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Kierin: Hello Scarlett. Welcome back. ^-^
ScarlettVonLuna: Hallo darling ^^
Kierin: How are you?
ScarlettVonLuna: bored
Kierin: Don't know if I can be much help. :/
ScarlettVonLuna: lol well you are the only one in a room atm and the only one answering me lol
Kierin: XD I don't like playing dead.
Kierin: I don't see the point.
Kierin: But I'm not going to work tonight so you can feel free to share some of your glorious music with me.
ScarlettVonLuna: wooo XD
Kierin: ^-^
ScarlettVonLuna: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9vINHwOS-P0 current song im listening to
Kierin: I'm pretty bored too. So I'm just roaming around IMVU.
Kierin: Oh I forgot to shift into a male. Oh well. ~
ScarlettVonLuna: you are fine just like that
ScarlettVonLuna: ^^
Kierin: IRP I'm supposed to stay a male until Yue changes me back. XD
Kierin: It's an IC thing.
Kierin: Sometimes I get people who visit me to do some light rping.
Kierin  never minds
ScarlettVonLuna: well you can blame me XD
Kierin  is pretty bored
Kierin: You turned me into a girl...? Interesting. XD
Kierin  doesn't care either way :P
ScarlettVonLuna: well......
ScarlettVonLuna: if you wanna go that way im a guy in rl
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
Kierin: XD I'm a whatever irl. -is actually a girl but doesn't care-
ScarlettVonLuna: i just have more fun as female :P
Kierin: I don't care anymore. I married my alt. :P
Kierin: So I played both for so long and dated myself.
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
ScarlettVonLuna: i play my own daughter
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
Kierin: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Le_IyYLrUtQ -was currently listening to that-
Kierin: I feel like there's no need for an alt anymore. That and I was going mentally insane doing it.
Kierin: So I decided that was a good sign to stop.
Kierin: Just a little bit. XD
ScarlettVonLuna: ooo i got a song that is orgasmic to the ears
Kierin: ?
ScarlettVonLuna: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Fp4yRDEVyM
Kierin: I'll finish listening to the other one first. :P
Kierin: Okay so your outfit...you know FF7 right?
Kierin: You make me think of a terk. Turk? -idr how to spell it- XD
ScarlettVonLuna: yes even though i never got into the FF series
Kierin: Or someone from the MIB crew. XD
Kierin: But more like a turk. xD
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
ScarlettVonLuna: i needed a suit
Kierin: It's cool. You don't see too many people wandering around in suits.
ScarlettVonLuna: nope
ScarlettVonLuna: i do like sressing up and down XDdepending on mood
ScarlettVonLuna: dressing*
Kierin: XD
ScarlettVonLuna: i go from naked to classy XD
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
ScarlettVonLuna: although i dress up more then anything else :o
Kierin: I just wear whatever. XD
ScarlettVonLuna: about as casual as i go
Kierin: Nice. ^-^
Kierin: Both are good songs. I like the second one better though. ^-^ Feel free to play music if you've got any.
Kierin  is always a fan of listening to music
ScarlettVonLuna: there now i fit the music mood
Kierin: ^-^ Yay!
Kierin: You look pretty. :o
ScarlettVonLuna: *giggles* you havent seen nothing yet XD
ScarlettVonLuna: hehe
Kierin: ^-^
Kierin  loves music and fashion shows.
ScarlettVonLuna: i like dancing in this outfit
ScarlettVonLuna: class is in session
ScarlettVonLuna: XD
Kierin: I have a slow dancing node. XD I'm lame like that. ^^; It's two people though. But feel free to dance around if you have dances.
ScarlettVonLuna: i love when they fall to their knees onfront of me XD
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
Kierin: ^^
ScarlettVonLuna: hehe
Kierin: That looks so cool!
Kierin: I'm so glad that tech has gotten better.
Kierin: Remember in the good old days when outfit changes would crash us out?
Kierin: XD
ScarlettVonLuna: yep
ScarlettVonLuna: been on imvu 14 years total
Kierin: :3
Kierin: Been here since 2005...
ScarlettVonLuna: i started around then too
Kierin: My husband has my oldest account. XD
Kierin: I hate showing me age.
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
ScarlettVonLuna: hehe all class right here
Kierin: :O That's so pretty.
Kierin: Sorry. Got distracted petting my cat.
