else spilled the beans.
Realms: LOL
Realms: wtf
Realms: why would she open her shitty mouth and say lies
Realms: about someone she doesn't even know
Realms: and cause them all that fucking drama and stress???
Realms: I already went off on Candi for what she did
Realms: Candi apologized for not coming to me
Realms: but Pokerus just ran away like a lil bitch
Realms: I have a big thing with respect, and if I haven't done a thing to disrespect you
Realms: don't fucking disrespect me
Realms: it's really simple
Realms: every single time I see that username, or see her artwork it's just a massive reminder of what she caused for me
Antigen: You take that too far. There is and will always be someone who will disrespect you. They will do whatever the hell it is they want. You need to be the better person, and not hold the grudge and move on. Hating them for 1 simple mistake, is petty af.
Realms: mistake?
Realms: that wasn't a mistake Kay
Realms: she deleted me cause she KNEW what she did was fucked up
Realms: if it was a mistake
Realms: she would of already spoken to me
Realms: like a grown ass adult
Realms: and told me wtf her issue is with me cause it's obviously something
Realms: I hold grudges, I'm petty, I'm salty
Realms: that's who I am
Realms: I don't forget what people do to me
Realms: and what Pokerus did was absolutely unforgivable
Realms: when Candi was apologizing Pokerus was telling her don't apologize to me
Realms: don't talk to me
Realms: stay away from me
Realms: like who the fuck are you, you don't even know me, I don't even know you
Realms: YOU were shit talking RK, but put it all on me
Antigen: still doesnt give you the reason to be like this over some petty ass bullshit
Realms: I'm sorry but all I wanna know
Realms: is WHY
Realms: and she can't even answer that simple ass question
Realms: you don't just do that to someone Kay
Realms: you don't
Realms: so for me to pretend like
Realms: I'm ok with what she did
Realms: I'm ok with her
Realms: like her
Realms: be civil with her
Realms: I'm not
Realms: I've tried literally every single approach to talk to her in a calm, adult matter
Realms: and every single time she ignores me, or runs away
Realms: till this day I wouldn't even go off on her in a room
Realms: I'd just ask why
Antigen: But you shit talk her like no tomorrow
Antigen: thats prolly why she wont answer you
Realms: she pisses me off
Realms: no
Realms: NOW I shit talk her
Realms: before all that
Realms: I tried to speak to her adult to adult
Realms: I tried to be sneaky too and get her closest friend to ask
Realms: she wouldn't even tell her
Realms: I'm always gonna despise Pokerus
Realms: because you don't just do that to someone
Realms: that's like someone abusing a dog, and someone else making up an excuse
Realms: for it
Realms: I wasn't even shit talking her earlier all I said was everyone is getting artwork from her
Realms: and it's annoying for me
Realms: because it just brings back what she did
Realms: you hate Rope, but I don't tell you you're being petty for hating her
Realms: everyone hates people
Realms: it's life
Antigen: You know why I hate her?
Moiiki: I have 300 people
Antigen: not because the badges
Antigen: not because she shit talked me in her shop
Antigen: but because she wanted to be with me
Antigen: and she told everyone she didnt
Antigen: she lied
Antigen: and thats why i hate her
Antigen: I hate her because i loved her
Antigen: I do not hate her for badges or because im petty
Antigen: I hate her because she broke my heart
Realms: I don't hate Pokerus because I'm being petty
Antigen: Thats way different from someone talking shit and spreading it around
Realms: my reason is very valid Kay
Realms: Pokerus fucked me over
Realms: without even personally knowing me
Antigen: People are gonna do that
Realms: she caused me
Realms: to get attacked and bashed
Realms: by the ONE person that can trigger my anxiety and panic within a second
Realms: the one person that told me I'm trash
Realms: a monster
Realms: a cunt
Realms: should of never been born
Realms: so no I'm not sorry for hating Pokerus
Antigen: thats not pokerus fault
Realms: or Candi
Antigen: thats on Rk
Realms: if Pokerus would have never opened her mouth
Realms: Candi would of never opened her fucking mouth
Realms: and RK would of never came at me
Antigen: she didnt make Rk tell you those things
Antigen: RK did her self
Realms: it all goes back to Pokerus
Realms: everything goes back to her
Realms: no matter how you put it
Realms: Candi wasn't even in the fucking room that day
Realms: ever since Bani it just seems like all you do is avoid me
Realms: you act so different towards me as if I did something to you personally
Realms: and idek why
Antigen: it doesnt matter. Pokerus made have lit the fire but she didnt make it grow. She didnt tell people to go tell people. She didnt tell someone to tell you you shouldnt have been born. Thats not on her. You cant blame her. No one can. People make choices. People do stupid shit. We do not put their faults on others. no matter how they play into it
Antigen: No im not acting different
Antigen: Im speaking up now
Realms: you have been honestly, you might not see it but I do
Realms: Pokerus
Realms: should have never made up lies
Realms: about me
Realms: period
Realms: end of story
Realms: that is why I fucking hate her
Realms: you don't lie on me
Realms: you don't
Antigen: Im only acting different,because Im speaking up. Im not sitting back like anyone else in your friend circle and letting you talk shit. Im done sitting back and watching you hate people for shitty reasons and or grudges. I want to be your friend i really do. But i will not sit back and let you be so disgusting towards people who barely even matter. If they fucke dyou over, cross them off and move on. Simple. Do not spend your dyas hating them. it takes more energy to hate someone than it does to not care and mov eon
Realms: I talk to let my anger out
Realms: if my friends are sick of hearing it
Realms: they can honestly leave
Realms: I'm not forcing anyone to be my friend
Realms: or deal with my shit talking
Antigen: Stubborn.
Moiiki: x.x
Realms: because to me Kay they aren't shitty reasons
Realms: they're valid reasons
Realms: I talk shit when someone is brought up
Realms: if I see artwork done by someone I hate I comment
Realms: it's just how I am
Realms: I let it alll out
Realms: you don't wanna hear my shit talking
Realms: that's fine
Realms: I won't be around you when I do
Realms: whoever else doesn't wanna hear it
Realms: doesn't need to be around me either
Antigen: answer this for me just this and ill shut up. What is the point or goal you want to achieve by shit talking someone?
Realms: to get it out of my system
Realms: I honestly don't shit talk to make others hate the person I hate, that isn't my goal, people can be friends with whoever they feel like being friends with
Antigen: alright
Antigen: well ima try to eat some pizza rolls
Realms: alright, I'm gonna go take care
Antigen: you too
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