I've been hella anxious lately. Recently, it's got to the point where I just want to disappear but for some reason
you are the light that lights up this void that I've been in the past few months. I don't want to fuck anything up between me and
you and it's been on my mind like crazy. It's like this pain, and it justs builds up until the point where I just do stupid shit trying to tell u how i feel.
I hope u understand why sometimes i don't respond to ur snaps, or ur messages. it's not me being an asshole, it's just i don't want u to feel like shit too. (edited)
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 4:32 PM
I hope you never leave I’m glad I can make you happy nothing you do can mess this up I promise, honestly last night after you ended the call I started crying, not because I was upset I was happy, I was so happy to talk to you 1 on 1 and hear your voice. This is gonna sound weird asf but like I even dream about you and shit and it just makes me so happy. You make me happy. On my worst days you talk to me and I feel amazing, even you asking how I am brings reassurance to me. I know I say it a lot but you mean like the world to me. I understand when you don’t answer me I try to joke about it and such if you’re hurting you can talk to me about I want to be there for you, for anything.
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 5:40 PM
Haha, it's fine. I'm glad that you do joke about it because it just makes me happy haha. I remember a year or so back, I had a dream about hugging you and just the feeling it gave me was crazy. I wouldn't stop thinking about the dream. I just wish I could with you physically.. even if it's just for 5 minutes lol. i wanna be able to hang out with u, do stupid shit together or whatever. that's all  that i think about.. i have like a question.. would you maybe be up to try long distance?? i mean it's fine if u don't..
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 5:47 PM
Like us dating? Or doing long distance in general
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 5:49 PM
dating or whatever lol..
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 5:51 PM
I’d be down
I mean I’ve only done one long distance relationship, but we dated then I had to move away and it was kinda scary to me, there was no like physical affection like there once was, he started smoking and hanging out with girls and I got so upset that I just broke it off
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 5:58 PM
I mean, can you trust me? I trust you.
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 5:58 PM
Dylan of course I trust you
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 5:59 PM
I've honestly, really never tried this.. I mean I did when i was like 13 lol. but i was young and it lasted for like a week haha
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 5:59 PM
Yea
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:01 PM
Eventually, we'll meet (I wanna meet soon, maybe sometime this year depending on you). I mean, you already know how I look and I know how you look. I'm not catfishing anyone, that just isn't me.
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:02 PM
Yea lol I know your not a catfish smh
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:03 PM
okay.. ill be honest.. irl i am actually a indian man..
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:03 PM
Wtf
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:03 PM
i paid a white boy money to act like me
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:03 PM
I thought you were black
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:03 PM
i mean..
yeah okay
im black
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:03 PM
Ok good
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:03 PM
so then what r u?
r u black too?
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:04 PM
Yea
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:04 PM
what's ur real name then?
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:04 PM
This is me irl

Shithead
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:04 PM
WAIT THAT WAS U
ngl..
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:04 PM
Yea y
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:04 PM
u kinda cute
i like yo hot cheeto hair
but
who's bobby?
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:09 PM
Uhhhh
That’s my dad
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:10 PM
really? is he okay?
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:11 PM
Yea he’s fine I had his name tattooed on me so I can remember his name when I forget
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:12 PM
Ooh! That's smart, does he not come around often or something?
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:12 PM
No he’s home everyday
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:14 PM
oh okay, sorry i was really concerned. but yee u hella cute, can i get ur snap?
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:15 PM
Heck yea it’s pinkunicorns_gangsta69
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:15 PM
oh okay, also ill send a pic of me first
ok
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:15 PM
Ik
Ok
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:15 PM

Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:16 PM
Oh shit wow
Is that a Duerag
*durag
Looks fancy are you tryin to get some waves
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:18 PM
it's my favorite hat, well. im scared of the government going after me.. so this durag protects me from the government reading my mind
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:18 PM
Oh smart
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:20 PM
i can make u one if u want they cool you knoww.. yeah..
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:21 PM
Sure
woodenhome - Last Tuesday at 6:22 PM
hold on.. ill be right back.
fbi at my house.
Emileigh1107 - Last Tuesday at 6:22 PM
Oh shit
April 18, 2018
woodenhome - Last Wednesday at 4:57 PM
hey dudeee
woodenhome - Last Wednesday at 5:17 PM
Is everything okay?
Emileigh1107 - Last Wednesday at 5:37 PM
Yea.
woodenhome - Last Wednesday at 5:53 PM
ight well if anything is bad or something, hit me up. im here for you.
Emileigh1107 - Last Wednesday at 5:53 PM
Alright I will thanks dylan
April 19, 2018
woodenhome - Yesterday at 4:50 PM
heyy dudee
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 5:49 PM
Hey
Are you upset with me?(edited)
woodenhome - Yesterday at 5:54 PM
lol no why haha?
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 5:55 PM
Idk I just feel like we haven’t been talking like we have in the past few days..