Kierin: He rarely wants to cuddle and he was practically falling asleep in my arm.
ScarlettVonLuna: royal
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
Kierin: So you did the empire thing too?
Kierin: XD
ScarlettVonLuna: i got kitties too
Kierin: Awww.
ScarlettVonLuna: yeah i did on my main
Kierin: How'd it go?
Kierin: :P
ScarlettVonLuna: my family has stood for over 10 years
ScarlettVonLuna: and still stands
ScarlettVonLuna: rl may take them elsewhere but thye are still family
ScarlettVonLuna: i welcomed all races
ScarlettVonLuna: in fact... im thinking of opening a club soon XD
Kierin: What's your family? :o
ScarlettVonLuna: the Ravnos family
ScarlettVonLuna: but we arnt part of the other groups with the same name
Kierin: Hmm. -never heard of them but somehow wounds familiar.-
Kierin: I was apart of the BloodDiamondDynasty when I first started.
ScarlettVonLuna: i had many names overtime
ScarlettVonLuna: Dercylidas, blutengel, serafino, ravnos
ScarlettVonLuna: i got 6 daughters
Kierin: :o
ScarlettVonLuna: no sons, 2 mothers, various aunties and a few sisters
Kierin: Noooooooooooooooooooo. >w< Don't be one of those man hating female types! Dx
Kierin  has come across them and always gets in trouble ;w;
ScarlettVonLuna: lol im a guy in rl.. scar has guy friends but nothing more
Kierin: I've met guys irl that hate their gender.
Kierin: I'm like, "NOT ALL MEN ARE EVIL."
Kierin: x-x People...
Kierin: So you don't date on here? :o
ScarlettVonLuna: i do have a distrust for my gender but i i dont use that to judge
ScarlettVonLuna: i look at their nature and such
ScarlettVonLuna: im dating my best friend on my main.. otherwise im single here and rl.... goin on 11 years in rl
Kierin: ^^
ScarlettVonLuna: i flirt yes
Kierin: I love Yue irl. I love Gwen irl. I'm really glad that the three of us are together.
ScarlettVonLuna: but the last time i dated with scar it went sour fast
Kierin: :/
Kierin: Sorry to hear.
ScarlettVonLuna: its ok... sadly im used to it
ScarlettVonLuna: none of my relationships on here lasted more then 6 months
Kierin: Wanna talk about it? :/
ScarlettVonLuna: not much to really say
Kierin: My cat is so adorable! *^* He's rolling around and nuzzling me. ♥♥♥
ScarlettVonLuna: i just lost 2 friends since i got back a few days ago...
Kierin: x-x What happened?
ScarlettVonLuna: drama
Kierin: That sucks. :/
ScarlettVonLuna: thats all im saying
Kierin: That's imvu.
Kierin: XD
Kierin  is mostly here because seion drug me back
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
Kierin: God I can't wait until we get Yue irl.
Kierin: It'll be so nice going out for coffee and crafting. *w*
Kierin: And dancing. XD
ScarlettVonLuna: i almost didnt come back in 2009 after my 2 year break
Kierin: I almost didn't come back a lot of times.
ScarlettVonLuna: imvu has lost a lot of luster over the years
Kierin: People just went crazy.
Kierin: They realized that hiding behind an avi and alts gives them power to do and say whatever they want.
Kierin  once knew someone with 7 alts
Kierin: x-x
ScarlettVonLuna: yeah
ScarlettVonLuna: i got 3...
ScarlettVonLuna: main, this one and my backup
Kierin: ^^ I just have this one and Kaede. I'm not gonna let Kaede be active. XD
ScarlettVonLuna: same with alexios aka my backup
Kierin: ^^
Kierin: I hurt a lot of people unintentionally.
ScarlettVonLuna: as have i
Kierin: So if I'm gonna do stupid things not meaning to I'd rather just do it on one account and not get double the heat.
Kierin: One of the biggest things...
Kierin: So my old brother was dating this married woman irl while dating a girl on the side...
Kierin: I decided to tell both of them.
Kierin: x-x
Kierin: And he blamed them.
ScarlettVonLuna: oh boy
Kierin: He was like, "The girls made me do it. Neither one would let me say no."
Kierin  hates that
ScarlettVonLuna: oh yeah... seen that happen more then once
Kierin: I created for one.
Kierin: Deved a really nice place for her.
