There's a girl ...
She lives in her own world ... and yet she tries to enjoy life as much as possible ...

she closes up in front of others and does not like to talk about her problems ..., about her life ...
Every day she tried again To be happy,
only to make others laugh ...
but that way no one notices what she’s missing ...

She wants someone to support her... one she can trust  without having to experience disappointment ...
Gentle hugs ...
have a sense of security with one...

She just wants to be loved, feel another heart beat next to hers ...
She wants, without the need to beg, hug him, kiss him,…
she wants to feel warmth, even in the coldest times
Of all these little things she dreams ...

... All the time she thinks about that... but still, the sad day keeps her amongst the living ...
a broken world ... many tears that she could no longer keep in ...
Problems about which she never talks to others ... too big is her fear of being disappointed again ... only to lose a loved one again ...
she doesn’t  want to hurt anyone ... bother nobody with her concerns ...
So she keeps everything deep inside ...
Many secrets, just a pain! ...

Although she seems strong on the outside ... and trying to not let it be ... does not mean that she is
She just wants to have all this burden taken away from her, not to carry it on her own ...
But then she picks up the presence of another ...
Tears that she could not hold in ... no one who she can trust ...
She feels only her heart beat...
It continues to beat, because she  too will find someone, someday ...
And in the time it will be there for others, for hugs, comfort, warmth and attention ...
she will have to wait…