🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:33 AM
Im not going in today, its a very small shift and id rather spend the time job searching. I also have to get back to a follow up hot topic sent me yesterday and finish my sketch for commision by today

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:34 AM
alright
are you sure?

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:34 AM
Im unsure but i have things that i need to do
So i have to? Kinda

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:34 AM
also,,, hot topic followed you up,,,!!!!!!!

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:34 AM
Bc i jave to take cael home too later
Ye
They sent me a second application

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:35 AM
!!!
theyre like
this bitch been in here

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:35 AM
Ive applied there 3 times now
Too
I said emo rights

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:36 AM
as long as youre sure about calling out
im just worried because you do have some hours left and you said you got a warning because youre within the three months

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:36 AM
Im past the 3 months now
But regardless they dont have me scheduled again but a single day for the next 2 weeks
Assholes

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:37 AM
and if its a short shift you might be able to get back to hot topic before you go and maybe the sketch after you get home too

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:37 AM
Ima be real i just dont wanna stress about the comm is the main reason
Bc if i can get a repeat buyer it trumps it
Since ive never worked w this person before!

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:38 AM
alright just be careful
right now you really need the money for both of these things and work is a little more money
i promise im not trying to guilt you or anything like that
i just wanna help look out for you

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:38 AM
No i understand, i m unsure too but
I really feel like i should do it this way
Its a tricky situation rn but, im trying to find a good outcome for now? If that makes sense

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:39 AM
it does make sense
but you're also able to do both today and it might be a good idea to try to push yourself a little bit on that
if you stay up from now you can get back to hot topic and start planning the sketch, and then try to finish the sketch when you get home?
its important to think of things in the long run but you have a lot of important short term things you need to make work now too and money is already really tight for you
and if you're unsure that worries me because its probably the money aspect
if its a short shift it should be able to help you get those things done today

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:41 AM
Not particularly

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:42 AM
and you already went over budget this week so you need to be careful to make that back
if you dont take this shift its really likely that you might just barely, or might not even make enough for youmacon unless you get help from cael

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:42 AM
Because its 12-4, comming home i have to take cael back thats gonna out me 3 hours roughly, so it would already be night time by the time i can start sketching and the hot topic thing shouldnt take long but i wantef to do that asap, just incase,
Also she said shes going to help alittle
But i need to figure out what that means exactly
I have so many unstable variables right now i feel like my head is going to fucking crack open dude

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:43 AM
you wont be able to take cael home right when you get home from work though because i gotta use the car too anyways,, unless she needs to be home by a certain time?

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:43 AM
When are you off again

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:43 AM
6

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:44 AM
So 9 at the earliest would be comm time

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:44 AM
cimm time could be 4 earliest
you could start it before and after work
or you could ask for one day extension on the sketch?

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:44 AM
I dont want to do that to a stranger
They arent even a mutual
Thats why im stressed

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:45 AM
you shouldve started it earlier then <:[

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:45 AM
Yeah true
But

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:45 AM
you can show them a progress sketch

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:45 AM
Art block,

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:45 AM
im gonna be real with you salem
i really dont think you should go to youmacon if you take this day off
its going to be really really tight for you financially

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:45 AM
Im not gonna lie to you

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:45 AM
unless cael's parents can fund you

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:45 AM
I kinda

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:46 AM
or her

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:46 AM
Dont wanna go because of the stress?
I want to go
But its making things so fucking hard

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:46 AM
if you think its too much on you financially then you probably shouldnt

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:46 AM
I can at least pay rent if i dont go but if i go that puts things like?literally unknown

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:46 AM
its not something that has to happen for you

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:46 AM
Its true

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:47 AM
its important for everyone to know sooner rather than later though if that makes sense
just in case the others are going to not wanna room with justin and i because they dont know us

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:47 AM
Right i was just, really kinda hoping my job wouldnt literally fuck me in the ass tbh??
I was counting on getting some hours next week

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:48 AM
if you dont go to youmacon that'll give you more time to look for a job too

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:48 AM
True,

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:48 AM
but i'll have the car that weekend still if thats ok

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:49 AM
I dont have a say so on that so
Go head
Im about to lose my rights tm thanks kohls

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:49 AM
im sorry ;;''
i dont have any other way to get around and bryan is definitely not a ride option there for me anymore
since you have that weekend off kinda, maybe you can get cael to spend time with too?