Kierin: So she used me. XD
Kierin: Her bf even sent her creds to pay me.
Kierin: She NEVER paid me in full.
ScarlettVonLuna: i use in a good way ;)
Kierin: UGh. I hate how all she wants is a bf on here. -w-
ScarlettVonLuna: oh damn :o
Kierin: People like that drive me crazy. -w-
Kierin: KatarynaSilverMoon
Kierin: Check out her coven. I did a pretty good job on most of her things.
ScarlettVonLuna: i dev myself
ScarlettVonLuna: on my main
Kierin: I'm not gonna. I spent too much money.
Kierin: I made this room shell.
Kierin: And the furniture in the bedroom.
ScarlettVonLuna: i had a sponser
Kierin: Not much else. XD
Kierin: Nice.
ScarlettVonLuna: at one point i was sitting on $675k
Kierin: O____O
ScarlettVonLuna: in credits.... all from them
Kierin: I would've ran through that so fast. XD
Kierin: I have a problem. :P
ScarlettVonLuna: all they wanted was 3 rooms and furniture for them
Kierin: O__O;
Kierin: Wow.
ScarlettVonLuna: did their request spent 35k and then they PAID me another 350k AFTER
Kierin: o...o
ScarlettVonLuna: yeah... it was insane
ScarlettVonLuna: i deved like mad
ScarlettVonLuna: im better now then i was back then
Kierin: ^^
ScarlettVonLuna: i mainly do rooms, furniture and frames
Kierin: This was one of my recent items.
Kierin: This whole set. ^^
Kierin: BEfore I quit.
ScarlettVonLuna: this is nice ^^
Kierin: Thanks.
Kierin: But. No regrets.
Kierin: I need to stop spending money.
ScarlettVonLuna: i would have to get on my main to show you my stuff
Kierin: I have to upgrade apartments so that way Yue can legally come to me. :)
ScarlettVonLuna: lol
Kierin: DON'T. XDDDDD DON'T TEMPT ME TO START AGAIN.
Kierin: Making this room gave me that itch.
Kierin: XDDDD
Kierin: I have a horrible addiction to spending money on this site.
Kierin: I've had interventions it's so bad.
Kierin: I have spent 200 or more a month sometimes.
ScarlettVonLuna: O.O
Kierin: YEAH.
Kierin: IT'S THAT BAD.
ScarlettVonLuna: i spend less then $50 a month
Kierin: And then I would spend weeks creating.
Kierin: I wouldn't talk to Yue.
ScarlettVonLuna: i get most gifted
Kierin: Or anyone.
Kierin: I would just sit there and dev.
Kierin: All the time.
Kierin: Nonstop.
Kierin: After a while she got really sad.
Kierin: I never came out.
Kierin: XD
ScarlettVonLuna: yue better give you a good eating to keep you distracted then XD
Kierin: Eh....she's really shy since we started dating irl.
Kierin: She used to jump my bones allll the time. XD
ScarlettVonLuna: hehe i know she is XD
Kierin: Especially on my male alt. XD
Kierin: But now...
Kierin: I feel kinda bad because she's so shy. :/
Kierin: Not really sure how I can help.
Kierin: :/
ScarlettVonLuna: she will come out of it
ScarlettVonLuna: she was like that with me for a while... then my mian got hot and that made her less shy zs
ScarlettVonLuna: LOL
Kierin: ............you and Yue dated?
ScarlettVonLuna: i used to tease the hell out of her... hell i didnt even have to say anything... i just sat that XD
ScarlettVonLuna: no
Kierin: Oh.
Kierin: ....o.o
ScarlettVonLuna: ?
Kierin  idk XD
ScarlettVonLuna: id tell more but i dont want it to cause issue...
Kierin: ......I...never know how to respond to that when people are like, "I used to hit on your current person so hard! We flirted and rolled around! Oh! It was good times."
Kierin: I'm like...."....just wait until you go out with one of my exes..."
Kierin: XD
Kierin: But ti's not cool when I talk about deep throating them.
Kierin: Nah.
Kierin: XD
ScarlettVonLuna: lol that was me and yue... we fooled around sometimes but it wasnt like constant... maybe at most 3 times a month.... of that...
Kierin: HEll one girl irl didn't wait until they became my ex. -w-
ScarlettVonLuna: if*
Kierin: She wanted him then and she cornered him and made out with him irl.
