Just stop, Sail.

5:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: Heyo.
5:28 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You've talked to Xenoxia on multiple occasions asking for your say on the matter.
5:28 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: However, what you did to me squandered that chance. Not with Arglack, not with him.
5:28 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I'd say it wouldn't be with me, either.
5:29 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: But
5:29 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I want to hear just how clearly you can justify yourself.
5:29 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Or think you can.
5:29 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You've done this with multiple servers from my recall.
5:29 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You perform a shitty action, and then you feel bad about it and apologize
5:30 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: That, or you manipulate others to feel sorry for you just to get your way into a community you have already squandered your chances with.
5:30 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: And then pull the same shit again.
5:30 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Do you understand how pissed off I was to find out what you did with those C16 fakes?
5:31 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I was /infuriated/
5:31 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Because quite frankly, that's just petty and sad.
5:31 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: So go ahead.
5:31 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Talk to me
5:32 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: See if you can make me believe you've actually changed.
5:32 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Because from everything I've seen.
5:32 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: This is just another step you've taken before.
5:32 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Many times.
5:31 PM - Sail - Tests!: Perhaps its better that we chat on mic?
5:31 PM - Sail - Tests!: Unless you are comfortable with text?
5:32 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Text.
5:31 PM - Sail - Tests!: Okay
5:31 PM - Sail - Tests!: There's a lot of ground to cover on my end.
5:31 PM - Sail - Tests!: I'll start with the C16 fakes.
5:32 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, I did not "pay" or "coerce" or even ask for the group to harass you guys.
5:32 PM - Sail - Tests!: By the gods you know how pissed off I got at them for doing that shit?
5:32 PM - Sail - Tests!: They are not a troll group, they are a group of acquaintances.
5:33 PM - Sail - Tests!: All I did was share with them the logs by which Brayton strongly implied that he was DOXing me.
5:33 PM - Sail - Tests!: Why would I do that? Because it bothered me.
5:34 PM - Sail - Tests!: Two wrongs do not make a right, Agathon. Even if Brayton actually got my info, I would of simply contacted the authorities and went my merry way.
5:35 PM - Sail - Tests!: If they said I paid them and whatnot, then it seems that I am trying to make friends with the wrong people.
5:35 PM - Sail - Tests!: I would NEVER do that, Agathon.
5:35 PM - Sail - Tests!: Now, next...
5:38 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Alright, look
5:38 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Let me make this clear.
5:38 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: We actually talked with the C16 people.
5:38 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: They didn't even care about what went down.
5:39 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: All they said was that they wanted to be paid.
5:39 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Brayton doesn't have your info.
5:39 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: He never did,
5:39 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: And you act like I'm supposed to know you, when honestly, I don't.
5:39 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I can't.
5:40 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You can't harass a community and expect to be welcomed back.
5:40 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Intentional or not
5:39 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, let me say this once more.
5:39 PM - Sail - Tests!: Wait, sorry.
5:39 PM - Sail - Tests!: I never had any intent on harassing FTA.
5:39 PM - Sail - Tests!: You want to know how bad I want to be allowed to return?
5:39 PM - Sail - Tests!: Why in the living hell would I want to give its administration more reasons to keep me out?
5:41 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: What did you intend, then?
5:41 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Because the way I see it
5:41 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You get banned from Invictus for doing the same shit you've always done
5:40 PM - Sail - Tests!: Certainly not to have Brayton DOX'd.
5:41 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: And then you come crawling back here
5:40 PM - Sail - Tests!: Oh my lord.
5:40 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, want to know why I was banned on Invictis?
5:42 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I already know why.
5:42 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I saw it.
5:40 PM - Sail - Tests!: I was banned for arguing with an administrator.
5:41 PM - Sail - Tests!: And also questioning the OP characters.
5:42 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I have no care for WWC, but don't try and manipulate me.
5:41 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon.
5:41 PM - Sail - Tests!: I am not manipulating you.
5:41 PM - Sail - Tests!: I have no reason to.
5:41 PM - Sail - Tests!: You are not stupid.
5:43 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You do.
5:43 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You want to return to FTA.
5:41 PM - Sail - Tests!: Nor are you somebody I hate.
5:42 PM - Sail - Tests!: That would be a reason.
5:42 PM - Sail - Tests!: If I actually wanted to manipulate you, that is.
5:42 PM - Sail - Tests!: But the fact is, I am not.
5:42 PM - Sail - Tests!: I think people confuse "arguing with fact" with "manipulating of fact."
5:43 PM - Sail - Tests!: Unless people think I am capable in bending other people's emotions, somehow.
5:44 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, there is no reason why I need to manipulate people over the internet.
5:44 PM - Sail - Tests!: There is no gain to it.
5:45 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Of course there is.
5:45 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You gain someone's trust.
5:44 PM - Sail - Tests!: I trust no one online.
