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Eng At Eternity's Gate (2018)

Feb 4th, 2019
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  3. Subtitles by explosiveskull
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  7. <i>I just want to be one of them.</i>
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  11. <i>I would like to sit down
  12. with them and have a drink,</i>
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  16. <i>and talk about anything.</i>
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  20. <i>I'd like for them
  21. to give me some tobacco,</i>
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  25. <i>a glass of wine,</i>
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  29. <i>or even just ask me,
  30. "How are you today?"</i>
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  34. <i>And I would answer,
  35. and we would talk.</i>
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  39. <i>And from time to time,</i>
  40.  
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  42. 00:01:14,597 --> 00:01:17,698
  43. <i>I'd make a sketch
  44. of one of them as a gift.</i>
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  48. <i>They would accept it maybe,
  49. and keep it somewhere.</i>
  50.  
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  52. 00:01:20,938 --> 00:01:24,906
  53. <i>And a woman
  54. would smile at me and ask,</i>
  55.  
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  57. 00:01:24,908 --> 00:01:29,011
  58. <i>"Are you hungry? Would you
  59. like something to eat?</i>
  60.  
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  62. 00:01:29,013 --> 00:01:33,418
  63. <i>"A piece of ham, some
  64. cheese, or maybe a fruit?"</i>
  65.  
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  68. Look at me.
  69.  
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  72. Please.
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  76. <i>Oui.</i>
  77.  
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  80. Some of them were
  81. going to be in my group show.
  82.  
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  85. They let me down.
  86.  
  87. 20
  88. 00:04:50,848 --> 00:04:52,613
  89. You know him, don't you?
  90.  
  91. 21
  92. 00:04:52,615 --> 00:04:55,483
  93. Yes, I have some of
  94. his paintings in the gallery.
  95.  
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  98. I'm Paul
  99. Gauguin, by the way.
  100.  
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  103. I know.
  104.  
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  106. 00:05:21,245 --> 00:05:22,810
  107. - You're Vincent.
  108. - Yes.
  109.  
  110. 25
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  112. Theo's brother.
  113.  
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  116. I saw your paintings
  117. at the cafeteria.
  118.  
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  121. You did? You must've
  122. been the only one.
  123.  
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  126. But if you did,
  127. it was worth it.
  128.  
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  130. 00:05:32,689 --> 00:05:33,788
  131. There were a couple
  132. good ones in there,
  133.  
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  135. 00:05:33,790 --> 00:05:34,755
  136. but it was hard to see.
  137.  
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  140. It was a difficult space.
  141. And too many works.
  142.  
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  145. My idea was a group show.
  146.  
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  149. I thought it could be
  150. a community of artists,
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  153. 00:05:42,899 --> 00:05:44,098
  154. like a family.
  155.  
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  158. When the other artists
  159. didn't participate,
  160.  
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  162. 00:05:46,737 --> 00:05:48,904
  163. I had to do it by myself.
  164.  
  165. 37
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  167. I filled it with everything
  168. I had in my studio.
  169.  
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  172. Yeah, it looked like it.
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  176. Those people, you don't
  177. want them to be your family.
  178.  
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  180. 00:05:55,245 --> 00:05:57,611
  181. Who needs a family like that?
  182.  
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  185. You can't pick your family,
  186. but you can pick your friends.
  187.  
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  189. 00:06:00,149 --> 00:06:01,882
  190. I love my brother.
  191.  
  192. 43
  193. 00:06:01,884 --> 00:06:02,950
  194. Then you're lucky.
  195.  
  196. 44
  197. 00:06:02,952 --> 00:06:04,752
  198. But more importantly,
  199. he loves you.
  200.  
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  202. 00:06:04,754 --> 00:06:06,788
  203. I know
  204. he's very good to you.
  205.  
  206. 46
  207. 00:06:06,790 --> 00:06:09,024
  208. I want to get as far away
  209. from these people as possible.
  210.  
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  213. I'm going to Madagascar.
  214.  
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  216. 00:06:10,826 --> 00:06:13,264
  217. Madagascar?
  218. But what about Japan?
  219.  
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  221. 00:06:14,163 --> 00:06:16,163
  222. No, no, Madagascar.
  223.  
  224. 50
  225. 00:06:16,165 --> 00:06:18,567
  226. It's an island. Big one.
  227.  
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  230. In between Africa and India.
  231.  
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  233. 00:06:20,336 --> 00:06:22,937
  234. Or even further,
  235. some remote island
  236.  
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  239. where they've never
  240. heard about painting,
  241.  
  242. 54
  243. 00:06:25,608 --> 00:06:28,642
  244. about Paris or schools.
  245.  
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  247. 00:06:28,644 --> 00:06:30,277
  248. Somewhere where I can
  249. create a new vision,
  250.  
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  252. 00:06:30,279 --> 00:06:31,613
  253. a new way of painting,
  254.  
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  256. 00:06:31,615 --> 00:06:33,582
  257. far away from all systems
  258. and theories.
  259.  
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  262. Real freedom.
  263.  
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  266. I'd like to be calm
  267. and take my time,
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  271. alone, forget about the rest
  272. of the world, and just...
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  276. Paint this.
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  280. Here.
  281.  
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  284. Slowly.
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  288. What comes to me,
  289. nothing else.
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  292. 00:06:53,202 --> 00:06:55,303
  293. That sounds good.
  294.  
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  296. 00:06:55,305 --> 00:06:58,209
  297. I hate the fog. I'm tired
  298. of this gray light.
  299.  
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  302. I'd like to find
  303. a new light.
  304.  
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  306. 00:07:01,845 --> 00:07:04,878
  307. For paintings
  308. that we haven't yet seen.
  309.  
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  311. 00:07:04,880 --> 00:07:07,684
  312. Bright paintings,
  313. painted in sunlight.
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  317. Go south, Vincent.
  318.  
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  320. 00:16:57,639 --> 00:16:59,242
  321. What are you reading today?
  322.  
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  324. 00:17:00,342 --> 00:17:01,408
  325. The Bible?
  326.  
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  328. 00:17:01,410 --> 00:17:02,745
  329. Uh, no, Shakespeare.
  330.  
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  332. 00:17:03,513 --> 00:17:05,212
  333. How did you say?
  334.  
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  336. 00:17:05,214 --> 00:17:06,814
  337. Shakespeare.
  338. William Shakespeare.
  339.  
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  341. 00:17:06,816 --> 00:17:08,384
  342. He's an English writer.
  343.  
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  345. 00:17:08,951 --> 00:17:10,253
  346. Do you know him?
  347.  
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  349. 00:17:10,953 --> 00:17:13,789
  350. No, he lived a long time ago.
  351.  
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  353. 00:17:14,856 --> 00:17:16,759
  354. - Is he any good?
  355. - Oh, yes.
  356.  
  357. 80
  358. 00:17:18,928 --> 00:17:20,561
  359. What does he write about?
  360.  
  361. 81
  362. 00:17:20,563 --> 00:17:22,395
  363. About everything.
  364.  
  365. 82
  366. 00:17:22,397 --> 00:17:26,366
  367. About men and women,
  368. gods and kings,
  369.  
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  371. 00:17:26,368 --> 00:17:28,302
  372. about love and hate.
  373.  
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  375. 00:17:28,304 --> 00:17:29,840
  376. What are you
  377. reading right now?
  378.  
  379. 85
  380. 00:17:31,007 --> 00:17:35,709
  381. It's a, uh, theater play
  382. called <i>Richard III.</i>
  383.  
  384. 86
  385. 00:17:35,711 --> 00:17:39,348
  386. - Who is that, Richard?
  387. - A king, a king of England.
  388.  
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  390. 00:17:39,848 --> 00:17:40,782
  391. A good king?
  392.  
  393. 88
  394. 00:17:40,784 --> 00:17:44,517
  395. Oh, no, he was
  396. considered a real bastard.
  397.  
  398. 89
  399. 00:17:44,519 --> 00:17:46,923
  400. - Did he kill people?
  401. - Oh, yes, a lot.
  402.  
  403. 90
  404. 00:17:49,325 --> 00:17:51,327
  405. You shouldn't read
  406. a bastard's story.
  407.  
  408. 91
  409. 00:17:51,994 --> 00:17:54,027
  410. Why not?
  411.  
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  413. 00:17:54,029 --> 00:17:56,697
  414. - Does he write well at least?
  415. - Oh, yes, very well.
  416.  
  417. 93
  418. 00:17:56,699 --> 00:17:59,570
  419. Some of the lines
  420. aren't very clear, but...
  421.  
  422. 94
  423. 00:18:00,836 --> 00:18:02,838
  424. - I like that.
  425. - Why?
  426.  
  427. 95
  428. 00:18:04,807 --> 00:18:06,740
  429. Because I like mystery,
  430.  
  431. 96
  432. 00:18:06,742 --> 00:18:10,411
  433. and Shakespeare
  434. is more mysterious
  435.  
  436. 97
  437. 00:18:10,413 --> 00:18:11,714
  438. than any other writer.
  439.  
  440. 98
  441. 00:18:13,650 --> 00:18:16,017
  442. Well, when I read a book,
  443.  
  444. 99
  445. 00:18:16,019 --> 00:18:18,221
  446. I like to understand
  447. what's written.
  448.  
  449. 100
  450. 00:18:19,655 --> 00:18:21,591
  451. What kind of books
  452. do you read?
  453.  
  454. 101
  455. 00:18:23,292 --> 00:18:24,458
  456. Mmm...
  457.  
  458. 102
  459. 00:18:24,460 --> 00:18:27,364
  460. Mostly novels. Modern novels.
  461.  
  462. 103
  463. 00:18:28,431 --> 00:18:30,701
  464. And short stories
  465. in the papers.
  466.  
  467. 104
  468. 00:18:31,834 --> 00:18:32,701
  469. Sad stories.
  470.  
  471. 105
  472. 00:18:34,804 --> 00:18:37,641
  473. I don't know why,
  474. I like a story to be sad.
  475.  
  476. 106
  477. 00:18:40,542 --> 00:18:42,478
  478. If I had more free time,
  479. I would...
  480.  
  481. 107
  482. 00:18:44,012 --> 00:18:46,447
  483. Wait a minute.
  484. I'll be right back.
  485.  
  486. 108
  487. 00:19:12,075 --> 00:19:14,874
  488. - I have a book for you.
  489. - Thank you.
  490.  
  491. 109
  492. 00:19:14,876 --> 00:19:18,511
  493. There's nothing written in
  494. it. In fact, it's blank.
  495.  
  496. 110
  497. 00:19:18,513 --> 00:19:20,483
  498. But I thought
  499. you could use the paper.
  500.  
  501. 111
  502. 00:19:20,849 --> 00:19:22,783
  503. Thank you.
  504.  
  505. 112
  506. 00:19:22,785 --> 00:19:26,420
  507. Excuse me, I've been
  508. meaning to ask you...
  509.  
  510. 113
  511. 00:19:26,422 --> 00:19:29,123
  512. Is there a place,
  513. or do you have a storeroom,
  514.  
  515. 114
  516. 00:19:29,125 --> 00:19:32,959
  517. or a room where I could paint?
  518. It's...
  519.  
  520. 115
  521. 00:19:32,961 --> 00:19:37,430
  522. It's sometimes difficult with
  523. this weather, the mistral.
  524.  
  525. 116
  526. 00:19:37,432 --> 00:19:40,403
  527. The yellow house next door
  528. has been empty for months.
  529.  
  530. 117
  531. 00:19:41,136 --> 00:19:42,638
  532. Maybe he could use it?
  533.  
  534. 118
  535. 00:19:42,939 --> 00:19:44,705
  536. Yes...
  537.  
  538. 119
  539. 00:19:44,707 --> 00:19:46,977
  540. Perhaps we could make an
  541. arrangement with your brother?
  542.  
  543. 120
  544. 00:19:47,876 --> 00:19:48,976
  545. It is a bit rundown,
  546.  
  547. 121
  548. 00:19:48,978 --> 00:19:51,615
  549. but Gaby can help you
  550. clean it up.
  551.  
  552. 122
  553. 00:19:52,882 --> 00:19:54,651
  554. That would be
  555. perfect for me.
  556.  
  557. 123
  558. 00:19:56,685 --> 00:19:58,454
  559. Maybe I can,
  560.  
  561. 124
  562. 00:19:59,055 --> 00:20:01,658
  563. uh, make a painting of
  564.  
  565. 125
  566. 00:20:03,459 --> 00:20:04,561
  567. you someday.
  568.  
  569. 126
  570. 00:20:05,595 --> 00:20:06,730
  571. Me?
  572.  
  573. 127
  574. 00:20:07,864 --> 00:20:08,865
  575. Yes.
  576.  
  577. 128
  578. 00:20:10,133 --> 00:20:12,001
  579. If you want, sir, thank you.
  580.  
  581. 129
  582. 00:20:20,175 --> 00:20:22,977
  583. Have you received
  584. the money for this month?
  585.  
  586. 130
  587. 00:20:22,979 --> 00:20:25,011
  588. You still owe me
  589. for last month.
  590.  
  591. 131
  592. 00:20:25,013 --> 00:20:26,716
  593. When it arrives,
  594.  
  595. 132
  596. 00:20:28,451 --> 00:20:29,586
  597. I'll pay you.
  598.  
  599. 133
  600. 00:20:31,053 --> 00:20:33,890
  601. Your brother,
  602. he must be rich.
  603.  
  604. 134
  605. 00:20:34,589 --> 00:20:38,124
  606. Well, he... He's not.
  607.  
  608. 135
  609. 00:20:38,126 --> 00:20:40,996
  610. He's a merchant.
  611. He sells paintings.
  612.  
  613. 136
  614. 00:20:42,999 --> 00:20:44,433
  615. Your paintings?
  616.  
  617. 137
  618. 00:20:45,434 --> 00:20:46,836
  619. Not yet.
  620.  
  621. 138
  622. 00:20:53,675 --> 00:20:55,875
  623. You should
  624. wash yourself sometimes.
  625.  
  626. 139
  627. 00:20:55,877 --> 00:20:57,480
  628. At least once a week.
  629.  
  630. 140
  631. 00:20:58,079 --> 00:20:59,779
  632. Do I look dirty?
  633.  
  634. 141
  635. 00:20:59,781 --> 00:21:01,582
  636. You smell terrible.
  637.  
  638. 142
  639. 00:21:01,584 --> 00:21:03,584
  640. You're not bad looking.
  641.  
  642. 143
  643. 00:21:03,586 --> 00:21:05,018
  644. If you just
  645. cleaned up a little,
  646.  
  647. 144
  648. 00:21:05,020 --> 00:21:07,755
  649. you might even be handsome.
  650.  
  651. 145
  652. 00:21:07,757 --> 00:21:10,591
  653. If I was clean, would
  654. you find me attractive?
  655.  
  656. 146
  657. 00:21:10,593 --> 00:21:12,192
  658. Maybe.
  659.  
  660. 147
  661. 00:21:12,194 --> 00:21:15,499
  662. Would you stay with me here
  663. if I gave you 50 Francs?
  664.  
  665. 148
  666. 00:21:17,666 --> 00:21:19,502
  667. You don't have 50 Francs.
  668.  
  669. 149
  670. 00:21:21,503 --> 00:21:22,872
  671. See you tomorrow, Vincent.
  672.  
  673. 150
  674. 00:21:51,099 --> 00:21:52,866
  675. Why do you paint this?
  676.  
  677. 151
  678. 00:21:52,868 --> 00:21:53,834
  679. What?
  680.  
  681. 152
  682. 00:21:53,836 --> 00:21:56,135
  683. These flowers.
  684. Why do you paint them?
  685.  
  686. 153
  687. 00:21:56,137 --> 00:21:57,705
  688. Don't you
  689. find them beautiful?
  690.  
  691. 154
  692. 00:21:57,707 --> 00:22:00,207
  693. Well, they are
  694. beautiful flowers, no doubt.
  695.  
  696. 155
  697. 00:22:00,209 --> 00:22:02,242
  698. More beautiful
  699. than what you paint.
  700.  
  701. 156
  702. 00:22:02,244 --> 00:22:05,014
  703. - You think so?
  704. - Oh, yes.
  705.  
  706. 157
  707. 00:22:06,848 --> 00:22:08,815
  708. Maybe you're right.
  709.  