Kierin: Made me think we were best friends etc.
Kierin: Really she was just getting closer to my bf.
Kierin: It was terrible the first time.
Kierin: The second time I wanted to kill her.
ScarlettVonLuna: im sure
Kierin: By the third time I was like, "Oh fuck it. Just fuck Christine. You can have her."
Kierin: FUCK CHRISTINE ASHLEY! FUCK THAT...I'm sorry.
Kierin: What were we talking about? XD
ScarlettVonLuna: LOL XD i like you!!!
ScarlettVonLuna: we are gonna be great friends XD
Kierin: So I was engaged to this horrible woman beating asshole.
Kierin: He choked me.
Kierin: Cheated on me.
Kierin: Lied to me.
Kierin: Sent me home in bruises.
Kierin: Christine came over ONE TIME. Sobbed about how much she missed her ex/my old fuck buddy.
ScarlettVonLuna: >.< those kind of guys i hate with a passion
Kierin: And then she ends up engaged to the asshole!!!
Kierin: AFTER SEEING MY BRUISES!
Kierin: She was like, "Well he treats me well.."
Kierin: And then I fell madly in love with his best friend and she seduces him in the worst way possible!
Kierin: Everytime we were having a moment and she was there she'd go into fake seizures!
Kierin: And then he'd drop me and run to her!
Kierin: FUCK THAT BITCH.
Kierin: And finally I get a guy who has a good job but I want out of the relationship.
Kierin: I introduce him to Christine.
Kierin: SHE DOESN'T FUCK HIM.
Kierin: THE ONE TIME I COULD'VE USED THAT GIRL!
Kierin: UGH!
Kierin: Dx
ScarlettVonLuna: i had one ex get mad at me for flirting with her...
Kierin: FUCK HER.
Kierin: XD
Kierin: With Yue? x-x
ScarlettVonLuna: no
Kierin: Yeah...don't flirt with Yue around me...I'm territorial.
Kierin: Scorpio's do that. XD
ScarlettVonLuna: oh i know
Kierin: Hot headed scorpio here!
Kierin: But anyway, you were saying about your ex.
Kierin: -is now eating from the popcorn bucket that says christine must day choking on a big black dick-
ScarlettVonLuna: my ex would get mad when id flirt with her.. her=exgf
ScarlettVonLuna: so id be flirting with my own gf and she would get pissed that i was
Kierin: Ahhh. o.o
ScarlettVonLuna: mhm
Kierin: Well yeah...XD
Kierin: No one likes seeing their SO being hit on.
Kierin: IT's awkward.
Kierin: XD
ScarlettVonLuna: noo
Kierin: Oh they were exes.
Kierin: Well then that's fair game I think...unless you were friends...@-@
Kierin  is coming down from must kill christine boost of rage. hard to make sense from the red rage XD
ScarlettVonLuna: no.... i was dating this girl and she would get mad that i was flirting WITH her...
Kierin: It'd be so much different if that happened on here and not rl....x-e
ScarlettVonLuna: i dont flirt with others while i date...
Kierin: She was mad that you were flirting with your gf?
Kierin: Because that makes 0 sense.
ScarlettVonLuna: i know
ScarlettVonLuna: but thats what happened
Kierin: Yay! I got it right that time! Gimme a prize! XD
Kierin: Ugh my head hurts from that fit of rage. >w<
Kierin  bashed my skull with a 50 lb weight
ScarlettVonLuna: aww
Kierin  has brain damage and nerve damage irl from it
Kierin: >~<
Kierin: It's cool that you're popular with the girls on here though. XD
ScarlettVonLuna: i had a head injury like that... killed my memory...
Kierin: x-e
Kierin: You attempted suicide too? :/
ScarlettVonLuna: most of my memories are fragmented or i just dont remember
ScarlettVonLuna: no... this was accidental but i have tried...
Kierin: Mine is a weird injury. I can lose the left side of my body if I get too worked up. It'll seize. x-x
Kierin: It pisses me off more everytime. XD
ScarlettVonLuna: i got scars all over my arms, legs and even some on my face
Kierin: x-e
Kierin: Yeah...-takes all the sharp obejects from you-
Kierin: Nuuu moreeee..
Kierin: Not worth it.
ScarlettVonLuna: low self esteem
Kierin: Hello! That's everyone on IMVU! XD
Kierin: We all come on here to feel pretty and escape whatever we're running from.