5:44 PM - Sail - Tests!: Why would I expect the same trust on a personal level?
5:46 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: We're Human beings.
5:46 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Emotional, Social creatures
5:46 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: With nobody to trust or talk to, we feel lonely.
5:45 PM - Sail - Tests!: Depends on the human.
5:47 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Alright, I can care less about C16 flunkies or WWC.
5:47 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: This is about FTA.
5:46 PM - Sail - Tests!: Thank god.
5:47 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: But
5:47 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: It's also about what happened between the two of us.
5:46 PM - Sail - Tests!: What you did pissed me off. I will not lie about my emotions in your part.
5:46 PM - Sail - Tests!: However.
5:47 PM - Sail - Tests!: I should of approached it without the aim to "get back" at you by stirring your emotions.
5:47 PM - Sail - Tests!: (Even though that wasn't an explicit aim of mine, I do feel it was implied.)
5:47 PM - Sail - Tests!: I should of approached you professionally, and continued the conversation accordingly.
5:47 PM - Sail - Tests!: Because I am sure you did not intend to belittle me by sharing the logs with Xeno.
5:49 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I know you're going to argue with me about this.
5:50 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: So, I'm going to aim to stay calm about most of this.
5:50 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: No guarantees.
5:50 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: But, tell me
5:50 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: If you were staff on a server, and you talked with someone who supposedly had information regarding said server, but was neglecting to hold it.
5:50 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Would you, or would you not show that to the staff board?
5:49 PM - Sail - Tests!: I would.
5:50 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Exactly.
5:51 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: If I missed anything about the conversation being private, then that would be on me.
5:51 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: However, I was doing my job.
5:50 PM - Sail - Tests!: The sharing of logs was exterior to me saying I knew who was exposing info.
5:50 PM - Sail - Tests!: You shared Xeno of logs by which I expressed my fustration of him to you
5:52 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: That's on you.
5:52 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I'm still staff here, like it or not.
5:51 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, there are two hats.
5:51 PM - Sail - Tests!: Your admin hat.
5:51 PM - Sail - Tests!: And your friend hat.
5:52 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I don't see why an owner of a server should allow a player on who would act like that.
5:51 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, I would understand the  case if I were going around lieing about Xeno.
5:51 PM - Sail - Tests!: But I only went to you, an admin of the same community he owns.
5:52 PM - Sail - Tests!: Not to betlittle him, but to rationalize my anger.
5:52 PM - Sail - Tests!: But it became such when you saw it as an attempt to belittle him.
5:52 PM - Sail - Tests!: And proceeded to share the logs with Xeno.
5:54 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Look, there may be two sides to a person, but my job is my job.
5:55 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I take it /very/ seriously.
5:53 PM - Sail - Tests!: You made an error, Agathon.
5:54 PM - Sail - Tests!: An error by which is not affecting you remotely.
5:55 PM - Sail - Tests!: I lost several friends because of this drama, Agathon. Because they think I go around and spew lies into the minds of others about particular people I disagree with.
5:55 PM - Sail - Tests!: Which is exactly what the people in AlteredRP did to me.
5:55 PM - Sail - Tests!: Because their manager failed in banning me twice, I won both appeals. So the manager shared with his administration rumors about me.
5:56 PM - Sail - Tests!: In conquest to achieve more power in their community, the administration proceeded to share the rumors with the player base.
5:56 PM - Sail - Tests!: And in doing so, players in conquest of more power in the community shared the rumor and joined the choir of belittling me.
5:56 PM - Sail - Tests!: My reaponse?
5:57 PM - Sail - Tests!: I didn't freak out. I refused to give in and try to fight back by trying to DOX or DDOS them like they wanted me to.
5:57 PM - Sail - Tests!: All I did, was leave.
5:58 PM - Sail - Tests!: But they wanted more, and because their community was failing due to the corruption of its administrators, they metasticized into other communities and began the same campaign anew.
5:58 PM - Sail - Tests!: Nazz in both Singularity and Frontier was a figure in this.
5:59 PM - Sail - Tests!: Now to present, Agathon.
5:59 PM - Sail - Tests!: What stirred be about Xeno is the fact that he permabanned me because of the rumors.
6:00 PM - Sail - Tests!: He tried to supplement logic by saying that Neilar was disliked, even though the day before I left most of the crew went up and apologized to him.
6:01 PM - Sail - Tests!: So I fail in seeing any reason why I shouldn't of got pissed at Xeno.
6:01 PM - Sail - Tests!: Banning me for rumors protrayed by others, whom have zero evidence.
6:02 PM - Sail - Tests!: Claiming my character unlikable, even though his fate was becoming brighter with the crew apologizing to him.
6:02 PM - Sail - Tests!: Even if Neilar died, I would of just made another character and try protraying a unique personality.