  710. 158
  711. 00:22:08,817 --> 00:22:13,187
  712. But these flowers will wither
  713. and fade. All flowers do.
  714.  
  715. 159
  716. 00:22:13,189 --> 00:22:15,288
  717. I know, everybody knows that.
  718.  
  719. 160
  720. 00:22:15,290 --> 00:22:16,826
  721. But mine will resist.
  722.  
  723. 161
  724. 00:22:17,660 --> 00:22:18,695
  725. Are you sure?
  726.  
  727. 162
  728. 00:22:21,564 --> 00:22:22,999
  729. At least
  730. they'll have a chance.
  731.  
  732. 163
  733. 00:22:25,835 --> 00:22:27,604
  734. You should
  735. make a painting of me.
  736.  
  737. 164
  738. 00:22:29,805 --> 00:22:31,104
  739. Why not?
  740.  
  741. 165
  742. 00:22:31,106 --> 00:22:32,171
  743. If you paint me,
  744.  
  745. 166
  746. 00:22:32,173 --> 00:22:34,275
  747. I would stay young
  748. forever, maybe.
  749.  
  750. 167
  751. 00:22:34,277 --> 00:22:36,911
  752. I can even
  753. make you look younger.
  754.  
  755. 168
  756. 00:22:36,913 --> 00:22:38,882
  757. No, it wouldn't be fair.
  758.  
  759. 169
  760. 00:29:24,118 --> 00:29:26,953
  761. <i>When facing a flat landscape,</i>
  762.  
  763. 170
  764. 00:29:26,955 --> 00:29:29,157
  765. <i>I see nothing but eternity.</i>
  766.  
  767. 171
  768. 00:29:31,292 --> 00:29:33,362
  769. <i>Am I the only one to see it?</i>
  770.  
  771. 172
  772. 00:29:36,699 --> 00:29:39,102
  773. <i>Existence can't be
  774. without reason.</i>
  775.  
  776. 173
  777. 00:32:12,354 --> 00:32:14,621
  778. Oh.
  779.  
  780. 174
  781. 00:32:18,460 --> 00:32:20,392
  782. Go away! Go away!
  783.  
  784. 175
  785. 00:32:20,394 --> 00:32:23,162
  786. Go away! Leave me alone!
  787. Leave me alone!
  788.  
  789. 176
  790. 00:32:30,138 --> 00:32:31,473
  791. Go away!
  792.  
  793. 177
  794. 00:32:37,378 --> 00:32:38,580
  795. Go away!
  796.  
  797. 178
  798. 00:34:28,289 --> 00:34:29,358
  799. Theo.
  800.  
  801. 179
  802. 00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:32,728
  803. Theo, come here.
  804.  
  805. 180
  806. 00:34:46,942 --> 00:34:48,543
  807. They told me what happened.
  808.  
  809. 181
  810. 00:34:48,909 --> 00:34:49,911
  811. Please,
  812.  
  813. 182
  814. 00:34:51,346 --> 00:34:52,347
  815. tell me,
  816.  
  817. 183
  818. 00:34:52,880 --> 00:34:54,216
  819. how do you feel?
  820.  
  821. 184
  822. 00:34:56,684 --> 00:34:59,721
  823. I feel so well
  824. with you next to me.
  825.  
  826. 185
  827. 00:35:02,724 --> 00:35:03,793
  828. So well...
  829.  
  830. 186
  831. 00:35:04,592 --> 00:35:06,328
  832. I'd like to die like this.
  833.  
  834. 187
  835. 00:35:09,297 --> 00:35:10,231
  836. When we were little,
  837.  
  838. 188
  839. 00:35:10,233 --> 00:35:13,903
  840. I used to climb into bed
  841. with you, remember?
  842.  
  843. 189
  844. 00:35:15,336 --> 00:35:16,539
  845. Yes, you did.
  846.  
  847. 190
  848. 00:35:17,606 --> 00:35:18,975
  849. <i>When it was getting cold.</i>
  850.  
  851. 191
  852. 00:35:26,581 --> 00:35:27,983
  853. <i>How long will you stay?</i>
  854.  
  855. 192
  856. 00:35:28,884 --> 00:35:32,552
  857. Just today, I'm sorry.
  858.  
  859. 193
  860. 00:35:32,554 --> 00:35:36,291
  861. I have to get back to Paris.
  862. So many things to do...
  863.  
  864. 194
  865. 00:35:37,391 --> 00:35:38,994
  866. And they told me you were in
  867.  
  868. 195
  869. 00:35:40,528 --> 00:35:42,965
  870. a hospital,
  871. and I took the first train.
  872.  
  873. 196
  874. 00:35:46,034 --> 00:35:47,802
  875. Can't you stay any longer?
  876.  
  877. 197
  878. 00:35:51,572 --> 00:35:53,308
  879. I can't, I'm sorry.
  880.  
  881. 198
  882. 00:35:56,344 --> 00:35:59,481
  883. It took one day
  884. and a night to get here.
  885.  
  886. 199
  887. 00:36:00,414 --> 00:36:02,849
  888. And I'm a married man now.
  889.  
  890. 200
  891. 00:36:02,851 --> 00:36:04,583
  892. I know you are.
  893.  
  894. 201
  895. 00:36:04,585 --> 00:36:06,755
  896. I'm very happy
  897. for Jo and you.
  898.  
  899. 202
  900. 00:36:13,661 --> 00:36:14,696
  901. Vincent,
  902.  
  903. 203
  904. 00:36:18,032 --> 00:36:20,700
  905. why did they put you here?
  906.  
  907. 204
  908. 00:36:20,702 --> 00:36:23,639
  909. I have no idea, Theo.
  910. I swear to you.
  911.  
  912. 205
  913. 00:36:27,041 --> 00:36:28,543
  914. There must be a reason.
  915.  
  916. 206
  917. 00:36:31,679 --> 00:36:33,481
  918. From time to time,
  919.  
  920. 207
  921. 00:36:35,516 --> 00:36:37,686
  922. I feel like
  923. I'm losing my mind.
  924.  
  925. 208
  926. 00:36:39,887 --> 00:36:41,920
  927. Yes, my mind goes out of me,
  928.  
  929. 209
  930. 00:36:41,922 --> 00:36:44,124
  931. I'm telling you.
  932. It goes out of me.
  933.  
  934. 210
  935. 00:36:44,126 --> 00:36:45,528
  936. What do you mean?
  937.  
  938. 211
  939. 00:36:46,628 --> 00:36:51,930
  940. They say that I scream
  941. in the streets, that I cry,
  942.  
  943. 212
  944. 00:36:51,932 --> 00:36:57,036
  945. that I put black paint on
  946. my face to scare the children.
  947.  
  948. 213
  949. 00:36:57,038 --> 00:37:00,809
  950. But I don't remember
  951. anything.
  952.  
  953. 214
  954. 00:37:02,878 --> 00:37:04,113
  955. Anything except
  956.  
  957. 215
  958. 00:37:06,081 --> 00:37:08,884
  959. the darkness and anxiety,
  960.  
  961. 216
  962. 00:37:10,050 --> 00:37:11,721
  963. so they sent me here.
  964.  
  965. 217
  966. 00:37:14,722 --> 00:37:17,360
  967. With really insane people.
  968.  
  969. 218
  970. 00:37:19,494 --> 00:37:20,730
  971. Do you drink a lot?
  972.  
  973. 219
  974. 00:37:28,936 --> 00:37:30,537
  975. I must tell you,
  976.  
  977. 220
  978. 00:37:30,539 --> 00:37:32,942
  979. don't tell it
  980. to the doctors...
  981.  
  982. 221
  983. 00:37:35,643 --> 00:37:38,677
  984. Theo,
  985. sometimes I have visions.
  986.  
  987. 222
  988. 00:37:38,679 --> 00:37:40,447
  989. Who do you see?
  990.  
  991. 223
  992. 00:37:40,449 --> 00:37:41,784
  993. It's hard to say.
  994.  
  995. 224
  996. 00:37:42,818 --> 00:37:43,886
  997. Ghosts?
  998.  
  999. 225
  1000. 00:37:44,686 --> 00:37:45,855
  1001. I don't know.
  1002.  
  1003. 226
  1004. 00:37:47,856 --> 00:37:49,925
  1005. Flowers, sometimes,
  1006.  
  1007. 227
  1008. 00:37:51,126 --> 00:37:55,064
  1009. and also angels, human beings.
  1010.  
  1011. 228
  1012. 00:37:56,197 --> 00:37:57,799
  1013. It's confusing.
  1014.  
  1015. 229
  1016. 00:37:58,900 --> 00:38:01,668
  1017. Sometimes they talk to me.
  1018.  
  1019. 230
  1020. 00:38:01,670 --> 00:38:03,135
  1021. What do they say?
  1022.  
  1023. 231
  1024. 00:38:03,137 --> 00:38:05,070
  1025. I don't understand them.
  1026.  
  1027. 232
  1028. 00:38:05,072 --> 00:38:08,109
  1029. But it's frightening. They
  1030. aren't always very nice.
  1031.  
  1032. 233
  1033. 00:38:11,880 --> 00:38:15,918
  1034. I will talk to the doctors
  1035. and see what can be done.
  1036.  
  1037. 234
  1038. 00:38:19,054 --> 00:38:20,722
  1039. When I get like this,
  1040.  
  1041. 235
  1042. 00:38:22,858 --> 00:38:24,794
  1043. I don't know
  1044. what I'm capable of.
  1045.  
  1046. 236
  1047. 00:38:27,795 --> 00:38:29,197
  1048. Maybe I could kill
  1049.  
  1050. 237
  1051. 00:38:31,500 --> 00:38:33,469
  1052. and throw myself off a cliff.
  1053.  
  1054. 238
  1055. 00:39:14,876 --> 00:39:16,976
  1056. <i>Dear Paul,</i>
  1057.  
  1058. 239
  1059. 00:39:16,978 --> 00:39:20,079
  1060. <i>I know you've been in correspondence
  1061. with my brother Vincent,</i>
  1062.  
  1063. 240
  1064. 00:39:20,081 --> 00:39:21,914
  1065. <i>and he is very much
  1066. looking forward</i>
  1067.  
  1068. 241
  1069. 00:39:21,916 --> 00:39:23,483
  1070. <i>to your arrival in Arles,</i>
  1071.  
  1072. 242
  1073. 00:39:23,485 --> 00:39:28,021
  1074. <i>which I know has been postponed
  1075. due to financial concerns.</i>
  1076.  
  1077. 243
  1078. 00:39:28,023 --> 00:39:32,090
  1079. <i>I am prepared and committed to
  1080. sending 250 francs each month</i>
  1081.  
  1082. 244
  1083. 00:39:32,092 --> 00:39:34,594
  1084. <i>in exchange for one painting
  1085. a month of yours,</i>
  1086.  
  1087. 245
  1088. 00:39:34,596 --> 00:39:35,898
  1089. <i>at your discretion.</i>
  1090.  
  1091. 246
  1092. 00:39:37,032 --> 00:39:38,831
  1093. <i>It would benefit
  1094. Vincent greatly</i>
  1095.  
  1096. 247
  1097. 00:39:38,833 --> 00:39:40,603
  1098. <i>to see you
  1099. as soon as possible.</i>
  1100.  
  1101. 248
  1102. 00:39:41,235 --> 00:39:42,936
  1103. <i>A warm handshake.</i>
  1104.  
  1105. 249
  1106. 00:39:42,938 --> 00:39:46,242
  1107. <i>Enthusiastically,
  1108. Theo van Gogh.</i>
  1109.  
  1110. 250
  1111. 00:39:47,275 --> 00:39:48,974
  1112. <i>P.S.</i>
  1113.  
  1114. 251
  1115. 00:39:48,976 --> 00:39:50,742
  1116. <i>Looking forward
  1117. to your response</i>
  1118.  
  1119. 252
  1120. 00:39:50,744 --> 00:39:52,280
  1121. <i>and to seeing
  1122. your latest works.</i>
  1123.  
  1124. 253
  1125. 00:39:57,152 --> 00:40:00,019
  1126. Of all the miseries
  1127. that afflict humanity,
  1128.  
  1129. 254
  1130. 00:40:00,021 --> 00:40:03,188
  1131. nothing maddens me more
  1132. than the lack of money.
  1133.  
  1134. 255
  1135. 00:40:03,190 --> 00:40:04,726
  1136. But not tonight.
  1137.  
  1138. 256
  1139. 00:40:10,599 --> 00:40:11,800
  1140. Another round, <i>madame.</i>
  1141.  
  1142. 257
  1143. 00:40:13,134 --> 00:40:14,135
  1144. Gaby.
  1145.  
  1146. 258
  1147. 00:40:16,570 --> 00:40:21,076
  1148. Some days, I feel
  1149. like a beggar, but not today.
  1150.  
  1151. 259
  1152. 00:40:22,677 --> 00:40:24,711
  1153. It's so good to see you,
  1154. Vincent,
  1155.  
  1156. 260
  1157. 00:40:24,713 --> 00:40:25,912
  1158. and this fine group.
  1159.  
  1160. 261
  1161. 00:40:25,914 --> 00:40:28,280
  1162. I'm happy to see you, Paul.
  1163.  
  1164. 262
  1165. 00:40:28,282 --> 00:40:31,016
  1166. But really, no one around
  1167. here really likes me,
  1168.  
  1169. 263
  1170. 00:40:31,018 --> 00:40:32,818
  1171. except <i>Madame</i>
  1172. and <i>Monsieur</i> Ginoux.
  1173.  
  1174. 264
  1175. 00:40:32,820 --> 00:40:38,391
  1176. Sometimes it's days
  1177. before I speak to someone.
  1178.  
  1179. 265
  1180. 00:40:38,393 --> 00:40:40,128
  1181. I've been waiting
  1182. for this moment.
  1183.  
  1184. 266
  1185. 00:40:41,096 --> 00:40:42,961
  1186. But you were so indecisive.
  1187.  
  1188. 267
  1189. 00:40:42,963 --> 00:40:44,732
  1190. I'm glad
  1191. you made up your mind.
  1192.  
  1193. 268
  1194. 00:40:46,134 --> 00:40:48,400
  1195. Is your brother
  1196. still sending you money?
  1197.  
  1198. 269
  1199. 00:40:48,402 --> 00:40:50,737
  1200. 250 francs a month.
  1201.  
  1202. 270
  1203. 00:40:50,739 --> 00:40:51,740
  1204. Not much.
  1205.  
  1206. 271
  1207. 00:40:52,641 --> 00:40:54,407
  1208. He does what he can.
  1209.  
  1210. 272
  1211. 00:40:54,409 --> 00:40:56,175
  1212. Did you make
  1213. an arrangement with him?
  1214.  
  1215. 273
  1216. 00:40:56,177 --> 00:40:57,179
  1217. Yeah.
  1218.  
  1219. 274
  1220. 00:40:58,213 --> 00:40:59,746
  1221. He pays my expenses here,
  1222.  
  1223. 275
  1224. 00:40:59,748 --> 00:41:01,313
  1225. and I send him
  1226. a canvas a month.
  1227.  
  1228. 276
  1229. 00:41:01,315 --> 00:41:03,918
  1230. - And you're happy with that?
  1231. - It's all right.
  1232.  
  1233. 277
  1234. 00:41:04,885 --> 00:41:06,351
  1235. It's acceptable.
  1236.  
  1237. 278
  1238. 00:41:06,353 --> 00:41:10,023
  1239. You have
  1240. such a compelling face.
  1241.  
  1242. 279
  1243. 00:41:10,025 --> 00:41:11,724
  1244. Maybe you'd come over
  1245. to the yellow house
  1246.  
  1247. 280
  1248. 00:41:11,726 --> 00:41:13,762
  1249. and, uh, pose for me.
  1250.  
  1251. 281
  1252. 00:41:14,695 --> 00:41:15,797
  1253. Maybe.
  1254.  
  1255. 282
  1256. 00:41:16,965 --> 00:41:18,300
  1257. I'll take that as a yes.
  1258.  
  1259. 283
  1260. 00:41:28,710 --> 00:41:31,911
  1261. Why do you always
  1262. have to paint from nature?
  1263.  
  1264. 284
  1265. 00:41:31,913 --> 00:41:34,382
  1266. I feel lost if I don't have
  1267. something to look at.
