Current Situation and what will change

This is the first time I am writing something like this so it might be extremly messy, but let's go:
I've started streaming on the 1st of November 2017 mainly as I was scared of how difficult university turned out to be and speedrunning gave me a little hideout. After failing my first semester it turned into my main activity and I quickly lost track of time. I had a great time speedrunning and streaming even if I sometimes seem pissed, stressed or enraged I am always grateful that I am able to do what I love and for all the people supporting me by watching, lurking, chatting, subbing and talking to me, especially my close friends I talk to a lot.
I'll continue talking about that more in a second, but first things first: The main reason I am writing this pastebin now is that my current situation will change drastically. I failed now 3 semesters of university. The main reason is speedrunning, other reasons are the environement I am living in and other stuff I won't mention now. My next step will be now that I move out of my current apartement and back to my parents. I will work for a little while to be financially more stable and continue with university at October and give myself a last shot at university. The move will probably happen in middle/end of February. After this time I will live with my parents again whom I haven't told about streaming yet and I won't either for now as that is the reason I failed another semester of university. I will try to rarely stream if I should have the time for that, but it is very unlikely I will ever have the time for that. Once I found my feet back in university I will slowly try to stream here and there again and establish it back into my everyday live and maybe even finally tell my family about my hobby of speedrunning. Once I will have done these things I will be streaming more regularly again and maybe even attend speedrunning events like ESA, GSM, GDQ, RPGLB or other european Speedrunning events.
However, between now and mid February I basically have nothing to do now and I am free of anything as my failed semester is pretty much set it stone. Therefore I will use this time to push out on ambitious month full of various streams and speedruns before I take my indefinite break.
Projects I want to try and finish before I finally move will be:
	- KHDDDHD Tutorial [PS4]: Create a Tutorial for KHDDDHD Beginner Any% (Yoggiram and WR Route)
	- KH2FM Beginner JJ [PS4]: Time that makes me happy
	- Digimon World 3 [PSX]: Sub 7:30 Kotemon Route, maybe starting Guilmon Route
	- Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII [PSP]: Get every single WR except for Hard Mode and another 100% run
	- KHDDDHD Platinum Trophy RTA [PS4]: Get a PB and maybe sub 10
	- KHFM Standart Any% [PS4]: Sub 2:35, probably WR
Projects I will try to do as well but aren't as important:
	- Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII [PSP]: Reworking and improving my tutorial
	- KH2-E Any%/JJ [PS2]: Learn Any% and get sub 4:10, then do a JJ run or two
	- KHBBSFMHD Platinum Trophy RTA [PS4]: Finish a run
	- Final Fantasy XII Any% [PS2]: Relearn the run and finish a run on both English and Japanese version with sub 7 hours
As you know me by now though priorities will shift and I will most likely find another project I might tackle and prioritize even if it isn't on this list.
Ok, now that I have talked a lot about myself and probably lost some of you as my style of writing texts like these is all over the place, but before I finish this I want to say thank you to my closest friends I made during this time:
Crystal, Obeezy, Sid, Yida, Logic, Vessed, Bran and Nesu. I am talking to most of you guys on almost a daily basis and you can not imagine how thankful I am for that.
Other people I am very thankfully to have made friends with are, to name a few:
Rebeldragon, Jel, Nick, Blitz, Bublo, Violin, Templeton, Jordan, Kyler, Salad, Paopu, The Soldiers (Hdot12, Mentro00, Zavatho) and BlueHarvey.
All of you and everyone who I might've missed out on and all of the people I have been able to talk to during this time...thank you for everything. I am truly grateful for everything you have done and for every single word I was able to share with you. These 1.5 years are probably the best of my life so far.

Sorry if I put anyone of with my style of writing or my typos >:D

As always, take care everyone :)
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