6:02 PM - Sail - Tests!: That was the plan, even.
6:02 PM - Sail - Tests!: Not one person can claim that I did nothing with a second chance, or an attempt to prove others wrong with my roleplay.
6:03 PM - Sail - Tests!: Simply because they never gave me the opportunity to do so.
6:03 PM - Sail - Tests!: I then think about this fact-
6:03 PM - Sail - Tests!: It's not my server.
6:04 PM - Sail - Tests!: Owners can be rationalized if you try hard enough to have them do such.
6:04 PM - Sail - Tests!: But then I thought, after a month since this issue occured.
6:04 PM - Sail - Tests!: "Why the fuck don't I make my own damned community?"
6:05 PM - Sail - Tests!: But then I realized.
6:05 PM - Sail - Tests!: It's a fuckload of work.
6:05 PM - Sail - Tests!: So then peopel say "Why not try another community?"
6:05 PM - Sail - Tests!: There are no other ME servers that allow turians, or Halo servers that allow Sangheili, with reasonable parameters.
6:06 PM - Sail - Tests!: So what am I left with?
6:06 PM - Sail - Tests!: Nothing.
6:06 PM - Sail - Tests!: Why?
6:06 PM - Sail - Tests!: Because of rumor.
6:06 PM - Sail - Tests!: Or, in Xeno's case, many "what ifs?"
6:07 PM - Sail - Tests!: So now I am trying to figure out how to develope a new hobby to replace Gmod.
6:07 PM - Sail - Tests!: Blah blah blah
6:07 PM - Sail - Tests!: That's my end of the stick.
6:09 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: And what about me?
6:09 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: How you used my personal history with someone who I once considered a best friend who is now dead to me against me in an arguement.
6:08 PM - Sail - Tests!: It was wrong for me to do, Agathon.
6:08 PM - Sail - Tests!: I won't apologize not because I am without sorrow, because I am.
6:09 PM - Sail - Tests!: But because you do not find it valuable.
6:10 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Friendship is no joke to me.
6:09 PM - Sail - Tests!: It isn't to me either.
6:10 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Myro is /very/ solid proof of that.
6:09 PM - Sail - Tests!: I understand.
6:09 PM - Sail - Tests!: Also.
6:09 PM - Sail - Tests!: - Sail, you came in and said that someone was attempting to DoX you.
- Liam said he was in a Discord with the man.
- I asked Liam for the link so I could troll him.
- Liam provided the link, and I proceeded to troll in a channel with some people in it, none of which being William.
- When I first joined, they asked who I was, and I said I was from HFG and my name was Sail, and they knew I was lying as they've heard you talk before.
- They also sent a picture of a man saying "Is this your card?" with the words "You're a fag" written on it. (This comes into play later)
- After I trolled them for about 30 minutes or so, I went back into the Skype conversation, and had saw that Jon had indeed DoX'd William.
- I stopped for about a minute, then said the following words, and did the following action:
"Is this your card?" Proceeds to paste William's DoX
- After the 3 admin people left the channel to talk to William, I was banned about 3 minutes later.
- I made a new Discord, and proceeded to spam the DoX.
- Jon joined the Discord, and I joined on a third account, and we spammed the DoX for about 2 minutes before we were banned.
That is what happened.
Feel free to send that to ol' William himself.
6:10 PM - Sail - Tests!: That's a skype log just now.
6:12 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Alright, Sail.
6:13 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I've been taking this information to mind, and now I've come to a decision.
6:13 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: After a month of thinking about our situation.
6:16 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You are a sad, sad Human being, and I don't believe a word you say. You really think that out of ALL those communities you have been banned from are because of rumors and lies? How long will it take for you to realize that you can't blame /everyone/ for making false assumptions about you before you realize, and learn to think about how you should be taking that to look into yourself and realize something. They're not wrong, because when you blame every single person for the same shit over and over again, that would just go to show that /you/ are the one who is the problem, not them.
6:16 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You will /never/ be returning to FTA, and you and I are done.
6:16 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Don't start another community, nobody will trust you enough because nobody likes you.
6:15 PM - Sail - Tests!: A shame you feel this way, Agathon.
6:15 PM - Sail - Tests!: Alas, I cannot control you or your emotions.
6:17 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Tell me.
6:17 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Why did Arglack and I leave you after you decided to share yourself with us?
6:16 PM - Sail - Tests!: Share myself?
6:17 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Yes.
6:17 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: When you showed your true colors.
6:16 PM - Sail - Tests!: To be frank, I never really had the opportunity to show you my true colors.
6:17 PM - Sail - Tests!: I will be more than happy to.
6:17 PM - Sail - Tests!: Starting now.
6:18 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: No, we're done with the manipulation game.
6:17 PM - Sail - Tests!: Wait.
6:17 PM - Sail - Tests!: That's cliche.
6:17 PM - Sail - Tests!: Sorry.