  1268.  
  1269. 285
  1270. 00:41:36,150 --> 00:41:39,120
  1271. I need something to see.
  1272. There's so much to see.
  1273.  
  1274. 286
  1275. 00:41:39,887 --> 00:41:41,220
  1276. Every time I look,
  1277.  
  1278. 287
  1279. 00:41:41,222 --> 00:41:43,789
  1280. I see something
  1281. I've never seen before.
  1282.  
  1283. 288
  1284. 00:41:43,791 --> 00:41:46,327
  1285. Yes, but what you paint,
  1286. what you do belongs to you.
  1287.  
  1288. 289
  1289. 00:41:47,461 --> 00:41:49,061
  1290. You don't need to
  1291. copy anything.
  1292.  
  1293. 290
  1294. 00:41:49,063 --> 00:41:50,262
  1295. I don't copy.
  1296.  
  1297. 291
  1298. 00:41:50,264 --> 00:41:51,363
  1299. I know,
  1300.  
  1301. 292
  1302. 00:41:51,365 --> 00:41:53,700
  1303. but why don't you paint
  1304. just what's in your mind?
  1305.  
  1306. 293
  1307. 00:41:53,702 --> 00:41:55,767
  1308. What your brain sees?
  1309.  
  1310. 294
  1311. 00:41:55,769 --> 00:41:58,273
  1312. Because the essence
  1313. of nature is beauty.
  1314.  
  1315. 295
  1316. 00:41:59,074 --> 00:42:00,840
  1317. What do you mean?
  1318.  
  1319. 296
  1320. 00:42:00,842 --> 00:42:02,008
  1321. What do you mean
  1322. what do I mean?
  1323.  
  1324. 297
  1325. 00:42:02,010 --> 00:42:03,909
  1326. Why did you want to
  1327. go to Madagascar?
  1328.  
  1329. 298
  1330. 00:42:03,911 --> 00:42:06,244
  1331. To get away from society,
  1332. from people.
  1333.  
  1334. 299
  1335. 00:42:06,246 --> 00:42:07,746
  1336. That may have
  1337. been part of it,
  1338.  
  1339. 300
  1340. 00:42:07,748 --> 00:42:09,715
  1341. but you went there
  1342. in search of beauty,
  1343.  
  1344. 301
  1345. 00:42:09,717 --> 00:42:11,851
  1346. and nature
  1347. was definitely there.
  1348.  
  1349. 302
  1350. 00:42:11,853 --> 00:42:14,320
  1351. And it was different
  1352. than what you knew before,
  1353.  
  1354. 303
  1355. 00:42:14,322 --> 00:42:17,092
  1356. and it made your paintings
  1357. look different.
  1358.  
  1359. 304
  1360. 00:42:18,259 --> 00:42:19,827
  1361. When I look at nature,
  1362.  
  1363. 305
  1364. 00:42:20,728 --> 00:42:22,397
  1365. I see more clearly,
  1366.  
  1367. 306
  1368. 00:42:23,498 --> 00:42:25,800
  1369. the tie that unites us all.
  1370.  
  1371. 307
  1372. 00:42:27,068 --> 00:42:28,903
  1373. A vibrating energy,
  1374.  
  1375. 308
  1376. 00:42:30,204 --> 00:42:31,804
  1377. speaking in God's voice.
  1378.  
  1379. 309
  1380. 00:42:31,806 --> 00:42:34,273
  1381. Sometimes it's so intense,
  1382. I lose consciousness.
  1383.  
  1384. 310
  1385. 00:42:34,275 --> 00:42:36,508
  1386. - Come on.
  1387. - I swear to you.
  1388.  
  1389. 311
  1390. 00:42:36,510 --> 00:42:37,744
  1391. After a while,
  1392.  
  1393. 312
  1394. 00:42:37,746 --> 00:42:41,748
  1395. I wake up and I don't know
  1396. where I am or what I'm doing.
  1397.  
  1398. 313
  1399. 00:42:41,750 --> 00:42:45,918
  1400. It takes me some minutes
  1401. to even remember my name.
  1402.  
  1403. 314
  1404. 00:42:45,920 --> 00:42:47,452
  1405. Listen, Vincent,
  1406. the time is coming
  1407.  
  1408. 315
  1409. 00:42:47,454 --> 00:42:49,222
  1410. when painters
  1411. won't need anymore
  1412.  
  1413. 316
  1414. 00:42:49,224 --> 00:42:51,456
  1415. to look at models and sit down
  1416. in front of nature.
  1417.  
  1418. 317
  1419. 00:42:51,458 --> 00:42:52,958
  1420. You know why?
  1421.  
  1422. 318
  1423. 00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:55,762
  1424. Because nature is what
  1425. we see here in our heads.
  1426.  
  1427. 319
  1428. 00:42:55,764 --> 00:42:56,630
  1429. Nothing else!
  1430.  
  1431. 320
  1432. 00:42:56,632 --> 00:42:58,831
  1433. Without our eyes,
  1434. there's no nature.
  1435.  
  1436. 321
  1437. 00:42:58,833 --> 00:43:00,999
  1438. And none of us sees the world
  1439. around us the same way.
  1440.  
  1441. 322
  1442. 00:43:01,001 --> 00:43:02,101
  1443. We sit, you and I,
  1444.  
  1445. 323
  1446. 00:43:02,103 --> 00:43:03,436
  1447. in front of
  1448. the same landscape,
  1449.  
  1450. 324
  1451. 00:43:03,438 --> 00:43:06,204
  1452. we don't see the same
  1453. mountains, the same trees.
  1454.  
  1455. 325
  1456. 00:43:06,206 --> 00:43:07,273
  1457. Well, that's
  1458. what I'm saying.
  1459.  
  1460. 326
  1461. 00:43:07,275 --> 00:43:09,075
  1462. The trees that I paint
  1463. are mine.
  1464.  
  1465. 327
  1466. 00:43:09,077 --> 00:43:12,177
  1467. Even the faces you paint
  1468. are yours.
  1469.  
  1470. 328
  1471. 00:43:12,179 --> 00:43:14,246
  1472. And they'll stay
  1473. because of you.
  1474.  
  1475. 329
  1476. 00:43:14,248 --> 00:43:16,414
  1477. People will be known
  1478. because you painted them
  1479.  
  1480. 330
  1481. 00:43:16,416 --> 00:43:19,251
  1482. and how you painted them,
  1483. not because of who they are.
  1484.  
  1485. 331
  1486. 00:43:19,253 --> 00:43:20,487
  1487. That's good.
  1488.  
  1489. 332
  1490. 00:43:20,489 --> 00:43:22,320
  1491. And people will go to museums
  1492. to see paintings of people,
  1493.  
  1494. 333
  1495. 00:43:22,322 --> 00:43:24,023
  1496. not to see people
  1497. who were painted.
  1498.  
  1499. 334
  1500. 00:43:24,025 --> 00:43:25,525
  1501. You know,
  1502. people don't always like
  1503.  
  1504. 335
  1505. 00:43:25,527 --> 00:43:27,195
  1506. the way they look
  1507. in my paintings.
  1508.  
  1509. 336
  1510. 00:43:28,963 --> 00:43:31,264
  1511. We have to start a revolution.
  1512. Do you understand?
  1513.  
  1514. 337
  1515. 00:43:31,266 --> 00:43:33,266
  1516. Yes, we do.
  1517.  
  1518. 338
  1519. 00:43:33,268 --> 00:43:34,967
  1520. Us, our generation.
  1521.  
  1522. 339
  1523. 00:43:34,969 --> 00:43:36,969
  1524. We have to change entirely
  1525.  
  1526. 340
  1527. 00:43:36,971 --> 00:43:41,240
  1528. the relation between painting
  1529. and what you call nature.
  1530.  
  1531. 341
  1532. 00:43:41,242 --> 00:43:44,209
  1533. Between painting and reality
  1534.  
  1535. 342
  1536. 00:43:44,211 --> 00:43:46,148
  1537. because painted reality
  1538. is its own reality.
  1539.  
  1540. 343
  1541. 00:43:47,981 --> 00:43:49,248
  1542. You're right about that.
  1543.  
  1544. 344
  1545. 00:43:49,250 --> 00:43:51,983
  1546. The impressionists,
  1547.  
  1548. 345
  1549. 00:43:51,985 --> 00:43:54,086
  1550. they're out of it,
  1551. do you agree?
  1552.  
  1553. 346
  1554. 00:43:54,088 --> 00:43:56,389
  1555. - Uh...
  1556. - Come on.
  1557.  
  1558. 347
  1559. 00:43:56,391 --> 00:43:58,191
  1560. They only paint their
  1561. babies in their gardens.
  1562.  
  1563. 348
  1564. 00:43:58,193 --> 00:43:59,428
  1565. They'll never
  1566. go any further.
  1567.  
  1568. 349
  1569. 00:44:01,094 --> 00:44:03,595
  1570. Seurat confounds
  1571. painting with science.
  1572.  
  1573. 350
  1574. 00:44:03,597 --> 00:44:06,300
  1575. He's lost himself
  1576. in optical experiments.
  1577.  
  1578. 351
  1579. 00:44:07,501 --> 00:44:09,901
  1580. There's nothing more
  1581. to expect
  1582.  
  1583. 352
  1584. 00:44:09,903 --> 00:44:12,104
  1585. from Renoir, Degas, Monet...
  1586.  
  1587. 353
  1588. 00:44:12,106 --> 00:44:12,972
  1589. They repeat themselves.
  1590.  
  1591. 354
  1592. 00:44:12,974 --> 00:44:14,407
  1593. They've given everything
  1594. they could give.
  1595.  
  1596. 355
  1597. 00:44:14,409 --> 00:44:16,008
  1598. You don't mean that.
  1599.  
  1600. 356
  1601. 00:44:16,010 --> 00:44:17,212
  1602. You like Degas.
  1603.  
  1604. 357
  1605. 00:44:19,047 --> 00:44:21,516
  1606. You have to say thank you
  1607. for the paintings you like.
  1608.  
  1609. 358
  1610. 00:44:22,483 --> 00:44:23,916
  1611. Monet's pretty good.
  1612.  
  1613. 359
  1614. 00:44:23,918 --> 00:44:24,920
  1615. It's our turn.
  1616.  
  1617. 360
  1618. 00:44:25,853 --> 00:44:28,253
  1619. We have a huge responsibility.
  1620.  
  1621. 361
  1622. 00:44:28,255 --> 00:44:30,158
  1623. I still think
  1624. Monet's pretty good.
  1625.  
  1626. 362
  1627. 00:44:34,061 --> 00:44:35,429
  1628. You want to go to Martinique?
  1629.  
  1630. 363
  1631. 00:45:00,922 --> 00:45:02,157
  1632. It's good to have you here.
  1633.  
  1634. 364
  1635. 00:46:23,471 --> 00:46:25,373
  1636. Could you put your hand
  1637. back how it was?
  1638.  
  1639. 365
  1640. 00:47:00,775 --> 00:47:02,041
  1641. Thank you.
  1642.  
  1643. 366
  1644. 00:47:02,043 --> 00:47:03,378
  1645. - Can I go?
  1646. - You can go.
  1647.  
  1648. 367
  1649. 00:47:24,097 --> 00:47:26,400
  1650. You have to plan
  1651. your paintings slowly.
  1652.  
  1653. 368
  1654. 00:47:28,202 --> 00:47:29,237
  1655. What's the rush?
  1656.  
  1657. 369
  1658. 00:47:30,405 --> 00:47:31,737
  1659. Work calmly, slowly.
  1660.  
  1661. 370
  1662. 00:47:31,739 --> 00:47:36,541
  1663. You're indoors, you're not
  1664. outside in the wind and the noise.
  1665.  
  1666. 371
  1667. 00:47:36,543 --> 00:47:39,647
  1668. Paintings have to be done
  1669. in one clear gesture.
  1670.  
  1671. 372
  1672. 00:47:48,155 --> 00:47:50,088
  1673. Think about the surface
  1674. that you're painting on
  1675.  
  1676. 373
  1677. 00:47:50,090 --> 00:47:51,557
  1678. and how the paint
  1679. will sit on it.
  1680.  
  1681. 374
  1682. 00:47:51,559 --> 00:47:53,758
  1683. You're changing things
  1684. so fast,
  1685.  
  1686. 375
  1687. 00:47:53,760 --> 00:47:55,329
  1688. you can't even see
  1689. what you've done.
  1690.  
  1691. 376
  1692. 00:47:57,130 --> 00:47:58,632
  1693. Paintings have to be
  1694. painted fast.
  1695.  
  1696. 377
  1697. 00:48:39,172 --> 00:48:40,341
  1698. <i>Painters I look at...</i>
  1699.  
  1700. 378
  1701. 00:48:44,545 --> 00:48:45,680
  1702. <i>Frans Hals,</i>
  1703.  
  1704. 379
  1705. 00:48:53,387 --> 00:48:54,389
  1706. <i>Goya,</i>
  1707.  
  1708. 380
  1709. 00:49:02,496 --> 00:49:03,565
  1710. <i>Velazquez,</i>
  1711.  
  1712. 381
  1713. 00:49:08,436 --> 00:49:09,538
  1714. <i>Veronese,</i>
  1715.  
  1716. 382
  1717. 00:49:18,846 --> 00:49:20,114
  1718. <i>Delacroix.</i>
  1719.  
  1720. 383
  1721. 00:49:26,521 --> 00:49:30,392
  1722. <i>The painters I like all paint
  1723. fast in one clear gesture,</i>
  1724.  
  1725. 384
  1726. 00:49:31,159 --> 00:49:32,160
  1727. <i>each stroke.</i>
  1728.  
  1729. 385
  1730. 00:49:33,927 --> 00:49:35,860
  1731. You've heard of
  1732. "a stroke of genius"?
  1733.  
  1734. 386
  1735. 00:49:35,862 --> 00:49:37,264
  1736. Well, that's what it means.
  1737.  
  1738. 387
  1739. 00:49:38,865 --> 00:49:40,733
  1740. You don't even
  1741. paint that way.
  1742.  
  1743. 388
  1744. 00:49:40,735 --> 00:49:43,334
  1745. You paint fast
  1746. and you overpaint.
  1747.  
  1748. 389
  1749. 00:49:43,336 --> 00:49:46,171
  1750. Your surface looks
  1751. like it's made out of clay.
  1752.  
  1753. 390
  1754. 00:49:46,173 --> 00:49:48,309
  1755. It's more like sculpture
  1756. than painting.
  1757.  
  1758. 391
  1759. 00:50:00,788 --> 00:50:02,921
  1760. <i>You don't even
  1761. paint like that.</i>
  1762.  
  1763. 392
  1764. 00:50:02,923 --> 00:50:05,224
  1765. <i>You paint fast
  1766. and then you overpaint.</i>
  1767.  
  1768. 393
  1769. 00:50:05,226 --> 00:50:07,262
  1770. <i>Your surface looks
  1771. like it's made out of clay.</i>
  1772.  
  1773. 394
  1774. 00:50:08,663 --> 00:50:10,662
  1775. <i>It's more like sculpture
  1776. than painting.</i>
  1777.  
  1778. 395
  1779. 00:50:44,965 --> 00:50:47,268
  1780. I'm telling you,
  1781. you have to look inside.
  1782.  
  1783. 396
  1784. 00:50:48,501 --> 00:50:51,503
  1785. You keep saying "look
  1786. inside." I get it, I do.
  1787.  
  1788. 397
  1789. 00:50:51,505 --> 00:50:53,608
  1790. You keep repeating yourself.
  1791.  
  1792. 398
  1793. 00:50:54,742 --> 00:50:56,675
  1794. What do you think
  1795. I'm doing?
  1796.  
  1797. 399
  1798. 00:50:56,677 --> 00:50:59,677
  1799. I don't invent the picture.
  1800.  
  1801. 400
  1802. 00:50:59,679 --> 00:51:02,313
  1803. I don't need
  1804. to invent the picture.
  1805.  
  1806. 401
  1807. 00:51:02,315 --> 00:51:06,584
  1808. I find it already in nature.
  1809. I just have to free it.
  1810.  
  1811. 402
  1812. 00:51:06,586 --> 00:51:09,354
  1813. All right, I'm just saying,
  1814. first think about your surface
  1815.  
