10:40	ArcImpulse	also
10:40	ArcImpulse	im pretty tempted to just fucking quit the game
10:40	NikoWORK	mm?
10:40	ArcImpulse	regardless of if its intentional or not, you guys ARE leaving me out
10:41	ArcImpulse	i look in irc and see 1-3 hours previous a call for all lol players more or less, full names to notify, except mine
10:41	ArcImpulse	the bigger issue though
10:41	ArcImpulse	is that you guys do the same shit
10:41	ArcImpulse	the exact same shit
10:41	ArcImpulse	that you call me out on
10:41	ArcImpulse	including you
10:42	ArcImpulse	at least i fucking admit to it
10:42	ArcImpulse	and try to not do it
10:42	ArcImpulse	ESPECIALLY fucking maria
10:42	ArcImpulse	i may be a lot of things when i get irritated but im not a GIGANTIC FUCKING ASSHOLE
10:43	ArcImpulse	i dont particularly care about winning or losing, as long as im having fun admittely winning is a bit more fun
10:43	ArcImpulse	but its not very fun when im getting piled on for something everyone else does to some degree as well
10:43	ArcImpulse	do you see what im getting at
10:44	ArcImpulse	am i just the easiest fucking target for it or what
10:44	NikoWORK	Well everyone else seems to get along fine with each other, regardless if we do it or not.
10:45	ArcImpulse	like
10:45	ArcImpulse	its a non issue with most of you
10:45	ArcImpulse	sometimes you go overboard
10:45	ArcImpulse	rarely
10:45	ArcImpulse	but holy fucking shit maria
10:46	ArcImpulse	like
10:47	ArcImpulse	the last time i was in a game with maria
10:47	ArcImpulse	the one where i was jax
10:47	ArcImpulse	i think that was the last one
10:47	NikoWORK	Again she does it to no one else, so you are obviously pushing her buttons. Last one i can think of is when you got schooled by gragas but she wasnt so much biitng at you for losing, more becuase of how you were treating amber
10:47	NikoWORK	and it was just an outlet
10:47	ArcImpulse	IM NOT FUCKING PUSHING ANYTHING
10:47	NikoWORK	yes you are hoooly shit
10:47	ArcImpulse	SHE JUST STARTS GETTING ON MY ASS
10:47	ArcImpulse	no
10:47	ArcImpulse	ha ha aha no
10:48	ArcImpulse	do you not even remember what she was saying about the fucking gragas game
10:48	ArcImpulse	there was no goddamn mention of amber or sona or anything
10:48	ArcImpulse	it was
10:48	ArcImpulse	LOL U SUK summed up
10:48	ArcImpulse	like
10:48	ArcImpulse	earlier that fucking day
10:48	NikoWORK	yes i do because i was there, she was foling on you because you were blaming other people the whole time for other dumb shit that you shouldnt even be raising your voice over. She was just mad at you for taking it out on someone all lane
10:48	ArcImpulse	no
10:49	ArcImpulse	you dont even get it
10:49	ArcImpulse	earlier that day i basically did support 101 with amber
10:49	ArcImpulse	and one of the most important fucking points i'd stressed is
10:49	ArcImpulse	supports dont take last htis
10:49	ArcImpulse	supports shouldnt even really be attacking minions
10:49	NikoWORK	but sona should power chord at every oppouruntnity its her thing its what makes her so aggressive
10:50	ArcImpulse	not when theres a gigantic wall of minions in the way
10:50	ArcImpulse	all she was doing was taking tons of last hits in a situation where i was already getting zoned to fucking hell
10:50	ArcImpulse	because his barrel hurt like shit
10:50	NikoWORK	doesnt matter if she was doing it right or wrong or whatever anyway again maria was agitated because of how you were agitated at everyone else
10:51	ArcImpulse	furthermore after that game amber and i went over it and she wasnt even fucking mad
10:51	ArcImpulse	she understood why it'd agitated me
10:51	NikoWORK	but fine, if its going to cause this dramatic rift every time maybe its better you just dont play. idgaf but im sick of being this intermeditary between everybody all the time.