ScarlettVonLuna: yeah but i cant seem to escape from mine no matter where i go
Kierin: It's awesome being a big shot creator and having adoring fans. -didn't have any. can't relate to your level of fame.-
Kierin: What is your main account anyway?
Kierin: -is now curious to see if i'm a fan-
ScarlettVonLuna: Killianravnos
Kierin: Nope...don't know who you are. But it does sound familiar enough that I've probably been in your shop once or twice. XD
ScarlettVonLuna: im sure
Kierin: But judging from the way you're dressed you're probably awesome.
Kierin: -goes to search in the shop anyway- o...o
ScarlettVonLuna: brb
Kierin: -doesn't want to but now has to- XD tyt.
ScarlettVonLuna has left the chat
KillianRavnos has joined the chat
KillianRavnos: now you get to meet me for real
Kierin: :oo
Kierin: Sweet.
Kierin: But really don't hurt yourself, okay? :/
Kierin: It's not worth it.
Kierin  hugs
KillianRavnos: i havent for a while
Kierin  nods
KillianRavnos: but my anxitey is getting worse same with my depression
KillianRavnos: and i refuse to pop pills for it... this is why i smoke
Kierin: https://www.imvu.com/shop/product.php?products_id=5629889 Kudos.
Kierin: I HATED THAT SHELL.
Kierin: :I
KillianRavnos: pills make me 100 times worse
Kierin: With a burning passion.
Kierin: That shell needs to be updated or die. XD
KillianRavnos: ive done that mesh so may times
Kierin: That stupid mesh. XD
Kierin: IT SUCKS RIGHT?
Kierin: It eats everything!
Kierin: Dx
KillianRavnos: i didnt mind it
KillianRavnos: i got 2 rooms that you would love XD
KillianRavnos: one of them is rather pricey
Kierin: Link?
Kierin: I won't buy anything for a lonnnnnnnnng time.
Kierin: I"m really content.
Kierin: Besides I made the best thing ever so I'm pretty content I went out with a bang.
KillianRavnos: https://www.imvu.com/shop/product.php?products_id=36055286
Kierin: My old house was stunning.
Kierin: * ^ *
Kierin: It's good for an old school product but I'm not really into old school. XD
Kierin: I know a lot of people that are though. ^-^
Kierin: Want to see my biggest project?
Kierin: I spent well over 300 irl on it. XD
Kierin: Sugar. I will have to go brb/afk in a min. o.o My floor needs to be vaccumed. XD
KillianRavnos: oh my
KillianRavnos: lol ok
Kierin: DAmn. I can't invite you. You're offline. Oh well. XD But Yue helped.
Kierin: She was my assistant. :)
Kierin: She helped me create most of my good projects by picking out color schemes etc.
KillianRavnos: you dont have me added XD
KillianRavnos: lol
Kierin: Yue and I spent days. XD
Kierin: Weeks.
Kierin: XD
KillianRavnos: wait i seen that place
Kierin: It's too dark to vaccum.
Kierin: :/
Kierin: Stupid daylight's savings time. x-x
KillianRavnos: lol dont you just hate that
Kierin: Yep.
Kierin: You haven't deved in a while, huh? :o
KillianRavnos: no
KillianRavnos: i do frames now and then
Kierin: Looks ancient. OwO But in a fun way. :P Still know a lot of people who are into that. XD
Kierin: I saw that. :)
Kierin: Those are nice. ^-^
KillianRavnos: but havent done anything big in a while
Kierin: If you do show me sometime. It'd be cool to see. :)
KillianRavnos: i will
KillianRavnos: my card pic i did myself
Kierin: That's way better than mine. x-e
Kierin  did mine myself too
Kierin  jelly
Kierin: :P
Kierin: But it's hard to get both of my avi's in a pic since I'm not using my alt for it.
KillianRavnos: http://www.bannerfans.com/imgs/19/1121/20506100-024146.jpg the full size version
KillianRavnos: words are done by me as well
Kierin: Awwwww. ♥♥♥
Kierin: Cute. :)
Kierin: why aren't you together irl? :o
KillianRavnos: thats my scorpio queen XD
KillianRavnos: shes married in rl...
Kierin: ....so am I....but that never stopped us. XD But I get your point.