  1816. 403
  1817. 00:51:09,356 --> 00:51:11,490
  1818. and how the paint
  1819. will sit on it.
  1820.  
  1821. 404
  1822. 00:51:11,492 --> 00:51:14,425
  1823. Get control
  1824. over what you're doing.
  1825.  
  1826. 405
  1827. 00:51:14,427 --> 00:51:15,963
  1828. Maybe you should
  1829. work inside more.
  1830.  
  1831. 406
  1832. 00:51:17,364 --> 00:51:21,400
  1833. I've spent all my life
  1834. alone, in a room.
  1835.  
  1836. 407
  1837. 00:51:21,402 --> 00:51:26,938
  1838. I need to go out
  1839. and work to forget myself.
  1840.  
  1841. 408
  1842. 00:51:26,940 --> 00:51:28,074
  1843. I want to be out of control.
  1844.  
  1845. 409
  1846. 00:51:28,076 --> 00:51:31,276
  1847. I need to be in a feverish state.
  1848.  
  1849. 410
  1850. 00:51:31,278 --> 00:51:33,345
  1851. It's called the act
  1852. of painting for a reason.
  1853.  
  1854. 411
  1855. 00:51:33,347 --> 00:51:34,682
  1856. All right, calm down.
  1857.  
  1858. 412
  1859. 00:51:35,483 --> 00:51:37,016
  1860. I don't want to calm down.
  1861.  
  1862. 413
  1863. 00:51:37,018 --> 00:51:39,385
  1864. The faster I paint,
  1865. the better I feel.
  1866.  
  1867. 414
  1868. 00:51:39,387 --> 00:51:41,423
  1869. I can't stay here,
  1870. Vincent.
  1871.  
  1872. 415
  1873. 00:51:42,389 --> 00:51:43,592
  1874. What are you saying?
  1875.  
  1876. 416
  1877. 00:51:46,726 --> 00:51:48,329
  1878. I can't stay in Arles.
  1879.  
  1880. 417
  1881. 00:51:49,597 --> 00:51:50,832
  1882. I'll go soon.
  1883.  
  1884. 418
  1885. 00:51:54,835 --> 00:51:55,900
  1886. What?
  1887.  
  1888. 419
  1889. 00:51:55,902 --> 00:51:57,503
  1890. I've sold
  1891. some paintings lately.
  1892.  
  1893. 420
  1894. 00:51:57,505 --> 00:51:58,871
  1895. Maybe your brother told you?
  1896.  
  1897. 421
  1898. 00:51:58,873 --> 00:52:00,342
  1899. And I have to
  1900. get back to Paris.
  1901.  
  1902. 422
  1903. 00:52:06,880 --> 00:52:07,949
  1904. Where are you going?
  1905.  
  1906. 423
  1907. 00:52:11,418 --> 00:52:12,453
  1908. Vincent!
  1909.  
  1910. 424
  1911. 00:52:20,460 --> 00:52:24,429
  1912. <i>I've spent
  1913. all my life alone, in a room.</i>
  1914.  
  1915. 425
  1916. 00:52:24,431 --> 00:52:27,800
  1917. - <i>I need to go out and work...</i>
  1918. - What are you doing?
  1919.  
  1920. 426
  1921. 00:52:27,802 --> 00:52:29,967
  1922. <i>...to forget myself.</i>
  1923.  
  1924. 427
  1925. 00:52:29,969 --> 00:52:31,103
  1926. - <i>I want to be out of control.</i>
  1927. - What?
  1928.  
  1929. 428
  1930. 00:52:31,105 --> 00:52:34,106
  1931. <i>I need to be
  1932. in a feverish state.</i>
  1933.  
  1934. 429
  1935. 00:52:34,108 --> 00:52:36,108
  1936. <i>It's called the act
  1937. of painting for a reason.</i>
  1938.  
  1939. 430
  1940. 00:52:36,110 --> 00:52:38,443
  1941. <i>All right, calm down.</i>
  1942.  
  1943. 431
  1944. 00:52:38,445 --> 00:52:40,079
  1945. <i>I don't want to calm down.</i>
  1946.  
  1947. 432
  1948. 00:52:40,081 --> 00:52:42,046
  1949. <i>The faster I paint,
  1950. the better I feel.</i>
  1951.  
  1952. 433
  1953. 00:52:46,353 --> 00:52:47,588
  1954. Why are you crying?
  1955.  
  1956. 434
  1957. 00:52:50,358 --> 00:52:52,360
  1958. What did I do?
  1959. Where did I go wrong?
  1960.  
  1961. 435
  1962. 00:52:52,760 --> 00:52:53,726
  1963. Nothing.
  1964.  
  1965. 436
  1966. 00:52:53,728 --> 00:52:56,364
  1967. You have nothing to do
  1968. with this decision.
  1969.  
  1970. 437
  1971. 00:52:58,632 --> 00:53:01,367
  1972. Vincent,
  1973. we can't live side by side.
  1974.  
  1975. 438
  1976. 00:53:01,369 --> 00:53:02,668
  1977. Our temperaments
  1978. are incompatible,
  1979.  
  1980. 439
  1981. 00:53:02,670 --> 00:53:03,872
  1982. you must admit that.
  1983.  
  1984. 440
  1985. 00:53:06,440 --> 00:53:08,807
  1986. And you have to understand
  1987.  
  1988. 441
  1989. 00:53:08,809 --> 00:53:11,709
  1990. my reputation
  1991. is established now.
  1992.  
  1993. 442
  1994. 00:53:11,711 --> 00:53:13,981
  1995. I can't live
  1996. in a country town anymore.
  1997.  
  1998. 443
  1999. 00:53:15,583 --> 00:53:18,117
  2000. I have to be around people,
  2001. for now.
  2002.  
  2003. 444
  2004. 00:53:21,389 --> 00:53:23,988
  2005. Besides,
  2006. I don't like it here.
  2007.  
  2008. 445
  2009. 00:53:23,990 --> 00:53:28,496
  2010. You're surrounded by
  2011. stupid, wicked, ignorant people.
  2012.  
  2013. 446
  2014. 00:53:31,798 --> 00:53:33,634
  2015. Come on, why are you
  2016. being so dramatic?
  2017.  
  2018. 447
  2019. 00:54:00,527 --> 00:54:01,762
  2020. Please don't go.
  2021.  
  2022. 448
  2023. 00:54:03,030 --> 00:54:04,566
  2024. It's great having you here.
  2025.  
  2026. 449
  2027. 00:54:05,766 --> 00:54:07,166
  2028. <i>I've sold
  2029. some paintings lately.</i>
  2030.  
  2031. 450
  2032. 00:54:07,168 --> 00:54:08,733
  2033. <i>Maybe your brother told you?</i>
  2034.  
  2035. 451
  2036. 00:54:08,735 --> 00:54:11,836
  2037. Don't do it to me!
  2038. I beg you.
  2039.  
  2040. 452
  2041. 00:54:11,838 --> 00:54:13,938
  2042. - No!
  2043. - <i>Nothing.</i>
  2044.  
  2045. 453
  2046. 00:54:13,940 --> 00:54:16,842
  2047. <i>You have nothing to do
  2048. with this decision.</i>
  2049.  
  2050. 454
  2051. 00:54:16,844 --> 00:54:18,844
  2052. <i>Where are you going?</i>
  2053.  
  2054. 455
  2055. 00:54:18,846 --> 00:54:20,813
  2056. <i>Vincent, we can't live
  2057. side by side.</i>
  2058.  
  2059. 456
  2060. 00:54:20,815 --> 00:54:21,847
  2061. <i>Vincent!</i>
  2062.  
  2063. 457
  2064. 00:54:21,849 --> 00:54:23,048
  2065. <i>Our temperaments
  2066. are incompatible,</i>
  2067.  
  2068. 458
  2069. 00:54:23,050 --> 00:54:24,682
  2070. <i>you must admit that.</i>
  2071.  
  2072. 459
  2073. 00:54:26,586 --> 00:54:28,920
  2074. <i>And you have to understand</i>
  2075.  
  2076. 460
  2077. 00:54:28,922 --> 00:54:31,824
  2078. <i>my reputation
  2079. is established now.</i>
  2080.  
  2081. 461
  2082. 00:54:31,826 --> 00:54:34,028
  2083. <i>I can't live
  2084. in a country town anymore.</i>
  2085.  
  2086. 462
  2087. 00:54:35,728 --> 00:54:38,599
  2088. <i>I have to be around people,
  2089. for now.</i>
  2090.  
  2091. 463
  2092. 00:54:40,099 --> 00:54:41,499
  2093. <i>What?</i>
  2094.  
  2095. 464
  2096. 00:54:41,501 --> 00:54:44,101
  2097. <i>Besides,
  2098. I don't like it here.</i>
  2099.  
  2100. 465
  2101. 00:54:44,103 --> 00:54:48,576
  2102. <i>You're surrounded by stupid,
  2103. wicked, ignorant people.</i>
  2104.  
  2105. 466
  2106. 00:54:51,846 --> 00:54:53,715
  2107. <i>Come on,
  2108. why are you being so dramatic?</i>
  2109.  
  2110. 467
  2111. 00:55:01,588 --> 00:55:02,623
  2112. <i>What are you saying?</i>
  2113.  
  2114. 468
  2115. 00:55:05,960 --> 00:55:07,693
  2116. <i>I can't stay in Arles.</i>
  2117.  
  2118. 469
  2119. 00:55:11,865 --> 00:55:13,701
  2120. <i>There's something
  2121. strange about me.</i>
  2122.  
  2123. 470
  2124. 00:55:14,702 --> 00:55:17,235
  2125. <i>Sometimes I don't know</i>
  2126.  
  2127. 471
  2128. 00:55:17,237 --> 00:55:19,640
  2129. <i>what I've done
  2130. or what I've said.</i>
  2131.  
  2132. 472
  2133. 00:55:20,907 --> 00:55:23,742
  2134. <i>About Gauguin, for instance,</i>
  2135.  
  2136. 473
  2137. 00:55:23,744 --> 00:55:25,747
  2138. <i>what happened
  2139. right before he left.</i>
  2140.  
  2141. 474
  2142. 00:55:26,981 --> 00:55:28,716
  2143. <i>We had some fights...</i>
  2144.  
  2145. 475
  2146. 00:55:29,750 --> 00:55:31,816
  2147. <i>I...</i>
  2148.  
  2149. 476
  2150. 00:55:31,818 --> 00:55:35,722
  2151. <i>Maybe I hurt him.
  2152. I don't know how.</i>
  2153.  
  2154. 477
  2155. 00:55:36,757 --> 00:55:37,959
  2156. <i>I do know</i>
  2157.  
  2158. 478
  2159. 00:55:39,527 --> 00:55:42,293
  2160. <i>that I took a razor</i>
  2161.  
  2162. 479
  2163. 00:55:42,295 --> 00:55:45,264
  2164. <i>and I cut off
  2165. one of my ears, yes.</i>
  2166.  
  2167. 480
  2168. 00:55:45,266 --> 00:55:48,766
  2169. <i>I cut it off, one of my ears.
  2170. Blood all over the place.</i>
  2171.  
  2172. 481
  2173. 00:55:48,768 --> 00:55:50,604
  2174. <i>No one else did it, I did it.</i>
  2175.  
  2176. 482
  2177. 00:55:52,139 --> 00:55:56,510
  2178. I wanted to give it to Gauguin
  2179. with my apologies.
  2180.  
  2181. 483
  2182. 00:55:57,710 --> 00:55:58,779
  2183. Why?
  2184.  
  2185. 484
  2186. 00:56:00,681 --> 00:56:01,816
  2187. God knows.
  2188.  
  2189. 485
  2190. 00:56:03,717 --> 00:56:05,182
  2191. And I thought,
  2192.  
  2193. 486
  2194. 00:56:05,184 --> 00:56:06,751
  2195. she would know where Paul was,
  2196.  
  2197. 487
  2198. 00:56:06,753 --> 00:56:09,954
  2199. so I gave my ear to the girl
  2200. at the bar, to Gaby.
  2201.  
  2202. 488
  2203. 00:56:09,956 --> 00:56:11,789
  2204. She was scared,
  2205. all the blood...
  2206.  
  2207. 489
  2208. 00:56:11,791 --> 00:56:14,959
  2209. I think she thought
  2210. I was going to kill her.
  2211.  
  2212. 490
  2213. 00:56:14,961 --> 00:56:18,766
  2214. So, she called the police
  2215. and they put me here.
  2216.  
  2217. 491
  2218. 00:56:21,168 --> 00:56:23,872
  2219. And what would you have done,
  2220. as a police officer?
  2221.  
  2222. 492
  2223. 00:56:25,271 --> 00:56:27,608
  2224. You can leave. It's all right.
  2225.  
  2226. 493
  2227. 00:56:34,347 --> 00:56:35,717
  2228. I...
  2229.  
  2230. 494
  2231. 00:56:38,152 --> 00:56:39,717
  2232. This is a small town, Vincent.
  2233.  
  2234. 495
  2235. 00:56:39,719 --> 00:56:41,320
  2236. Everybody's watching
  2237. what you're doing,
  2238.  
  2239. 496
  2240. 00:56:41,322 --> 00:56:42,891
  2241. even more in a small town.
  2242.  
  2243. 497
  2244. 00:56:43,791 --> 00:56:45,093
  2245. You're a stranger here.
  2246.  
  2247. 498
  2248. 00:56:46,693 --> 00:56:48,630
  2249. You drink too much.
  2250. Much too much.
  2251.  
  2252. 499
  2253. 00:56:50,130 --> 00:56:52,229
  2254. Then you get hysterical,
  2255. out of control,
  2256.  
  2257. 500
  2258. 00:56:52,231 --> 00:56:55,068
  2259. and yes, one night you cut off
  2260. one of your ears.
  2261.  
  2262. 501
  2263. 00:56:56,704 --> 00:56:57,906
  2264. Can you tell me why?
  2265.  
  2266. 502
  2267. 00:57:00,007 --> 00:57:02,076
  2268. My friend was
  2269. about to leave me.
  2270.  
  2271. 503
  2272. 00:57:03,277 --> 00:57:04,913
  2273. He was about to leave.
  2274.  
  2275. 504
  2276. 00:57:06,079 --> 00:57:07,311
  2277. And cutting one
  2278. of your ears
  2279.  
  2280. 505
  2281. 00:57:07,313 --> 00:57:09,016
  2282. was a way to keep him
  2283. next to you?
  2284.  
  2285. 506
  2286. 00:57:10,951 --> 00:57:12,186
  2287. That doesn't make sense.
  2288.  
  2289. 507
  2290. 00:57:17,291 --> 00:57:20,028
  2291. Was it a kind of gift
  2292. or a sacrifice or what?
  2293.  
  2294. 508
  2295. 00:57:22,161 --> 00:57:24,028
  2296. What were you trying
  2297. to achieve?
  2298.  
  2299. 509
  2300. 00:57:24,030 --> 00:57:25,099
  2301. I don't know.
  2302.  
  2303. 510
  2304. 00:57:26,800 --> 00:57:28,202
  2305. It might help
  2306. to talk about it.
  2307.  
  2308. 511
  2309. 00:57:29,402 --> 00:57:30,904
  2310. Try to tell me. I...
  2311.  
  2312. 512
  2313. 00:57:32,373 --> 00:57:34,208
  2314. I've never seen
  2315. anything like this before.
  2316.  
  2317. 513
  2318. 00:57:36,043 --> 00:57:37,711
  2319. But I'd like to help you.
  2320.  
  2321. 514
  2322. 00:57:39,746 --> 00:57:42,015
  2323. There's something inside me.
  2324. I don't know what it is.
  2325.  
  2326. 515
  2327. 00:57:47,788 --> 00:57:50,354
  2328. What I see, nobody else sees
  2329. and sometimes it frightens me.
  2330.  
  2331. 516
  2332. 00:57:50,356 --> 00:57:52,356
  2333. I think I'm losing my mind.
  2334.  
  2335. 517
  2336. 00:57:52,358 --> 00:57:55,896
  2337. But then I say to myself,
  2338.  
  2339. 518
  2340. 00:57:57,898 --> 00:58:00,231
  2341. "I'll show what I see
  2342.  
