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- does anyone feel like they wont succeed
- you pour your heart out but all you do is bleed.
- failing at every attempt you make,
- to try and improve yourself through all the drugs you take
- going through depression
- fighting off the evils
- at your own indiscretion
- mentally twisting your way through hell
- only to hate yourself more than anyone can tell
- self loathing and pain running through my veins
- my minds screaming out
- trying to get me to step away
- while I want to set up a noose
- and hang myself til these feelings are shook loose
- and the loneliness and depression slip away
- all during that final and hopeless day
- where people walk into my room to see me
- and leave with nothing to say
- I'm sorry is all ive heard all my life
- nobody is willing to stand up for someone
- even if it means saving their life
- empathy is all we feel
- while others just want to feel the steel of the knife
- cutting away
- slicing today
- in half
- as we hold back a tear
- all we wanted was a hug
- but nobody would come near
- shunned and disregarded
- as an outcast we stand
- because nobody is willing to take our hand
- and help us along
- after we trip and fall
- reminding us that relative to everyone
- our life is so small
- and meaningless
- so why even live at all?
- this pain doesnt eb and flow
- it just stays with you
- until the day that you go
- sometimes it rests in the back of your mind
- other days it's suffering all the time
- well you know what?
- im sorry for wasting my life
- im sorry for everying that didnt turn out right
- im sorry i exist at all
- but i'm not sorry for what i became
- because i tried to stay happy and live day to day
- I guess things dont always go right
- like the best laid plans george and lenny had in sight
- but i guess that's alright
- as long as you help me end my self harm
- and be my george that take me to my farm
- just take me to the rabbits and lay me out to rest
- and I swear I'll no longer be a pest
- -Casp3r
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