℃ yoon hyu na — trainee life 00:01

℃ yoon hyu na — trainee life 00:01

↺ begin

 ↳ age 20; parents surprised her with a ticket to open auditions for the company
   reason; hyeong hye yeong (little step-sister) spammed her name when entering her into the raffle, along with her twin, hyeong kang
   hee

↺ lie

 ↳ auditions; she felt nervous of course, it was her first time singing in front of people and knowing she would be judged, even if she normally didn't care she was still insecure of her voice back then. she sang "hurt locker" by 9muses with a little bit of dancing, although she was sure the judges did not like that she did, they right away knew that her dance skills needed to improve more. With that, hyuna's score was deducted by a few making her feel like giving up and going home.
 ↳ she almost did not make the auditions, but the judges favored her voice and awaited it's potential, they worked things out and thought about how they can work her dance skills in the future, plus she had a pretty face that was a plus. they made hyuna made vocals.

↺ stigma

 ↳ during practices with other trainees it was hard for her to talk to them because she didn't know how to introduce herself, she had tried to before, but it ended up horribly. After that, she decided to stop trying and work independently. she is still insecure about how she dances and her flow, so she tires herself out until she thinks she's seen enough (sometimes these practices last until midnight) which is alright with her since she's a night owl.

↳ hardships;
   ⇉ tiring herself to dance
      ⇘ fainted in the studio alone, found lying on the floor by manager in the morning
   ⇉ losing weight to approx. ideal "idol" body
      ⇘ often just ate salads which tasted like garbage to her, but she never thought of skipping any meals
      ⇘  sometimes sneaked junk food under her bunk or park kou would take her out for a treat
   ⇉ not always a night owl
      ⇘ when tiring herself out after practices she would be really tired that she'd oversleep and get scolded by mrs. lee who doesn't exactly favor her, but kou always tries to defend her

↺ first love

  ↳ scenerios;
     ⇉ when she had low confidence in her dance skills she stayed over at the studio to practice but works herself out and ends up always sleeping there which worries the others; but it's made a huge difference so it was worth the hard effort.
     ⇉ opens up about her insecurities to taehyung and he decides to drag her to bighit studio where he called the others (or just jimin and hoseok) to open up to dancing more. {im gonna cri, this would actually be really cute to read}
     ⇉ impressing mrs. lee and trying to get a different reputation from her