  2343. 519
  2344. 00:58:00,233 --> 00:58:02,867
  2345. "to my human brothers
  2346. who can't see it."
  2347.  
  2348. 520
  2349. 00:58:02,869 --> 00:58:04,403
  2350. It's a privilege.
  2351.  
  2352. 521
  2353. 00:58:04,405 --> 00:58:06,307
  2354. I can give them hope
  2355. and consolation.
  2356.  
  2357. 522
  2358. 00:58:09,242 --> 00:58:11,208
  2359. You're confusing people.
  2360.  
  2361. 523
  2362. 00:58:11,210 --> 00:58:13,914
  2363. You're confusing yourself
  2364. with your paintings.
  2365.  
  2366. 524
  2367. 00:58:15,282 --> 00:58:16,851
  2368. I am my paintings.
  2369.  
  2370. 525
  2371. 00:58:20,253 --> 00:58:22,656
  2372. What do you mean
  2373. by consolation and hope?
  2374.  
  2375. 526
  2376. 00:58:24,891 --> 00:58:26,858
  2377. You might be asking
  2378. too much of people.
  2379.  
  2380. 527
  2381. 00:58:26,860 --> 00:58:28,959
  2382. I'd like to share
  2383. my vision with people
  2384.  
  2385. 528
  2386. 00:58:28,961 --> 00:58:31,032
  2387. who can't see what I see
  2388. the way I see.
  2389.  
  2390. 529
  2391. 00:58:31,764 --> 00:58:32,933
  2392. Yes, but why?
  2393.  
  2394. 530
  2395. 00:58:34,902 --> 00:58:39,336
  2396. Because my vision is closer
  2397. to the reality of the world.
  2398.  
  2399. 531
  2400. 00:58:39,338 --> 00:58:44,077
  2401. I can make people feel
  2402. what it's like to be alive.
  2403.  
  2404. 532
  2405. 00:58:45,945 --> 00:58:48,280
  2406. Do you feel like
  2407. they don't feel alive?
  2408.  
  2409. 533
  2410. 00:58:48,282 --> 00:58:49,784
  2411. Yes, I do.
  2412.  
  2413. 534
  2414. 00:58:54,088 --> 00:58:55,487
  2415. And you think
  2416. you can make them
  2417.  
  2418. 535
  2419. 00:58:55,489 --> 00:58:56,954
  2420. feel that through painting?
  2421.  
  2422. 536
  2423. 00:58:56,956 --> 00:59:00,260
  2424. Yes. Yes, absolutely.
  2425.  
  2426. 537
  2427. 00:59:01,494 --> 00:59:02,829
  2428. Yes.
  2429.  
  2430. 538
  2431. 00:59:05,231 --> 00:59:10,034
  2432. Gaby said your ear
  2433. was wrapped in this,
  2434.  
  2435. 539
  2436. 00:59:10,036 --> 00:59:12,406
  2437. and she was supposed to
  2438. give it to Paul.
  2439.  
  2440. 540
  2441. 00:59:14,440 --> 00:59:16,974
  2442. "Remember me,"
  2443. what did you mean by that?
  2444.  
  2445. 541
  2446. 00:59:22,882 --> 00:59:24,182
  2447. Maybe you were trying
  2448. to show him
  2449.  
  2450. 542
  2451. 00:59:24,184 --> 00:59:25,450
  2452. what he meant to you
  2453. through that act,
  2454.  
  2455. 543
  2456. 00:59:25,452 --> 00:59:27,855
  2457. but that was something
  2458. you couldn't see.
  2459.  
  2460. 544
  2461. 00:59:31,190 --> 00:59:33,023
  2462. I didn't want him to leave.
  2463.  
  2464. 545
  2465. 00:59:33,025 --> 00:59:36,193
  2466. It was a way to get him back.
  2467.  
  2468. 546
  2469. 00:59:36,195 --> 00:59:39,733
  2470. Jesus said, "If thy hand
  2471. offend thee, cut it off."
  2472.  
  2473. 547
  2474. 00:59:40,934 --> 00:59:42,133
  2475. So you cut off your ear
  2476.  
  2477. 548
  2478. 00:59:42,135 --> 00:59:46,137
  2479. because you couldn't bear
  2480. to hear what Paul was saying?
  2481.  
  2482. 549
  2483. 00:59:46,139 --> 00:59:49,409
  2484. I believe I have
  2485. a menacing spirit around me.
  2486.  
  2487. 550
  2488. 00:59:50,409 --> 00:59:52,045
  2489. An invisible being.
  2490.  
  2491. 551
  2492. 00:59:54,815 --> 00:59:56,818
  2493. I feel it, I don't see it.
  2494.  
  2495. 552
  2496. 00:59:58,117 --> 01:00:00,552
  2497. He speaks to me
  2498. and threatens me.
  2499.  
  2500. 553
  2501. 01:00:00,554 --> 01:00:04,389
  2502. And all he wants to do is
  2503. plunge a knife into my heart.
  2504.  
  2505. 554
  2506. 01:00:04,391 --> 01:00:08,159
  2507. I saw him and I tried to
  2508. cut him out of myself.
  2509.  
  2510. 555
  2511. 01:00:08,161 --> 01:00:11,061
  2512. So that's the reason
  2513. why you cut off your ear.
  2514.  
  2515. 556
  2516. 01:00:15,501 --> 01:00:17,302
  2517. Your vision of the world,
  2518. as you say,
  2519.  
  2520. 557
  2521. 01:00:17,304 --> 01:00:18,740
  2522. is quite frightening.
  2523.  
  2524. 558
  2525. 01:00:19,306 --> 01:00:20,340
  2526. Isn't it?
  2527.  
  2528. 559
  2529. 01:00:20,940 --> 01:00:23,008
  2530. Yes.
  2531.  
  2532. 560
  2533. 01:00:23,010 --> 01:00:25,379
  2534. I'm terrified he'll
  2535. come back.
  2536.  
  2537. 561
  2538. 01:00:26,980 --> 01:00:27,981
  2539. I see.
  2540.  
  2541. 562
  2542. 01:00:32,018 --> 01:00:33,286
  2543. So, listen to me.
  2544.  
  2545. 563
  2546. 01:00:34,320 --> 01:00:36,387
  2547. We'll send you to
  2548. Saint-Remy.
  2549.  
  2550. 564
  2551. 01:00:36,389 --> 01:00:38,423
  2552. - Where?
  2553. - Saint-Remy.
  2554.  
  2555. 565
  2556. 01:00:38,425 --> 01:00:41,092
  2557. A very nice place.
  2558.  
  2559. 566
  2560. 01:00:41,094 --> 01:00:44,362
  2561. The best we have around here.
  2562. You'll be very well-treated.
  2563.  
  2564. 567
  2565. 01:00:44,364 --> 01:00:47,132
  2566. - Is it a jail?
  2567. - No, not at all.
  2568.  
  2569. 568
  2570. 01:00:47,134 --> 01:00:48,436
  2571. It's a voluntary asylum.
  2572.  
  2573. 569
  2574. 01:00:49,869 --> 01:00:51,269
  2575. It's your choice,
  2576.  
  2577. 570
  2578. 01:00:51,271 --> 01:00:52,336
  2579. but you'll be subjected
  2580.  
  2581. 571
  2582. 01:00:52,338 --> 01:00:54,107
  2583. to their rules
  2584. and methods of care.
  2585.  
  2586. 572
  2587. 01:00:55,576 --> 01:00:57,778
  2588. I do think you can find
  2589. some peace there.
  2590.  
  2591. 573
  2592. 01:00:59,045 --> 01:01:00,311
  2593. And when you're
  2594. less overexcited,
  2595.  
  2596. 574
  2597. 01:01:00,313 --> 01:01:02,414
  2598. you can even paint there.
  2599.  
  2600. 575
  2601. 01:01:02,416 --> 01:01:04,018
  2602. Without painting,
  2603. I can't live.
  2604.  
  2605. 576
  2606. 01:01:05,152 --> 01:01:06,320
  2607. I believe you.
  2608.  
  2609. 577
  2610. 01:01:10,590 --> 01:01:15,260
  2611. Will you come and see me?
  2612.  
  2613. 578
  2614. 01:01:15,262 --> 01:01:18,563
  2615. Of course.
  2616. At least once a week.
  2617.  
  2618. 579
  2619. 01:01:18,565 --> 01:01:20,231
  2620. And you're sure that, um,
  2621.  
  2622. 580
  2623. 01:01:20,233 --> 01:01:22,235
  2624. I'll be allowed to paint
  2625. there? You're sure?
  2626.  
  2627. 581
  2628. 01:01:22,969 --> 01:01:24,070
  2629. Yes.
  2630.  
  2631. 582
  2632. 01:01:25,137 --> 01:01:26,336
  2633. But first, when you get there,
  2634.  
  2635. 583
  2636. 01:01:26,338 --> 01:01:28,509
  2637. you'll have to stop drinking
  2638. and take some medicine.
  2639.  
  2640. 584
  2641. 01:01:31,878 --> 01:01:32,880
  2642. For how long?
  2643.  
  2644. 585
  2645. 01:01:33,914 --> 01:01:35,182
  2646. That will depend on you.
  2647.  
  2648. 586
  2649. 01:01:38,452 --> 01:01:40,488
  2650. Will you do as I say?
  2651. May I count on you?
  2652.  
  2653. 587
  2654. 01:01:44,992 --> 01:01:46,057
  2655. Can you stay for a minute?
  2656.  
  2657. 588
  2658. 01:01:46,059 --> 01:01:47,025
  2659. I promised your brother
  2660.  
  2661. 589
  2662. 01:01:47,027 --> 01:01:48,563
  2663. I'd send him a drawing
  2664. of what you've done.
  2665.  
  2666. 590
  2667. 01:01:50,530 --> 01:01:52,329
  2668. Don't move, please. I'm going
  2669. to take your bandage off.
  2670.  
  2671. 591
  2672. 01:01:52,331 --> 01:01:53,967
  2673. No, I can do it.
  2674.  
  2675. 592
  2676. 01:03:15,382 --> 01:03:18,016
  2677. <i>Beneath skies
  2678. that sometimes dazzle</i>
  2679.  
  2680. 593
  2681. 01:03:18,018 --> 01:03:21,219
  2682. <i>like faceted sapphires
  2683. or turquoises,</i>
  2684.  
  2685. 594
  2686. 01:03:21,221 --> 01:03:23,688
  2687. <i>beneath the incessant
  2688. and formidable streaming</i>
  2689.  
  2690. 595
  2691. 01:03:23,690 --> 01:03:26,324
  2692. <i>of every conceivable effect
  2693. of light.</i>
  2694.  
  2695. 596
  2696. 01:03:26,326 --> 01:03:29,059
  2697. <i>In heavy, flaming,
  2698. burning atmospheres,</i>
  2699.  
  2700. 597
  2701. 01:03:29,061 --> 01:03:30,128
  2702. <i>there is the disquieting</i>
  2703.  
  2704. 598
  2705. 01:03:30,130 --> 01:03:32,697
  2706. <i>and disturbing display
  2707. of strange nature</i>
  2708.  
  2709. 599
  2710. 01:03:32,699 --> 01:03:35,333
  2711. <i>that is
  2712. at once entirely realistic</i>
  2713.  
  2714. 600
  2715. 01:03:35,335 --> 01:03:37,302
  2716. <i>and yet almost supernatural.</i>
  2717.  
  2718. 601
  2719. 01:03:37,304 --> 01:03:40,572
  2720. <i>Often excessive nature
  2721. where everything,</i>
  2722.  
  2723. 602
  2724. 01:03:40,574 --> 01:03:44,075
  2725. <i>beings and things, shadows
  2726. and lights, forms and colors,</i>
  2727.  
  2728. 603
  2729. 01:03:44,077 --> 01:03:46,510
  2730. <i>rears and rises up
  2731. with a raging will</i>
  2732.  
  2733. 604
  2734. 01:03:46,512 --> 01:03:49,146
  2735. <i>to howl its own essential song</i>
  2736.  
  2737. 605
  2738. 01:03:49,148 --> 01:03:50,548
  2739. <i>in the most intense</i>
  2740.  
  2741. 606
  2742. 01:03:50,550 --> 01:03:53,450
  2743. <i>and fiercely
  2744. high-pitched timbre.</i>
  2745.  
  2746. 607
  2747. 01:03:53,452 --> 01:03:55,420
  2748. <i>It is matter
  2749. and all of nature,</i>
  2750.  
  2751. 608
  2752. 01:03:55,422 --> 01:03:57,088
  2753. <i>frenetically contorted.</i>
  2754.  
  2755. 609
  2756. 01:03:57,090 --> 01:04:00,758
  2757. <i>It is form becoming nightmare,
  2758. color becoming flames,</i>
  2759.  
  2760. 610
  2761. 01:04:00,760 --> 01:04:03,394
  2762. <i>light turning
  2763. into conflagration,</i>
  2764.  
  2765. 611
  2766. 01:04:03,396 --> 01:04:06,130
  2767. <i>life into burning fever.</i>
  2768.  
  2769. 612
  2770. 01:04:06,132 --> 01:04:08,766
  2771. <i>Such is the impression
  2772. left upon the retina</i>
  2773.  
  2774. 613
  2775. 01:04:08,768 --> 01:04:11,302
  2776. <i>when it first views
  2777. the strange, intense</i>
  2778.  
  2779. 614
  2780. 01:04:11,304 --> 01:04:14,271
  2781. <i>and feverish work
  2782. of Vincent van Gogh.</i>
  2783.  
  2784. 615
  2785. 01:04:14,273 --> 01:04:16,240
  2786. <i>How far are we, are we not,</i>
  2787.  
  2788. 616
  2789. 01:04:16,242 --> 01:04:19,209
  2790. <i>from the beautiful,
  2791. great tradition of art?</i>
  2792.  
  2793. 617
  2794. 01:04:19,211 --> 01:04:20,644
  2795. <i>Never has there been a painter</i>
  2796.  
  2797. 618
  2798. 01:04:20,646 --> 01:04:23,280
  2799. <i>whose art appeals so directly
  2800. to the senses,</i>
  2801.  
  2802. 619
  2803. 01:04:23,282 --> 01:04:27,217
  2804. <i>from the indefinable aroma
  2805. of his sincerity to flesh</i>
  2806.  
  2807. 620
  2808. 01:04:27,219 --> 01:04:29,354
  2809. <i>and the matter of his paint.</i>
  2810.  
  2811. 621
  2812. 01:04:29,356 --> 01:04:32,356
  2813. <i>This robust and true artist,
  2814. Vincent van Gogh,</i>
  2815.  
  2816. 622
  2817. 01:04:32,358 --> 01:04:33,760
  2818. <i>towers above the rest.</i>
  2819.  
  2820. 623
  2821. 01:04:35,128 --> 01:04:37,231
  2822. Cafe. Cafe.
  2823.  
  2824. 624
  2825. 01:04:40,400 --> 01:04:42,269
  2826. - Cafe.
  2827. - Put water on him!
  2828.  
  2829. 625
  2830. 01:04:51,244 --> 01:04:52,579
  2831. You are the painter?
  2832.  
  2833. 626
  2834. 01:04:54,547 --> 01:04:55,782
  2835. Uh, yes.
  2836.  
  2837. 627
  2838. 01:04:57,349 --> 01:04:58,752
  2839. Cafe. Cafe.
  2840.  
  2841. 628
  2842. 01:04:59,820 --> 01:05:02,854
  2843. - Are all the painters crazy?
  2844. - Cafe.
  2845.  
  2846. 629
  2847. 01:05:02,856 --> 01:05:06,193
  2848. Maybe just the good ones.
  2849. I really don't know.
  2850.  
  2851. 630
  2852. 01:05:08,527 --> 01:05:11,229
  2853. - Hmm.
  2854. - Cafe.
  2855.  
  2856. 631
  2857. 01:05:11,231 --> 01:05:14,666
  2858. I'm an army man.
  2859. I was a soldier.
  2860.  
  2861. 632
  2862. 01:05:14,668 --> 01:05:17,235
  2863. Are all soldiers crazy?
  2864.  
  2865. 633
  2866. 01:05:17,237 --> 01:05:21,238
  2867. Oh, no, soldiers are
  2868. not crazy, but officers are.
  2869.  
  2870. 634
  2871. 01:05:21,240 --> 01:05:24,277
  2872. All the officers are insane.
  2873.  