6:19 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You have blamed your faulties on /everyone/ else.
6:19 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Never once looked into you.
6:19 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You say you do to get people on your side.
6:19 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: But you don't.
6:18 PM - Sail - Tests!: You never asked me about what I take fault in doing.
6:18 PM - Sail - Tests!: Thus far you only have a piece to the bigger picture.
6:19 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I shouldn't have to.
6:19 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Because you should know.
6:18 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, socialization isn't my skill.
6:20 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: oh, wow
6:20 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I didn't realize that at all.
6:18 PM - Sail - Tests!: Heh.
6:19 PM - Sail - Tests!: So, what is it I blame myself for?
6:19 PM - Sail - Tests!: Oh dear.
6:20 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You don't blame yourself.
6:20 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You blame everyone else.
6:20 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: For all of your problems.
6:19 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, that is not true.
6:21 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You keep saying that they are liars who spread rumors about you.
6:19 PM - Sail - Tests!: Because there are.
6:21 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: What are the chances that /every single one of them/ has the same idea if they are false?
6:20 PM - Sail - Tests!: Depends on what is being said.
6:21 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: No, it doesn't.
6:20 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, it truly does.
6:21 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: It's because you keep doing the same thing.
6:21 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Because you /are/ that way.
6:21 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: And you will never realize it.
6:20 PM - Sail - Tests!: If only you gave me the patience to show you otherwise.
6:20 PM - Sail - Tests!: Then again, perhaps you do not wish to see the true colors?
6:22 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I already know.
6:21 PM - Sail - Tests!: You don't, Agathon.
6:22 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: If you're worse than you already appear to be, then god no.
6:22 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You've had more than enough chances.
6:21 PM - Sail - Tests!: There is a bigger picture, Agathon.
6:21 PM - Sail - Tests!: Whether or not you want to progress to see it all, is up to you.
6:23 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I'm not the one who needs to look if they want to see.
6:22 PM - Sail - Tests!: In this case, you are.
6:22 PM - Sail - Tests!: In my case, I have.
6:22 PM - Sail - Tests!: For the past month.
6:23 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: You being banned from several communities is not the result of /every/ one falsifying you.
6:23 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: It's because that is you.
6:22 PM - Sail - Tests!: Several communities?
6:22 PM - Sail - Tests!: I'm only banned in one.
6:24 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: WWC, Frontier, FTA
6:22 PM - Sail - Tests!: That's WWC.
6:24 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: EUPRP
6:22 PM - Sail - Tests!: Frontier, I was not banned from.
6:22 PM - Sail - Tests!: EUPRP?
6:22 PM - Sail - Tests!: What's that?
6:24 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: We banned you before you even attempted to join.
6:24 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I wasn't with them when that happened, though.
6:24 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I found out later.
6:23 PM - Sail - Tests!: That's on the admins, then.
6:23 PM - Sail - Tests!: Not me.
6:25 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: They don't want to deal with the headache you are.
6:25 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: And frankly, neither do I.
6:25 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I'm done being pissed off about you.
6:25 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: And I'm tired of you reappearing.
6:25 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: So stay the fuck away from me.
6:25 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: And Arglack, too.
6:23 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, the ugly truth is.
6:25 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: We're both done with your shit.
6:24 PM - Sail - Tests!: I will reappear.
6:25 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: So you're petty.
6:26 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Alright, I'm done.
6:24 PM - Sail - Tests!: You will see me progress into far greater heights, and you will wish that you've given me the opportunity to show you who I am.
6:24 PM - Sail - Tests!: Arglack and I are a different field.
6:24 PM - Sail - Tests!: I fucked up with him.
6:24 PM - Sail - Tests!: Hard.
6:26 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Yeah.
6:26 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: And you did so with me too.
6:26 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Now shut up with the manipulation game.
6:25 PM - Sail - Tests!: Agathon, we are not close.
6:26 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Good, I never want to be.
6:25 PM - Sail - Tests!: We only knew eachother for... A week?
6:25 PM - Sail - Tests!: Arglack and I knew eachother for a full year.
6:27 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Yeah, and I'm glad he was able to tell me what to expect from you.
6:25 PM - Sail - Tests!: If he did, then he did.
6:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: Nothing I can do about what he says.
6:27 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: That just allows you to be even more out in the open for who you are.
6:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: However
6:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: There are secrets he's given me.
6:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: Very, very, personal stuff.
6:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: Will I ever reveal them to anyome, despite what has happened?
6:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: No.
6:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: Why?
6:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: Because I still think of Arglack as a friend.
6:26 PM - Sail - Tests!: And I wouldn't dare stoop that low.
6:28 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: Friends don't fuck up with each other the way you did.
6:28 PM - [FTA - A] Agathon: I'm done, goodbye.
6:28 PM - Sail - Tests! is now Offline.