Nvm it’s whatever I’m probably over reacting
woodenhome - Yesterday at 5:57 PM
It's all good, I don't yesterday I thought u were mad at me or something lol. was worried about u
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 5:57 PM
Oh. No I’m not mad at you I just got a lot on my mind and I’m so stressed
woodenhome - Yesterday at 5:59 PM
Fuck I'm sorry dude. it's all good. just wanna make sure that ur alrightt
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 5:59 PM
Thanks
Are you doing ok?
woodenhome - Yesterday at 6:01 PM
yeah i been okay, felt like trash today though didn't want to get out of bed because i thought something bad was happening with u.
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 6:02 PM
Really dang
woodenhome - Yesterday at 6:03 PM
i just think too much, i think that's the problem.
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 6:04 PM
I do too
woodenhome - Yesterday at 6:11 PM
but im sorry if i leave u on read. just sometimes i feel like im boring or annoying lmaoo
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 6:12 PM
No you’re not, I like ur company.(edited)
woodenhome - Yesterday at 6:18 PM
alright lol. if im ever annoying tell me lol
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 6:27 PM
Ok
woodenhome - Yesterday at 6:39 PM
but yo, what have u been stressed about? school?
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 6:46 PM
Yea
woodenhome - Yesterday at 6:55 PM
shit.. are ur grades down or something?
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 6:55 PM
I have 2 c’s
And 2 a’s
So not necessarily
woodenhome - Yesterday at 7:19 PM
c's aren't bad i mean..
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 7:19 PM
I know but idk maybe it’s not grades
I think I just want to fit in
I have friends and all but I feel like I don’t have a place
woodenhome - Yesterday at 7:24 PM
do you act different around these people?
or do u act as you are between me and you, a funny and caring person?
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 7:25 PM
I think I act the same but I don’t feels the same
I feel like I’m competing with my friends
They are all so much prettier and talented and then there’s me I none of that
Sometimes I wonder who cares. What’s the point.
woodenhome - Yesterday at 7:38 PM
Maybe you need a new group of friends? I don't know, I'm a dude and it may be different. For me, I don't try to fit in because honestly I don't give a fuck what people have to say about me. I'm fucking me, nothing more than that. I remember, for 2 months at my new school(now old) I sat alone at lunch and just studied people. I learned a lot from it but, I found out that I just need to be me. If people don't like me for that, then they don't. Eventually, I found a group of friends who were chill. People might be prettier or more talented then you but what really matters is the person who you are. =
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 7:42 PM
Idk it’s just different for me I guess
woodenhome - Yesterday at 7:48 PM
How long have you been feeling this way?
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 7:49 PM
For like a week or 2
Lately I’ve been getting really jealous
Like when she hangs out with another friend I get mad
But she does the same thing to me
She told me to ditch my friends to hang out with her and it made me mad as fuck
But o do the same thing
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:06 PM
wow that's messed up. i don't got much irl friends (anymore) only got brannon really. but i remember when we were going to same school together he wanted to go hang with his other friends during lunch and it use to piss me off like crazy.
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 8:06 PM
Yea
Do you think I’m possesive@
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:07 PM
No why?
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 8:08 PM
Idk I sometimes feel like I am
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:08 PM
towards me or just people in general?
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 8:09 PM
Like in general
Before we got into that big fight I think I was really possessive over you
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:11 PM
Really?
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 8:11 PM
Yea
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:12 PM
When that shit happened, it scarred me for awhile.
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 8:12 PM
Really y
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:13 PM
Because, I had nothing going on in life besides you. You were really a postive impact(you still are).
I remember just being in class, and I just wanted to fucking cry (yeah im a pussy).
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 8:15 PM
That’s not even a pussy even while we were friends and you just met Ava I was scared and use to cry all the frickin time I thought she was gonna take you from me and you would leave me for her and that really scared me
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:17 PM
I just hope you know, that I won't do that to you. I'm not like that. To be honest, I had Ava as a friend because she was someone I could talk to about you lol.
I remember, I would like tell her how I felt about you, and how pretty and shit u were.
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 8:19 PM
Aw really lmao
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:22 PM
But no you aren't possesive, maybe it's because I really like u.
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 8:34 PM
Oh
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:35 PM
that came out wrong sorry.
i can't fucking think.
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 8:41 PM
No you’re ok!
woodenhome - Yesterday at 8:51 PM
I just don't wanna say anything wrong or something. but dude, honestly u are an amazing person. your hella cool, u have a good sense of humor, you're very caring. just i want u to know that im not a piece of shit (this has been on my mind like crazy). i wanna know what's going on, if your hurt, or u feel like shit, whatever. i wanna be there for u for anything. i care a lot for u. i just don't want u to try to be someone your not, because i like who u are. i like u as a person. i just wanted to let u know that
Emileigh1107 - Yesterday at 9:02 PM
Thanks Dylan ️ ily
woodenhome - Yesterday at 9:15 PM
 ily too :):)
woodenhome - Yesterday at 10:58 PM
Goodnight, Emileigh. I hope u sleep welll