  2874. 635
  2875. 01:05:27,014 --> 01:05:32,217
  2876. When they made me a sergeant,
  2877. I started to feel different.
  2878.  
  2879. 636
  2880. 01:05:32,219 --> 01:05:35,253
  2881. Cafe. Cafe. Cafe.
  2882.  
  2883. 637
  2884. 01:05:35,255 --> 01:05:38,356
  2885. And when I became secretary
  2886. to the general,
  2887.  
  2888. 638
  2889. 01:05:38,358 --> 01:05:39,757
  2890. I had all the keys.
  2891.  
  2892. 639
  2893. 01:05:39,759 --> 01:05:41,327
  2894. Can you see it?
  2895.  
  2896. 640
  2897. 01:05:42,394 --> 01:05:43,760
  2898. The keys.
  2899.  
  2900. 641
  2901. 01:05:43,762 --> 01:05:45,262
  2902. Yes.
  2903.  
  2904. 642
  2905. 01:05:45,264 --> 01:05:48,701
  2906. The keys to all the dossiers
  2907. of all the officers.
  2908.  
  2909. 643
  2910. 01:05:49,768 --> 01:05:52,737
  2911. And I can tell you
  2912. they are all crazy.
  2913.  
  2914. 644
  2915. 01:05:52,739 --> 01:05:57,711
  2916. They've all killed,
  2917. tortured, mutilated, raped.
  2918.  
  2919. 645
  2920. 01:05:59,146 --> 01:06:03,581
  2921. Cafe. Cafe. Cafe.
  2922.  
  2923. 646
  2924. 01:06:03,583 --> 01:06:05,617
  2925. Where were you stationed?
  2926.  
  2927. 647
  2928. 01:06:05,619 --> 01:06:08,586
  2929. Oh, it's a faraway place.
  2930.  
  2931. 648
  2932. 01:06:08,588 --> 01:06:10,255
  2933. It's called Tonkin.
  2934.  
  2935. 649
  2936. 01:06:12,525 --> 01:06:15,228
  2937. And years ago, during the war,
  2938.  
  2939. 650
  2940. 01:06:17,898 --> 01:06:21,869
  2941. there were many,
  2942. many tunnels were dug.
  2943.  
  2944. 651
  2945. 01:06:25,338 --> 01:06:29,376
  2946. And I knew a Tonkinese girl
  2947. who was born in a tunnel.
  2948.  
  2949. 652
  2950. 01:06:29,842 --> 01:06:32,276
  2951. Cafe. Cafe.
  2952.  
  2953. 653
  2954. 01:06:32,278 --> 01:06:34,244
  2955. She didn't see the daylight
  2956.  
  2957. 654
  2958. 01:06:34,246 --> 01:06:37,182
  2959. for the first 12 years
  2960. of her life.
  2961.  
  2962. 655
  2963. 01:06:37,184 --> 01:06:39,586
  2964. Twelve years, gone.
  2965.  
  2966. 656
  2967. 01:06:47,494 --> 01:06:50,297
  2968. Can you imagine
  2969. that you were a painter,
  2970.  
  2971. 657
  2972. 01:06:52,632 --> 01:06:54,568
  2973. not seeing the snow,
  2974.  
  2975. 658
  2976. 01:06:56,503 --> 01:07:00,207
  2977. not knowing what it was,
  2978. what it meant?
  2979.  
  2980. 659
  2981. 01:07:00,673 --> 01:07:01,842
  2982. Twelve years.
  2983.  
  2984. 660
  2985. 01:07:02,943 --> 01:07:06,276
  2986. Cafe. Cafe. Cafe.
  2987.  
  2988. 661
  2989. 01:07:06,278 --> 01:07:07,778
  2990. Oh...
  2991.  
  2992. 662
  2993. 01:07:07,780 --> 01:07:10,851
  2994. Hey, shut up, shut up.
  2995. Shut up!
  2996.  
  2997. 663
  2998. 01:07:14,554 --> 01:07:15,923
  2999. What do you paint?
  3000.  
  3001. 664
  3002. 01:07:18,625 --> 01:07:19,793
  3003. Sunlight.
  3004.  
  3005. 665
  3006. 01:10:42,561 --> 01:10:43,663
  3007. Look at me.
  3008.  
  3009. 666
  3010. 01:10:44,930 --> 01:10:46,129
  3011. Please.
  3012.  
  3013. 667
  3014. 01:10:58,877 --> 01:10:59,880
  3015. <i>Oui.</i>
  3016.  
  3017. 668
  3018. 01:11:25,771 --> 01:11:26,774
  3019. <i>Oui.</i>
  3020.  
  3021. 669
  3022. 01:11:48,560 --> 01:11:49,762
  3023. No...
  3024.  
  3025. 670
  3026. 01:13:03,101 --> 01:13:04,604
  3027. <i>My dear Vincent,</i>
  3028.  
  3029. 671
  3030. 01:13:05,604 --> 01:13:06,970
  3031. <i>I've looked most
  3032. attentively</i>
  3033.  
  3034. 672
  3035. 01:13:06,972 --> 01:13:09,106
  3036. <i>at your works
  3037. since we parted.</i>
  3038.  
  3039. 673
  3040. 01:13:09,108 --> 01:13:10,174
  3041. <i>First at your
  3042. brother's place</i>
  3043.  
  3044. 674
  3045. 01:13:10,176 --> 01:13:13,311
  3046. <i>and then
  3047. at Independence Exhibition.</i>
  3048.  
  3049. 675
  3050. 01:13:13,313 --> 01:13:15,580
  3051. <i>It's above all
  3052. at this latter place</i>
  3053.  
  3054. 676
  3055. 01:13:15,582 --> 01:13:18,214
  3056. <i>that one can properly judge
  3057. what you do.</i>
  3058.  
  3059. 677
  3060. 01:13:18,216 --> 01:13:21,619
  3061. <i>Either because of things
  3062. positioned beside each other,</i>
  3063.  
  3064. 678
  3065. 01:13:21,621 --> 01:13:23,257
  3066. <i>or because of
  3067. neighboring works.</i>
  3068.  
  3069. 679
  3070. 01:13:25,057 --> 01:13:27,959
  3071. <i>I offer you
  3072. my sincere compliments.</i>
  3073.  
  3074. 680
  3075. 01:13:27,961 --> 01:13:29,193
  3076. <i>And for many artists,</i>
  3077.  
  3078. 681
  3079. 01:13:29,195 --> 01:13:31,664
  3080. <i>you are the most remarkable
  3081. in the exhibition.</i>
  3082.  
  3083. 682
  3084. 01:13:32,931 --> 01:13:34,031
  3085. <i>With things from nature,</i>
  3086.  
  3087. 683
  3088. 01:13:34,033 --> 01:13:35,536
  3089. <i>you're the only one there
  3090. who thinks.</i>
  3091.  
  3092. 684
  3093. 01:13:37,203 --> 01:13:38,602
  3094. <i>I've talked about it
  3095. with your brother,</i>
  3096.  
  3097. 685
  3098. 01:13:38,604 --> 01:13:40,937
  3099. <i>and there's one that I would
  3100. like to exchange with you</i>
  3101.  
  3102. 686
  3103. 01:13:40,939 --> 01:13:42,275
  3104. <i>for one thing of your choice.</i>
  3105.  
  3106. 687
  3107. 01:13:44,310 --> 01:13:46,143
  3108. <i>I hesitated greatly
  3109. to write to you</i>
  3110.  
  3111. 688
  3112. 01:13:46,145 --> 01:13:48,682
  3113. <i>knowing that you had just had
  3114. a rather long crisis.</i>
  3115.  
  3116. 689
  3117. 01:13:49,615 --> 01:13:50,615
  3118. <i>So, please don't reply
  3119. to me</i>
  3120.  
  3121. 690
  3122. 01:13:50,617 --> 01:13:52,950
  3123. <i>until you feel
  3124. completely strong.</i>
  3125.  
  3126. 691
  3127. 01:13:52,952 --> 01:13:55,251
  3128. <i>Let's hope that, with the
  3129. warm weather that will return,</i>
  3130.  
  3131. 692
  3132. 01:13:55,253 --> 01:13:57,254
  3133. <i>you're going to get well
  3134. at last.</i>
  3135.  
  3136. 693
  3137. 01:13:57,256 --> 01:13:59,126
  3138. "The winter
  3139. is always dangerous to you.
  3140.  
  3141. 694
  3142. 01:14:00,859 --> 01:14:04,063
  3143. "Cordially, ever yours,
  3144. Paul Gauguin."
  3145.  
  3146. 695
  3147. 01:15:07,060 --> 01:15:08,228
  3148. Van Gogh!
  3149.  
  3150. 696
  3151. 01:15:09,194 --> 01:15:10,296
  3152. Van Gogh!
  3153.  
  3154. 697
  3155. 01:15:12,731 --> 01:15:14,001
  3156. Not here, there.
  3157.  
  3158. 698
  3159. 01:15:15,333 --> 01:15:16,836
  3160. There. There.
  3161.  
  3162. 699
  3163. 01:15:38,457 --> 01:15:39,826
  3164. Follow me.
  3165.  
  3166. 700
  3167. 01:16:18,497 --> 01:16:20,099
  3168. - Here he is.
  3169. - Thank you.
  3170.  
  3171. 701
  3172. 01:16:21,833 --> 01:16:23,103
  3173. Please help me take it off.
  3174.  
  3175. 702
  3176. 01:16:38,518 --> 01:16:39,853
  3177. Thank you.
  3178.  
  3179. 703
  3180. 01:16:42,188 --> 01:16:44,021
  3181. - Better?
  3182. - Yes.
  3183.  
  3184. 704
  3185. 01:16:44,023 --> 01:16:46,159
  3186. Come, sit with me. Talk to me.
  3187.  
  3188. 705
  3189. 01:16:47,460 --> 01:16:48,994
  3190. Please.
  3191.  
  3192. 706
  3193. 01:16:57,869 --> 01:16:59,405
  3194. I suppose you know
  3195. why you're here.
  3196.  
  3197. 707
  3198. 01:17:02,240 --> 01:17:04,744
  3199. Talking to you now?
  3200.  
  3201. 708
  3202. 01:17:07,012 --> 01:17:09,312
  3203. To get better.
  3204.  
  3205. 709
  3206. 01:17:09,314 --> 01:17:12,085
  3207. Or because I walked out
  3208. of the asylum.
  3209.  
  3210. 710
  3211. 01:17:14,086 --> 01:17:15,989
  3212. What happened
  3213. on the road to Arles?
  3214.  
  3215. 711
  3216. 01:17:17,256 --> 01:17:18,525
  3217. I don't remember.
  3218.  
  3219. 712
  3220. 01:17:20,025 --> 01:17:21,461
  3221. You did walk out
  3222. of the asylum.
  3223.  
  3224. 713
  3225. 01:17:23,496 --> 01:17:25,265
  3226. I wanted to go out.
  3227.  
  3228. 714
  3229. 01:17:30,469 --> 01:17:33,236
  3230. The townspeople of Arles have
  3231. signed a petition against you.
  3232.  
  3233. 715
  3234. 01:17:33,238 --> 01:17:35,104
  3235. They don't want you
  3236. to come back there.
  3237.  
  3238. 716
  3239. 01:17:35,106 --> 01:17:36,542
  3240. Yes, I know.
  3241.  
  3242. 717
  3243. 01:17:42,480 --> 01:17:44,951
  3244. - Did you ever molest a child?
  3245. - No. Never.
  3246.  
  3247. 718
  3248. 01:17:50,021 --> 01:17:51,354
  3249. Did you cut off
  3250. one of your ears
  3251.  
  3252. 719
  3253. 01:17:51,356 --> 01:17:52,555
  3254. to give it to a prostitute?
  3255.  
  3256. 720
  3257. 01:17:52,557 --> 01:17:54,625
  3258. Is that true?
  3259.  
  3260. 721
  3261. 01:17:54,627 --> 01:17:57,497
  3262. Yes, I did. But Gaby's
  3263. not a prostitute.
  3264.  
  3265. 722
  3266. 01:17:58,631 --> 01:18:00,865
  3267. Why did you do that?
  3268.  
  3269. 723
  3270. 01:18:00,867 --> 01:18:04,237
  3271. I wanted her to
  3272. give it to a friend of mine.
  3273.  
  3274. 724
  3275. 01:18:05,404 --> 01:18:06,573
  3276. And she did?
  3277.  
  3278. 725
  3279. 01:18:08,073 --> 01:18:09,308
  3280. I don't know.
  3281.  
  3282. 726
  3283. 01:18:12,278 --> 01:18:14,181
  3284. And that was a strange offer,
  3285. wasn't it?
  3286.  
  3287. 727
  3288. 01:18:17,182 --> 01:18:18,585
  3289. Do you feel angry sometimes?
  3290.  
  3291. 728
  3292. 01:18:22,889 --> 01:18:24,257
  3293. Yes.
  3294.  
  3295. 729
  3296. 01:18:26,591 --> 01:18:28,194
  3297. And what do you do then?
  3298.  
  3299. 730
  3300. 01:18:29,328 --> 01:18:31,094
  3301. I go out,
  3302.  
  3303. 731
  3304. 01:18:31,096 --> 01:18:35,165
  3305. look at a blade of grass
  3306. or a branch of a fig tree
  3307.  
  3308. 732
  3309. 01:18:35,167 --> 01:18:36,570
  3310. in order to calm down.
  3311.  
  3312. 733
  3313. 01:18:37,936 --> 01:18:38,939
  3314. And it works?
  3315.  
  3316. 734
  3317. 01:18:39,604 --> 01:18:42,071
  3318. Yes.
  3319.  
  3320. 735
  3321. 01:18:42,073 --> 01:18:45,845
  3322. I feel God is nature
  3323. and nature is beauty.
  3324.  
  3325. 736
  3326. 01:18:53,152 --> 01:18:55,055
  3327. I've seen you
  3328. in the garden, painting.
  3329.  
  3330. 737
  3331. 01:18:56,354 --> 01:18:57,420
  3332. And I've heard from others
  3333.  
  3334. 738
  3335. 01:18:57,422 --> 01:18:58,625
  3336. that you say
  3337. you were a painter.
  3338.  
  3339. 739
  3340. 01:19:00,993 --> 01:19:02,329
  3341. Yes, that's what I am.
  3342.  
  3343. 740
  3344. 01:19:04,630 --> 01:19:06,065
  3345. Why do you say that?
  3346.  
  3347. 741
  3348. 01:19:07,332 --> 01:19:08,464
  3349. Do you have a gift
  3350. for painting?
  3351.  
  3352. 742
  3353. 01:19:08,466 --> 01:19:09,536
  3354. Yes.
  3355.  
  3356. 743
  3357. 01:19:11,569 --> 01:19:13,472
  3358. Where does this gift
  3359. come from?
  3360.  
  3361. 744
  3362. 01:19:15,307 --> 01:19:16,941
  3363. Would you say that
  3364.  
  3365. 745
  3366. 01:19:16,943 --> 01:19:18,442
  3367. God gave you
  3368. the gift of painting?
  3369.  
  3370. 746
  3371. 01:19:18,444 --> 01:19:21,047
  3372. Yes, He did. It's the only
  3373. gift He gave me.
  3374.  
  3375. 747
  3376. 01:19:33,158 --> 01:19:34,360
  3377. Did you paint this?
  3378.  
  3379. 748
  3380. 01:19:35,194 --> 01:19:36,563
  3381. Yes, I did.
  3382.  
  3383. 749
  3384. 01:19:38,163 --> 01:19:39,729
  3385. And you call it
  3386. a painting?
  3387.  
  3388. 750
  3389. 01:19:39,731 --> 01:19:41,598
  3390. Yes, of course.
  3391.  
  3392. 751
  3393. 01:19:41,600 --> 01:19:43,733
  3394. Tell me frankly because
  3395. I'd like to understand.
  3396.  
  3397. 752
  3398. 01:19:43,735 --> 01:19:45,372
  3399. Why do you say
  3400. you're a painter?
  3401.  
  3402. 753
  3403. 01:19:46,137 --> 01:19:47,306
  3404. Because I paint.
  3405.  
  3406. 754
  3407. 01:19:48,407 --> 01:19:50,240
  3408. I love painting.
  3409. I have to paint.
  3410.  