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:50 AM
Like. I dont think ill even have enough for gas after this check to see cael again to begin with at this point
I need to buy gas to see her
Rent comes firstx
Bc its gonna be that tight
I do not want her parents spotting me again, even if they dont make a big deal of it? Like, i feel so guilty about that

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:51 AM
I'm sorry for being so pushy about things, I just really want to help make sure things are financially alright because I know what its like to be tight on money and do or die

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:51 AM
I feel so shitty about alot of things

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:51 AM
if you dont go to youmacon that really frees you up by a lot this month

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:52 AM
No im same boat i know
I have obligations

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:52 AM
also i really really hope you get the job at hot topic because???
youve been thinking about there for awhile!

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:52 AM
I just wanna be emo boy in charge tm

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:53 AM
also they seem really accepting of trans folks and NB folks there

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:53 AM
Id like to also if you need to run errands in this commings week if i can come along and ask about employment wherever?
I find that also helps to ask in person

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:53 AM
definitely

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:53 AM
Ive gotten on the spot interview twice bc of that
:two_hearts:

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:53 AM
:heart:

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:53 AM
Wrong emoji but at this point
U know
Might as well

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:54 AM
Im giving you hearts
bro

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:54 AM
Bro

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:54 AM
bro and you werent going to give me hearts

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:54 AM
:sparkling_heart:

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:54 AM
u_u

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:54 AM
:sparkling_heart: :two_hearts: :sparkling_heart: :two_hearts: :sparkling_heart: :two_hearts: :sparkling_heart: :two_hearts: :two_hearts: :sparkling_heart: :two_hearts: :sparkling_heart: :two_hearts: :sparkling_heart: :sparkling_heart:
I lov u bro
Bro ,,

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:54 AM
also i just get really really paranoid and antsy about things like this because of past friendships and stuff
i really really hope you know im not against you at all?
i know youre a capable adult that is thinking through what they're doing

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:55 AM
Im keeping everything as aired out and communicated as i can, so that i can find a solution
I dont mean to stress you out tho

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:56 AM
the fact that you might not be aiming for youmacon helps out a lot because that was an extremely tight squeeze

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:56 AM
I think youmacon was going to make or break tbh
Which makes me sad that
I kinda bought a whole ass cosplay
But
:pensive:
It is what it is

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:57 AM
you could return it for a refund? or you could just keep it because!! its something that you enjoy and will probably use later tbh

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:57 AM
^

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:57 AM
if it sparks joy i would keep for sure,

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:57 AM
It already be outhere sparking joy
Bro
Read...
The manga??
It ripped my heart out and stomped on it with the latest chapter?
Im going to shit myself and die?

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:58 AM
im planning to! after the movie comes out probably??? depending on when it does

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:58 AM
Did you know main characters can die

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:58 AM
im antsy about reading the manga because if i do,, i dont have a lot of time to read and that gives justin the OK to read the manga too and he would read it all in one day i just know it

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:58 AM
Boy i sure didnt

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:58 AM
me, pissy about the times he watched the rest of animes without me years ago:

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 8:59 AM
Bro
Bro
He could read it all in one day
I did that
If i can do it
He could do it twice
I believe inhim

ghost / boo 👻Today at 8:59 AM
its fucking true DUDE this guy barely looks at pictures
I just space out on panels and go "wow i really like this art" sometimes

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:00 AM

HE

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:00 AM
or i sit there and think damn this story good... how this character feel...

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:00 AM
That was me reading berserk
Tbh
It took me a long time

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:00 AM
bro shuichi is schleep

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:00 AM
Bc so pretty...

Hes doin the :3 face while snooze

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:01 AM
he's always doing that face

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:01 AM
Imagine being stuck with that fucking face
Lmfao

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:01 AM
thatse himn
salem
i love you!!!!!!!!
and i really hope everything works out this month and i hope you get the job at hot toppy and if you do we can celebrate

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:02 AM
Bro????? I love you too thank you for not lopping my head off on sight many times

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:02 AM
i think! UPS is also having box handling shifts for early morning / some afternoon shifts but those require lifting things a lot i think??

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:02 AM
Oh oof
I got baby arms and a bad back hol up

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:02 AM
maybe we can go to the mall and you can apply to a lot of places

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:02 AM
Yes
Yes
:pray:
Brain: are EB games still a thing

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:03 AM
sally beauty also seems to have an opening? but im worried about you getting misgendered there??
i looked up some job openings last night because i wanted to help somehow

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:04 AM
:pensive:

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:04 AM
i feel bad not being able to help support??
also

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:04 AM
Bro,,,, ur out here????

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:04 AM
EB games are things in canada???

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:04 AM
:sparkling_heart: :black_heart: :sparkling_heart: :black_heart: :sparkling_heart: :black_heart: :black_heart: :black_heart: :sparkling_heart: :black_heart: :sparkling_heart: :black_heart: :sparkling_heart: :black_heart: :sparkling_heart:

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:04 AM
but the game stop in the mall is closed down
theres salvation army too, they're hiring

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:04 AM
Theres gamestop next ro chucke chese gajinka memorial

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:05 AM
yeah! and one in front of wal mart

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:05 AM
Applies at canada jobs

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:05 AM
(i spelled walmart that way so it could be pronounced wall   mart)

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:06 AM
You
you





ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:06 AM
kermiting homiecide

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:06 AM
This is how i feel about demon slayer chapter 179

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:07 AM
:pensive: :call_me:

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:07 AM

Wait
Did i show u dis 1


ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:08 AM
A

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:08 AM


ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:09 AM
also???? hot topic will probably have easier hours than kohls?? maybe? id hope
and since its a smaller store its probably quicker to clean up

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:09 AM
God i hope so
Its like the size of half a section at kohls
I fucking hope
So
Aplliers,
To meijers,

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:10 AM
discount at meijers.............

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:10 AM
Do they do that!!

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:10 AM
Yea!!

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:10 AM
I want left beef

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:10 AM
walmar does too

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:10 AM
None pizza

Yesterday was his birthday

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:11 AM
It was his BIRTHDAY
all the important birthdays are in october

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:11 AM
For sure

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:11 AM
also i really hope that you dont have as much stress on your shoulders now
i could feel it vibin off you for understandable reasons too

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:12 AM
Imagine getting misgendered every day of your life for 3 months

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:12 AM
back when I was getting my hours cut insanely I would end up sobbing on the way home
and i dont cry that often anymore at all

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:12 AM
Ima be real im glad to get out qnd start a better job tbh

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:12 AM
its really really stressful
also yeah you wouldnt have to work with fucking,,, employed(tm) karens

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:13 AM
Karen got the job

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:13 AM
also most places will hire in at the same pay i think

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:13 AM
She took the job

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:13 AM
so any job you can get at this point will be better than drinking kohls juice
and now you have more time to look for sure
i gotta head out!!

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:15 AM
U boudda head out mrs frizz

ghost / boo 👻Today at 9:16 AM
if you can, can you let the others know youre not going to youmacon? i dont know if they're going to not want to room with justin and i since they dont know us, but justin and I would still be completely fine with it
i just dont want to make them uncomfortable

🥀かなしばり🥀Today at 9:17 AM
Ye
Ill post it in my server