KillianRavnos: but its on the rocks atm and thats all im saying... we have a bond thats lasted from the day we met almost 9 years ago
KillianRavnos: and we have met in rl wice
KillianRavnos: twice
KillianRavnos: also.... i hate her hubby... he is a total ass that id love to just make..... vanish
Kierin: So you'll probably end up with her? :o
KillianRavnos: idk...
KillianRavnos: i mean that thought has always been there ive just accepted that we got a bond that not many have
KillianRavnos: and yes we do love each other...
Kierin: That must be hard. :/
Kierin: When you met up irl how was it?
KillianRavnos: oh god... my first thought was "this woman is even more beautiful in person"
Kierin: Awwwww. ♥♥♥
KillianRavnos: and the 2nd meeting was almost kinda like a date XD
Kierin: Ah. So you had some fun then? ^_-
KillianRavnos: no
KillianRavnos: we have never had sex in rl...
Kierin: So are you gonna go see her again?
Kierin: :o
KillianRavnos: on here yeah XD took her 5 years of trying
KillianRavnos: lol
KillianRavnos: she lives on the other side of the country
KillianRavnos: i would if it wasnt for her jackass hubby
KillianRavnos: but all in all i been single 11 years and havent had any "fun" in over 5 years
Kierin: o...o
KillianRavnos: shocking i know
KillianRavnos: im the type that doesnt get looked at in that way....
Kierin: Wanna swap rl photos? XD
KillianRavnos: sure
KillianRavnos: i dont have many recents though
KillianRavnos: https://scontent.ffar2-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/46401766_10156785637226240_5442678867837845504_n.jpg?_nc_cat=109&_nc_ohc=AysTfoH2mFIAQleZThydJfM2GTg4GzC0rrTsd9KPN_RJKD3amaoE0869w&_nc_ht=scontent.ffar2-1.fna&oh=d132905a57dd42841bb061497c8e6016&oe=5E4D6AE1 this is my best pic
Kierin: http://userimages-akm.imvu.com/userdata/39/16/11/94/userpics/Snap_L13fWMuGgj700106422.jpg
Kierin: My recent pic
Kierin: Most recent
KillianRavnos: oooo :o cutie ^^
Kierin: That pic was taken a few weeks ago.
Kierin: I'm 29 irl.
Kierin: :)
KillianRavnos: 33
Kierin: Most don't seem to think so though. XD
Kierin: Nice. :) You look scary in that pic though. XD Like you're gonna come out of the computer and eat me alive. o..o
KillianRavnos: im also tall...
KillianRavnos: lol
KillianRavnos: 6'5
Kierin: :o
Kierin: 4'11 and a half. :P
KillianRavnos: lol
KillianRavnos: i like short girls XD
Kierin: http://userimages-akm.imvu.com/userdata/39/16/11/94/userpics/Snap_er3hcwGRtZ444566581.jpg Corset dress pic... o...o
Kierin: I got all prettied up for Yue and Gwen. ♥
KillianRavnos: awww ^^
Kierin: Taken on the same day as the other one. XD
Kierin: I got some new make up so I was testing it out.
KillianRavnos: https://photos.google.com/photo/AF1QipM60yPybHH3C_s2ocjHGtDTz1xD9UHXJgJK1Eus
Kierin: Yue's so pretty irl. *////*
KillianRavnos: taken a few months ago
Kierin: Says I can't access it.
Kierin: :/
Kierin: IDK why. :/
Kierin: 404. That's an error. -what google is saying-
KillianRavnos: https://scontent.ffar2-1.fna.fbcdn.net/v/t1.0-9/66047856_10106934396211349_6722856525393559552_o.jpg?_nc_cat=100&_nc_ohc=Vs4E4cuUxVMAQnfAzls5_Bs6eJEmnmfbmffB-P5uOE7ugRdrxp2H629LQ&_nc_ht=scontent.ffar2-1.fna&oh=0f1914e264e40ba09c5887bdb1159013&oe=5E4A9864
KillianRavnos: im right in the center
KillianRavnos: in blue
Kierin: Tha'ts a cool pic. :o
Kierin: I don't have many pics of myself with others. ;w;
KillianRavnos: my class reunion
Kierin: Nice. :O
Kierin: How'd it go?
KillianRavnos: good
KillianRavnos: it was hot that day
KillianRavnos: lol
Kierin: Looks like fun though.
