Happy first month 😍. I know you are not good at dates. I don't know either if in your country celebrate this too😅 but I will still celebrate it.Yey! We did it! We lasted a month.🥴 I hope in the future we could turn months into years.🎉I know in our journey we can't avoid to be hurt sometimes but I will still hold you and say my sorry after and declare how much you mean to me. Thank you for not leaving me for sometimes I'm under my unwanted attitude🙄.geez you have a long patient 😂. I may not be the perfect girl that you always want to have, but I assure you that with all of  my imperfection, I will still love you perfectly.  Since October 31 that we met in badoo that actually 2 months now. 🥰When I first met you, I honestly didn't know you were gonna be this important to me. I really don't know that I will fall for you this hard. 🤤 You change me literally. I know this happened so fast. But believe it or not I feel that I know you for a long time. 🤦🏻‍♀ I still remember the feeling of being abandoned by you and that's almost half of the month without you is hell. Waiting you to chat me too 😅.. Worried about you if your still breathing, thinking a not so good scenario ✌. To cover the feelings I have for you. I try to chat different guys then you already know what happen and that's what I regret the most.But I'm still thankful you came back. You doesn't knew how happy I am when I got a message from you. 🥴 But then I realized do I still worth it from you, when you need me most I also turn my back. I become selfish and self centered that time. 😔. And that feeling hunt me again when we have a fight just a few days ago. It make me cry. Just thinking that I loose you that you will gone. Damn that's the scariest one. You know what 😂😅 you make me smile and laugh in the same time. That day I decided to turn off my phone until this day 18 so i will greet you. 😅 But I got text from you. I see your face in my phone and my tears became a falls. 🤣🤣 I call you stupid to think I will let you go. No I will not. I don't even block you why do I do that. Ok here a thing.. Why I delete my photo is because I feel broken and I'm sulking that time.. 🤣 Childish right. Hahahaha.. Damn I don't want that to happen it again. 🤣😂 Crying is a one thing that can make me sleep for a day. It's like a sleeping pills though.
You know what, when i fell in love with you, I said to myself that I want to be the girl who makes your bad days better. The girl that makes you say 'My life has changed since I met her'. I promise be there for you whenever you need me or anything. Nothing means more to me than seeing you happy. And whatever it takes, I will ensure that you are happy.
Ever since I met you, no one else is worth thinking about. I don’t know where I would be or what I would do without you for that matter. There are those moments in my life that I'll always remember.Not because they were important, but because you were there with me. You make me the happiest girl in the world, and can always make me laugh or smile whatever you do. 😂😂.
Thought I would write this just to tell you again and remind you how much you mean to me, and how much I love you. annoying as that is to you 🙆‍♀ Another point is that I am so lucky to have you, awesome, because I don’t know when or why you started liking me but I cant think of anyone more perfect to do so. I wouldn’t change it for absolutely anything. I never forget that I am lucky to even know you; I love everything about you and who you are, and that isn’t going to change. You stole my heart and it is totally yours for however long you want it. 😊I love you so much Swift(Ricardo 😍😍😍😍) YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME!