Horses reacting to Anon's suicide (Three Oneshots)

Horses reacting to Anon's suicide
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Ponk (2):
>Pones find Anon's lifeless body under a tree, with a bottle o' scotch in his hand
>A revolver hanging from the fingers of the other
>Post first reaction of being exposed to actual suicide, they were devastated
>Ponies only die when they get old enough, everypony knows that
>Anon was younger than Pinkie Pie, who couldn't handle the pressure and just sat in her room for weeks, thinking it was her fault because she ignored him
>She was, only because he was kinda...
>Pinkie couldn't really tell
>It was the aura of depression around him
>She tried cheering him up, but when he came into the shop, Pinkie only saw the sad expression on his face
>The expression she somewhat understood as "Nobody wants me here, I'll just go home"
>She wondered how it felt to hug a human, her chest was aching for a hug
>She'll never know
>Pinkie Pie crossed her pink fluffy hooves on her bed, and cried into them
>That was the moment when somebody she thought was her friend died
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Twilight (1):
>When ponies found Anon, the whole town went quiet
>They buried him with his revolver, the only remnant of Earth
>Ponies didn't want anything to do with it, because it was made for one thing
>The only thing they hated the most, even though they couldn't feel hate for anything else
>"That thing, weapon of his, only brings death. We do not want to have this power."
>Said the Princess of Friendship
>She stood above the hole his body was laid in
>It was awful to see someone she knew, die such a horrible death
>On a hill in the park on the edge of Ponyville
>Not alone, though so lonely
>Twilight felt the cool breeze she hadn't felt before
>The pain in her chest, like her heart was exploding
>She remembered the time when anon first came into her library, just settled in Ponyville
>But the only thing she did was...
>"Go away, I'm busy."

>Twilight looked around to see if anypony was watching
>...
>She was alone, the gravestone andthe hoofprints was the only thing to remind her that somepony was here just minutes ago
>Or was it hours?
>She looked over the field
>Grey, dried out dirt, was on everything around her
>Huge dark clouds, covering the whole sky above
>Seemed like it was starting to rain
>The silence was unbearable
>But she had to be there, had to say her last goodbye to Anon
>That would be the first
"I--"
>Her voice cracked, like a twig under Anon's boot
"I'm sorry, Anonymous."
>Anonymous, the Human
>The human she told "go away" when he was at his lowest
>The human who showed her what reality is
>The human who was lost alone, left by everypony he knew...
"There is still so much to learn about friendship..."
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Dash (3):
>When you've found out about Anon...
>That he did it...
>You couldn't believe your own ears
>Twilight told you he used his...
>Thing, gun, whatever it's called...
>To do it

>...Why?
>You cannot think of a reason
>He was living pretty alright by your standarts
>It's the first time you heard about something like this
>You're pretty sure it's the same for most ponies, even


>When he first came to you, when you saw him just standing there, watching you...
>You just called him a creep
>Truth is, you just didn't like that everypony was talking about "that wierd human-thing"
>You've seen him before and didn't think he was that fascinating
>He actually was kinda fun to be around sometimes...
>You went to a bar once, he was the best buddy to drink with you could imagine
>And he was somewhat pushy, but you didn't give in
>After that, you've been careful around him
>It could just be alcohol, but you never know, right?

>Sigh
>Maybe...
>Just maybe, you should've let him continue that night
>...
>It could be fun, right?
>You'll never know now
>Not that you know how it is with a real stallion, well...
>And his hands...
>You imagine these long, strong hands wrapping around you in a hug
>It... Would've been amazing, probably

>You can't take it anymore
>You sit up on the bed
>Just how Twilight taught you...
"Calm down, Rainbow. It'll all be fine."
>No, it won't
"You can forget about him, it's not that hard."
>It is
"Please..."
>Is that you sobbing?
>Nonsense
"...Just come back, please..."
>He won't come back, Rainbow
"Anon..."