Kierin: ^-^
KillianRavnos: we didnt leave till like 2am
KillianRavnos: lol
Kierin: :)
KillianRavnos: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7FKRXFNt1xg&list=FLz-4md9SXgbtjNbdtPYAOVQ&index=20
Kierin: Sounds pretty. o.o
Kierin: You have a very unique taste in music.
Kierin: But it's nice. ^-^
KillianRavnos: im trying to keep my mind busy. im finding myself bordering on a possible code red meltdown
Kierin: What's going on?
Kierin: Are you okay?
KillianRavnos: ill be fine.. just gotta rough it out
Kierin: ...would it help to talk vocaly? I have a discord....
KillianRavnos: naw cause my issues i dont want heard by the other in this house
KillianRavnos: the other is my mother...
Kierin: Ahhh.
Kierin: Ahhhhhhh. x-x
Kierin: It's okay then.
Kierin: ...what can I do to help?
KillianRavnos: i lost my apt a year ago and had to move back and it seems that its been one hell after another resulting in an overnight hospital stay and blood loss other days and severe anger outburts
KillianRavnos: my stress got so bad that it almost killed me.... for real
KillianRavnos: ended up with both lungs riddled with blood clots...
Kierin: You don't have to go into detail if you don't want to but I'm sorry to hear about all of that. :/
Kierin: Especially losing your home.
Kierin: That's never an easy thing to go through.
Kierin: I whored up with a lot of men in order to stay out of my parent's house.
Kierin: They weren't the nicest people.
Kierin: Much like Yue's situation only a bit worse depending.
Kierin: Hopefully your mom is nice.
Kierin: And supportive. :/
KillianRavnos: i dont have many friends that are able to take me in so it was be homeless or ack to my moms.... i was deadset on going homeless
Kierin  can relate to that too
Kierin: I'm really sorry that you're going through that.
Kierin: But it'll get better, alright?
Kierin: Just keep trying.
Kierin: Don't give up.
KillianRavnos: now if my dad were still alive i wouldnt be in this situation
Kierin: You got let go of from your job or something? What happened? :/
Kierin: Depending upon your region I may be able to help but idk. I can't take in another roommate though. ^^; After all I have to prepare for Yue.
Kierin: But I might be able to help job wise.
Kierin: Maybe.
KillianRavnos: no hun dont... this i have to do myself...
Kierin: Alright. But don't die in the process. What good would that solve?
KillianRavnos: i lost my place due to a lapse in rent.... tried to get it taken care of but by the time i knew it i was already $3700 behind
Kierin: ...............................O________O
KillianRavnos: annd the fucked up part.... i WAS working....
Kierin: That sounds like something you'd notice. That's a few months behind.
Kierin: How did you not notice? x-x
KillianRavnos: thats like 7 months total plus late fees
KillianRavnos: i noticed....
Kierin: ......x---x
Kierin: Also that's a cheap place.
Kierin: Nice score!
KillianRavnos: and tried hard to get it selt with but i couldnt get ANY help
Kierin  pays 1000 a month for my shoebo
Kierin  shoebox
KillianRavnos: i was on income based
Kierin: Ohhh. o.o Section 8. -nods-
KillianRavnos: i get disability
Kierin: Ah.
Kierin: That's still rough. :/
Kierin: I'm sorry that you went through that.
Kierin  has seen some really nice section 8 housing
KillianRavnos: so i was paying $185 a month
Kierin: LUCKY. XD
KillianRavnos: i was NEVER late on any bills untill that momrnt
KillianRavnos: in fact i got refunds back from my electric, net and even my doctors
Kierin: Hmm. o.o
KillianRavnos: i always rounded my bills up if they were close
KillianRavnos: say one was $56.68 id pay $57
Kierin: Ah.
KillianRavnos: yeah
KillianRavnos: but in the end i lost my apt. lost my truck, almost lost my life, currently losing my sanity
KillianRavnos: and now im no more then an asset to my own mother cause im pretty much paying for everything putting myself in the grasp of payday loans thanks to her
Kierin: That sounds terrible. :/
KillianRavnos: she has poor money managment skills.... i tried to get everything back in balance but she keeps throwing it off
KillianRavnos: im switching back to scarlett
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Kierin: weba.
Kierin: Does being Scarlett help with your anxeity?
ScarlettVonLuna: sometimes... not as much as it used to
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