  3411. 755
  3412. 01:19:50,242 --> 01:19:52,142
  3413. I've always been a painter.
  3414.  
  3415. 756
  3416. 01:19:52,144 --> 01:19:53,313
  3417. That, I know.
  3418.  
  3419. 757
  3420. 01:19:54,313 --> 01:19:55,347
  3421. A born painter?
  3422.  
  3423. 758
  3424. 01:19:56,716 --> 01:19:58,051
  3425. Yes.
  3426.  
  3427. 759
  3428. 01:19:59,118 --> 01:20:00,153
  3429. How do you know?
  3430.  
  3431. 760
  3432. 01:20:03,021 --> 01:20:04,722
  3433. Because I can't do
  3434. anything else.
  3435.  
  3436. 761
  3437. 01:20:04,724 --> 01:20:06,092
  3438. And believe me, I've tried.
  3439.  
  3440. 762
  3441. 01:20:14,300 --> 01:20:15,566
  3442. So, God gave you a gift
  3443.  
  3444. 763
  3445. 01:20:15,568 --> 01:20:16,970
  3446. so you could paint this?
  3447.  
  3448. 764
  3449. 01:20:18,503 --> 01:20:19,939
  3450. Yes.
  3451.  
  3452. 765
  3453. 01:20:23,074 --> 01:20:25,545
  3454. But don't you see...
  3455.  
  3456. 766
  3457. 01:20:26,578 --> 01:20:29,114
  3458. Now look, carefully. Please.
  3459.  
  3460. 767
  3461. 01:20:31,082 --> 01:20:33,384
  3462. I don't want to
  3463. hurt your feelings,
  3464.  
  3465. 768
  3466. 01:20:33,386 --> 01:20:35,155
  3467. but don't you see
  3468. that this painting is...
  3469.  
  3470. 769
  3471. 01:20:37,256 --> 01:20:39,259
  3472. How can I say...
  3473.  
  3474. 770
  3475. 01:20:41,426 --> 01:20:42,695
  3476. Unpleasant.
  3477.  
  3478. 771
  3479. 01:20:43,261 --> 01:20:44,463
  3480. It's ugly.
  3481.  
  3482. 772
  3483. 01:20:46,131 --> 01:20:47,764
  3484. Why would God give me a gift
  3485.  
  3486. 773
  3487. 01:20:47,766 --> 01:20:50,470
  3488. to paint
  3489. ugly and disturbing things?
  3490.  
  3491. 774
  3492. 01:20:55,140 --> 01:20:56,308
  3493. Sometimes I...
  3494.  
  3495. 775
  3496. 01:20:58,543 --> 01:21:00,613
  3497. Feel so far away
  3498. from everything.
  3499.  
  3500. 776
  3501. 01:21:06,118 --> 01:21:07,754
  3502. Does anybody
  3503. buy your paintings?
  3504.  
  3505. 777
  3506. 01:21:08,421 --> 01:21:09,486
  3507. No.
  3508.  
  3509. 778
  3510. 01:21:09,488 --> 01:21:12,192
  3511. - So, you're poor?
  3512. - Yes, rather poor.
  3513.  
  3514. 779
  3515. 01:21:14,560 --> 01:21:16,029
  3516. How do you live?
  3517.  
  3518. 780
  3519. 01:21:17,630 --> 01:21:21,764
  3520. Well, my brother, Theo,
  3521. pays for me to be here.
  3522.  
  3523. 781
  3524. 01:21:21,766 --> 01:21:24,104
  3525. But he's not
  3526. a rich man either.
  3527.  
  3528. 782
  3529. 01:21:27,605 --> 01:21:31,174
  3530. So, you believe
  3531. that God gave you this gift
  3532.  
  3533. 783
  3534. 01:21:31,176 --> 01:21:32,746
  3535. because He wants
  3536. to keep you in misery?
  3537.  
  3538. 784
  3539. 01:21:34,412 --> 01:21:35,581
  3540. Huh.
  3541.  
  3542. 785
  3543. 01:21:36,815 --> 01:21:38,617
  3544. I never thought about it
  3545. that way.
  3546.  
  3547. 786
  3548. 01:21:40,252 --> 01:21:41,621
  3549. And which way do you think?
  3550.  
  3551. 787
  3552. 01:21:44,256 --> 01:21:46,159
  3553. Sometimes I think...
  3554.  
  3555. 788
  3556. 01:21:46,792 --> 01:21:48,224
  3557. Yes?
  3558.  
  3559. 789
  3560. 01:21:48,226 --> 01:21:49,729
  3561. Maybe, maybe...
  3562.  
  3563. 790
  3564. 01:21:51,396 --> 01:21:52,495
  3565. Go on.
  3566.  
  3567. 791
  3568. 01:21:52,497 --> 01:21:54,666
  3569. Maybe He chose the wrong time.
  3570.  
  3571. 792
  3572. 01:21:57,336 --> 01:21:58,568
  3573. What do you mean
  3574. the wrong time?
  3575.  
  3576. 793
  3577. 01:21:58,570 --> 01:22:00,504
  3578. Maybe God made me a painter
  3579.  
  3580. 794
  3581. 01:22:00,506 --> 01:22:02,242
  3582. for people
  3583. who aren't born yet.
  3584.  
  3585. 795
  3586. 01:22:05,778 --> 01:22:07,577
  3587. Possibly.
  3588.  
  3589. 796
  3590. 01:22:07,579 --> 01:22:09,513
  3591. It is said,
  3592. "Life is for sowing.
  3593.  
  3594. 797
  3595. 01:22:09,515 --> 01:22:11,251
  3596. "The harvest
  3597. is not here."
  3598.  
  3599. 798
  3600. 01:22:15,354 --> 01:22:18,258
  3601. I paint with my qualities
  3602. and faults.
  3603.  
  3604. 799
  3605. 01:22:27,533 --> 01:22:29,436
  3606. So, you think
  3607. God could've been mistaken?
  3608.  
  3609. 800
  3610. 01:22:33,238 --> 01:22:38,477
  3611. I think of myself as an exile,
  3612. a pilgrim on this earth.
  3613.  
  3614. 801
  3615. 01:22:40,145 --> 01:22:42,912
  3616. Jesus said, "Turn your
  3617. heart away from things visible
  3618.  
  3619. 802
  3620. 01:22:42,914 --> 01:22:46,351
  3621. "and turn yourself
  3622. to things invisible."
  3623.  
  3624. 803
  3625. 01:22:48,720 --> 01:22:51,687
  3626. - Indeed. But...
  3627. - And Jesus also
  3628.  
  3629. 804
  3630. 01:22:51,689 --> 01:22:54,827
  3631. was totally unknown
  3632. when he was alive.
  3633.  
  3634. 805
  3635. 01:22:57,829 --> 01:22:58,896
  3636. How do you know that?
  3637.  
  3638. 806
  3639. 01:22:58,898 --> 01:23:00,496
  3640. My father was a pastor.
  3641.  
  3642. 807
  3643. 01:23:00,498 --> 01:23:02,434
  3644. I've been around religion
  3645. all my life.
  3646.  
  3647. 808
  3648. 01:23:04,435 --> 01:23:06,269
  3649. Really? A pastor?
  3650.  
  3651. 809
  3652. 01:23:06,271 --> 01:23:10,376
  3653. Yes, and before I realized
  3654. I was a painter,
  3655.  
  3656. 810
  3657. 01:23:11,409 --> 01:23:14,911
  3658. I tried myself
  3659. to be a man of God.
  3660.  
  3661. 811
  3662. 01:23:14,913 --> 01:23:16,849
  3663. So, I learned quite a bit
  3664. about the topic.
  3665.  
  3666. 812
  3667. 01:23:18,449 --> 01:23:19,816
  3668. So you know the gospels?
  3669.  
  3670. 813
  3671. 01:23:19,818 --> 01:23:21,751
  3672. Not only the gospels,
  3673.  
  3674. 814
  3675. 01:23:21,753 --> 01:23:25,254
  3676. I can tell you that Jesus
  3677. wasn't discovered
  3678.  
  3679. 815
  3680. 01:23:25,256 --> 01:23:28,291
  3681. until 30 or 40 years
  3682. after he died.
  3683.  
  3684. 816
  3685. 01:23:28,293 --> 01:23:31,260
  3686. When he was alive,
  3687. nobody talked about him.
  3688.  
  3689. 817
  3690. 01:23:31,262 --> 01:23:33,229
  3691. There's not even a letter
  3692.  
  3693. 818
  3694. 01:23:33,231 --> 01:23:36,633
  3695. from a Roman centurion
  3696. to his wife in Rome
  3697.  
  3698. 819
  3699. 01:23:36,635 --> 01:23:39,736
  3700. saying that a man named Jeshua
  3701.  
  3702. 820
  3703. 01:23:39,738 --> 01:23:42,472
  3704. was crucified in Jerusalem
  3705. with some other criminals.
  3706.  
  3707. 821
  3708. 01:23:42,474 --> 01:23:44,177
  3709. Not a word, nothing.
  3710.  
  3711. 822
  3712. 01:23:52,751 --> 01:23:54,985
  3713. You know,
  3714. this is my job to decide
  3715.  
  3716. 823
  3717. 01:23:54,987 --> 01:23:56,788
  3718. if you're well enough
  3719. to leave this place.
  3720.  
  3721. 824
  3722. 01:24:05,663 --> 01:24:08,400
  3723. This reminds me of Jesus
  3724. on the terrace.
  3725.  
  3726. 825
  3727. 01:24:09,801 --> 01:24:11,468
  3728. Which terrace?
  3729.  
  3730. 826
  3731. 01:24:11,470 --> 01:24:13,503
  3732. Speaking to Pilate,
  3733.  
  3734. 827
  3735. 01:24:13,505 --> 01:24:17,007
  3736. who definitively, if you
  3737. believe what was written,
  3738.  
  3739. 828
  3740. 01:24:17,009 --> 01:24:19,543
  3741. didn't want to crucify him.
  3742.  
  3743. 829
  3744. 01:24:19,545 --> 01:24:21,245
  3745. It was the people.
  3746.  
  3747. 830
  3748. 01:24:21,247 --> 01:24:23,347
  3749. Yes. We could have
  3750. a real discussion
  3751.  
  3752. 831
  3753. 01:24:23,349 --> 01:24:25,781
  3754. about this theory
  3755. some other time.
  3756.  
  3757. 832
  3758. 01:24:25,783 --> 01:24:28,418
  3759. Pilate didn't want
  3760. to crucify Jesus,
  3761.  
  3762. 833
  3763. 01:24:28,420 --> 01:24:32,524
  3764. but everything Christ said
  3765. incriminated him, so...
  3766.  
  3767. 834
  3768. 01:24:35,894 --> 01:24:36,930
  3769. I, too,
  3770.  
  3771. 835
  3772. 01:24:39,030 --> 01:24:42,501
  3773. have to be careful
  3774. with what I say to you.
  3775.  
  3776. 836
  3777. 01:24:46,271 --> 01:24:47,539
  3778. I can understand that.
  3779.  
  3780. 837
  3781. 01:24:51,676 --> 01:24:53,809
  3782. Listen,
  3783.  
  3784. 838
  3785. 01:24:53,811 --> 01:24:55,448
  3786. come see me again
  3787. if you feel like.
  3788.  
  3789. 839
  3790. 01:24:56,649 --> 01:24:58,551
  3791. And share some other ideas
  3792. with me.
  3793.  
  3794. 840
  3795. 01:25:01,552 --> 01:25:04,356
  3796. In the meantime, Dr. Rey
  3797. is here waiting for you.
  3798.  
  3799. 841
  3800. 01:25:04,989 --> 01:25:05,992
  3801. He came to take you home.
  3802.  
  3803. 842
  3804. 01:25:06,759 --> 01:25:07,827
  3805. I'm free to go?
  3806.  
  3807. 843
  3808. 01:25:11,896 --> 01:25:13,565
  3809. I think we've done all we
  3810. can for you here.
  3811.  
  3812. 844
  3813. 01:25:19,037 --> 01:25:20,405
  3814. I hope I'm ready.
  3815.  
  3816. 845
  3817. 01:25:22,608 --> 01:25:23,842
  3818. I hope so, too.
  3819.  
  3820. 846
  3821. 01:25:56,375 --> 01:25:58,741
  3822. Please return these things
  3823.  
  3824. 847
  3825. 01:25:58,743 --> 01:26:00,712
  3826. to <i>Madame</i> and <i>Monsieur</i> Ginoux.
  3827.  
  3828. 848
  3829. 01:26:01,579 --> 01:26:03,379
  3830. They've been real friends.
  3831.  
  3832. 849
  3833. 01:26:03,381 --> 01:26:04,315
  3834. Sure, I will.
  3835.  
  3836. 850
  3837. 01:26:04,317 --> 01:26:06,452
  3838. And give them that book.
  3839. Tell them thank you.
  3840.  
  3841. 851
  3842. 01:26:44,021 --> 01:26:45,625
  3843. - Hello.
  3844. - <i>Bonjour.</i>
  3845.  
  3846. 852
  3847. 01:26:48,560 --> 01:26:49,625
  3848. This is very important.
  3849.  
  3850. 853
  3851. 01:26:49,627 --> 01:26:51,727
  3852. Make sure
  3853. <i>Madame</i> Ginoux receives it.
  3854.  
  3855. 854
  3856. 01:26:51,729 --> 01:26:53,763
  3857. It is from the painter
  3858. Vincent van Gogh.
  3859.  
  3860. 855
  3861. 01:26:53,765 --> 01:26:54,933
  3862. He apologizes for the delay.
  3863.  
  3864. 856
  3865. 01:27:06,511 --> 01:27:08,778
  3866. A bundle of towels,
  3867.  
  3868. 857
  3869. 01:27:08,780 --> 01:27:12,885
  3870. a ledger,
  3871. and two empty olive boxes.
  3872.  
  3873. 858
  3874. 01:28:24,489 --> 01:28:25,789
  3875. My work's all here.
  3876.  
  3877. 859
  3878. 01:28:25,791 --> 01:28:27,624
  3879. You didn't sell anything.
  3880.  
  3881. 860
  3882. 01:28:27,626 --> 01:28:29,492
  3883. Not yet, but Aurier's
  3884. review
  3885.  
  3886. 861
  3887. 01:28:29,494 --> 01:28:31,126
  3888. was excellent,
  3889. really wonderful.
  3890.  
  3891. 862
  3892. 01:28:31,128 --> 01:28:32,629
  3893. That review was absurd.
  3894.  
  3895. 863
  3896. 01:28:32,631 --> 01:28:34,865
  3897. I don't deserve
  3898. anything that man said.
  3899.  
  3900. 864
  3901. 01:28:34,867 --> 01:28:37,099
  3902. - Far from it.
  3903. - Yes, you do.
  3904.  
  3905. 865
  3906. 01:28:37,101 --> 01:28:38,703
  3907. The review will help.
  3908.  
  3909. 866
  3910. 01:28:42,106 --> 01:28:43,475
  3911. I think...
  3912.  
  3913. 867
  3914. 01:28:45,243 --> 01:28:48,014
  3915. I'm beyond caring
  3916.  
  3917. 868
  3918. 01:28:48,881 --> 01:28:50,716
  3919. what anyone thinks, but...
  3920.  
  3921. 869
  3922. 01:28:52,518 --> 01:28:54,153
  3923. I care what you think, Theo.
  3924.  
  3925. 870
  3926. 01:28:55,654 --> 01:28:57,223
  3927. Tell me,
  3928. I want to know the truth.
  3929.  
  3930. 871
  3931. 01:28:58,189 --> 01:28:59,889
  3932. Am I a good painter?
  3933.  
  3934. 872
  3935. 01:28:59,891 --> 01:29:01,625
  3936. You're not a good painter,
  3937.  
  3938. 873
  3939. 01:29:01,627 --> 01:29:02,959
  3940. Vincent.
  3941. You're a great painter.
  3942.  
  3943. 874
  3944. 01:29:02,961 --> 01:29:03,960
  3945. Are you sure?
  3946.  
  3947. 875
  3948. 01:29:03,962 --> 01:29:06,062
  3949. Of course, I'm sure.
  3950. Why would I lie to you?
  3951.  
