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- For a while now I've been saying
- "I'm running out of time"
- I never knew what for exactly. I was always in such a rush to get to success.
- I've procrastinated so much.
- The doctor's said that my father's mother has less than a week to live.
- He refuses to go.
- I wont kno what to do when she's gone. I am concerned for my dad.
- How will her handle it?
- She wasn't the best mother to him.
- But she was his mother.
- To lose your mother. Any mother, is anything.
- A reminder to him at least what a mother should be.
- He wants to disconnect and not feel.
- But he will feel.
- I'm worried for him.
- It's my responsibility to take care of the family now. My dad WILL need time. Whether he believes it or not.
- I ran out of time. I wont be there to make sure he gets his time to recover.
- I imagine, from the little I know about his relationship with his mother, that it will be a confusing experience.
- My dad has been so strong for us.
- Just like a fuckin' comic book hero.
- Really. He's stood up against bad guys for us.
- He's saved my life.
- I almost drowned once and he dived in all of his clothes to save me. I panicked for no more than a second. and he was there.
- I've never seen my dad scared. He has always been brave and hard working.
- I wont be able to return that.
- I could have.
- My clock is ticking. I've still got a chance.
- I can't give up. There will be a period of time where he will be disturbed without any place to find peace. I need to swiftly come in and support the family. Somehow.
- I wish it wouldn't take such a push just for me to get up and do the right thing and be strong for those I care about.
- So much time wasted on my behalf... just fucking dicking around on the internet, being scared of learning more complex code.
- I wish it didn't take that push.
- I will not mope here at what I could have become and at what I know I should be compared to what I am.
- I will go now
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