10:51	ArcImpulse	no
10:51	ArcImpulse	fuck that
10:51	ArcImpulse	like
10:51	ArcImpulse	what the hell
10:52	ArcImpulse	do you not notice maria doing shit shit before that example when i wasnt even doing anything
10:52	ArcImpulse	this shit*
10:53	ArcImpulse	maybe i did fucking agitate maria in the jax gragas issue, i dont fucking know
10:53	ArcImpulse	but there have been other times when i -did fucking nothing-
10:53	ArcImpulse	and she'd rag on me
10:54	ArcImpulse	furthermore
10:54	ArcImpulse	if what you say is correct, and im not saying it is or isnt
10:54	ArcImpulse	then thats even fucking worse
10:54	ArcImpulse	because i fucking explained my goddamn problem to her after the first time something like this happened
10:54	ArcImpulse	and fucking told her to just tell me im doing something annoying so i will NOTICE IT AND FUCKING STOP IT
10:55	ArcImpulse	tell me NikoWORK
10:55	ArcImpulse	did she fucking tell me that
10:55	ArcImpulse	or did she just go fucking straight to insults
10:55	ArcImpulse	which made the situation even worse
10:55	NikoWORK	How about this, how about when everyone else has got pissed at you even knowing whatever you have behind you. Because sometimes shit just snaps and people cant play the diplomatic role anymore
10:56	NikoWORK	Its happened to every one of us
10:56	ArcImpulse	then how do you explain her constantly badgering me when i was literally doing nothing at the time
10:57	ArcImpulse	ie that game we started and she started to start shit right at the party setup screen/champ select
10:57	ArcImpulse	i hadnt even really been fucking talking at the time
10:57	NikoWORK	i dont remember every little detail of whatever kind of word shit was going on
10:58	ArcImpulse	neither do i, i just can remember that it happened
10:58	NikoWORK	all i remember recently is the last game and when it was going o
10:58	ArcImpulse	i'd been basically minding my own business and she starts shit right there at the setup/champ select
10:58	ArcImpulse	i think my reply was "fuck off maria"
10:58	ArcImpulse	because i was in no mood for it
11:01	ArcImpulse	and fine
11:01	ArcImpulse	i can accept this
11:01	ArcImpulse	[15:52] <NikoWORK> How about this, how about when everyone else has got pissed at you even knowing whatever you have behind you. Because sometimes shit just snaps and people cant play the diplomatic role anymore
11:01	ArcImpulse	but that doesnt change the fact that nobody tries to get my attention, intentional or not
11:01	NikoWORK	again, everyone so not in the mood for that right now. You know when me and arm left after that game, it was no fun allowed zone
11:02	ArcImpulse	what game
11:02	ArcImpulse	no
11:02	ArcImpulse	i mean this
11:02	NikoWORK	because thats how it feels whenever we play and something goes wrong, you take it to this extreme of extremes and its so fucking unfun to play with you when you are losing, no matter how good the team is going
11:02	ArcImpulse	[15:37] <ArcImpulse> regardless of if its intentional or not, you guys ARE leaving me out
11:02	ArcImpulse	[15:38] <ArcImpulse> i look in irc and see 1-3 hours previous a call for all lol players more or less, full names to notify, except mine
11:03	ArcImpulse	and like ive pointed out
11:03	ArcImpulse	point that shit out to me
11:03	ArcImpulse	i have yet to really have any of you do so
11:03	NikoWORK	again, we cant. Its not like we not know how to, but by the time its already in the fan our emotions are over the wall and we just want to leave and not play anymore
11:04	ArcImpulse	no, i mean
11:04	ArcImpulse	by now you can probably start to see the signs of me starting to get riled up
11:04	ArcImpulse	you've known me for what
11:04	ArcImpulse	3 years now?
11:05	NikoWORK	again, that doesnt even matter because
11:05	ArcImpulse	tell me then, not after im already riled up
11:05	NikoWORK	we're fucking pissed too, we just want to leave or something
11:05	ArcImpulse	god
11:06	ArcImpulse	this is why i hate interacting with people
11:06	ArcImpulse	i always fucking ruin it in the end
11:06	ArcImpulse	fuck me
11:08	ArcImpulse	i mean for fucks sake all i wanted to do was play a game with my friends and yet i FUCKING RUIN IT
11:09	ArcImpulse	seriously, how the fuck can i fix this bullshit so i dont piss everyone off
11:09	ArcImpulse	the entire reason i talk to you about this shit is that you're the most levelheaded of all of us
11:10	ArcImpulse	and now you're ignoring me because ive probably pissed you off somehow
11:10	ArcImpulse	orz
11:11	NikoWORK	and im fucking sick of like, dealing with this. It just goes in circles