  3952. 876
  3953. 01:29:06,064 --> 01:29:09,266
  3954. I mean, you're my brother.
  3955. You're my brother.
  3956.  
  3957. 877
  3958. 01:29:09,268 --> 01:29:11,170
  3959. Just to please me.
  3960.  
  3961. 878
  3962. 01:29:12,938 --> 01:29:14,670
  3963. I wouldn't do that.
  3964.  
  3965. 879
  3966. 01:29:14,672 --> 01:29:16,108
  3967. No,
  3968. Theo would never do that.
  3969.  
  3970. 880
  3971. 01:29:17,775 --> 01:29:20,843
  3972. People say that
  3973.  
  3974. 881
  3975. 01:29:20,845 --> 01:29:23,146
  3976. I don't know how to draw,
  3977. how to paint.
  3978.  
  3979. 882
  3980. 01:29:23,148 --> 01:29:28,751
  3981. They say my paintings
  3982. are clumsy, ugly.
  3983.  
  3984. 883
  3985. 01:29:28,753 --> 01:29:31,787
  3986. I used to care
  3987. what people thought.
  3988.  
  3989. 884
  3990. 01:29:31,789 --> 01:29:33,857
  3991. But not anymore.
  3992.  
  3993. 885
  3994. 01:29:33,859 --> 01:29:36,226
  3995. I have no choice.
  3996.  
  3997. 886
  3998. 01:29:36,228 --> 01:29:39,963
  3999. If I couldn't paint,
  4000. I would murder someone.
  4001.  
  4002. 887
  4003. 01:29:39,965 --> 01:29:42,132
  4004. That's why I send you
  4005. money for your paintings
  4006.  
  4007. 888
  4008. 01:29:42,134 --> 01:29:44,701
  4009. because I really believe
  4010. you are a great painter.
  4011.  
  4012. 889
  4013. 01:29:44,703 --> 01:29:46,236
  4014. And I'm a businessman.
  4015.  
  4016. 890
  4017. 01:29:46,238 --> 01:29:47,937
  4018. I'm a business man
  4019. after all.
  4020.  
  4021. 891
  4022. 01:29:47,939 --> 01:29:50,839
  4023. So, you paint,
  4024. and leave the rest to us.
  4025.  
  4026. 892
  4027. 01:29:50,841 --> 01:29:53,209
  4028. <i>You paint
  4029. and let us do the rest.</i>
  4030.  
  4031. 893
  4032. 01:29:53,211 --> 01:29:55,579
  4033. Gauguin sent me this letter.
  4034.  
  4035. 894
  4036. 01:29:55,581 --> 01:29:57,213
  4037. - Yes, I knew he wrote to you.
  4038. - Did you see him?
  4039.  
  4040. 895
  4041. 01:29:57,215 --> 01:29:58,113
  4042. No.
  4043.  
  4044. 896
  4045. 01:29:58,115 --> 01:29:59,915
  4046. - <i>Gauguin...</i>
  4047. - He hasn't asked for me?
  4048.  
  4049. 897
  4050. 01:29:59,917 --> 01:30:01,017
  4051. <i>...sent me this letter.</i>
  4052.  
  4053. 898
  4054. 01:30:01,019 --> 01:30:02,085
  4055. Is he here?
  4056.  
  4057. 899
  4058. 01:30:02,087 --> 01:30:03,753
  4059. I really don't know.
  4060. Yes, I knew he wrote to you.
  4061.  
  4062. 900
  4063. 01:30:03,755 --> 01:30:06,656
  4064. What about Aurier
  4065. or Bernard?
  4066.  
  4067. 901
  4068. 01:30:06,658 --> 01:30:08,961
  4069. Do you want to see them?
  4070. I know they're in town.
  4071.  
  4072. 902
  4073. 01:30:10,662 --> 01:30:12,227
  4074. <i>He hasn't asked
  4075. for me? Is he here?</i>
  4076.  
  4077. 903
  4078. 01:30:12,229 --> 01:30:13,362
  4079. I...
  4080.  
  4081. 904
  4082. 01:30:13,364 --> 01:30:14,697
  4083. Anywhere. Out of Paris.
  4084.  
  4085. 905
  4086. 01:30:14,699 --> 01:30:15,633
  4087. I want to go somewhere.
  4088.  
  4089. 906
  4090. 01:30:15,635 --> 01:30:18,000
  4091. I can't stand it here.
  4092. It's not my place.
  4093.  
  4094. 907
  4095. 01:30:18,002 --> 01:30:20,773
  4096. I find everything
  4097. too complicated.
  4098.  
  4099. 908
  4100. 01:30:21,273 --> 01:30:22,339
  4101. I can't see anybody.
  4102.  
  4103. 909
  4104. 01:30:22,341 --> 01:30:24,074
  4105. <i>I can't stand it here.
  4106. It's not my place.</i>
  4107.  
  4108. 910
  4109. 01:30:24,076 --> 01:30:26,112
  4110. It's worse
  4111. since Aurier's article.
  4112.  
  4113. 911
  4114. 01:30:27,679 --> 01:30:29,678
  4115. <i>Anywhere. Out of Paris.
  4116. I can't stand it here.</i>
  4117.  
  4118. 912
  4119. 01:30:29,680 --> 01:30:31,113
  4120. A little village.
  4121.  
  4122. 913
  4123. 01:30:31,115 --> 01:30:34,116
  4124. There's a lovely little inn
  4125. in Auvers-sur-Oise.
  4126.  
  4127. 914
  4128. 01:30:34,118 --> 01:30:37,754
  4129. Pissarro knows a doctor there
  4130. who knows your work, loves art
  4131.  
  4132. 915
  4133. 01:30:37,756 --> 01:30:41,891
  4134. and maybe he can help you
  4135. without getting in the way.
  4136.  
  4137. 916
  4138. 01:30:41,893 --> 01:30:42,992
  4139. And we could come
  4140. and see you.
  4141.  
  4142. 917
  4143. 01:30:42,994 --> 01:30:43,996
  4144. I'll go there tomorrow?
  4145.  
  4146. 918
  4147. 01:30:44,762 --> 01:30:46,696
  4148. Let me look into it.
  4149.  
  4150. 919
  4151. 01:30:46,698 --> 01:30:50,000
  4152. - <i>Pissarro...</i>
  4153. - I need to go, Theo.
  4154.  
  4155. 920
  4156. 01:30:50,002 --> 01:30:53,039
  4157. - I need to go.
  4158. - I'll take care of it.
  4159.  
  4160. 921
  4161. 01:31:04,949 --> 01:31:06,116
  4162. May I talk?
  4163.  
  4164. 922
  4165. 01:31:06,118 --> 01:31:07,920
  4166. Yes, but don't
  4167. move too much.
  4168.  
  4169. 923
  4170. 01:31:13,425 --> 01:31:14,659
  4171. Why do you paint?
  4172.  
  4173. 924
  4174. 01:31:18,195 --> 01:31:19,198
  4175. I paint,
  4176.  
  4177. 925
  4178. 01:31:24,069 --> 01:31:26,372
  4179. as a matter of fact,
  4180. to stop thinking.
  4181.  
  4182. 926
  4183. 01:31:28,840 --> 01:31:31,344
  4184. A sort of meditation.
  4185.  
  4186. 927
  4187. 01:31:33,377 --> 01:31:36,081
  4188. When I paint, I stop thinking.
  4189.  
  4190. 928
  4191. 01:31:36,782 --> 01:31:38,050
  4192. About what?
  4193.  
  4194. 929
  4195. 01:31:40,385 --> 01:31:41,753
  4196. I stop thinking,
  4197.  
  4198. 930
  4199. 01:31:43,055 --> 01:31:44,090
  4200. and I feel
  4201.  
  4202. 931
  4203. 01:31:45,323 --> 01:31:47,389
  4204. that I'm a part of
  4205.  
  4206. 932
  4207. 01:31:47,391 --> 01:31:51,130
  4208. everything outside
  4209. and inside of me.
  4210.  
  4211. 933
  4212. 01:31:59,304 --> 01:32:00,338
  4213. I wanted
  4214.  
  4215. 934
  4216. 01:32:01,707 --> 01:32:03,709
  4217. so much to share what I see.
  4218.  
  4219. 935
  4220. 01:32:05,409 --> 01:32:06,645
  4221. An artist...
  4222.  
  4223. 936
  4224. 01:32:09,780 --> 01:32:10,815
  4225. Yes?
  4226.  
  4227. 937
  4228. 01:32:13,217 --> 01:32:15,988
  4229. I thought an artist
  4230.  
  4231. 938
  4232. 01:32:18,055 --> 01:32:20,022
  4233. had to teach
  4234. how to look at the world.
  4235.  
  4236. 939
  4237. 01:32:20,024 --> 01:32:21,793
  4238. But I don't
  4239. think that anymore.
  4240.  
  4241. 940
  4242. 01:32:23,862 --> 01:32:26,931
  4243. Now I just think about
  4244. my relationship to eternity.
  4245.  
  4246. 941
  4247. 01:32:29,000 --> 01:32:31,002
  4248. What do you call eternity?
  4249.  
  4250. 942
  4251. 01:32:32,369 --> 01:32:33,672
  4252. Time to come.
  4253.  
  4254. 943
  4255. 01:32:35,106 --> 01:32:36,242
  4256. Hmm.
  4257.  
  4258. 944
  4259. 01:32:37,908 --> 01:32:39,442
  4260. Maybe what you are
  4261. saying is that
  4262.  
  4263. 945
  4264. 01:32:39,444 --> 01:32:42,077
  4265. your gift to the world
  4266. is painting.
  4267.  
  4268. 946
  4269. 01:32:43,347 --> 01:32:45,818
  4270. If not,
  4271.  
  4272. 947
  4273. 01:32:46,484 --> 01:32:47,819
  4274. what good is an artist?
  4275.  
  4276. 948
  4277. 01:32:49,054 --> 01:32:50,456
  4278. You're happy
  4279. when you're painting?
  4280.  
  4281. 949
  4282. 01:32:51,489 --> 01:32:53,156
  4283. Most of the time,
  4284.  
  4285. 950
  4286. 01:32:53,158 --> 01:32:54,360
  4287. except when I fail.
  4288.  
  4289. 951
  4290. 01:32:56,293 --> 01:32:58,264
  4291. You look sad sometimes.
  4292.  
  4293. 952
  4294. 01:33:00,798 --> 01:33:03,933
  4295. There's a lot of
  4296. destruction and failure
  4297.  
  4298. 953
  4299. 01:33:03,935 --> 01:33:06,472
  4300. at the door
  4301. of a successful picture.
  4302.  
  4303. 954
  4304. 01:33:14,880 --> 01:33:17,446
  4305. I find joy in sorrow.
  4306.  
  4307. 955
  4308. 01:33:17,448 --> 01:33:19,350
  4309. And sorrow is greater
  4310. than laughter.
  4311.  
  4312. 956
  4313. 01:33:20,085 --> 01:33:21,186
  4314. You know,
  4315.  
  4316. 957
  4317. 01:33:22,921 --> 01:33:26,826
  4318. an angel is not far
  4319. from those who are sad,
  4320.  
  4321. 958
  4322. 01:33:27,926 --> 01:33:30,763
  4323. and illness
  4324. can sometimes heal us.
  4325.  
  4326. 959
  4327. 01:33:36,301 --> 01:33:37,403
  4328. It's the normal state
  4329.  
  4330. 960
  4331. 01:33:39,371 --> 01:33:40,840
  4332. that gives birth to painting.
  4333.  
  4334. 961
  4335. 01:33:43,207 --> 01:33:44,175
  4336. You feel that way?
  4337.  
  4338. 962
  4339. 01:33:46,211 --> 01:33:50,079
  4340. Sometimes I hate the idea
  4341. of regaining my health.
  4342.  
  4343. 963
  4344. 01:33:50,081 --> 01:33:53,016
  4345. In that case,
  4346. you don't need a doctor.
  4347.  
  4348. 964
  4349. 01:33:53,018 --> 01:33:54,183
  4350. Stop laughing.
  4351.  
  4352. 965
  4353. 01:33:54,185 --> 01:33:56,152
  4354. Stop smiling.
  4355.  
  4356. 966
  4357. 01:33:56,154 --> 01:33:57,387
  4358. - Please.
  4359. - Excuse me.
  4360.  
  4361. 967
  4362. 01:33:57,389 --> 01:33:59,091
  4363. Go back to your pose.
  4364.  
  4365. 968
  4366. 01:34:02,027 --> 01:34:03,326
  4367. Excuse me.
  4368.  
  4369. 969
  4370. 01:34:03,328 --> 01:34:04,363
  4371. It's all right.
  4372.  
  4373. 970
  4374. 01:34:13,904 --> 01:34:15,840
  4375. Sometimes they say I'm mad,
  4376.  
  4377. 971
  4378. 01:34:18,042 --> 01:34:20,410
  4379. but a grain of madness
  4380. is the best of art.
  4381.  
  4382. 972
  4383. 01:34:20,412 --> 01:34:21,981
  4384. You're not a mad man.
  4385.  
  4386. 973
  4387. 01:34:30,055 --> 01:34:31,990
  4388. It's good to have a doctor
  4389. as a friend.
  4390.  
  4391. 974
  4392. 01:34:36,627 --> 01:34:38,831
  4393. <i>I feel a pain in my stomach.</i>
  4394.  
  4395. 975
  4396. 01:34:44,869 --> 01:34:46,838
  4397. <i>He was dressed
  4398. like Buffalo Bill.</i>
  4399.  
  4400. 976
  4401. 01:34:50,375 --> 01:34:51,409
  4402. Hey, Vincent!
  4403.  
  4404. 977
  4405. 01:35:06,658 --> 01:35:08,394
  4406. <i>One of them was nicer.</i>
  4407.  
  4408. 978
  4409. 01:35:19,604 --> 01:35:22,474
  4410. <i>Please!
  4411. Don't tell our parents.</i>
  4412.  
  4413. 979
  4414. 01:37:04,475 --> 01:37:05,510
  4415. <i>What happened?</i>
  4416.  
  4417. 980
  4418. 01:37:06,444 --> 01:37:07,479
  4419. What did you do?
  4420.  
  4421. 981
  4422. 01:37:12,350 --> 01:37:14,453
  4423. You have a bullet hole
  4424. in your stomach.
  4425.  
  4426. 982
  4427. 01:37:16,520 --> 01:37:17,555
  4428. I don't know.
  4429.  
  4430. 983
  4431. 01:37:20,425 --> 01:37:21,659
  4432. Did you shoot yourself?
  4433.  
  4434. 984
  4435. 01:37:23,194 --> 01:37:24,229
  4436. Maybe.
  4437.  
  4438. 985
  4439. 01:37:26,730 --> 01:37:28,132
  4440. I don't remember.
  4441.  
  4442. 986
  4443. 01:37:28,699 --> 01:37:31,470
  4444. Don't blame anyone.
  4445.  
  4446. 987
  4447. 01:37:33,337 --> 01:37:36,240
  4448. Don't blame anyone.
  4449.  
  4450. 988
  4451. 01:37:37,307 --> 01:37:38,409
  4452. Do you have a gun?
  4453.  
  4454. 989
  4455. 01:37:39,210 --> 01:37:40,212
  4456. No.
  4457.  
  4458. 990
  4459. 01:37:40,545 --> 01:37:41,547
  4460. Never.
  4461.  
  4462. 991
  4463. 01:37:42,613 --> 01:37:44,115
  4464. So how did you do that?
  4465.  
  4466. 992
  4467. 01:37:48,685 --> 01:37:49,721
  4468. I don't know.
  4469.  
  4470. 993
  4471. 01:37:54,826 --> 01:37:56,028
  4472. Tell...
  4473.  
  4474. 994
  4475. 01:38:00,664 --> 01:38:02,197
  4476. Tell my brother to come.
  4477.  
  4478. 995
  4479. 01:38:02,199 --> 01:38:04,569
  4480. Oh, I did.
  4481. He'll be here soon.
  4482.  
  4483. 996
  4484. 01:39:15,907 --> 01:39:19,110
  4485. <i>Oh, God,
  4486. will you receive your son?</i>
  4487.  
  4488. 997
  4489. 01:45:07,721 --> 01:45:12,721
  4490. Subtitles by explosiveskull
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