WONDERLANDERS form

◸FORM◹

⊰ PAINTING ROSES RED ⊱

USERNAME : elyfeless
PASSWORD : welcome (???)

FULL NAME : Lim Koeun
NICKNAME(S) : Eunny, Shadow Freak

BIRTHDAY : May 4th, 1992 (korean age: 25)

NATIONALITY : Korean
ETHNICITY : Korean

BIRTHPLACE : Jeju Island, South Korea
HOMETOWN : Namyangju, South Korea
LANGUAGE(S) : Korean, partial Japanese

HEIGHT : 165cm
WEIGHT :  50kg

FACE CLAIM : Luna (fx)
BACKUP : Yuna (AOA)

⊰ TEA PARTY ⊱

SLOT : Young God
BACKUP SLOT : Dangerous Woman

BACKGROUND :
~Koeun was diagnosed with Psychosis around age 15. Her mother died when Koeun was 10, and it effected her greatly. She always talked to herself, and her family noticed it. Her grades in school were concerningly low, and she made the excuse that she was bored in school, but really, she was distracted by black figures surrounding her anytime she tried to focus. Koeun usually stared off into space and mumbled words repeatedly, often saying 'the black lights' were watching her, and she could feel breathing on her neck. Her little sister, whom she shared a room with, noticed that Koeun would stay up all night, staring at the wall and blinking rapidly, or sometimes cry in fear. A certain night, her sister asked what was going on and why Koeun was crying, and she replied with something about 'the black lights' trying to climb inside of her. Just before Koeun's 16th birthday, she was sent to 'Wonderland' for her Psychosis and never got a chance to explain to her sister about who was 'watching her at all times'.
FAMILY :
~ mother | Lim Youngha | 48 | distant | dead
~ father | Lim Hyunmin | 50 | close | alive
~ sister | Lim Korin | 23 | best friends | alive
~ grandfather | Lim Kwanghee | 76 | close | alive
 PERSONALITY :
~ Koeun cares passionately about how others feel. For example, if she feels she is scaring someone, she'll try her hardest to calm the person down or at least try to stop whatever she's doing that's scaring the person (probably mumbling to herself). She worries a lot about what people think of her, and gets nervous when she's stared at (it reminds her of the black lights that visit her when she focuses). She is very clean, and gets very irritated by not showering once a day. If she skips a shower, her hair gets greasy, and she instantly feels annoyed by the world until she showers again. Also, she has the sarcasm of her mother. If someone were to say 'this is boring', she'd automatically reply with 'then go somewhere else'. She has a certain sweet, loving side, as well as an emotionless side. It doesn't take much to change her mood. She may be nice to you one second, but the slightest wrong move will switch her into a soulless body. Once she's emotionless, she may just stare at you or completely lose her personality all together. If you stare at her, she gets anxiety and starts to feel like you're against her. Paranoia will kick in, and she begins to feel like she isn't safe. She often times wants to run to be alone so she knows that no one is watching her.
DISORDER : Psychosis

LIKES :
~ rain
~ showers, being clean
~ the lights being on
~ activities involving little to no focus
~ soda
~ sleeping (when she's not staring at the wall all night)
~ comedy movies
~ puns
~ sassy comments
DISLIKES :
~ cheese
~ darkness
~ shadows
~ attention
~ being dirty
~ 'your mom' jokes
~ things getting close to her ears and neck
TRIVIA :
~ Her motherly attitude has come from the lack of motherly support throughout her teenage years
~ ^ Koeun claims her mother's spirit tries to live inside of her to protect her from 'the black lights'
~ Koeun has solemnly regretted how much she scared her little sister
~ As a child, Koeun wanted to grow up and be a nurse like her mother, but never got a chance to attend college for it
~ She can make really weird, yet entertaining sounds with her tongue to amuse herself while alone
~ She has named the three 'black lights', DJ, Louise, and Phillip
~ Koeun has never fully executed a cartwheel in her life
~ Her mother died from cancer, and 'the black lights' symbolize the virus that overtook her mother while she was young
~Koeun developed Psychosis when a growing paranoia took over her, a fear that cancer would take her like it had taken her mother, and her insanity personified the virus as three black shadow almost always standing around her

⊰ HAPPY UNBIRTHDAY ⊱

LOVE INTEREST : Kim "Caterpillar" Namjoon
BACKUP : Min "White King" Yoongi
PERSONALITY AROUND THEM :
~Koeun gets a little anxious around him. She doesn't want to freak out on him or scare him, mostly because she worries that he'll see her differently. She tries to act cool and just treat him as a friend, and show that she cares about him and his well-being, but sometimes she gets the feeling of being watched and sees the black lights, then desperately runs away to avoid looking weird (which I mean... they're in a nuthouse).
HOW FAST YOU FALL FOR THEM?
~It doesn't take long for her to take interest in him, but she denies it and refuses to admit to anything outloud.
HOW FAST THEY FALL FOR YOU?
~He tries to act cool, as if he's just flirting and messing around, but he liked her since she first spoke to him.

FEMALE BEST-FRIEND : Cry Baby
BACKUP : Primadonna Girl

MALE BEST-FRIEND : Jung "Cheshire" Hoseok
BACKUP : Park "Red King" Jimin

⊰ EAT ME ⊱

ANYTHINGS I SHOULD KNOW ABOUT YOUR CHARACTER?
~ She is overall caring but gets odd at the mere sight of shadows or darkness

ANYTHING I LEFT OUT?
~ I don't think you missed anything, not that I noticed

ANYTHING YOU FIND CONFUSING?
~ No, I think I understand it all, other than the password lol